I have been wanting to become a true submissive for a long time. I have wanted it so bad that I can almost taste it. I can feel it in my heart. I believe that it is something that comes naturally to me. My boyfriend and I had played around with just us and other people, but I wanted more. I wanted a real D/s relationship. I went to my boyfriend and told him that I wanted to give him my submission; my total submission. His response to me, I can't give you what you are looking for. My heart felt like it broke into a thousand pieces. The thoughts that were running through my head, the feelings that were coursing through my body. I ran out of the room crying. He didn't understand nor could I. I will say that he loves me very much and has allowed me to move forward with finding a Dom. So I got myself together and the next day decided to be serious in my search for a Dom, someone that could give me that attention and help me to become that good girl, that special submissive.There were far and few people between that actually worth even chatting with.
Then I got and email from someone, that really peaked my interest. I felt like there was actually a good connection and I felt like I could be patient. Let me say his girlfriend had contacted me by email a while ago and emailed on and off for a little bit, but I had a boyfriend and they did not want to interfere. He was such a sweetheart yet very honest and forward about what him and his girlfriend were looking for. Yes thats right, they are a Dom couple. Wow, is all I could think. Every time I would see him online I would have a smile on my face and hope we could meet, patience is very difficult for me. Well then this past Friday came and I got a chat from him asking if we could meet Saturday, of course we could. Even though I was extremely nervous and scared. The thoughts that again ran through my head. So then we confirmed everything for Saturday at 5p at a local restaurant. I was so excited. Then Saturday finally came. I grew more and more nervous. But just did the best I could do to get ready.
I get a chat saying they will see me there. Omg is all I could think. It is really gonna happen. I am such a shy person. So I get in my van and I drive to the restaurant. I arrive just a few minutes late. I was standing out front, smoking a cigarette. They pull up in their car and I knew that it was them. When they get out I thought wow they actually look like there pictures. She was beautiful and he was very attractive. Of course I am shaking. we go inside and chat about things, life etc. I felt like a school girl that could stop talking. And then Anita told me they needed a few minutes to talk and then they would let me know the next step. My mind was was spinning.....did I talk to much, did I not answer something right. Oh shit.......She said honey your fine. I went to the bathroom and as I am coming out of the stall and Anita was standing there. Basically she told me that we were gonna go somewhere else and that I needed to keep quiet unless I was spoken too. Of course my head was asking itself a million questions.
We arrived at the next place. He was such a gentlemen, he opened the door for me. Hmmm, what is that? I haven't ever had anyone really do that for me. But it made me feel special. So we went in and had a great time. They asked me some more questions. Brad then asked me to go to the bathroom and take my bra off. I complied, a little unsure at first. They also asked me to kneel before them. Overall it was one of the most real and awesome connections I have ever felt. They were very responsible and patient. As we left. They walked me to the car. He asked me to sit down and then he kissed me. I thought I would just melt. He then asked her to take my nipple/s into her mouth. My pussy was dripping wet and swollen and needing attention. He then said to me when u get home I want you to play with your self and bring yourself to the brink of cumming but do that 4 times before you let go. My mind and body were in bliss and didn't know what to do or think. They shut the door and I got home. I did exactly as he had instructed me to. I came so hard that I could barely move. I then let him know that I got home safely and did as he instructed me to.
Then Sunday came. My boyfriend, his other girlfriend and I went to a diner. All I could think about was will I hear from them, when.......... and then I got a chat from him, asking if I was ready to serve. I was like okay wait is this a dream, is this really happening. And it was as real as really could be. I was so nervous, yet so excited. I told my boyfriend what had been asked of me. I told him that we need to hurry. I have to be there by 1:30p. We left the diner in a hurry. I ran in got showered and dressed. Kissed my boyfriend goodbye, ran out the door and started driving.
You have to come to understand how very hard this was for me. I am such a shy person that I could never normally follow through and actually go meet someone. I would just let the opportunity pass me. As I got closer I was shaking more and more. I was instructed before I arrived that I was to greet them and then get undressed. Omg get undressed, how could I do that. No way they would understand that I could never do tht. I knock on the door and Sir answered the door. I just giggled. He gave me a huge hug and it felt so good and I felt so safe. They asked me to put my bags down and Madam showed me the liquor cabinet. All I could think is thank goodness.....lol! I was shaking like a leaf. She told me what I needed to make them, Jack and coke. I had a vodka and coke. I brought them in and gave each, Sir and Madam their drink. They asked me to stand in front of them. The emotions that I were feeling were ever strong. My mind was telling me to run, leave and never turn make. My stomach was churning with butterflies. But for some odd reason my pussy was aroused. I unbuttoned and slid my pants down and then was struck with fear. There is no way that they will want anything to do with me once they see me naked. I am ugly and not where I want to b. I told them I cannot, that is when Madam walked over and helped me remove my shirt. It was almost like I wasn't there. I know that I tried to cover myself up once I realized I was totally naked. Sir asked me to come over to him and he just held me. I think I actually cried a . He asked me to top of our drinks and bring them upstairs.
