I AM GOING TO TRY AND PUT INTO WORDS WHAT I AM AND WHAT I NEED FROM THIS EXPERIENCE. SEVERAL SHORT TERM EXPERIENCES FROM THIS SITE HAVE SHARPENED MY FOCUS. FIRST I WILL DESCRIBE WHAT MY IDEAL MASTER WILL BE. HE WILL BE OLDER, A LOT OLDER. HE WILL HAVE A LOOK THAT I WILL RECOGNIZE WHEN I SEE IT. IT WILL SAY TO ME THAT I AM HIS AND HIS LOOK WILL MAKE ME WEAK INSIDE. HE WILL HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH YOUNG GIRLS AND KNOW WHAT THEY NEED AND DESERVE. HE WILL BE A TRUE SADIST BY NATURE. MY MASTER WILL HAVE A SECLUDED AND PRIVATE PLACE TO TAKE ME TO. IT WILL BE WELL EQUIPPED WITH ALL OF THE IMPLEMENTS AND TOYS HE NEEDS TO TRAIN A YOUNG ONE.

HIS SADISTIC SIDE WILL BE ABSOLUTE AND HE WILL THOROUGHLY ENJOY HURTING AND TRAINING ME TO HIS SPECIFICATIONS HE DESIRES. HE SHOULD BECOME SEXUALLY AROUSED AT THE THOUGHT AND PROCESS OF HURTING A YOUNG GIRL AND TRAINING HER TO BECOME WHAT SHE NEEDS TO BE. I WANT HIM TO GET EXCITED AT SEEING YOUNG ONES AND THEN COME HOME AND DO TO ME WHAT HE WANTS TO DO TO THEM. AND PLEASE DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T GET EXCITED AT THE THOUGHT OF A YOUNG TIGHT INNOCENT ONE I WAS ONE AND KNOW BETTER. MY MASTER WILL HAVE AN EXTREMELY VIVID IMAGINATION WHEN IT COMES TO TORTURE AND HUMILIATION. HE HURTS LITTLE ONES BECAUSE HE LIKES TO. I WANT TO BE IN TOTAL ISOLATION UNLESS MY MASTER SHARES ME WITH OTHERS. I WANT MY LIFE TO BE ONE OF FEAR AND EXPECTATION OF THE NEXT SESSION. I HAVE HAD A LOT OF OFFERS FROM MASTERS IN OTHER COUNTRIES WHERE THEY KNOW HOW TO TREAT YOUNG ONES AND I AM CONSIDERING SOME OF THEM. WHEN I AM PERMANENTLY OWNED MY MASTER WILL GET ALL OF MY LEGAL DOCUMENTATION, MY DRIVERS LICENSE, MY PASSPORT, MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE AND ALSO ALL OF MY BANK ACCOUNTS. I WANT TO TOTALY ISOLATED AND ALONE. I WILL HAVE NO CONTACT WITH FRIENDS OR FAMILY. MY ONLY REQUEST WOULD BE THAT MY MASTER ALLOW MY YOUNGER SISTER TO COME TO VISIT.

MORE TO COME.

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