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MisterMRG

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About Me: Greetings, thank you for stopping by to view my profile. I am a submissive male seeking a dominant partner to explore the BDSM lifestyle with. I have been interested in BDSM for many years and have some experience with a variety of kinks. I am a firm believer in the importance of communication and trust in any BDSM relationship. I understand that the submissive role is not about being weak, but rather about giving up control and being vulnerable to my partner. I strive to be obedient and attentive to my partner's needs and desires. Interests: My interests include bondage, impact play, sensation play, and more. I am open to exploring new kinks and expanding my horizons in the BDSM lifestyle. I enjoy serving and worshiping my partner, and I am willing to try new things to please them. Experience: I have experience with rope bondage and have attended several local BDSM events and workshops. I have also experimented with impact play and sensation play. While I am not an expert, I am eager to learn and improve my skills with the right partner. I've had the pleasure of exploring my submissive side with a few different Dom/mes over the years. My journey began with a Domme who had a stable of subs and enjoyed public humiliation and 24/7 play. She would keep me tied at the foot of her bed, waking me in the middle of the night for her pleasure. It was a thrilling introduction to the lifestyle. Later, I found a switch who was much more understanding and nurturing. Our relationship was based on tribute and she really helped me grow as a submissive. I had the opportunity to play with other submissives, both male and female, and even took on some domestic duties for her. Through a female couple I met, both employed in law enforcement, I became part of their family to keep their bi female sub happy. I also had the pleasure of serving at a woman's party and providing dinner and drinks for a lovely female couple. They enjoyed teasing and taunting me, making sure I knew my place as their submissive. I also had a bi-weekly relationship with an older gay man who was into sp*nking. We would meet at his outside woodshed and I would submit to his spankings as much as I could handle. There was also some oral service involved, always to completion. (yum!) After all these experiences, I've found that my true fulfillment lies in submitting to dominant females, males, and couples. What I'm Looking For: I am seeking a dominant partner who is experienced in the BDSM lifestyle and can guide me in exploring my submissive side. I am open to both casual play and a more long-term relationship. I am interested in meeting in person and building a connection based on mutual trust and respect. I am not interested in online-only relationships or one-time encounters. I am looking for someone who is genuine, honest, and communicative. Ideally, my partner would be someone who is patient and understanding as I continue to learn and grow in my submission. Conclusion: Thank you for taking the time to read my profile. If you are interested in exploring BDSM with a submissive male, please don't hesitate to message me. I am excited to meet new people and see where this journey takes me.

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5/13/2022 9:50:14 PM

Haven't checked in for a while. Eager to play now that the 'rona is receding.

How have you been?


5/18/2017 3:06:55 PM
A wonderful Edging morning.  

4/26/2017 9:23:24 AM
Another great evening with new friends. Five couples and three very busy single men!

11/15/2016 5:27:39 PM
And another Bukkake night.  It is so much fun to be open-minded!

9/28/2016 10:30:49 PM
Wild "boys night out" with three other fellas.  

We got busy and stayed busy for close to two hours.  I'm glad my experience had broadened!

6/28/2015 2:15:03 PM
Oh, my - reconnecting with my past lournals has been fun.  I am still in New Mexico and seek the connection with others. 

Please write!

12/3/2010 7:07:37 PM
So happy to be reconnecting and have had some wonderful couples that it has been a privilege to serve. Thank you for opening your homes to me and I know it has been pleasant for all!
 
Happy -- that is me.  Thank you!

6/14/2010 4:56:55 PM
In Vermont -- how great to be here, all green and damp! Looking forward to some sunbathing at lake willoughby...

1/15/2010 9:23:09 AM
Been a drought of kin experiences for me. I want (and ache) desperately, but it is a small town, I suppose... Well wishes to all -- I hope your dreams are satisfied in 2010~

7/19/2009 1:47:26 PM
In May 2009, I spent a very enjoyable afternoon in the presence of an active crossdresser. He could not pass, but acted as a big sister and tutored me. I showered and he shaved my body to his liking, which took quite some time. He painted my fingernails (and I painted his) followed by his suggestions as how to dress and which wardrobe items he suggested.

