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****No longer available****
Collared AND Married ^_^
And no, he doesn't share.
Neither do I. |
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"Gallows Strung" by Snow Ghosts
She tied a rope around your neck
And led you through the town
With love that’s like the gallows
Strung but she’ll never cut you down
When you left the sun went out
Walk in fields of grey
And I will wear my feather crown
Turn the night to day
You said my name but the devil came
With her black eyes and paper cut smile
You said my love has it been so long
Won’t you stay a little while
I said, no chance, the devil won’t dance
Or run with the wolves in the wild
I’ve had my fill, my way with your will
Leave me here, leave me here
To sleep like a child
To sleep like a child
To sleep like a child
To sleep like a child
To sleep like a child
You asked me silently, to keep your secrets close to me
You asked me silently, to keep your secrets close to me
To sleep like a child
To sleep like a child |
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When people learn to read, I'll learn to hold a conversation with them. |
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PSA: Alright ya knuckleheads...listen up. I'm not going to remember an avatar pic. If you want to maintain a friendship, then show me your face. I don't remember screen names. Faces only! Don't like it? Then fuck off!!!
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How do you get a 6 1/2 foot tall guy's attention?
Answer: You trip him....at 5 feet tall, I could totally make that happen! |
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For those that have inquired about my recent music tastes, check out Switchblade Symphony. If I put out a playlist, that would be all that's in it. Cheers!
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Sorry guys, work has been kickin' my happy ass around since I got this job. I've pretty much dropped out of the lifestyle, and am just here to keep up with the friends I've made over the years. So I'm only going to say this once: Work is great, home life could always be better, I still have my son and the cats, YES I STILL SMOKE! (Get over it.) I did graduate from college, and I'm doing just fine. Thanks! |
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Ok! Here's your playlist for this month, I know it's been a while but eh, I've been a little busy.
1.) “Age of Aquarius” by Digital Daggers
2.) “Fire Breather” by Laurel
3.) “Power Station” by 009 Sound System
4.) “No Education” by Apocalyptica
5.) “Love Is All Around” by Joan Jett & The Black Hearts
6.) “Tempest” by Deftones
7.) “Rain of Brass Petals” (Three Voices Edit) from Silent Hill: Revelation
8.) “Silent Scream” from Silent Hill: Revelation
9.) “If I Had A Heart” by Fever Ray
10.) “Lips Like Morphine” by Kill Hannah
Enjoy! *KARMA*
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What kind of crack are you smoking in order to refuse to see the obvious? You need to share dude, because I don't have my head that far up my ass to see things from that point of view.
*Karma* |
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Gee, and here I thought it was because I was that intelligent rather than because you had no home life. |
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WOW People are touchy assholes this week. I guess the older guys over 50 have a serious issue with their tampon plugs tickling their withered and non-existent balls. That's assuming they had balls to begin with. |
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HA! Typical Rookie IT move: 4 monsters and an 8 hour homework run! BWHAHAHA! My head is buzzing and I'm bouncing off the walls!
*KARMA!* |
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I've just about had my fill of pansy ass little mama's boy, wannabe Doms who think that just because you wear a collar, you're up for grabs to be touchy feely on. I'm allowed to question whoever THE FUCK I choose to. You want to know why? BECAUSE YOU DON'T OWN ME. When you ask stupid shit like "Will you add me?", OBVIOUSLY my reply will be in the form of a question stating "Ummm, why?" Because due to past STALKER issues, I WILL NOT ADD YOU UNLESS YOU HAVE A GOOD REASON! THAT INCLUDES FOR OLDER 60+ YEAR OLD MEN THAT THINK THEY'VE EARNED THEIR DICK!
*KARMA*
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Awww, I love it when little submissive boys decide to talk shit just because I'm in a better position in life than they are. In 5 years time I'll be graduated, my child will be going to middle school, and I'll have my house paid for. Silly little assholes, they just think they run the world huh? It's ok, that just makes you no better than the president.
*KARMA*.....it's a bitch, ain't it?
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HAPPY FEATHERED FOWL MASSACRE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope you enjoyed your culled turkey birds.
*Karma*
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YEAAAAAAAAY FUZZY TIME!!!!!! Is it bad to walk into a werewolf game dressed as Little Red Riding Hood???
*Karma* |
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Oh C'mon people! Do I look like the frickin' blue-bird of happiness to you?! If so, YOU'RE BLIND!
*Karma* |
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So, September playlist was a scrap, got yanked to the side with a few contracts and other mommy things going on. October is going to be posted a week EARLY so people can stop complaining. And YES, some of them (probably most) are reposts.
1.) "Opheliac" by Emilie Autumn
2.) " ET" by Katie Perry
3.) "Rain of Brass Petals (Three Voices Edit)" by Akira Yamaoka
4.) "Silent Scream" by Akira Yamaoka
5.) "Kiss With A Fist" by Florence & The Machine
6.) "Breath Of Life" by Florence & The Machine
7.) "Red Stars (Lukewarm Lover Mix)" by The Birthday Massacre
8.) "Forever (Staubkind Remix)" by Blutengel
9.) "Angels of the Dark (Staubkind Remix)" by Blutengel
10.) "The Raven" by Nox Arcana
And THAT'S Jenga!
*Karma* |
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Yanno, if the men in my life would LISTEN to me, we wouldn't have half the friggin' issues we have around here! OMDFG! I don't care if it's a "man thing", I don't care if it's a damn LIZARD thing! LEARN SOMETHING FFS!
*Karma* |
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"Fish heads, Fish heads, rollie pollie fish heads, fish heads, fish heads, eat them up, YUM!" |
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I fucking LOVE Bill Engval! I'm not learning another language just to order a cup of coffee either! LMAO! |
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TUNE OF THE MONTH:
"Kiss With A Fist" By Florence + The Machine
*Karma* |
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WOW There are some cantankerous twatwaffles on this site! I find it funny when a woman's profile says COLLARED that guys still want what they can't have...and that doesn't count well for the 26 year old little dumbass males from Canada that can't tell a fake pic from a real pic...8 years later and people who haven't met me are in tears because I turn them down. TURN GAY! My first stalker did. Just sayin'. |
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WHO THE FUCK makes soap with bacon in it?! |
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Ok! So! Here's Feb's playlist...yes there are repeats involved because I'm a college mom with a job and no time to care about who likes it and who doesn't.
