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ADarkerGlow

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MissWildfox

I want to find the inner me.
And give it away.

I want a Goddess.
To Worship.

Just Call me Glow!

Some Starting Notes:
Now then, hopefully you've had your attention ripped to this profile and you're intent on reading more, because there is more. Let's start by stating I am in the Military, Serving in Iraq, so, while I'd LOVE to be able to relocate, or set up any kind of interaction besides online, I can't. Also, I am currently happy to have given my devotion to a Mistress, and will be unavalable to give myself away to anyone else. So there's that, out of the way.

About Me:
I'm 25 Years Old, Intelligent, am in good shape, am a good listener, and I'm very subdued. What exactly does Subdued mean in this case? Well, I'm quiet and don't require (and sometimes don't want) a lot of attention. I like to think of myself as an intellectual, and am beginning the study of Psychology and Philosophy (Online Classes).

I'm Looking For:
I'm sorry to those who are that'd be so very fitting for me, but I can't say I AM looking for LTR's right now, perhaps because I'm incapable of fulfilling such a goal, or perhaps because I've got trust issues. What I am looking for is exploration, to know people better, to know myself better, to dissect my strengths and insecurities. Of course, if I meet someone who can do all those things, and the relationship continues and grows, it could turn into an LTR, and who knows what more. I'm just a Realist.

I'm Not Going To:
Be used as a Toilet or Pay Tribute. I'm sorry, but I don't understand either of those fetishes perhaps. I find bodily wastes to be disgusting, and won't be covered in them. As far as Tribute goes, well.. why would I pay someone for a chance to be their pet, when I can pay a prostitute, skip the foreplay, and get whatever I want?

The Rest:
Feel free to give me a message, and I'll be happy to respond as quickly as I can. Questions, Comments, Concerns.

7/16/2009 11:12:43 AM
Today was horrible. The Generator went out, so there was no Air Conditioning, or Fans (powered by the same Electricity), or anything ANYWHERE.  It got to 114 at around noon. I want anyone who's complaining about how cold it is to spend one day without AC out here. Heck, a few hours would probably do it. All I wanted was to be freezing cold, to have to shiver, to need a blanket or a sweater... but it just kept being hot. It finally came back though, and I sat under an AC for 30 minutes. Just think of this when you get cold next time.
7/14/2009 11:08:15 AM

I'm not entirely sure what should get thrown down here. There's plenty to talk about, and plenty to say, but what's worth the time, you know? I've decidedly fallen for somone. She's strict, and she yelled at me, and I think that helps to solidify that I'm puddy in her hands, since I truly felt nervous the moment I caught the slightest flare of anger. Not nervous for what she might do, but because I don't want her to be angry. Maybe that's how you know you care about someone. Not just constant adoration, but how we react to all the other emotions too... Or I'm an idiot trying to be a poet... either or. Until Next Time!

7/9/2009 10:42:06 PM

Another Day, another lost opportunity. Could've been up earlier, and I wasn't. Could've gotten a bigger breakfast, and I didn't. But I'm putting it down here, so people can find these words and relate, or maybe take hold of those lost moments they wished they'd used better. Who knows...

7/7/2009 5:04:22 AM

Opening day, in a sense. My first day on here, and so far so good. Pictures uploaded, got something written for a profile - albiet somewhat lacking, as my experiences to this point. I think I may be behind a curve. But... one bridge at a time. Hope someone reads this...

sweetlilith
 
 Age: 29
 Lon beach, California