I proceeded to get the drinks and then walked up the stairs. I was still very nervous, however the thought of them ever hurting me never came to mind. I felt safe. I remember entering the room and them talking to me. They told me some things they would like to do. Sir and Madam showed me their single tails, and some of their other toys. I was in shock, was this really gonna happen. Can this be for real? I realized this was real when Madam placed the restraints around my wrists. Then Madam asked if I had ever had clover clamps place on my nipples. Madam gently place them on my nipples and I took it surprisingly well. I used to hate my nipples touched. I was asked to walk over to the wall, where Sir took my left hand and tied it up. He rubbed his hands on my back and always asked if I was ok. He then moved to the next hand and proceeded to do the same. All the while my pussy was growing hotter and wetter by the minute. He also place a gag in my mouth. He was so gentle and really seem to care. Madam then began to flog me. I remember hearing them chat in the background. I was in total bliss. It felt so right. I remember Sir touched my pussy at some point and was overwhelmed. It felt so good. Then Madam began to use the single tail on me. It was unreal. I could hear it whip thru the air. When it made contact with my skin it u could hear it snap. It stung just a little bit. There is so much tht happened. It seemed like time had stopped. They also decided to do some needle play. Sire very carefully placed 6 needles in my left lower shoulder blade. After the needles were placed they both took turns smack it. It felt so good. Sir took my hand down and then my other hand. He wrapped me in a a really soft blanket. I was so happy. I felt high. They asked that I sit on the bed. I could go on forever with how much they cared for me. I haven't ever experienced anything like tht before. Sir asked tht I come kneel in front of him. He asked me to eat Madams' pussy. I was eager to oblige. It felt so good to take her lips and clit into my mouth. She had such a sweet and delightful taste and scent. Sir told be he was gonna make Madam squirt and it was gonna run down my face as I was massaging and sucking her clit with my mouth and tongue. When it happened I was like OMG, thts amazing. I hope I could be able to do that at some point. Madam then showed me how Sir liked his cocked sucked. I very much enjoy the act of sucking cock. Then I was given a chance to put his cock in my mouth. Oh it felt so good. Sir told me Madam had a little surprise for me, she had a dildo in her hand. I felt the dildo slide into my ever wet pussy. And as I was sucking Sirs' cock and she was fucking my pussy with the dildo in her hand. We ended up moving all the way across the room, it felt so good. I think I even cried then. I have never been given so much attention.
I remember both Sir and Madam talking to me about how to present myself when I am on the bed. He then asked me to masturbate for him. It was the most difficult thing for me to do. Its embarrassing and something you don't tell anyone. But I did it. The last part the happened is almost a blur except the very end. Sir started to touch my pussy and then slid his fingers in and into my ass. OMG it felt to good. He was fucking me with his fingers and I remember the hearing the sound of my cunt getting soaking wet and heard Sir say somethings and then it happened......I felt wetness spray my leg and I looked down and realized I was squirting EVERYWHERE. He told me don't stop keep going. I was on Cloud 9. I couldn't believe that it actually happened. It was amazing and I felt this huge weight lifted off my shoulders. All I could do was cry and ball my eyes out. No one has ever treated me so well and emotions were so overwhelming. Sir just crawled up next to me and held me and told me to let it go. I felt so safe in his arms. I felt like some of the shittiest things that have happened to me, were released. i have never trusted and knew that a man could bring so much pleasure to a women and he barely knew me. Madam also got up next to me and held me and made me feel safe. I also didn't know that it was possible to feel and be that way with a women again. Alot of people have hurt me and broke my trust.There really are not words to describe how very special they made me feel. I only hope and wish that I can return the favor one day by making them proud of me. I cannot thank Sir and Madam enough, even if we were to never meet again or if they did not choose me as their sub.
This is a true and very special experience that has happened to me.