1.) "What Have You Done" by Within Temptation
2.) "Forsaken" by Sinnergod
3.) "Cry Little Sister" by Blutengel
4.) "Nymphetamine Fix" by Cradel of Filth
5.) "Rains of Castomere" by The National (Game of Thrones OST.)
6.) "Song of the Lonely Mountain" (extended version) by Howard Shore (The Hobbit OST.)
7.) "The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald" by Gordon Lightfoot
8.) "Breath of Life" by James Newton Howard (Snow White OST.)
9.) "Suicide On My Mind" by Angtoria
10.) "A Devil For Me" by Black Veiled Brides
11.) "Red Stars" (Space Lab Mix) by The Birthday Massacre
12.) "Kiss My Irish Ass" by Flogging Molly
13.) "Opheliac" by Emilie Autumn
14.) "Search and Destroy" by Skunk Anansie (Sucker Punch OST.)
Enjoy and don't say I never gave ya anything. Fuckers.
*KARMA* |
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WTF is this? The week of lost loves returning? Holy guano Batman! >.<
*Karma* |
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HEY! People! I DO NOT NEED a little bitch boy! When I DO need one, I'll make my ex-husband play fetch, ok? THANK YOU!
*Karma* |
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Anyone want to have that ticket I just got removed for me? Did I mention I DESPISE Irving, TX?
*Karma* |
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Quote of the day for when you have a stalker: "Yanno its gonna be one of THOSE days when you wake up to find your back yard full of people that just wanna kick your ASS!" - *KARMA*
Yeah, that's right, I have yet another one. It's weird, it's like they're starting to be people I've known for more than a couple of years. It's almost FREAKISH! However I can say that I now have yet ANOTHER side job which involves a lot of sawdust and screws. (In the words of my boss-MARK THAT!) Yes, I am now in a set building company for theatres all over the area. Which is weird because I'm not much of a power tools woman, I'm more of a firearms woman. BUT! I guess they need skills of all kinds down here in Hell ^_^ And I would love to see them try to follow me with their eyeballs when I'm in a completely blocked off room building these sets for these plays. It'd be funny ^_^ And I am all about the comical side of it because I like seeing how moronic these guys can really be!
Ok, 'nuff of this shit, gotta get back to the research contract so that I can make an extra paycheck for kiddo!
*KARMA* |
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Right! So! Doing well in class (amazingly) and may not have to make that dream guy after all. However, this bitch isn't doing daytime naps with child anymore due to recent nightmares...erm, daymares. I do not do giant walking talking pigeons and yellow jackets that are spiteful! I just flat out don't do it. I have had requests for another playlist, but ya'll are going to have to wait a bit for me to throw one together. I haven't had the opportunity to hunt for more great and badass tuneage, so here's a few tunes just to tie you over.
1.) "Everything In It's Own Time" by Indigo Girls
2.) "A Demon's Fate" by Within Temptation
3.) " Blood of Angels" by Nox Arcana & Michelle Bellanger
4.) "Longest Road" by Morgan Page (feat. Lizzy)
5.) "Room of Angel" by Akira Yamaoka
6.) "Red Stars" by The Birthday Massacre
7.) "What Have You Done" by Within Temptation
8.) "The Bird and The Worm" by The Used
9.) "Misery Loves Company" by Emilie Autumn
10.) "Search and Destroy" by Skunk Anansie
Enjoy!
*KARMA* |
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w000t! Hoo-fuckin-ray for algebra and trig. *shutters* I'm good, I just wish the year was a constant stream of COMFORTABLE or WARM all year 'round! I switched degree plans, I'm going to make that dream guy, I just need to know how to program him first *giggles* This is gonna be FUN! ^_^
*KARMA* |
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On top of which, I DONT WANT A SLAVE OR SUB! I want a man with an off button. And I have to make that out of spare parts.
*KARMA* |
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You silly males. You all want what you can't have and can't get your hands on. Would you like a whole wheel of cheese with the whining fits that you throw? If I didn't know any better, I'd say that the majority of you never got off your mother's tit. Silly males.
*KARMA*
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Ok, the next person that says "I can't live without you", "I NEED you", or "Marry Me!" is going to get my size 10 knee high down their throat. Really guys? Seriously? Didn't we have this discussion already? I swear we did.
*KARMA* |
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Right, so here's the skinny- Sorry about not jumping on here and posting the new playlist yet, but there's been a problem. Ya'll heard about the tornadoes in Arlington? I got lucky- it didn't hit me, it just tried to rip my face off. My son and I are ok. No damage to my particular dwelling, just shaky nerves and concern for neighbors. I hope that everyone else here is safe too.
*KARMA* |
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Right so, My computer went down...in the middle of my last class...wasn't happy about that because I had to DROP the class AGAIN. I swear, since March, I've had nothing but sheer hell trying to stay in class! The last guy I lived with decided it would be cute to hold a loaded gun to my head and tell me that if I left him he was going to come after me AND my three year old son...I looked at him and LAUGHED, told him if he did he wouldn't be walking away. BUT! On a good note, I've got a permanate haunt now. I'm living with my ex husband again, and yeah I've gotten a bunch of flack over it, but at least he's not telling me if I leave him he'll kill me. SO! In other world news....I DO have a playlist for this month. And they're mostly repeats because I've been a bit too busy to go hunt for new tunes. (*I.E. Getting my ass chewed out because my hands and arms are cut to hell and back from working...what?! I couldn't just let the platform FALL and shatter ffs, I just spend an hour of my life fighting with it to get it built! So I'm planning on taking the single path for the good majority of my life simply because I just can't trust anyone else. True love is just going to have to find me some other lifetime because I just don't have the time or patience this round!
1.) "Evidence" by Tara Maclean
2.) "Pale Light" by Asrai
3.) "Born To Be Wasted" by 009 Sound System
4.) "E.T." by Katy Perry...(DONT ASK! I know it's random ffs!*)
5.) "Lips of Blood" by The 69 Eyes
6.) "Dream Lover" by Christopher Young
7.) "Six Foot Deep" by Creature Feature
8.) "Passive" by A Perfect Circle
9.) "Sober" by Tool
10.) "Angel's Punishment" by Lacuna Coil
11.) "October" by Demonica and the Darklings
12.) "Duende" by Delerium
13.) "Play God" by Diary of Dreams
14.) "Mysteria" by E Nomine
15.) "Ophiliac" by EMILIE AUTUMN!
