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The short of it:
No out of state/out of country mail
No drugs/excessive alcohol/cigarettes
No STD's
No submissive men!!!
No married men!!!
Age limit: 25-45


Hopefully that will weed out some people...

If you've passed the initial test ( :p ) keep reading...

The instant message thing on this site does not work for me.  The fastest way to get ahold of me is to send a message.  No need to waste your time sending a message if you're much outside of my distance or age limits.  It would just route to my bulk mail anyway. 

Only mail from users 25-45 actually reaches me.  Anything outside of that is too young/old for me.  Please respect that. 

If you're out of state, or out of the country, I'm not interested. Within California, if you're  farther north than Sacramento, or farther south than Fresno, I'm also not interested.  Even that is pushing it a little.  I prefer someone local (within a 20 minute drive), who is available to do things spontaneously without a lot of planning (or drive time) involved.  I guess the best way to put it is-- the closer the better.  If you don't have a car, then I'm probably not interested. 

I'm NOT an "insta-sub" or anything like that at all.  I'll never be 24/7 anything and I'm certainly not your "bitch".  I don't intend to SUBMIT to anyone... I top or bottom.  It's a play thing ONLY!!! That being said, I don't play casually... you  can't play on a first date-- it takes a lot longer to feel safe with someone than just one meeting over coffee. 

This is a personals site, and to me the only difference in meeting someone on here vs. meeting someone on a vanilla personals site is that you have a bit of insight into my kinky side. 

Everything starts "vanilla" because it's important to connect on that level.  If we decide that our kinks match later down the line, we could pursue that, but it's not a given just because this is a bdsm site.

If you're going to write to me, write a lot, and write it well.  Your fantasy stories about what you'd like to do to me that you post in every message you send aren't appealing, but a detailed description of who you are would be nice. 

One line messages will be deleted and ignored, as will messages with no pictures. 

I know what I want, and I know why I'm here.  It's pretty clearly stated in my profile.  If you aren't ok with that, then don't message me.  It's not up for discussion.

I love to travel.  I miss going to San Francisco all the time.  I used to go almost every weekend.  I love the city, the water, and all of the parties that go on out in that area. 

I also love Las Vegas, but that's a little bit longer of a drive.

I'm a switch.  I love to top when it comes to soft stuff like light bondage, wax play and fuzzy things, but I really love to bottom.  I suppose my goal on this site is to find a skilled Top (whether they identify as dominant or not doesn't matter...) to discuss limits with and play with eventually.  I'd love to get back to playing in public at clubs and parties, so someone who was also interested in that would be ideal.

I have a relationship with a really cool guy who I like a lot. We've been together for a year and a half. He's not into bdsm at all.  I won't be ending my relationship with him to be ONLY with someone else, but I will gladly incorporate the right male or female into my life, should they appear. 

If you're into drugs or smoking at all, that's not my thing.  I don't drink heavily either.

I guess that's the short of it.  If any of this interests you, send a message.

<3 nymph

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11/23/2009 6:02:00 PM
I'm otherwise occupied at the moment and don't wish to meet anyone else.

I'm not even on the site really at all anymore.

I also closed my account on the OTHER sites. I'm pretty far gone from the BDSM thing right now.

I'm more into God, going to church and reading the Bible, and developing my spiritual self.

I only even logged in because it said I had mail.

Maybe I'll be back-- maybe not.



6/15/2009 1:07:51 AM
Lets write something completely opposite of the journals I've been writing here.  I'm absolutely pissed. 

My boyfriend of over a year and a half was found out as a liar a few weeks ago. That's fine, we dealt with that, and I felt like we were over it.  Our relationship took another big hit tonight when I pieced together something that had happened that he had forgotten to mention. 

We went to a swingers party last night.  He wasn't hesitant to admit that he'd gone without me to this same place, but it was never clear where it fit on the timeline.  He said it was the end of last year, and I just kindof accepted it for what it was-- he had gone, and that was the end of it.

Well, obviously last night was Saturday night.  The hostess mentioned that all of her parties had been on Saturday nights, and also that she only started having them the first of this year.  My boyfriend and I have spent Saturdays together every weekend (unless discussed, and rescheduled for another night for some reason) since we started hanging out. 

So, the only Saturday we hadn't spent together in the early part of the year was the Saturday right after his birthday, when he said he was going to his dad's house to celebrate his birthday in Sacramento. 

I was, ofcourse, ok with that, but worried sick when he hadn't called me by 10pm because it was supposed to be an early evening (as far as I knew).  He called me around 3am, to let me know that he was  home from Sacramento and his phone had died, that's why he hadn't called me, or answered on his way home.  He also said that he had gone to the casino with his dad, and drank a little too much (a really elaborate story accompanied that) and that he had fallen asleep at his dad's house.

