I am not sure if I am here.
I am not sure if I should be here.
I am not sure why I am here.
I am not sure what drives my cravings.
I am not sure whether to give into my cravings.
I am not sure that I wouldn't get addicted if I do give in.
I am not sure...... 

The first, cartoon, picture is from http://theawkwardyeti.com, the next picture by the famous French artist, Off le Net. The second picture is the Martyrdom of Saint Agatha, Giovanni Baglione (1566 – 1643). I like the imagery of her bound and exposed in front of others. (But certainly not what befell poor St Agatha!). The last picture is Homage of Tamara de Lempicka - Andromeda - very simple but evocative, erotic.

I am swamped with pages and pages of emails.

I am going to ignore "hi, want to be my slave?" messages. Neither do I want long narratives. (I hope this does not sound rude, not intended, just trying to avoid spammers who put no time in.) (Sorry if I have ignored you....)

BUT, MORE IMPORTANTLY I am unsure about 'this' so I am not leaping into ANYTHING. Happy to look. Not wanting to waste anyone's time.

My last relationship was more Bossy Man / Submissive Girl than Master / Slave.

To answer some basic questions:

I do think about slavery, maybe crave it, but may never go further than opening a profile here.

I am 34, medium build, biggish boobs (34 d/e), thought attractive.

No children. Never married.

AND REALLY NOT 'LOOKING'.

But I am here.....