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I am 37 yrs old, all female. I have been in D's for 10 yrs. I am 5`8 tall, long blond hair, brown eyes, long legs ,34D breasts, around 125 pds sometimes less. I am looking for a Master who is Strict and at times cruel. I am usually obediant but can be a handfull at times. For more further details see me. I dont give photos till I know someone better.
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I just recieved a email. I thought i would openly just exspress a few thoughts i had. You know people that know us in the past tend to think they know us and somehow have a right to say what we need and what we desire. But as in all things in life we grow and our needs grow and desires change. what i thought i needed 10 yrs ago is not what i need now. Also in D's there is so many diffrent levels, none that i view right or wrong just diffrent. When we start in D's most dont start at the most exstreme, so as we learn ourselves more what we need also changes. Also sometimes it takes time to accept what we need.
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I was just noticing that many of the new emails i am recieving are about my journal entry. Maybe i was not clear, its not that i dont know what i need or want, its how do you describe it, and there are always many things one never thought they would want or need and when they get them are like "wow this is what i needed all along". As I progress i learn more about myself and what i do need and i belive that is complete slavery. I was told the other day that a true slave does not have limits she may say things she is not ready for , but that truly is up to her Owner to decied or else she is making descions and that is not for a slave. And i know this will send people screaming but i agree with that. That doesnt mean i am reckless or careless, that is why it is so important for a slave to find a Owner and Master, she is certain will be sure she is safe and is always being smart and aware.
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I was sitting thinking about a question i get asked over and over. "what are you seeking" or 'what kind of Master are you seeking" I hate that question, i feel like there is just no simple answer. I often want to say when i find it i will know. I know what i feel , from past exsperinces i know what i dont want. but honestly if i had exsperinced what i am looking for i would still be there. I am sure to many that makes not sense.. but just a thought i was having.
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I am not sure of anyone reads these but today i was trying to sift thru my mail and honestly I am not getting very far, so if you sent a email and i didnt respond to it, it may just be because i am overwhelmed and havent gotten to all yet.
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| Age: 32 |
| Noida,
India |
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