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ANewCuriosity

New to all of this and looking to feed the feelings I have realized reside in me. I'm not sure no to go about it all because I have always thought that such things should be kept private. But the desires to follow and give someone the power to control have become greater and can no longer be pushed aside. It began with a spanking and I thought it felt good. But when I felt a tug on the leash which was clipped to a collar around my neck, I realized it was something I needed. I'm looking to learn and experience more. It isn't about sex for me but a desire to push myself to be perfect for someone. It occurs to me that I don't really know if I am supposed to be proactive or wait to be contacted...
3/27/2012 4:57:20 PM
Metal restraints. I have never worn them (other than handcuffs). What is it about them that makes them such a turn-on for me. I guess there is no possibility that one could escape from a steel shackle or iron cuff. But leather or rope can be just as secure. Maybe I imagine metal as being cold and uncomfortable, so that I am never quite at ease. Or maybe I just know that there is only one person who could release me from them... You can't just cut it or rip it. Without the key to whatever lock is on there, you are stuck. Awesome.
3/21/2012 5:35:49 PM
I guess the warm weather has finally arrived.
3/20/2012 2:54:49 PM
Crawling. I find myself thinking about that today. I remember fondly crawling towards someone. The discomfort it caused. The way she towered over me. The different view of the world I had because I was on hands and knees (literally and figuratively). I don't know why my mind went there today, but it did. I guess sometimes a person just needs to crawl before they can really stand up.
3/20/2012 6:06:35 AM
Interesting first few days here. Not sure how I feel about this site but am resolved to give it a try. Hopefully there are some genuine people around.
MistressJacquie
 
 Age: 50
  New Jersey