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| UPDATE: I'm currently mainly interested in exploring fantasy number 2.
Two fantasies brought be here. These are:
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I've had "sex slave" fantasies for as long as I can remember and one day when I was feeling couragous, I told my boyfriend about my desires.
I told him how I fantasised of being kept as a total slave, both domestic and sexual. He laughed a little but he said he liked the idea.
To cut a long story short, we experimented. We'd roleplay and he'd treat me as his slave for a few hours usually (it was a whole day a couple of times). I'd do whatever he said. I'd cook, clean, iron, hoover, hold his drink, wash the dishes, give him a blowjob, whatever he wanted. It was intense, humiliating and pretty realistic roleplay to be honest, but I loved every second of it.
When it came to an end though, I felt sort of sad. I felt embarrassed to tell him he could treat me like that 24/7 if he liked.
I'd often fantasise about being used all day everyday, with just a few hours of sleep allowed inbetween. I fantasised about being forced to wake up at 6am and serve until I went to sleep at midnight. No days off.
This is where the name 125hourworkweek comes from. 18 hours work a day for 7 days a week with 6 hours sleep.
Obivously, this is pretty extreme I guess and will likely always remain a fantasy. Therefore for now, I just want to chat with people and possibly roleplay online. It may be more eventually, who knows.
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Around 5 - 6 months ago, the relationship I referred to above ended and since then, I've gained quite a lot of weight (around 3 stone)
I've never been the slimmest girl; in fact, I've always been a little on the fat side but now, I've really let myself go.
I was a size 12 at one point, now I'm almost always a size 18.
I'm looking for guys who would like to humiliate me about this.
I SHOULD POINT OUT THAT WEIGHT LOSS HELP OR DIET HELP IS OF NO INTEREST TO ME. SORRY.
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