2/7/2024 9:58:07 AM: A few kind members have sent notes of encouragement and support for the moments, disappointment take their toll and have me so close to giving up. Thank you all.Indeed. it is true, once seeded in the mind and soul, or naturally set in the genes,  submission and all its elements pull harder than any efforts to dismiss them. Considering the dynamics of this site do not have automatic member  updates, at the risk of rendering this page unreachable, as commented upon, thought fit to add current age, weight and location as: 73, 140, Hawaii.

1/12/2017 6:01:14 PM: Thought it was appropriate ,fair and fitting to post a heartfelt thank you to those kind souls who have gotten in touch to show support and encouragement while I figure out and rid of the fears or exorcise the demons that trigger guilty feelings for just being different and kinky.