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Sizzyhrt1
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Just feeling my way around.
It is a submissive creature longing for its place.
I have lived a long time hidding from what I feel inside. I have spent years, decades even hidding who I am. This person inside craves to serve all. I never see but the true heart of someone. I search for a teacher, owner, ruler, or guidance giver to help save the servant in me.
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3/23/2024 7:12:06 AM: Hello
I dont know why I am here anymore. I know what I crave but when it comes it is not at all what I expect. I can be treated the way I want and expect and after I have a depresive type atate and fill ashamed. O dont underatand it.
Im at my wits end
3/9/2024 11:52:37 AM: == Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Masochist
100% Rope bunny
100% Slave
100% Submissive
91% Degradee
89% Experimentalist
82% Exhibitionist
77% Pet
62% Primal (Prey)
59% Non-monogamist
40% Voyeur
15% Vanilla
0% Daddy/Mommy
0% Rigger
0% Ageplayer
0% Brat
0% Brat tamer
0% Degrader
0% Dominant
0% Boy/Girl
0% Master/Mistress
0% Owner
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Sadist
0% Switch
2/24/2024 7:20:32 AM: Why is it everyone thinks that intrest and likes are set in stone.
Change is a building block of life. Trying something new is betyer than sitting around and wondering. People list likes thats what they are likes a manifestation of pleasure. But if a sub or slave is true to their heart and of place a Dom/Domme could instruct and teach them and like the end result.
Life is taking uncomfrotable situations and making them either fun or terrifying.
Just a thought.
2/9/2024 10:29:09 PM: I dont know where to begin. I sit here and remember thing that Im not sure happened. Some I know happened a long time ago and some more recent. I apear that Ive had some type of breakdown.
12/25/2023 4:29:42 PM: I love Latex, and leather. Highheels corsets garters collars and cages.
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