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I'm cutting down on writing back to people with silly one liners... if you can't take the time to tell me who you are and why you are writing me, I wont take the time to try to pry it out of you.

I am very sincere, open and honest. I am polite and I expect the same in return.

If you would like to bottom to me, please be able to offer something in return. While I am not currently a Pro Domme, you would be expected to make my life easier in some fashion.

I will also consider being your keyholder.

While I don't have an issue playing with people differently, you should take note of the fact that I have a serious pain and blood fetish.

I changed my profile from switch to Dominant, simply because I am not looking to bottom to anyone at this point. While I am a "switch" it's only as a masochist, I am not submissive in the slightest.

Thank you.

My other profile is mytorment

11/23/2008 5:51:35 PM
I have been away for a bit. I had some thing I needed to handle. Things have changed drastically for me since I started this journal. I'm now free to find a live in slave. I prefer a girl if truth be told but I would accept the right male. I'm tired of the games and drama... if you aren't willing to become mine then please don't bother... limits.. don't bother.. you either want to please me or no... trust me or no... if you are in another relationship.. don't bother... if you aren't a masochist... if you can't hold down a job.. if you can't relocate... if you aren't willing to give yourself up.... don't bother.
7/7/2008 2:51:31 PM
It's been awhile since I updated my journal.

I've met some really wonderful guys from here. I have played with a few and I have let some come help me out and make my life easier. I think you are all priceless... 

Please try to keep in mind, I speak with close to 40 different people a day, I have a husband, children, a full time job, I go to play parties and meet and greets not to mention that I play with a few clients here and there. I have a full life and a full schedule.

So, due to an overwhelming response, I'm kind of slowing down my search. I simply don't have time for everyone.

At this point you really have to stick out to catch my attention... no that doesn't mean you need to bug me several times a day. Just be personable, understanding and have something or be someone that will be an asset to me.

For example...While I totally get off on beating guys, it's not an asset to me that you can take a lot of pain. (More fun perhaps) But it doesn't really help me, it just means I need to work harder. ;)
6/9/2008 1:14:38 PM
Thank you to all the wonderful men and boys that offered to help. :) I think I have enough at this point but I am still searching for a service sub or masochist.
5/23/2008 4:58:21 AM
To clarify:

I have two rooms in my basement, I'd like to clean and rearrange the basement to have a nice play space... perhaps tear down a crappy wall and hopefully reinforce the walls that are there. I'd like to lay tile or carpet ect and make the bathroom bigger so it can be used as a wetroom.

I know some people skilled in making furniture that will gladly help me with that.

Thank you to all that have written so far.





JessAcquiescent
 
 Age: 36
 Des moines, Iowa