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Im 30 years old, completely submissive, and I want to be forced into diapers.
I like diapers, but I always end up getting too embarrassed or too scared that someone will find out, so I stop wearing them. I shouldnt have that choice. I know deep down that I belong in diapers, and that Ill cause fewer problems for other people if Im stuck in them. But since I stop liking it after a while, I cant do it alone.
Im looking for a Dom who can force me to become the diaper boy Im supposed to be. A Dom who can teach me what it really means to be a diaper boy. Tie me up, cage me, or anything else that would give me no choice but to use the diaper. You can even keep me in them 247. When Im in charge, I always know in the back of my mind that I could use the toilet if I really wanted to. That basic choice needs to be taken away from me, so it is constantly drilled into my mind that Im a diaper boy. The ideal Dom would be OK with strictly enforcing it, since it would quickly become non-consensual.
I require nothing from You other than dominance and being drugdisease-free. I dont look like a movie star, so I dont expect a Dom to, either. Things like Your ageraceweightbody typeetc. dont matter to me. I consider myself to look fairly average, with just a little extra around the middle.
The important thing is Im real. I want to be forced to become the diaper boy Im supposed to be. Whether or not I like it doesnt matter. I know deep down Im just a diaper boy, but I need a Dom to force me to become one, because I cant do it alone.
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I thought I would take some time to expand on what I put in my profile and to clarify what I'm looking for.
First and foremost, I am 100% serious about becoming a diaper slave and being kept in them essentially against my will. I'm not looking for roleplay, nor is this just some fantasy that I expect to end as soon as I lose interest. I'm also not looking for safewords, a "scene," or anything else that implies an end to my predicament. As far as diapers are concerned, it would be something like total power exchange.
It might seem strange to ask for something, and then immediately explain that I won't like it. True, I like diapers (at least for now). But I know it would be humiliating to be in them all the time. Whether it's the constant knowledge that I have no choice but to use them for their intended purpose or the unending fear that someone will notice, I know my enjoyment of diapers will disappear along with my ability to stop wearing them.
But somehow, I know I belong in diapers. I feel a deep need to be kept in them regardless of how I feel about it. A need to be shown that I really don't want to be a diaper slave, but to be stuck as one anyway. A need to be controlled, and to have the object of my fetishes and fantasies turned against me. I want my enjoyment of diapers to be turned into complete and total humiliation as I realize, to my horror, that being stuck in them isn't what I wanted, but it's what I have to live with forever.
It's hard to explain why I feel this way, but I know it's who I'm supposed to be. I've been in situations before where I was temporarily stuck in diapers and wanted to get out of them. Despite disliking the situation, I always felt empty when I took them off, as if I was failing to be who I really am. |
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| Age: 22 |
| Santaquin,
Utah |
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