White collar office type by day, lowlife faggot bitch boy by night.  100% in the closet, single and eager to find the right man to turn me into a  proper faggot bitch.

Open to men that just want a piece of faggot ass on the side or on call if you are local.  Also interested in lifestyle Masters that are interested in a novice but eager and perverted fag boy to use (possibly long term).  And of course to the man out there, straight or gay, that just wants to completely ruin my worthless ass and put me into permanent slavery (oh how I have masturbated to you Sir).  

Confession time: I watch a lot of porn and edge myself pretty much 24/7 so typically I am a hot horny mess.  I love piss and typically use a gym sock soaked in my piss as a gag while abusing myself (which I do often).  I have eaten my own shit and it makes me feel like total filth.  Abusing myself with toys and other implements is something I do every single day.  I love the smell of a man's asshole, especially if it is unwashed and sweaty.  I have a pretty small dick, about 4 inches or so hard, and it doesnt take a lot for me to cum (maybe 2 or 3 minutes).  Rarely do I milk myself to a full orgasm and if I do it is typically something really degrading. I have had some pretty sick fantasies and done some nasty shit both with myself and with anon guys but I am really still a novice.  My first experience sucking cock was with a guy I met off of craigslist, he literally raped me and beat the crap out of me...I was in tears after the fact ( yes I jerkoff thinking about it).  Sometimes I get bratty and defiant, my gag reflex needs a lot of work, I can take pretty decent size toys but not a fist, I can take pain but need to go way beyond my limits.  If you want more confessions just let me know!!

I need to find someone to help me push my limits.