So, anyway, we had rescheduled for Friday for that weekend.  (To think how much money I freaking spent on him for his birthday, even though I had just lost my job.) We rescheduled WAAAY in advance, and I thought it was awfully nice of him to do that, because he hadn't really before. 

Anyway, to make a long story short (kinda) he went to this party that night.  The night he made up this elaborate story about going to his dad's house and being at the casino and drinking too much, he was at a swingers party in a house no more than 20 minutes from my front door. 

So, anyway, this just came out tonight.  We were discussing the party, and what was good or bad about it, and it came out that he never went to Sacramento that weekend. 

He claims he can't remember 6 months ago (but i sure can).  He doesn't want to discuss it or any of the details surrounding it, he just wants to put it in the past.  As soon as I brought it up, he was suddenly too tired, and needed to go to bed. 

I was tolerant of his other lies, and all of the information that came out surrounding them.  None of them had involved such pre-planning and total deceit on his part.

Fuck- I can remember every detail of that day.  How he left my house early to go to his dad's, how he turned his phone off, and then told me it was dead because I had called frantically wondering if he was ok, everything, and I never mistrusted a word he said.

I feel like such a fool.  I feel like I can't trust him again.  Everything I worked so hard to let go, after the last batch of lies is all at the surface again. 

When am I finally just going to let him go, and move on?  When am I just going to remove myself from this relationship? How come it's so hard for me?

Can/should I trust him again? Is this just a part of all the other stuff that he forgot to mention? Did he really forget how elaborate of a lie he set up for me? Did he leave this out on purpose?

I don't know what to do.  I'm really angry.  It's like he just did it yesterday.  It's a new wound that's going to take time to heal. 

I would not talk to him for a couple days, but the only person that would hurt is me.  He would probably be glad to not hear from me for a couple days. 

I'm truly hating him for the first time right now, and it hurts me. 

6/1/2009 12:38:53 AM
yes yes yes!!! disneyland!

we're heading down there tomorrow night, and back here on wednesday morning. 

i'm excited, in case you can't tell.

i haven't been in a LONG time. 

maybe i'll post some pictures of me with Mickey or Minnie or something when I return.

should be a really fun trip. 



4/29/2009 12:52:26 PM
I'm really very fortunate. 

I'm a happy person with a wonderful life. 

Everyone struggles-- That's a given-- and I've certainly done my share.  It's what we learn from those struggles that's most important.

I promise to:
Think before I speak
Give you some space
Remember what matters
Always love you

I think if I can do all those things, we'll both be better off. 

I was blessed with an extraordinary life, and I intend to live it better than I have been because you never know when the day that you're living might be your last. 




4/29/2009 12:45:20 AM
Haha... I find it flattering that someone would bother to mention me in their journal, even negatively.  It means they're allowing me to exist in their mind for longer than it takes them to read whatever message I might send. 

I know who I am, so call me whatever you want-- It's not going to bother me. 

If you want to label me a "bitch" or a "whore" just because I don't have any interest in you, that's your issue not mine.

Spread my name all across this site-- build my fame with your idiocy.  Anyone who has half a brain is going to know you're a stupid man who's pissed because I'm not interested and somehow that's a threat to your "Domly-ness"

Know that in saying negative things about me, you're not  the first, and certainly won't be the last. 

So, have fun with it.  Say whatever you need to say.  It says a hell of a lot more about you than it does about me. 

<3 Nymph

3/22/2009 8:41:03 PM
I'm in a journaling mood, and I'm trying to keep my thoughts separate. 

I once did an amazing scene with a man where I was all in white.  He beat me and I giggled, as everyone watched.  It was really intense, and I went to a place I have never been since. 

Though we haven't talked in years, I think about that scene, that one specific occasion, sometimes.  It's my reason for returning to this lifestyle over and over again. 

He knew me really well, and had a quick but precise way of determining what my limits were and what I could handle.  Any "maybe" on my list was brought to me to try, and we went from there.  He respected my boundaries. 

He was strict, in some senses, but never overly so.  It was always fun, until the beginning of the end.

Though I would never choose to see him again, I am fond of how I was treated within that relationship, and I often reflect on the experiences I had. 

I suppose that's what I look for in my future... what any future Dominant male has to measure up to. 

I'd love to be able to do a scene like that again. 




3/22/2009 8:31:40 PM
There's a man on here who I think about sometimes. 

I had one encounter with him quite some time ago, and for some reason he sticks in my head. 

It's weird how some people do that. 

3/22/2009 8:30:34 PM
this is more for me than anyone, but I think I need to write it...

I'm ok.  and I'm going to continue to be ok. 

Nothing is the end of the world... and eventually, I'm sure I'll be better off for every experience...

