Hey, so as you can tell from my screenname, I have never done anything like this before, though I've wanted to for sometime. I've been reading the profiles of dominant women on this site, who are worried about male subs who are "fake" and are just using this site for a good jerk-off. I assure that I am real in wanting to have some form of a relationship and am tired of just jerking it. I will not "bottom from the top." I just want the feeling of being controlled.