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***if you delete mail before reading it and it was sent by a stranger with a complete profile that is in itself not offensive, read my journal entry, you might reconsider ...*** ****While I have pictures of me to send out to those that request them, I currently work in an industry where it would behoove me (be in my best interest) to have tit just plastered on the site**** Ive been in and around this lifestyle for many years. I began experimenting with it in high school and have had a few relationships built around it in college. I am currently looking for a new submissive/slave girl for a 24/7 LTR TPE. I would also be interested in starting a poly household with a switch or predominately dominate woman who is submissive enough to know her place at my feet and yet dominant enough to make all others kneel at hers.

Any new sub/slave i take on will have to be ready to earn her privileges, things that are often taken for granted, how when and where you eat, drink, sleep, go to the bathroom and what you wear, all things you will have to earn... and then work to keep, just cause something is earned doesn't mean it cant be lost again. People often take modern creature comforts for granted, with me, you will again learn to appreciate those minor comforts in a major way.
8/27/2013 12:07:47 AM

Whenever the topic of diapers comes up, one of the most common excuses as to not willing to wear a diaper, no matter the need is simply embarrassment. Why be embarrassed about diapers? If its a part of you you should let it out and enjoy it, perhaps with like minded people. I mean no doubt they are good for the embarrassing feelings even when NO one notices I find it funny how my past subs have reacted to being in public for the first time, well padded. The good thing, they never have to get up during a movie. They can be used in a pampering aspect, or a control aspect, as a chastity device, a sorta public reminder of an on going bond...age, lol.  It can extend some of the best things in kink, like sensory deprivation. Think about this, tied to a bed spread eagle with a 4 point restraint so you can't move, blindfolded so you cant see, gagged so you can't talk, and likely something to muffle your hearing a bit. Closed off to the world. But for every sense I take away, your remaining senses get stronger, by now you might hear me about the room, but you cant see me, or anything for that matter, just black, you might smell my scent as I pass something over you, could be anything, my shampoo my deodorant or my musk as the call it, idk. But then to feel the slightest touch of a feather or my hand or my breath on your left arm, then your right thigh each time your overwhelmed by just a touch because that's the only stimulus your brain is getting, you don't know what I'm doing or where I go next, perhaps a breath and a kiss or lick of my tongue at the nape of your neck, your thighs, your breasts, what if I introduced nipple clamps or a pin wheel. Imagine you had a butt plug, each time some new sensation hits you tense and then relax, normally that'd be an expected response but now you can't, you can only squeeze onto the plug, all these strange sensations and you have no idea of what comes next, your brain is just tumbling.... And then you gotta pee! So now I have to untie you let you up remove the blindfold and wait, then tie you back up and start over?!?! Everything we had worked up to is now ruined, but what if we go back and say I diapered you at the beginning, when "pee time" comes around this time its just a new sensation, your still in this vast nothingness only reacting to touch, smell and the movement and actions of your own body, You have to go, you let some out and now you feel warmth, this heat pressed against you and you let a little more go and you feel the warmth spread, and now your mind is carefree again, problem came and problem solved and it feels no different that being in a wet bathing suit esp after some time in a hot tub, or so I'm told. We could go on for hours of this just letting your brain get smothered in hormones probably a few dozen orgasms, some with the help of a magic wand or the electricity of a TENs unit. Now you tell me, where's the draw back?

7/29/2012 10:14:29 AM
***Its a real shame when simple innocent conversation can't be achieved, I see it far too often an email deleted without ever being read. To think of all the things that could be learned from keeping an open enough mind to read. As a Dom over the years I have taught and been taught new things from a simple meeting of the minds, but when a Dom emails another Dom and its deleted sight unseen, I question how real the other Dom is. This is an ever changing world and who would we be if we did not try to change with it, grow, become better. All of that requires sharing, thoughts, knowledge and experience, but how can that happen when we aren't receptive to contact. The irony, most of the times emails are deleted on this sight is because the masses are suffering because of the actions of a few who can't respect others, and in this case is a guys vs. girls thing if and when a guys email is deleted its because he has "the evil dick of death" or as we call it, a penis... Pity, the passing of knowledge online hampered by an appendage .*** *** update*** if I had the sheer time to respond to everyone who sends me a message about this post it would be a near full time job, and nothing changes... You put something out there, in this case inspired thoughts of sharing, a meeting of the minds, and despite positive responses, still nothing changes, I send a message to someone who claims to be a Dom, someone who doesn't know what most of the fetish interests on here even mean (take CBT for instance, the site says its play involving the male genitals, I can't count the number of people thinks its a handjob or blowjob, geez "Doms" at least google it to know it means cock and ball torture... The explanation oftensan eww I didn't mean that I don't like that, well then look it up before saying you live for it and you're an expert) <- perfect example why we should be open to conversation, not all of it is poor grammar and poorly expressed perverse thoughts a lot can be a means to grow yourself, into a better Dom, switch,sub and slave.... An who am I kidding, the people this targeted to will never take the time to read it.
EvangelinGabriel
 
 Age: 39
  Ohio