Sometimes things are tougher than others.



10/3/2007 1:06:04 PM
omg i just ate a whole nachos and didn't spill any of it on my new white shirt!!!

i'm so excited. 

9/28/2007 11:56:49 PM
oh goodness... lets all flip out because i had sex...

dude... seriously...

i posted about it to share my adventure, not to take in mass amounts of mail saying what a whore i am and how i'm not into committment...

come on guys... really now...

9/24/2007 1:44:55 PM
I certainly had a weekend to remember...

I spent Saturday night at the Power Exchange in San Francisco.  What an incredible place.

I've been there sooo many  times, but its just such a dynamic, amazing, beautifully sexual environment...

I wish I could go every weekend and explore all that it has to offer, meet new people, and have great sex...

So, I hadn't been in almost a year.  I was there on my birthday last year and it was really a good time. 

I went with my friend, who's male... I don't  think he had that great of a time.  Despite the number of men that attend, I think the club itself is more of a place for women.  I love being followed around by men who want me.... and making out with random guys, while the watchers anticipate sex... only to then get up and walk away before anything more happens. 

I'd love to go more regularly.  But I hate driving in the city. 

So, what else.. oh... I ran into a friend of mine there on Saturday.  Someone I hadn't seen in almost 2 years.  We played in a tiny little closet room on the main level... and I came away with a giant bruise on my arm from trying to have sex on this little tiny mattress... it was funny... I hella fell and started giggeling...

Anyway, I had a pretty awesome time.  If you'd like to go with me at some point, I'd be more than happy to accompany you. 

Let me know.

Thanks

9/19/2007 10:57:19 AM
my best friend... well, he's male...

the other day we were in Target and I pointed out some spiders on the shelf of the Halloween display...

he kinda shreiked... and said "you know i don't like those" and i said "i thought you were over your fear"...

the discussion went on...
"i'm ok with the small ones, but i don't like the big ones, or the hairy ones, or the rubber ones" he said...

it was hilarious because we were talking rather loudly... and this couple walked by and was looking at us like we were weird to be having this discussion inside Target...

i laughed for like... ever... really hard... and all the sales associates kept staring at me as i walked by... giggling loudly...



8/24/2007 9:38:35 AM
If there is one flaw in women its that they forget their true worth...

-Author Unknown...

I think thats a pretty true statemtent...



8/22/2007 3:27:01 PM
Daddy's back.  I missed him.  Well, we're just friends, but he was a great mentor when it came to the lifestyle... and I learned a lot from him.  I think its a great time for us to get to know eachother again since I am not looking to dive into anything... Its nice to have friends.  

8/21/2007 1:58:45 PM
so theres this band... i love them... i've never had a local band mean so much to me...

today, the drummer is playing his last show. 



8/20/2007 10:38:52 PM
ok here's my issue with the world today...

men who contact me with interest, and then let the interest evolve...

only to then say that they're talking to 6 other women...

i fucking give up...
just... i'm done...

i don't want a submissive... i want a Dom who desires to apply the same rule that i apply, which is "one at a time"

one message
to one man
at a time

thats just how i work...
this isn't like fishing for me... i dont just throw out 40 hooks and see who bites...




8/20/2007 10:30:31 AM
Some guy told me I look like Britney Spears...

I feel insulted...


8/16/2007 11:40:03 PM
a few good men around this site this evening...

i find myself a little happier about the lifestyle now than i was earlier...

maybe i'm not dominant...
i'm drawn to dominant men

8/14/2007 10:40:21 AM
I'm going to vegas for my 21st birthday in early November.  If you live in the vegas area and are a younger guy ( Dom or sub doesn't really matter) and you'd like to show me around and go to clubs and stuff... send me a message. 



8/13/2007 12:21:03 AM
*** Disclaimer that every  submissive should feature in their profile:

"I am talking to you and 6 other women right now, and I just want to let you know that at any moment one of them could tell me to stop talking to any of the other 6 and I would do so the second she asked me to, without notifying any of you that I was furthering this relationship.  None of you are worth my time except for whoever tells me to separate myself from the rest of the world first... so if you don't beat the others to it, i'm gonna blow you off and abandon conversation with you... because since she told me what to do first, i pick her.  Thanks, Bye"***

OMFG submissive men are so lame... And RUDE!!!


8/6/2007 1:41:49 PM
This site lost all of its appeal to me... I don't seek anything... BDSM isn't something I intend to make a part of my life at this time... 

7/27/2007 10:24:48 AM
huge edit to my profile... 

6/27/2007 7:04:11 PM
i can't believe how insanely dumb a lot of this site has become...

its like BDSM became a fad or something...



