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Capnpepsi

Capnpepsi - photo 1
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Hello everyone my name is cap. I'm recently re entering the community after kind of a rough patch. All of that is long behind me now and I feel like it's time to try to find my perfect thing. My happy place again, serving. I have been active in the lifestyle for about 8 years but interested and new my place from as far back as I can remember. From a young age I had peculiar urges that I am just now starting to understand. I have been vetted in the community for awhile out towards Augusta before I moved back towards winder. I won't go into to much detail about what I don't seek as much as what I do seek.....everything and everyone, I love talking with and spending time with like minded people. And I know my place as a submissive is to serve the gracious dominant before me in any way they see fit. If you would like to know more please contact me. My interest list should give a basic list of my feelings on most things. Below is a link to a picture of me from my fetlife profile. I'm the one in the leather best. You can also reach me on fetlife by the same name as here. https://fetlife.com/users/752552/pictures/40266176

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3/19/2017 8:55:28 AM
The Journal Entry feature of this site has been rarely used by me.  Most of the time and really the only time I use this feature is when I truly feel that "I have something to say".  Have you ever met someone who you felt you instantly connected with?  Of course there is no way to claim that you "know" someone from one meeting, but never the less you can feel like you have known them for years and that they, like you, do understand.  Last night I met the most wonderful person in this lifestyle that I have met in quite some time, if not all time!  I think there is definitely something to be said and something that stands out when you get together with someone and its daytime, then day turns to night, night turns to early morning, and you could have easily talked and drank coffee while the sun came up (had the establishment you were visiting not closed at 2am).  Whenever you can spend 7hrs with someone, and you don"t run out of things to say, and your not repeating the same old thing over and over and the only thing that bugs you is that the band will not quiet the fuck down so you can hear what they're saying........how can one not feel instantly connected? Its amazing how even in a crowded watering hole, with pool games, and music, and obnoxious drunk people being loud, its like everything but you and that person fades into a blurry background. Everything fades into the background so much, that the waitress comes to your table perhaps 4, 5, or 6 times even to ask if you've decided what you would like to order.  The issue not being the complexity of their menu or difficulty choosing between fried mushrooms or cheddar poppers etc.  But being so in depth in conversation, and vibing with someone so much that even though the waitress handed you the menus 20 minutes ago you havent even looked at them lol.  Its rare (for me anyway) to find someone who's energy makes me feel like that little chubby kid in school trying to ask the hot girl out again, but to have that feeling and to have the constant feeling of success married with those nerves.....is out of this world.  That's how she made me feel last night.  Like the chubby kid who asked the hot girl out, to have the hot girl  say yes, and then for that chubby kid to find out that the hot girl is on his level.......SCORE!  When we said goodbye i really didnt want to let her go.  At the risk of sounding creepy (since it was the first time we got together), something felt really really really right holding her in my arms.  When we left, i walked her to her car and we laughed about the "passive aggressive bumper stickers" she had on the back.  I got to my car and sat there for a second.  After pulling out, i circled around the gas station parking lot just up from the bar, to swing back by and make sure she made it out ok.  Her car was gone so i knew she had left.  While driving home, and getting in the house, and laying down for bed, i had an uncontrollable smile on my face.  I texted her to let her know i made it home safe and she did the same.  We are planning on getting together again real soon, and i couldn't be happier.  When I closed my eyes getting ready to fall into a deep sleep, i had the same smile on my face, and an almost uplifted happy feeling, kind of like floating.  Its been awhile since ive connected with anybody so well.  Its exciting but a little scary as well, i cant lie.  I cant wait to see her again, and to see where this goes!

12/4/2016 9:05:20 AM
Oh how the lifestyle has fallen. So many time wasters and people after money. Sweet Jesus on a cracker. What is the point of trying to have a conversation with someone if you know that at some point your going to shit on them. I know I am the submissive in this lifestyle and I know my place. However that doesn't mean I'm going to be ignorant enough to give you credit card info or personal info. Especially not within the first few hours or day of us talking. GET REAL! this is not the sleeping beauty books (people have jobs to work,bills to pay). If you invision a d/s relationship in this way please go try to pull the wool over Someone else's eyes. In addition if you have no real time lifestyle or d/s experience do not front like you do. I will be able to spot it. Please don't misunderstand, I do know my place in this lifestyle and though I haven't been active for years and years like LadyDelicious (lovely woman and person by the way, if you Ever have the chance to spend time with her or meet her take it), I have been active long enough to know bullshit when I smell it. End of soap box moment.

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MisstressT
 
 Age: 27
 Roseville, Minnesota