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my two month 'escape' with my new friends is over.
single again, and not necessarily looking for ANY COMMITMENT AT ALL!!!!!!
i need to be treated well and respected. i need to find someone LOCAL, NAUGHTY and PHYSICALLY STRONGER than me. i need to be challenged, entertained and pushed to my LIMITS. i am picky. i am not naive or stupid - fakes will be called out and put in their place. i'm a tough chick that loves both men and women -- EQUALLY!!!!! who knows when i will be 'in love' or 'in lust' or just freaken ready for a good old fashioned fuck...... but if You're the 'one,' i am so fucking ready for You!!!
-sammi |
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Holy Shit!!! haven't logged on since last night and 48 emails....wtf.....trust me i and NOT that interesting...lol.
taking a break because this is just crazy.
those of you that i've chatted with know how good i am at returning emails - so please dont get all crazy if i don't respond for a while..... i dont need this stress!!!!!
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ok.....enough tie on the laptop...time to go outside.
enjoyed my wonderful conversations this afternoon.
be well, guys :) |
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Day off from work to do's:
sleep in - √
work out - √
shower - √
read - √
waste some time on CM - √
rest of day - ??????????????????????????????????????????? |
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what is wrong with men?
at the happy hour, he buys me two drinks and we talk for an hour, he gets a call on his cell, goes outside to take it and never comes back in. either married or gay....whatever....his loss. |
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oops, i did it again :)
was a 'very' naughty girl at lunch time today....
thanks 'dr. dom' so much friggen fun. |
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um, WOW!!!
thanks d&k
holy WOW.... so much fun. |
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big news............ moving......to.....
California!!!!!!!!! not super crazy about leaving my family.....
but so excited to live in Los Angeles (although i have no idea where i will live) ...... i leave in 12 weeks,......
so exciting....... |
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W O W ! ! ! !
just got back from my surprise Mexican cruise with my favorite couple....... ohmygod!!!!!! never never never had so much fun (or sex)................nooooo!!! i don't want to work in the morning :)
thanks for EVERYTHING F&B
-your sammi |
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full moon or something tonight.
mostly really sweet people i'm chatting with.
and some real demented, hard-up dickheads.
:) |
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so sick of fake people. not just on cm but everywhere. if you say your going to do something, just man-up and do it! no one cares about excuses or could haves or would haves..... why do i keep thinking people will actually be what they say? |
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fun 'date' last night. thanks DM for brightening things up for a few hours. |
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thank you Sir.
just had a grey's anatomy moment in a hospital closet (yay...first time)....so hot so fun so unexpected. thank you thank you thank you Sir! |
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thank you Sir & Ma'am!!!!!!!!!
your kindness and support over the past week is soooo appreciated. while i know what is now expected of me - please know that i will never let you both down. seeya soon :) |
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was hoping sooooo badly to hear from 'you.' i guess it just wasn't meant to be. i waited and waited and waited yet You never showed up. UGH!!! i want to scream!!!!! the only reason i kept checking back on this site was to hear from You. why????? You know how i feel, how i need You how You make me feel!!!! why why why would You just disappear!!!! i ache and cry and scream and curse!!!!! WHY? |
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stood up on a sat nite!!! wtf? :( |
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Wow!!! afternoon delight today!!!! just got home to change my clothes. what i thought was to be a homemade lunch at my 'friends' house turned into much more. blindfolded when i entered. scrubs taken off me quickly. bra / panties removed as well. stood there while cameras snapped. put down on my knees and sucked. and sucked. and sucked and sucked. bent over and she (and strap on) took me while i continued to suck and suck and suck. 30 mins turned into an hour. an hour to two. sore, tired, exhilarated, horny, tingly and still hungry. back to work for 2 more hours now. WoW!!!! thank you! |
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so happy:) will write more, later, when i have time. |
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ok ok ok....safeguards are in place and fantasy scaled down..... thanks to all who are looking out for me :) |
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yayyyyyyyy!!!!! i'm going to do it. on friday afternoon at 3pm a couple i met through will pick me up, blindfold me and drive.....
i've been instructed me pack 2 sets of matching panties & bras, 2 white tees, two pairs of shorts, 1 sweatshirt, overnight accessories and nothing else (no phone, jewelry, scrunchies, flip flops, stuff i would always bring with me).
i return on sunday night and will give you all the details....... i can't wait.
(yes, i trust them, we've met up 6 times so far....... :) :) :) |
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Whoa, did the whole online submission thing (first time) early this morning. something wild and crazy to try and found it to be quite exhilarating. while i really didn't think i would get any satisfaction out if it, the whole process blew me away. having a stranger watch me...tell me what to do.....tell me when to talk.....tell me when to stop.....omg!!!!! who knew..... |
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Starting to get into the idea of couples play - had never really thought about it and still haven't 'played' yet - but the temptation is definitely there. After two meetups in the last couple of days and conversations about needs, wants, expectations, pleasures and more I tinge with excitement for my first adventure. No couples in mind yet but I keep thinking about it. Weird thing is that I'm not opposed to guy/guy or girl/girl or boy/girl couples....as far as I can see, all have built in benefits.
Anyway, time to do my weekend chores and get ready for Monday. |
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Great time at the U of A game last night......and even better time afterwards with my new friends from OV. told you i'd post. :) |
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So I met a Dom couple from CM at a local coffee shop this morning. Not the perfect match but made some new friends. Maybe there is hope still...... |
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ok, it's been about 2 hours and I have received 100 emails and 23 admirers. Please people, get real!
I love to talk to people. I will respond to interesting emails I will not chat without a few emails.
please please please be real. by being real, i mean be in Tucson. Be ready to engage me for my wants and needs. if you are my 'guy or gal' then we will flesh it out and proceed. until them, please be real!!!!!!!! |
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My third email: WHAT A JOKE!!!!
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Alright then I will be straight forward and clear.
I am a pretty decent guy and having on off vanilla relationships. However in such a site I would look for something unusal, specific and real so consider my following words accordingly:
At the end of the day if we are to seek vanillia things on this site then what do we do here...
I will take you own you fuck you use you abuse you degrade you and at the end i will make you a real slave. I am looking for a slave to use abuse and train for preferebly long term, if not short term (like vacation) here in istanbul/Turkey.
you will be my dog at my feet, my maid, who serves me, my butler who runs errands, my cleaner, my cook, my respected lady to my family and friends, my fuckmeat in bed, my footstool, my bitch at home and my slave at all.
you will be serving a Turkish Master, so you will be pretty much controlled, disciplened, used, abused, degraded and when I see it fit you will be caressed.
you can take this as my introduction message. If you think that you can give me what i seek at the end then i will take my time to write you personal mesage put necessery effort to get to know eachother.
Answer girl.
Hakan
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