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oneshysubbie
| Hetero Male, 36, Losangelessfv, California
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****my profile is outdated but Im holding off on updating because this site has been so wishy-washy and I dont know if or how long it will even be around. I have another profile on fetlife under the same name. Anyone is welcome to message me there as well as here.
** it has been so long since having the privilege of being in the presence of a true Goddess. To serve, worship, obey and take my place at Her feet. Though i can only blame myself for my situation, for opportunities squandered, i am making a vow to learn from my mistakes and to improve myself as a submissive as well as a person in general. Insecurities, immaturity, jealousy haunt my younger days and though it came at a heavy cost, i have learned from it, put it behind me and hopefully get another chance to prove my worth, to find a true Goddess to dedicate myself to. To be enthralled once more and to fulfill my destiny of not just servitude but complete mental and emotional slavery to a beautiful, superior Goddess who deserves everything i could offer and more.***
About me.. im honest, thoughtful, genuine and obedient. Have been submissive since i was very young. First discovered the lifestyle at around 12-13 when i found a BDSM bulletin board on Prodigy. Yes Prodigy, anyone under 30 probably has no idea what im talking about. Lets just say it was pre-America Online, when the internet was fairly new and insanely slow! At 14, i learned how to RP and began serving Mistresses online. Was always very curious to try rt but save a few random femdom experiences, my shyness kept me primarily cowered behind a computer screen until around 18 when i finally served an Actual Mistress for the 1st time in rt. So in person I have served off and on for close to 15 years. When i first begin serving a Mistress i have quite a few soft limits which will stretch and dissipate as i gain trust in my Mistress. Hoping someday the right Mistress could convert this sub into a slave, although unlikely, I would need to have not only absolute trust in my Mistress, but to truthfully love her as well. To put in a better context, in my 34 years, i have only known ONE Goddess who couldve totally enslaved me with absolutely zero limits. Though i am not very active my search, i am however open to finding my Perfect Goddess.
**this profile is a work in progress**
WARNING Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this or you may copy and paste this one
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4/14/2018 8:04:47 PM: I am so tired of seeing journal entries of 'Goddesses' who are 'so tired of fakes!'
Really? You're tired of fakes? Back in 2003/2004 nobody was journaling about being 'tired of fakes' in fact, then you would be hard pressed to find a Domme under 30 and nobody was perpetrating, putting up porn actress' photos. And to this day I dont see any of you at the local munches/parties/events. You're more than welcome, and you might have a good time.
Where the fuck were all the young beautiful Goddesses at back when I was a 20 something? Shit, I might have had a financial domination fetish and didn't know it. Why? Because it didn't fucking exist, or at least it wasn't anywhere on anyone's radar. Which is fine, I'm not anti-findom, just funny how something that nobody heard of is now the most popular fetish. Why that and not something else like i dunno, corduroy fetish or vacuum cleaner fetish? As for me.. As a Slave, I served my Mistress/Owner financially without having to jack off while i did it. Why? Because i was a fucking SLAVE and that's what the fuck slaves do.
I love a Goddess who supposedly lives 10 miles away from me saying she won't meet up but wants a 24/7 slave 'eventually' and she's asking me how does she know i'm not a fake. Well, how about give me a time and an address, we can meet and chat and see if we clique. That's how. <
::click:: end of conversation.
But you know what? I'm not tired of all the fakes. I love all the fakes. Because for every 10,000 fakes peeking into this lifestyle, I figure one real Domme will peek in and actually enjoy herself.
4/13/2018 6:49:33 PM: This site is so ridiculous. I come on more for laughs now than anything else. Still, part of me hopes...
4/13/2018 6:48:17 PM: It's been nearly 2 months since an unfortunate procedure as a hospital patient has left me changed. (To what level of permanence, i am unsure.) The removal of my catheter has left me not only very different in looks, but unable to feel arousal or obtain an erection. This has me obviously reconsidering my plans of not dying a virgin. Also, my participation in this lifestyle. Will i love it like i used to?
8/15/2017 1:06:46 PM: Is it just me or has there been a noticeable spike in new fake/bot Domme accounts opened in the past 30 days?
5/21/2017 9:11:34 PM: DomCon blew my mind! So happy i went, talk about sensory overload!
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