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I am not new to the lifestyle; have been in it since I was a late teen... for many lifetimes actually, depending on your views of such things. I know that what I seek is rare... someone with a depth of spirit; knowledge that reaches beyond the obvious, a true Master that my soul instinctively accepts as the One. There are many facets to relationships, all equally important... sexual connection is just one piece of the magick, not the end all be all.
I am well-versed and accepting but neither stupid nor naive. I respect those who earn it and trust is something that is built not demanded. This is not a hobby or a fling but a necessity. I am neither typical nor expected... consider me a seeker, explorer, student. A seeker of knowledge, guidance, new experiences, greater awareness.
*Addendum... to all the fellow CM souls who have IM'd me, firstly thank you... secondly, please do not be offended if I am unable to respond... or if it is slow in coming... it's not you, it's me. Happy travels.
Not looking for a LTR.
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. ~ Anais Nin
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