There ya have it. And #15 is just to remind people that THAT is my theme song. And always will be. (*And if my big brother listens to that tune, he's gonna laugh his ass off because he KNOWS why that is my theme song LMAO!...the sad part is the words are true!*) Anyways, I gotta go get this thing back up to par...damn you failing hard drives!
*Karma* |
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Sorry I'm a bit behind with the playlists guys, had a LOT going on. SO! Here's one for the great month of August. ^_^ Some of the oldies from my lists are comin back into season due to the random weather and so forth, and random stalker events...I wish these guys would give it a rest already, I have this thing called a life to live and all of that fun shyt.
1.) "God Has A Plan For Us All" by Angtoria
2.) "Death Before Dishonor" by Five Finger Death Punch
3.) "Crush My Love" by Death in June
4.) "Angel's Punishment" by Lacuna Coil
5.) "Counting Bodies Like Sheep (to the rhythm of war drums)" by A Perfect Circle
6.) "Forest" by System of a Down
7.) "Lord's Prayer" by E Nomine
8.) "A Gothic Overture" by Macbeth
9.) "Angels Fuck and Devils Kiss" by Jack Off Jill
10.) "Rose Red" by Emilie Autumn
THERE! Now quitchya bitchin'!
*Karma* |
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I have but one little song for all of my devoted followers that sit here and pour though my journal on a constant basis, ESPECIALLY the Doms....
"Death Before Dishonor" by Five Finger DeathPunch.
[V1:]
"To the haters, the takers, the liars, all the vultures and the bottom feeding scum
The FCC, the FBI and every tin god with a badge and a gun
You talk and talk, you preach and bitch but your words don't mean a thing
You get what you give, you give what you get
Just the way it's always been
[Chorus:]
I choose death before dishonor
I'd rather die than live down on my knees
Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity!
[V2:]
You imitate the ostracized, put your head beneath the sand
Your cup it runneth over, must be rough to live so grand
You reap what you sew, you pay what you owe unless you bathe yourself in greed
You rob and you take, your world is fake
There's no honor amongst the thieves
[Chorus:]
I choose death before dishonor
I'd rather die than live down on my knees
Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity!
[Pre-Chorus:]
Fuck!
You're self righteous, self pretentious
Your ways are not for me
You're deluded, so confused
Your world I don't believe
[Chorus:]
I choose death before dishonor
I'd rather die than live down on my knees
Bury me like a soldier...
Bury me! (Bury me!)
Bury me! (Bury me!)
Bury me!
With my dignity!"
Tons of Love! *kisses and winks*
*KARMA*
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Back from Germany...well, that was fun! At least its money in the account! Kiddo will get a great xmas this year! W00t!
*Karma*
-"I Want My Innocence Back" by Emilie Autumn |
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Cheesy Cheesy creamy cheesy....cheesy cheesy..... |
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My comedy for the day---two contracts for research kick me square in the ass to the point where I may not need the sugar daddy with the nanny and a cloning machine after all...Germany here I come! *This otta be good...So if you mail me and I don't answer, it's because I'm a lil busy and not in town!*
*Karma* |
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Funny thing about males...they're all chicken shit as hell! Do you have any idea how many men alone I have run into over the course of the past 6 weeks that are scared shitless of me and would rather walk on the other side of the street than have to confront me? I find it quite comical! I'm 5 feet tall FFS! I'm 135lbs! Awww, what do you think I'm going to do? *Insert maniacle laugh here*
*KARMA* |
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The cornstone of critical thinking is the ability to communicate with an agreed upon vocabulary. You didn't write my dictionary...therefore, we have nothing to talk about! :)
*Karma* |
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God may love, and Jesus may save, but I don't see either one of them in porn flicks telling me that they're going to babysit for me and save me money. |
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LMAO, I love it when men think their cock is the center of the universe. Just sayin. |
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"Heard It All" by Emilie Autumn
"I heard a story
It's too hard to mention
I heard a thing once
I can't even say
I had a moment
Of doubtful suspension
But it's almost forgotten
It's been pulled away
CHORUS
By too many hands
Touching where I stand
And I can't fall
Because you'll try and catch me
Never let me go
You don't think I know
I've heard it all
And so you'll never scratch my skin
I heard a boy say
It's all my invention
A fictional statement
It's all in my head
All I can tell you
My only pretension
Was in thinking you listened
To me when I said
CHORUS
I've heard your paltering and your lies
And it won't go away when I close my eyes
Do you think of me when I'm no where near
When you shut your mouth tell me what you hear
I've heard it all
I've heard it all
I've heard it
Somebody called me
A paranoid angel
From on the other
Side of the wall
You might be special
But it's too late to change now
'Cause it isn't the first time
I've heard it all
For too many years
To relieve my fears
So I'm advising you
To get away and fast
If it's my mistake
Then the blame I'll take
You're not the first
And you won't be the last
CHORUS!"
*Karma* ^_^ |
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Yanno what? I learned an important lesson this past Tuesday.
SURGERY IS SOME SCARY SHIT! Now I can officially say "been there, done that, and believe it or not I survived bitches!" I went to the ER Thursday night, thinking it was my spine being a lil shyt again. Well, they drew blood this time, and it turned out that my gallbladder was fuckin with me, so they did me a not so gracious service and abducted me and STOLE IT FROM ME! I'm totally NOT shitting you. They practically held me hostage at the damn hospital, wouldn't let me off the FLOOR let alone my room, I couldn't smoke, couldn't do SHYT, THEY STARVED ME FOR A FUCKING WEEK! (*Totally not kidding. Nothing but ice chips for 5 days straight, and I didn't get to eat the two days before all that pain b/c of the nausea!*)And they told me that it was a life or death surgery, yet I had to wait damn near a WEEK for it! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I had to throw military-like tantrums, three year old tantrums (*I took a few pointers from my son*), and feline-in-heat-tantrums. THAT managed to get the job done and the point across. Now if I could only figure out how to kick the college back in line, I'd be ok ^_^. ANYWAYS, that's the reason why I haven't posted a playlist for May yet. That and I haven't had the time to go tuneage-hunting, or even haunt shopping. Through I'm pleased to report, the almighty KARMA wardrobe is being rebuilt as we speak ^_^.
*KARMA*
"Misery Loves Company" by Emilie Autumn |
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Poor planning on your part will never constitute an emergency on my part :) Just sayin ^_^
*Karma* |
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Ok kittens, here is the playlist for this month, ALL repeats. Get over it.
