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| I am a Sensual Dominant who is new to the role, a wolf in sheep's clothing seeking to cast the wool aside and explore his true nature. Perhaps someone here would like to become part of the next chapter of my life?
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I. . . . . Ache. . .
Indeed I do...I ache for the warmth of my pet. to feel her body against mine. My hands would not stop running up and down her form, solidifying in my own soul that she is indeed real, a dream come true. I would shiver, either physically or from within, in pleasure as my fingers touch the mark of her submission to me. Be it a collar of my own crafting, a wedding band, a bite mark, anything that my pet desires. as much as I ache to feel true sexual dominance: to see my pet tied up with ropes I braided myself, mouth open, ready to receive my release...to hear her beg. There are days I feel I am willing to give that up, if it means I can just wrap my arms around her, to never be denied a touch to her soft skin, to feel her lips on mine, and feel whole... |
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Hmm...Why am I thinking of writing a journal entry on here?
I think it is the fact that I wish to share my mind. Perhaps it will attract others, like moths to moonlight.
I have been finding more and more interesting people in my area. which pleases me, gives me high hopes as I develop myself into a dominant as a lifestyle.
I am never sure what I should do in situations like this, having sent messages to prospective partners, only to not get a quick response. I understand that with some its merely a matter of patience. Yet one cannot help but wonder what would happen if I continued to converse one sided. Is it just like a prospective job? If I continue to show my interest, will that increase my chances of getting hired? or will it just annoy them?
I have so far gotten into only a couple situations where I am not what a submissive I am interested in wants. In both situations They have simply ignored me. This does not make me feel unwanted by default. It makes me Curious. I want to know why I am being ignored, What is it about me that is unwanted. I want to learn so I can either improve, or decide that their reasons are flawed and they are unworthy of my affection.
I am writing these thoughts and more on my own, which helps me contemplate and understand them better. I am wondering if I should create a Tumblr displaying these thoughts, would anyone be interested?
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| Age: 36 |
| Great Falls,
Montana |
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