6/29/2015 10:51:27 PM: in the beginning.. getting to know someone you have to start to trust someone. you have to let down walls and allow them in to some extent… but the problem is when you do so you feel so vulnerable, and they just never seem to understand that…people always are so quick to push comfort levels and boundaries without ever understanding them… i guess instant gratification is more important than building something long lasting…...

5/8/2015 3:07:45 PM: I cannot believe that I have been on this site almost 10 years. Not much has changed it is still the same old nonsense, games and ridiculous behavior. Unfortunately this is probably my only way I will ever have the possibility of meeting a dominant, I gave up on events, classes and parties a few years ago, they just no longer interest me. Why is it so hard to find a decent attractive dominant who wants more than just sex?  - I don't want to have to settle for some boring vanilla man who, gives me the same boring sex all the time. I want pain and intensity and so much more..                                                                                            

6/13/2012 10:30:57 PM: I'm sorry... but just because i look at your stupid profile. does not mean in any way I'm OBLIGATED to write to you. so stfu with that nonsense     that is all >>>>>

12/1/2008 12:37:01 PM: So... ive made some time to be on lately not as much as i wanted but i do go to school and work.. so sitting online can be hard when i have so much to do. Anyway just randomly thinking.... I reallllyyy am tired of the whole lets mess/fuck around no strings attached deal.. i never did it and i dont plan to do itit compromises what  i want.. sorrysucks cause right when i start to like someone they just have to ruin it with defining things as strictly ''messing''oh wellNEXT.

5/23/2008 12:41:13 PM: so yea... my finals are done summer is here im less bitchy i know some of you are just estatic that i will no longer be breaking your egos.... anyway this being my journal i just want to sit here for a moment and bitchI DONT WANT TO CYBER jesus christ help the next fool that asks me if i want to cyber or train online..no i dont want to sit here like a moron and take pictures of myself naked or doing some compromising actionno i dont want to sit here and tell you what im wearingif im sitting on the computer then it must not be that cute or sexySO STFUUUomg..ok im done :)