1.) "Pale Light" by Asrai
2.) "Evidence" by Tara Maclean
3.) "God Help Me" by Emilie Autumn
4.) "Youth of America" by Birdbrain
5.) "It's the End of the World as We Know It" by R.E.M.
6.) "Firestarter" by Prodigy
7.) "Fat Lip" by Sum 41
8.) "The Bird and The Worm" by The Used
9.) "Video Kid" by The Birthday Massacre
10.) "DOA" by Bloodrock
I know, odd as hell combo this round, but screw it, it's all based off of the mood I'm in!
ENJOY!
*KARMA* |
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Ok, look here fuckers...I ain't a man. TRUST ME, the guys on here can tell you I'm straight up female! Stop with the jealousy and get the hell over yourselves. I may fight like a man, but my boobs and other parts prove me to be a female you wankers!
*Karma* |
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I had to get a new phone today. It was heart-breaking! They gave me the upgraded version of the thing I already had. Talk about a let down! ROAWER!
*Karma* |
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Tune of the Day: "Ophiliac" By Emilie Autumn
"I'm your Opheliac, I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back, But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend, My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do, I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me.
I'm your Opheliac, My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack, But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do, I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me.
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire, Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar, But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire, Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar, But never doubt I love
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me!"
LUV! *Karma* |
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Life is an amazing thing. You fall on your ass, you shed tears, then you smile and giggle evilly as you pick your ass up off the floor and plot the extraction of sufficiant payment of the suffering that you put the idiots through that made you fall on your ass in the first place. Karma is a bitch and I just happen to be awake. Ass kickin is my business and business is gooood! ^_^ Now STFU before I throw my shoe at you..."Things you can resist, Things you cannot, Unless its framed in blood..." -"Framed In Blood" by The 69 Eyes.
*Karma* |
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Gods, of all the things I've lost, I miss my GIVE A DAMN the most! >.< (*Not really, because I'm a carbon based life form that really does have a heart...OK! OK I LIED! I'm not carbon based. I'm reality based ^_^ Can I have fries with that?
*Karma* |
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Well, dear mailer, just to let you know, you're soooo observant! No, I am NOT kneeling in any pics I have on here b/c I'm NO ONE'S BITCH and sure as fuck aren't going to be yours either. DEAL WITH IT!
*KARMA* |
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Hey stalker dude....you can stop oogling, stop sending me seductive mails, and for the love of the gods STOP calling me your Queen! I ain't yours jackass! If you wanna play games, just tell me when and where, otherwise, leave me the hell aloooone! I'm a lil busy!!! College is beefing me up to kick your ass in the future! BUZZ OFF!
Thank you and have a NICE FRICKIN' DAY!
*Karma* |
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HAHAHAHA!!! And then I get the 300 page emails that explains what THEY want...ah, and then they tell me not to respond if I am not serious. Now, if you know me, you know I'll be a bitch just to spite someone if they ask for it. Well guess what? This ass asked for it. So I responded with "Nope, sorry, I'm really a guy in a business suit that chops off cocks. Have a nice day!"
Thank gods for the block button. ^_^ And that WOOONDERFUL thing called DELETE! Whodathunk that a 47 year old man could be so childish. Don't try to dom me little boy. You're nothing but a puppy in my eyes until you PROVE to be a grown man.
Luv to all,
*Karma* |
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Ever have one of those days where you are really tired of the stupidity around you, but you don't have a choice because it's either be around stupidity or be alone??? |
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LMAO, Jeff Dunham, "Spark of Insanity"!!!! All I'm sayin! ROTFL!!!!!!!!!!
"It's a dry heat! I just came from Florida, I gotta burn the moss offa my ass!" (*LMAO*)
*Karma* |
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OK, I won't state a name, but dude that mailed me? I'm quite aware how badly everyone else wants to get their hands on me. Guess what? It's not going to happen. And YOU can get over it!
*Karma* |
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Ok! The new year is definately starting off interestingly. I dug back in the archives and found tunes that I forgot EXISTED. They were a lil dusty, tee hee! For those that know about me being ill, I'm ok now, so is the lil demon. And you, mr.pansy ass in the corner back there? You can stop with the hot whore jokes, they only make you look like the whore you tell me I am. Two things to say to shitty comments like that: 1.) I have a shovel and 2.) they stop digging after six feet... just sayin. And now I'm gonna go nap b/c classes start on Saturday (which pisses me off b/c they can't find a better day to start that shit) and my baby boy didn't let mommy go to bed until 5am. Nighty Night ya wankers.
Luv!
*Karma* |
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Ok my lovelies, here's what's kickin. I've been sick as hell the past two weeks, so the playlist for this month was a bit...well, delayed. Haunt season turned out GREAT, and my little demon is doing just fine. The year has wrapped up better than I expected, even though it could have turned out better in my eyes. Thanks to everyone that sent condolences when there were deaths, compliments, holiday wishes, etc. I'm still pretty curious about a lot of things, but I'll leave the curiosity to the cats and keep the investigations limited to school for the time being. AKA I'm not doing ANY RESEARCH CONTRACTS for the next 6 months. Period. There's only so many times I am willing to be shot at, chased down, or kidnapped or raped just for asking questions for reports!!!!! So I'm taking a sabbatical! BITE ME!
Other than that, Jewelry sales went well (thanks to all that bought some! You rock guys!) and that's about all I have to report for this year. So, this little lonewolf is going to leave you with a single tune to end the year with. And I think this tune fits me better than anyone else on the planet, because thoes of you that actually KNOW me know that this chick nailed me hard core with it!
"Ophiliac" by Emilie Autumn
HAPPY FRIGGIN NEW YEAR!
Luv! *KARMA*
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GODS I LOVE LOOPHOLES AND TECHNICALITIES!!!!!
^_^
Karma |
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Ok, lemmie throw a tiny hint your way. If you aren't a sugardaddy with a cloning machine and a nanny, I don't want ya. Get the picture? GREAT! Glad we got that settled.
*Karma* |
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Tune of the Day: "Ophiliac" By Emilie Autumn
"I'm your Opheliac, I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back, But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend, My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do, I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me.
I'm your Opheliac, My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack, But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do, I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me.
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire, Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar, But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire, Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar, But never doubt I love
You know the games I play And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me!"