6/27/2007 2:21:17 PM
wow.. what an incredibly challenging emotional moment for me...

i'm leaving the site for a while.... weeks, maybe months... i have no idea when i will be back...

sometimes life is too much...


6/21/2007 10:36:23 PM
no... mocha frapps from starbucks aren't a drink... they're a WAY OF LIFE!!!

6/21/2007 9:39:45 AM
I love the pain thats created when you touch a bruise.  Its this intense yet dull pain that almost feels erotic. 

The seatbelt attacked me last night in the car.

:(



6/19/2007 12:57:54 PM
the 20 something men on this site always post pictures that make them look older... usually far away ones...

its annoying


news to you, boys... the good pictures get the girls :)

6/19/2007 12:46:47 PM
i just sent a message to a guy on here (someone who i had talked to more than once... ) and asked him for a headshot because I had yet to see one.  In return, I received a picture of his penis. 

Now lets all sit and wonder why I believe men are rediculous until they prove otherwise...

Its sad that a few men ruin it for everyone...

6/18/2007 11:08:04 PM
i just recently hit the collarme jackpot... like... a month ago...

this gentle rain of good, quality men appeared in my life... and i am really grateful for all of you...

you know who you are..

thank you for the impact you have made on my life.  i am indebted to you forever for balancing out my life and helping me learn who I really am. 

i hope our friendships last a lifetime

<3

6/18/2007 11:05:16 PM
i think its a rule that if you're gay and youre male, you have to have a nice ass...

where are the pretty heterosexual boys...

i have a constant beef with the world regarding its distribution of the homosexualness...

it really seems that there must be a rule that states you can't be gay unless you're pretty... or maybe you can't be pretty unless you're gay...

either way, there are no pretty heterosexual boys left... tragedy...


6/18/2007 4:56:57 PM
yay.. new pics have arrived... go look... right now... 

6/17/2007 7:39:40 PM
New Pics as soon as they get approved... check them out.. i'm adorable :)

6/16/2007 12:33:36 PM
due to a conversation i just had, i am once again forced to state something that i think should be common sense

I DO NOT PLAY OUTSIDE OF COMMITTED RELATIONSHIPS...

and there are NO exceptions to that rule...

obviously, you can committ to someone without marrying them... and even without seeing them constantly... but it does take time spent getting to know them... dating, spending time together... etc.  to create that bond that evolves into committment...

so if you're just looking to play... go seek out a pro domme... or make it clear that you're willing to donate substantially to the "satyrsnymph wants a new car" fund... (thats a joke... yeah)

i just don't do it

so, please respect that... and dont waste your time, or mine.  thanks


6/14/2007 1:29:38 PM
:: is bored ::

i wish for lots and lots of mail to read so i can be entertained for the next two and a half hours...

THANKS :)

6/13/2007 2:55:24 PM
I just tortured myself and took the time to go and look at the gay male submissives and slaves of california...

y'all are fucking hot... every last one... ofcourse i have favorites, but that doesn't really matter because you're all gay... 

but just as i thought... all the good ones are gay or married...

good luck out there guys... because they're all pretty... just like you. 

how come i can't have that option with the heterosexual boys...  maybe i'll attempt to be born as a male in my next life... lol... i'd be such a bottom. 

6/6/2007 10:30:00 AM
a lot of you need to put things in the intro of your profile that say things like "well,i'm looking for a dominant woman, but i can't make time for you" or "i REALLY love to constantly top from the bottom" or "i just want you to tell me about your fantasies so i can get off" or "i live with my parents and i don't have a job" or "i am a compulsive liar" or "i am married/dating someone and we are not poly, but i refuse to be faithful"... things to make what your true intentions are just a little more clear. no dominant woman wants to waste her time pursuing any of that, and once we've found out you've wasted both your time and ours... it makes no sense, really...

4/24/2007 2:46:11 PM
Here's a fairly accurate description of what I am looking for.  A fellow collarme user helped me to discover this...

At least subs are good for something... lol



 i know that most submissive guys are half assed submissives... who desire more to take control than to give  it up and i am looking for someone who is willing to lack that control... someone who isn't afriad to let me dictate to them how their life goes from this point on...
someone who will give their life to me the same way I give my life to the higher power who i worship... thats what its about for me...
i want someone as obedient as a well trained puppy... who eventually will hang on my every word, and soon act as if they can read my mind, doing the things that please me before i even have to ask
 and i want him to be strong in the vanilla world... intelligent... kind... and dominant with others... because thats what makes his submission to me that much more special. 

submitting to me should be the same as if they were christian and were giving their control to God...

its not that i think of myself that way... its that, the entirety of that submission... giving all of yourself... is what makes someone a good submissive
and if you can't give all of yourself to the person dominant to you... then you're only a little submissive

and i dont want someone who only submits to me a little...



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