What did I ever do to deserve having to suffer for this extended period of my life (22 years) without YOU. I do not know where YOU are, but I have been looking for a very long time. My search, my need to satisfy, and my desire to release control are driving me to a point of no return. I have literally been tearing myself apart to find YOU. Please be merciful and come out from hiding. I message so many here and am mislead and abused in all of the wrong ways.
YOU are my escape. YOU are the reason I get up in the morning and accomplish the things I do. I cannot live without YOU and am sick of wasting away alone.
The fakes, the teases, the scammers, the non-believers, and the people who are so closed minded that to them I could not possibly be as mature and valuable in this lifestyle as I claim to be are all ruining the experience.
I hope WE find each other soon. It is not fair to you to miss out on having me fulfill YOUR needs. |