LUV! *Karma*
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Well, today was pretty mundane except for the fact that I tried to slice the tip of my finger off with my beading scissors. Slick huh? So many orders, so lil time....Earrings made: 57 Pairs.
Spilled-bead accidents: 12 travel containers.
The look on my mother's face when she realizes that I really wasn't kidding about repairing her native american earrings???? PRICELESS!!!!!
*Karma* |
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It'd be pretty pointless to call me today...(looks at bubba...Don't you dare laugh...) I HAVE NO VOICE! I woke up with a swollen throat, sneezing fits, an imploding skull, and no voice! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! |
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JUST SAY EYE! KARMA CANT SING!!!!!! JUST SAY EYE!!!!! >.< Please |
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Zombies for president. They'll make the world taste better!!!!
*KARMA* |
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WTF Are you staring at???
Never seen a 5 foot tall red head climb down off of a roof before?!
Holy fucking zombie jebus pony in a BBQ! You'd think SOMEONE would help me redirect the damn satellite dish...and pick up the big ass limb off my mom's rooftop, right?
WRONG!
So, Here I go a-saving the day...AGAIN. |
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Well, I see we have a new journal platform! SHWEET! This should make my entries a bit happier! ^_^
So, I'm going to slap a top 5 list on here just to see how I like this thing!
These are the 5 tunes that have more irony in my life right now than anyone or even I for that matter would care to imagine! ^_^
1.) "Surrender" by Entwine
2.) "No Sex" by Limp Bizkit
3.) "It's the End of the World as We Know It" by R.E.M.
4.) "I Know Where You Sleep" by Emilie Autumn
5.) "Kiss My Irish Ass" by Flogging Molly
Ah, the irony! And I have a new playground on my college website, so I'm going to go reek havock on THAT lil territory! MUHAHAHAH!
Luv! *Karma* |
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Ok psychos, here's the playlist for September just because I feel like what I'm listening to. (By now, you should know this!!!) It's a combo of past tunes + the newer ones. Enjoy it! I may not have time to make up a playlist for October,which is also the smack middle of Haunt Season, so this is going to be a 20 count double whammy. (No wise cracks please.)
1.)"God Help Me" by Emilie Autumn
2.)"Rose Red" by Emilie Autumn
3.)"Angel's Punishment" by Lacuna Coil
4.)"Misery Loves Company" by Emilie Autumn
5.)"The Prophet Said" by Lacuna Coil
6.)"Lost Lullaby" by Lacuna Coil
7.)"Liar" by Emilie Autumn
8.)"Fuck Her Better" by Kill The Reflection
9.)"Boogie Woogie Wu" by ICP
10.)"Aim for the Head" by Creature Feature
11.)"Strawberry Gashes" by Jack Off Jill
12.)"Happy Birthday" by The Birthday Massacre
13.)"Lover's End" by The Birthday Massacre
14.)"Forest" by System of a Down
15.)"End of All Hope" by Nightwish
16.)"Dead is the New Alive" by Emilie Autumn
17.)"Kiss My Irish Ass" by Flogging Molly
18.)"Devil's Dance Floor" by Flogging Molly
19.)"Over My Head" by Lit
20.)"Sweet Dreams" by Marilyn Manson
And that's the show! I'll see Ya'll in November...I gotta hit the rack, life in general is exhausting!
*KARMA* |
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Obama was in Texas today....too bad he's leaving at 6:30pm, someone just might have shown him what snipe hunting was! |
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Ok, Playlist for AUGUST!
1.) "Deep" by Nine Inch Nails
2.) "Let's Have A War" by A Perfect Circle
3.) "Fingers" by Acid Bath
4.) "Vampire Circus" by Astrovamps
5.) "Lips of Deceit" by Avenged Sevenfold
6.) "Nymphetamine Fix" by Cradle of Filth
7.) "American Gothic" by The Cult
8.) "Slaughter of Roses" by Death in June
9.) "Crush My Love" by Death in June
10.) "Trilha 11" by Desconhecido
I think this might actually be my most RANDOM playlist EVER!!! But I do enjoy these tunes. Hope you do too!!!!
*KARMA*
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On that note, I'll add that Brazilian men should all get columbian neck ties with their ball strings. At the rate I'm going, I'll have an Irishman, a Mexican, and a German all ready to take a tumble in the hay. And I'll probably throw them all in a room together and tell 'em to tumble each other. (*WOW AT THE PLACES I COULD GO WITH THIS!!!*) In other world news! I finally got a new laptop, so I thank my friends for their generous offers, but I got it covered. I'm sorry its so far behind, but I'll have this month's playlist ready as soon as I catch a break from home life and homework. I had to get rid of my kitten, so I've spent the last week consolling both my lil demon and my dogs.
Okies! Back to Laundry and then I gotta to bust my punching bag again...(*Ever notice that when you bust a bag, get it repaired and refilled, that it takes absolutely NO time to bust it again???*)
*KARMA* |
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Ever notice how a lot more 70 year old men from the UK are showing up on here asking a lady's master for $600??? ....... Yeah, that's about what I thought too.......
*KARMA* |
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Well, generally I would make a wiseass comment here, but I'm laughing too hard! |
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"You know it's gonna be one of THOSE days when you wake up to find your back yard full of people that just wanna kick your ass." - *KARMA* |
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Yanno, a man that calls a woman a slut really isn't anything but a whore himself. A guy messaged me that decided to ask where my ass was...too bad for him, it's attatched. Did you not read the COLLARED part douche bag? |
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Is there, by chance, a man with REAL BALLS running around that isn't too COCKY??? Just askin'. |
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JULY Playlist! Here ya go!
1.) "Kingdom of One" by Android Lust
2.) "How Strange" by Emilie Autumn
3.) "The Obsessive Devotion" by Epica
4.) "Over My Head" by Lit
5.) "Deer Dance" by System of a Down
6.) "I Want You" by Wumpscut
7.) "Death Valley Queen" by Flogging Molly
8.) "Framed in Blood" by The 69 Eyes
9.) "Marry Me" by Emilie Autumn
10.) "Rose Red" by Emilie Autumn |
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"Karma Slave" by Splashdown
"Today I'll be spinning on a Wheel
I'm a slave to a Wheel
And there isn't any stopping
What mistake(s) could I have made?
I'm a slave serving time for a life that I've forgotten.
I'm a slave of Karma
Spin the Wheel and I'm a king reborn
I'm a slave to Karma
I'm coming back, yeah, I'll be coming back
But for the last time.