Once fully clothed, we took several hours to slowly disrobe as he got to know my body better. I was very aroused by the experience. When we were down to panties and stockings (and pinched and clamped nipples for me), we took several photos of him masturbating me with his stocking-clad feet (a turn on for him). He had me lie there while he climaxed on my body and gathered his ejaculate into a glass of wine (another turn on for him). Mine was added shortly therafter.
If anyone would like a copy of the photos, please send me a message


3/1/2009 12:19:35 PM
I was suggested to an Apache Healer.  She performed an energy cleansing session.  Completely clothed, she worked with me, using energy points.  The technique focused on the practicioner holding various points of the body in order to refocus the patterns.  She told me that I also had blockages in my central core which she worked upon.  Toward the end of the treatment, she gripped me tightly while placing her other hand on my foot, my knee and my shoulder.

3/1/2009 12:15:22 PM
While driving, my body was completely tense.  I looked a regional CL and arranged for a massage 350 miles in my direction home. I arrived at a small non-descript house in the middle of a perfect residential neighborhood. The masseuse, a large man, asked me to stand on a small footstool once I was naked.  Once there, he slowly held me and gently curved and stretched my body as I relaxed with deep breaths. His hands were huge and he aggressively kneaded my body, relaxing me with his touch. I was able to relax as he rubbed oil throughout my body, paying particular attention to my ass and groin. I apoloogixed for my obvious excitement, but he reassured me that it was completely fine. Once completely relazed and purring/vibrating like a kitten, he asked me if I would care for "release".  He performed slowly and lovingly, in a manner that was completely different from the rough treatment that I had before. When complete, he cleaned up every drop and then did two amazing things.  He asked if he could shave me (of course) and then he gave me an amazing pedicure. Peace and happiness.

3/1/2009 12:03:09 PM
I answered an advertisement from an older gentleman who brought me to his house in the country.  As usual, I let him be completely "in charge". He was a well known composer and quite beautiful in that olive-skinned refined way. His original intent was to serve me, but as he understood my supplication, he moved to exploit it. Within a short amount of time, I was restrained, spread eagle face up. I learned the power of zip ties as he created a form of C&B restraint.  My nipples were clamped and he taught me to service him as he aggressively fucked my face.  My oral skills are developing but he made me cry while attempting to breathe through his excitement.  Once finished, he left me tied to his bed and went about his day (releasing the zip ties and clamps). He returned about an hour later with a friend and we repeated the exercise.  When they were done, he and his friend teased me to climax while restrained.  I was in heaven.

3/1/2009 11:53:12 AM
In September, the market crashed and my financial world went up in smoke.  Sexually, I reacted in strange ways, treating myself with complete disrespect.  I frequented adult theaters and placed myself completely in a subservient position as articulated below.  I answered ads and would allow myself to be treated and used.  I seemed to have a sense of worth developed out of being "used" casually by others. My left nipple was practically bitten off by a man in a theater.  Through the pain and tears, I had an amazing, explosive orgasm. It took months to heal and worried me about disease.

3/1/2009 11:47:03 AM
She suggested that she could teach me more techniques to help balance the energy of a woman. This excited me and appealed to my sense of servitude. But, she began to get very strange about money issues and suddenly was unsure if I was the right person as she had felt some strange energy in my prostate.  It is on my list of things to do once I find a practitioner who is more balanced emotionally and that I don't freak out by my prostate!   

3/1/2009 11:43:14 AM
In late summer, I was introduced to a tantra practitioner. I agreed to sign up for a session to learn more about tantra and energy chakras. She taught me about my body and to relax and be comfortable during the arousal process.  We did an extensive prostate massage to release blocked sexual energy and to let energy flow more through my body.  She taught me about leaning into my energy flows and to really feel and re-channel that sexual energy through my body.  Men tend to "tense" and "clench" prior to orgasm and she helped me to relax and allow the orgasm to build naturally and not be forced.  That has yielded a complete change in me, once I learned what it was like.  Now, I quiver uncontrollably as I get more aroused, shaking and trebling before orgasm which has become more intense for me.  Of course, I have not been with a woman, but I would hope that would be stimulating as well.

3/1/2009 11:31:16 AM
Theaters and other "public" venues are probably not the smartest places for such liaisons, although I amazed at the ability of men to walk in, unzip and stroke themselves to pleasure in front of an audience. In that situation, I become completely and totally passive and allow myself to be led, unzipped, fondled, stroked, brought to climax and forced to suck strange dicks attached to faceless men.  In that situation, I am carelessly used and then discarded after the "gentleman" has his way with me.  I feel that it is good for my development, but it has no "ceremony" and I usually feel horrible after the experience.

