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So I decided my first journal entry should be a bit different.
Since i dont have a "playmate" who can give me orders and take care of my need for humiliation, I ended up taking care of matters myself.
I've just had delivered a bit of feminine clothes. The entire purpose was to find something which didnt match, but would still make me feel demasculated.
The profile picture I've uploaded is the result of that. I'm currently girly boy shorts with "pretty" flower imprints. A black garter belt and a pair of white schoolgirl stockings with pink ribbons on them. On top of that i decided on a very short purple dress with a low cut backline and shoulder straps.
To make things interesting I also ordered an inflatable plug which is trapped underneath it all, and which i will give a few pumps at regular intervals. To add to the humiliation i finally decided to document the entire proceeding with pictures of me in different states of feminization. I'll be worrying about someone finding those pictures until the day i delete them...
all dressed and plugged, I've finally decided to do that major cleaning my apartment has been needing for a while. I just hope noone will be looking in through my windows as i waltz around looking like this :S |