Today I'm a king on the Wheel
Still a slave to the Wheel
But this time around I'm smiling
Keep me cautious, keep me safe, just in case there's a chance
I can leave this Wheel behind me.
Stand in the Middle and you won't get dizzy
Stand in the Middle and you won't fall down
If you stand in the Middle you can keep your balance
Stand in the Middle while the Wheel spins round and round...
I'm a slave of Karma
Spin the Wheel and I'm a king reborn
I'm a slave to Karma
I'm coming back, yeah, I'll be coming back
But for the last time.
I'm a slave of Karma
Spin the Wheel and I'm a King reborn
I'm a slave to Karma
I'm coming back, yeah, I'll be coming back
But for the last time.
How do all the Wheels inside the Wheels revolving,
Go on, and on, and on, and on, and on...
Spinning on the Wheel the souls of One evolving,
Live on, live on, live on, live on, live on...
Anyone who claims that they know the answer's coming back again...
Who's at the center of the Wheel
The inventor of the Wheel
or another spinning servant
I'm the Master of my Wheel of my very own Wheel
Universal and recurrent
I'm a slave of Karma
Spin the Wheel and I'm a King reborn
I'm a slave to Karma
I'm coming back, yeah, I'll be coming back
But for the last time!"
Lotsa Luv! *Karma* |
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My collar is NONE of your concern asshole. Get a life and butt OUT of mine, or I swear to the Gods I will slap you with a bill for renting mine! |
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w0000t! Gimmie a haunted plantation and lemmie go! ROTFL! 47 Days until haunt season starts BAY-BE!!!! ^_^
*KARMA* |
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Painting Units: 2 ;Sleeping Units: 3; Noogie Units on Child: 5; Cleaning Units: 0; Bitching Units: 13
I've started painting my Krypt, this place could use some darkening up. I was a bit ill this morning, so I've gotten absolutely nothing accomplished except for a phone call from a particular LEA that's been bugging me. "Where's your application!?"
Me: "Um, still blank seeing as how I still have A YEAR OF SCHOOL LEFT before I can take my internship!"
LEA: "Oh, ok."
This goes on EVERY SINGLE DAY! I guess they're hurting for people in my field or something, lol. It's nice to be wanted for my skills I suppose, rather than constantly wanted for sex all the time. Other than that, college is going great. My son just turned two on the 8th, and all I can say is WOW. It's amazing how quick they grow up. But my eyes are on him until he turns 4-5, then he gets to go do big boy things. And yes, I'm enjoying every day of it ^_^.
*Karma* |
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Wow, 20 billion intelligent men in the world, and I prefer Casper the friendly Ghost out of all of them. Hmmm...I think I'll marry my job. |
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OK peeps, here's the playlist for June---ENJOY!
1.) "BYOB" by System of a Down
2.)"Flower" by Moby
3.)"Abandon Opening Titles" from the Abandon Soundtrack (OST)
4.) "Black Rainbow" by AP Silverman
5.) "Rollin'" by Limp Bizkit
6.) "Slutgarden" by Manson
7.) "Karma Slave" from the Titan A.E. (OST)
8.) "Cinnimon Girl" by Type O Negative
9.) "Vivica" by Jack Off Jill
10.) "Remains of the Day" from the Corpse Bride (OST)
Little bit of an odd combo shake up with no real theme but randomness...And thanks to everyone that messages me telling me "great job on the playlists! Keep it up!"
BIG THANKS GUYS!
Lotsa Luv! *KARMA*  |
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HEY! Writer that sent me a dirty note! The message blows! Does the sender?! |
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That which does not kill me better run like a lil biatch! |
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Holy...fucking...zombie...Jebus...in...
a...BBQ Pit!!! What is WRONG, mentally, in the head, with you MEN that think that just because you're MALE it gives you the right to boss me around?! BITE MY HAPPY IRISH NATIVE AMERICAN ASS YA FANTABULOUS BANANA ASSES!!!! Shit, it says COLLARED, HELLOOOOOOOOO! ANYONE HOME OUT THERE?!?!?! Get a fuggin life and stop trying to butt into mine! Or I'LL START CHARGING YOU RENT!!!!!!
*KARMA* |
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Ok people, here's the playlist for this month! ENJOY!
1.) "Promise Me" by The Birthday Massacre
2.) "Lips of Deceit" by Avenged Sevenfold
3.) "A Devil For Me" by Black Veil Brides
4.) "Aim For The Head" by Creature Feature
5.) "God Help Me" by Emilie Autumn
6.) "Fairytale" by Enya
7.) "Every Halloween" by ICP
8.) "Vivica" by Jack Off Jill
9.) "Slut Garden" by Manson
10.) "Fire Starter" by Prodigy
******KARMA****** |
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“Misery Loves Company” by Emilie Autumn
“It's not the time,It's not the place
I'm just another pretty face
So don't come any closer
You're not the first, You're not the last
How many more? Don't even ask
You're one more dead composer
Do I need you? Yes and no
Do I want you? Maybe so
You're getting warm, You're getting warm
You're getting warmer oh
Did you plan this all along? Did you care if it was wrong?
Who's getting warmer now That I'm gone
Misery loves company And company loves more
More loves everybody else, But hell is others
I'm not for you, You're not for me
I'll kill you first You wait and see
You devil undercover
You're not a prince, You're not a friend
You're just a child And in the end
You're one more selfish lover
Do I need you? Yes and no
Do I want you? Maybe so
You're getting warm, You're getting warm
You're getting warmer oh
Did you plan this all along? Did you care if it was wrong?
Who's getting warmer now That I'm gone
Misery loves company, And company loves more
More loves everybody else, But hell is others
You're so easy to read, But the book is boring me
You're so easy to read ,But the book is boring me
You're so easy to read, But the book is boring
Boring boring boring boring Boring boring me!
Pray for me, If you want to
Pray for me, If you care
Pray for me, If you want to
Pray for me, If you dare
Pray for me, If you want to
Pray for me, If you care
Pray for me, If you want to
Pray for me, you fucker! IF YOU FUCKING DARE!
Misery loves company, And company loves more
More loves everybody else, But hell is others!”
Lotsa Love! *Karma* |
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OK! Here's the playlist for this month, Enjoy!