3/1/2009 11:25:15 AM
 With regard to men, I am less excited to be of service.  I am unsure of why that is, but I am working on it. After all, service is service and if I can let mysef get out of "self" and into being "of service", it should not matter who or where. I drove across country last year.  While traveling, I used CL and other research to find places to be nude around other men on a relatively anonymous basis. I really need a mentor that I can trust here.     



3/1/2009 11:18:46 AM
This woman challenged me to think of myself not as a man, but as a being.  To be open to not falling into the trap of "roles", but to really be of service to others.  It was a profound experience.  She was the mistress of a group of experienced women that form a coven in the desert.  I have been invited to some of their parties, but have not felt comfortable enough to go.  I need to work on letting go of "self" and being truly and totally of service to others.  That is an amazing aphrodisiac!

3/1/2009 11:09:13 AM
In early summer, I was introduced to a woman who had a naturally super-dominant character.  Almost a female John Wayne.  She maintained a collective household in the desert, filled with complete sensuality.  All house members (and guests) participated in readings over coffee in various stages of sleepiness. Amazing walks in the desert, soaks in the hot tub and periods of deep hypnosis and trance. She brought out and added dimension to early memories of punishment and the thrill of "being caught" while crossdressing as a young boy. Being forced by my mother to parade her clothing to her as a punishment for being caught wearing her things. The humor that she found in my small hairless penis becoming aroused and the humility she forced on me in order to get me to "stop". 

3/1/2009 11:02:14 AM
Since that time, I have had many unsuccessful experiences. In late spring, I met another amazing woman. She introduced me to many shamanic practices and had that unnatural psychic ability to read people deeply.  We had a wonderful time together, I pleasured her many, many times in many different places. She had some of the strongest orgasms that I have ever experienced yet never allowed me to reach pleasure myself.  I was there for her use, to keep her fulfilled and happy, to care for her animals and to cook.  My sense of purpose was full.  Others may look at this experience as incredibly one sided, however I do not look at the world that way.

3/1/2009 10:55:57 AM
Sadly, she moved to the East Coast.

3/1/2009 10:55:12 AM
A turn on for me was the way that she would embarrass me at work (I forgot to mention that she asked me to help her with a problem that she had at her company). A situation like that presents many, many opportunities for embarrassment if She so desires.

3/1/2009 10:47:35 AM
I was given the chance to be a part (certainly not drive) of the life of this amazing woman and I wasn't ready. She demanded servitude in all aspects of life, whether it was always ordering for the both of us (and helping me to become more fit), never opening doors and allowing me to plan amazing trips, there was no doubt about who was doing what for whom, but I loved being able to make her happy in that way. Intellectual servitude (if I might use that term) for me is amazing as I think the brain is really our largest sex organ.
She also taught me about edge play and milking.  We made extensive use of the CB2000 (?) and I was placed through my daily life into many chances to be proud that I was so restrained. Naturally, my mode of dress was adjusted, and the CB2000 is not easy to conceal in everyday life.  I was "discovered" several times and was proud to explain my servitude (as I know she would want).

3/1/2009 10:40:41 AM
As part of my re-entry into submission, I was most blessed to meet a wonderful woman on this site.  She helped me immensely with clarifying my submissive ideas (yes, please) as well as my emotional state.  She was (and is), amazing.  Caring, emotionally stable, a complete dominant in all aspects of her life yet understands that the interplay of dominance is not all rubber/whips/and the kinky stuff that we all love, but can be incorporated into daily life intellectually.  She is well read, deeply intelligent, empathetic, yet maintains a strong outer core.  Her deep sense of exactly who she is and the unequivocal nature with which she approaces life made submission deeply exciting on a "core" level.  I recently saw a BBC clip about a phenomenal car writer who was given the chance to drive a f-1 race car.  You would think that he would smoothly be able to burn runs around the track, but he was a noob.  The car was so sophisticated, and demanded such accuracy that he couldn't drive it from the pits without stalling.  Metaphorically, I was that driver.

3/1/2009 10:32:22 AM
Does Anyone know how to include carriage returns?  I hate how this forum makes all my paragraphs run together when they are meant to be apart.
Spacing is important!


3/1/2009 10:30:30 AM
I have been asked to update my profile which was written at the beginning of last year. Since a journal will capture the dimension of time, I think that it is most appropriate to update my profile with some journal entries.

I also feel that we tend to remember things differently than the emotion/feeling/thoughts that happen at the time.

To me, that explains the retrospective "why did I do that" while thinking back, when at the time, it was a perfectly reasonable decision.

It's all about context.
Yes.

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MistressLinda
 
 Age: 27
 Wichita, Kansas