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i do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I dont mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I dont mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. Anais Nin





Walls come down, needs build, barriers fall. Every tear, moan, whimper, and plead Coming from His hand and must be earned, begged for. Pleasure, Pain, Happiness, Despair Privileges, considerations, punishments, fulfillment Are mine to know, to experience, to crave. His touch, firmness, and words are used to create me, to show me my true self His strength protects, conquers and is coveted. I am His a slave
8/30/2016 12:32:42 AM
Wish I could get my brain to just calm and let me rest. Seriously hate this insomnia
1/1/2016 5:00:31 PM
Have you ever had those days where all you can think about is a good spanking?? Whether it is receiving or giving that is all that fills your mind.
9/5/2015 9:20:32 PM
what is it that makes a man take the time to open ur profile look at the pictures and his only comment is that you shouldn't have a profile up if you look like me. if you don't like what you see then walk away you do not need to leave a mean comment. your words don't hurt me they don't affect me all it doesn't show me how ignorant you truly are.
1/29/2015 7:24:00 PM
Why its it when i arm at work it is a constant battle to prove yourself to those that it shouldn't matter ? I am seriously considering giving up my medics license and sell shoes
9/29/2014 1:47:16 AM
Insomnia sucks. That is all
6/22/2014 2:31:34 PM
I fnd i crave the need to push my limits and take on multiple men Doms to control me use me allow me to seve all at once
8/17/2012 1:14:59 AM
damn it people EMS is not a taxi service GO TO BED
8/11/2012 3:36:18 AM
Insomnia sucks
8/1/2012 11:24:26 PM

please  such a simple word  

one sylable  not hard yet holds power.  

softly whispered it can free you 

capture you,  

make them smile,

bring tears to the eyes 

 

bring gentleness,

bring hardship

 

one

simple

word............

 

 

please

6/24/2012 1:54:29 AM
Patient: what happened to me? Paramedic: you were hit with a bat several times Patient: wow really!! I should call the cops. Paramedic: Sir the cops are who called me Patient: ( shocked swollen face) why did they hit me with a bat? Paramedic : almostfell out of truck laughing at cops face I love my job!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3/2/2012 3:32:15 AM
Ever have that day when hiding the body and drinking the tequila really look better than reality?
1/10/2012 2:23:12 AM
What is it that makes a 100 lb dog decide that 230 am is a good time for a walk? God I miss yards. Glad he can go back to sleep so easily
12/27/2011 8:53:42 PM

as the year slips away i sit here watching wondering if i will find what is missing for me 

 

i will find it i refuse to stop looking to say that is it i am done.  i will continue to find it

12/16/2011 11:51:56 AM

wondering where my life will lead.  when i was young it was a certainty but now, i find myself looking ahead and not sure of the changes that are coming.  2012 will be interesting

12/14/2011 9:19:49 PM

Sitting here in las vegas nm looking at the blanket of snow coating the ambulance. the roads changing the harsh lights illuminating our world in a glow. Still it comes. No end in site.
No sleep for us we sit and wait... wait for that call, that next cry for help, bundled up grabbing extra blankets turning the heat up on high, the snow still comes.

Sliding, slipping skiding yet we come. Roads closed and still we come. Minor or major we will come.

Be thankful for those that answer that call. Send thoughts of saftey to those who are
Up dressed and ready to go.

Tones dropping out the door we slip

6/27/2011 1:07:34 AM

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr   200 am and i cant sleep this sucks

5/27/2011 12:26:09 PM

Boredome is never a good thing and even worse if you are a bored slave--- way to many ways to get into trouble

5/25/2011 5:12:24 PM

It is so good to be able to take the steps you deemed at first impossible and find that you can climb and make it to the end. it is a wonderful feeling

takeme0782
 
 Age: 20
 Tamaulipas, Mexico