1.) "Misery Loves Company" by Emilie Autumn
2.) "Dead is the New Alive" by Emilie Autumn
3.) "I Know Where You Sleep" by Emilie Autumn
4.) "Marry Me" by Emilie Autumn
5.)"Every Halloween" by ICP
6.) "Nasty Little Perv" by Perry Farrell
7.) "Fire Starter" by Prodigy
8.) "18 and Life" by Skid Row
9.) "Liar" by Emilie Autumn
10.) "Broken" by The Birthday Massacre
Yes, I know, most are by Emilie Autumn, but that's the kick I've been on. Back to homework, Toodlepip! *Karma* |
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Well, it's official. I'm single...AGAIN, and back in Mansfield. Just when you think you've found Mr. Perfect, the jackass does the one thing you knew you should have beaten him over the head with a stupid stick for in the first place. *sighs* life goes on I suppose. |
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I AM NOT LOOKING FOR SLAVES YA WANKERS! MOVE THE HELL ON AND STOP ASKING! This has been a public service announcement. *Karma* |
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GUESS WHO MADE THE DEAN'S LIST FOR FALL SEMESTER 2009!?!?!? MEE!!!! EAT THAT!!! BWHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!! |
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Ok peeps, I have a new list...apologies for it being soooo long, but with school, and the rest of life, things have been rather hectic! So here ya go...again, apologies!
Top 10 Tune List For January 2010
1.) "Shiny Boots of Leather" by Velvet Underground
2.) "Nymphetamine (Fix)" by Cradle of Filth
3.)"Go,Man,Go" by Frankie Blue Sposato
4.)"Rain" by Wendy Williams
5.)"Kiss My Irish Ass" by Flogging Molly
6.)"Old School Hollywood" by System of a Down
7.)"Fear" by Stop Making Friends
8.)"Red Right Hand" by Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds
9.)"Hole Solution" by Android Lust
10.)"Youth of America" by Braindrain
*KARMA* |
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"We'll look any man straight in his eyes and say 'KISS MY IRISH ASS!' " --Flogging Molly |
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And then there are the random attention seekers that send good people messages like "hey fatass wanna meditate together".... For starters, learn how to use grammar. Second off, get a breath mint. If being 5 feet tall and 135 lbs is fat, then you must be the friggin King Kong of the cholesterol section in McDonald's. |
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Yanno, I absolutely LOVE the people on here that are total chicken shits and can't take a joke. Cracks me the hell up everytime!!!
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"Fear"
by Stop Making Friends
"Are you scared of the dark
Are you afraid they’ll break your heart
Are you afraid you’ll lose yourself
Are you afraid of your own health
Are you scared to lose
Are you afraid to choose
Are you afraid you’ll win
Are you scared of your own sin
Are you scared to forgive
Are you afraid to live
Are you afraid to die
Do you think it's all a lie
Chorus:
To live
When you think you’re dying
To laugh
When you feel like crying
To stand
When you think you’re gonna fall
It’s just fear after all
It’s only fear after all
Are you afraid you’ll be alone
Are you scared to pick up the phone
Are you scared of the past
Do you think that you might crash
Do you think you’re in too deep
Are you afraid to sleep
Are you scared there’s no stability
Are you afraid of your own fragility
Chorus
To mend
When you’re think you’re breaking
To strength
When you know you’re shaking
To pray
When your back’s against the wall
It’s only fear after all
Are you scared of the end
Are you scared to begin
Are you scared of the start
Do you think they’ll break your heart
Do you think they’ll break your heart
Chorus
It’s only fear
The only fear is fear itself
The only fear is fear itself
The only fear is fear itself
It’s only fear"
*Karma*
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"Did you stop to think
Is he making you a question
All of that you took for granted
All the fools on whom you counted
Are you finally where you should have
It's the wakeup call you needed
So you're finally moving on
I doubt you will be long
You need a hole in your head
I want to see blood oozing out
All your pride and your scheming
All your lies and deceiving
You need a hole in your head
You thought I quit and run
My tail tucked neatly away
I guess you failed to notice
I'm like your other prey
They got a head I like to use
Not dazzled by your ruse
You better head on south
Put a muzzle on that mouth
You need a hole in your head
I want to see blood oozing out
All your pride and your scheming
All your lies and deceiving
You need a hole in your head
I want to see blood oozing out
All your pride and your scheming
All your lies and deceiving
You need a hole in your head
They got a head I like to use
Not dazzled by your ruse
You better head on south
Put a muzzle on that mouth
You need a hole in your head
I want to see blood oozing out
All your pride and your scheming
All your lies and deceiving
You need a hole in your head
I want to see blood oozing out
All your pride and your scheming
All your lies and deceiving
You need a hole in your head."
"Hole Solution" by Android Lust
Heh, heh.....'Nuff said!
*Karma* |
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"You're Not Here"
Description: Silent Hill Movie Theme
Performed by: Mary Elizabeth McGlynn
Composition: Akira Yamaoka
Arrangement: Akira Yamaoka
"Blue sky to forever,
the green grass blows in the wind, dancing
It would be a much better sight
With you, with me
If you hadn't met me
I'd be fine on my own, baby
I never felt so lonely
Then you came along
So now what should I do
I'm strung out, addicted to you
My body aches
Now that you're gone
My supply fell through
You gladly gave me everything you had and more
You craved my happiness
When you make me feel joy it made you smile, but now
I feel your stress
Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no
And who has time for tears
Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love,
'Till now..."
*KARMA*
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IM NOT YOUR GODS BE DAMNED TICKET TO GET LAID! STOP FRIGGIN ASKING!!!!!!! |
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I hate to say this, but if you're in California, you do me no good unless you're paying for postage......0.o |
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HAPPY FRIGGIN NEW YEAR!
