Over five years and now, I don't think the road will be traveled again... definitely not in the same way. Time to let it all go...

Can you set your fears aside

Forget all that has been tried?

Open your mind wide

To find the one inside?

Allow the one that is true

To help bring out the real you?

Experience feelings fresh and new

To please him in all that you do?

What a nice couple of days. Was able to set most of my worries aside for a little while. I needed a chance to just be me without having to constantly think about other circumstances.

WOW!!! That is all I can say right now....just WOW!!!

Wow! I have found myself doing more thinking in the last 2 weeks since school has been out than I did in my last semester. What is wrong with this picture? LOL Actually I'm not complaining. It feels good to be able to take some time and think about me and answer some of the questions within.

Because of the course of the last couple weeks, I have made a vow to myself. Regardless of how much homework I have or what test I need to study for I will take a little time, above my normal meditation time, for myself on a daily basis. Now I only have to find a way to remember to do this!  

To love and abandon all control

Leaves one free to

Completely bear their soul.

To only feel joy and pleasure

Leaves one free to

Enjoy each and every treasure

To have no self expectations

Leaves one free to

Express new creations.

I open my heart to the child left behind

Desperately seeking to find

That which from her was taken

Her pride left brittle and shaken

I pull at the courage she has shown

To drag her from the unknown

Out to love and live

And show she has a lot to give

Though frightened and frail

A new life will prevail

I will hold her hand in times of need

And always push her to succeed

A new day, time to start putting my head together an start coming up with some answers. :)