*Karma* |
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Dear Jackass that sent me a dirty message: I just wanted to let you know that your email made me laugh. Yes, I am a smart mouth bitch and I'm damn proud of it. I'm smarter than you obviously, and you're simply showing your jealousy and immaturity at the ripe ol' age of 48. Well KinkyMaster9, I have news for you. I don't beg #1, and #2--if people hated me, then why are they lapping my jewelry up and bombing me with orders? Seems like you're the one people hate, and I can see why. My master likes me this way, and as far as I'm concerned, you can take your ego and shove it down your shaft, then chase it with a grain of rice and don't take it out until they chop your ego off. Have a nice friggin day ^_^
*KARMA* |
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MERRY FRIGGIN CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! |
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What damn part of COLLARED AND SPOKEN FOR do you IDIOTS Not get?! If you want jewelry, THATS GREAT! But my master DOESN'T Share! So Move on! |
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HAPPY FRIGGIN STUFFED TURKEY BIRD DAY! ^_^ *Karma* |
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Ever wonder what kind of hell you go through when you just wake up and you forgot to set that alarm for the coffee??? When you spill the coffee all over the place just to get it into the maker, and then you realize after 10 minutes that you forgot to put the water IN the pot? Kinda sucks doesn't it? And that's about the time figure out that it's been one of thoes days all week! *Karma*
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"You know it's gonna be one of thoes days when you wake up to find your back yard full of people that just wanna kick your ass!" - *Karma* |
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Almost there....I'm right smack in the middle of haunt season damnit! Give me a few weeks to reply to your messages...my man is getting annoyed with ya'll!!!!  |
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YOU...Are looking at a Proudly and HAPPILY Taken College girl! ^_^ The little boy is doing fine for my friends that have been asking about the little monster, and the new man is working out GREAT. He's a little kinkier than I thought he would be, but that's ok. He's almost to the point of not being so new due to the fact that we've been together for almost a whole month! ^_^ I'm just here to make friends (*NOT PLAYMATES*) And sell my jewelry. Pics of the jewelry will be posted as soon as I get to the point where I can actually TAKE pics, LMAO!
*Karma*
"Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned" by Angtoria
"Each morning I prayed
My mirror displayed my disgrace
From the anger, bruised upon my face
Dragged through the halls
Your cycle reborn
Lose your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Relive your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain and punish us
Reach out to you, you raise your iron fist
Betrayed, not raised, dismissed!
Your loveless life, no heart warming twist
Neglect, your deflect! Forced to shy away
Dragged, we will fall
Corruption reborn
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Relive your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain and punish us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Dismantle what's laid before you
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Drive us insane and banish us!" |
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"The cornstone of critical thinking is the ability to communicate with an agreed upon vocabulary."
My examples::
"Button Box" = remote control
"Good" = don't get caught
"Nice"= cheap version of good which Still = don't get caught.
"Bad"=be good at it, Good STILL = don't get caught.
"Bite me" = I could honestly care less what you think because I'm too tired to give a damn.
"Bite my ass" = Give me a reason, just one to knock your lights out.
"I have stoofs to do" = I really can't stand the smell of you anymore and I am really going to go find something to do just to get away from you.
"Sorry, I'm taken" = I'm married to Casper and that's the way it's going to be until you disappear.
Meh, that's all I have for the moment, but my encyclopedia (*however it's spelled, I'm too tired to really care right now...aka "Bite me"*) will soon be expanded upon.
Cheers, *Karma*
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Since I apparently have time on my hands now after the MRI last night to sit on my butt and do nothing, I've decided to try this beaded shadowbox piece one more time. As soon as I get it done, I'll snap a pic and post it. This is going to be grueling work due to having to fight with the loom, but I'll manage it! |
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For the "old friends" that keep dropping by my profile, I had to go to the emergency room last night. Turns out that I have a herniated disk right in the middle of my back, so now I HAVE to go see this regular doctor that I don't wanna go see, and then go to this back specialist who's going to make me stretch my back out and give me an MRI, and hopefully work this out. And THEN I have to go to this arthritis specialist over in Dallas and let him dope me up with more pills other than the vicoden and hydrocodone that I've been given. Joy, oh fuckin joy. So thoes that think I'm kidding when I say that I'm fucked up, I'm NOT kidding and hope that this sheds some light on why I tell you I have so many damn limits.
*Karma* |
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Yes, for the people that have asked, I am indeed still making public collars and selling other jewelries to go with them.
*Karma* |
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Yanno, if there is one thing I'll never understand, it's men that tell me I have too much drama when I haven't been involved in it in a very long time. I'm not the one with my ex's calling me starting shit. I'm not the one with the ego the size of the entire USA and the stupidity to back it up. Screw it, I'm locking myself up in a shoebox and calling it a lifetime, I'm tired of the contradictory bullshit. |
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Topic: LAZY WANNABE'S! Sitting here listening to "Stupid Girl" by Cold...and this BRAINLESS wannabe socalled "goddess" messages me looking for a "pain pig"...I'm sorry, it's not my fault she won't read profiles...and it's pretty bad when the first words of her letter are "I don't read profiles"...Sucks to be you cunt! On top of that, I DONT SUB TO WOMEN! And I sure as HELL won't sub to anyone under 35! She was 29...and most under 35 don't have the experience to handle me! How stupid is it that you message a REBELLIOUS SUB saying that you wanna take her over without asking about limits or requirements??? People like that should seriously get a reality check! ^_^
*KARMA* |
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Ok! Playlist for this month!!!
1.) "The Devil's Rejects" by Rob Zombie
2.) "Blue" by The Birthday Massacre
3.) "Framed in Blood" by The 69 Eyes
4.) "The Kings and The Jokers" by Sinnergod
5.) "Low Rider" by War
6.) "Cherry Pie" by Warrant
7.) "Pour Some Sugar On Me" by Def Lepard
8.) "Children of the Grave" by Black Sabbath
9.) "To Be With You In Heaven" by Scorpions
10.) "Strawberry Gashes" by Jack Off Jill
New Playlist comming next month!
"Here's to you and here's to me, I hope we never disagree, but if we do? FUCK YOU! Here's to me ^_^"
CHEERS!
*Karma* |
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"Within Me" by Lacuna Coil
Something about you that makes me feel bad
I wasn’t there when a thin line destroyed your soul
I search every corner
There’s nowhere to hide
How I feel ignorance
Sacrifice some days it’s harder
Let’s face it, it’s all about me
Deeply into your own
Deep within me
Life’s crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I’m leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye
Something about you will make me stronger
Now I’m aware when a man falls rebound, my fault
I search every corner
Just nowhere to hide
How I feel ignorance
Sacrifice some days it’s harder
Let’s face it, it’s all about me
Deeply into your own
Deep within me
Life’s crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I’m leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye
Here I wanna be
No more lies!
Deep within me
Life’s crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I’m leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye
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Okies! Here's the list for THIS Month!!!
1.) "Low Rider" by War
2.) "A Gorey Demise" by Creature Feature
3.) "The Nobodies" by Marilyn Manson
4.) "Angellore" by Tristania
5.) "Angry Johnny" by Poe
6.) "Call Me" by The 69 Eyes
7.) "Counting Bodies Like Sheep" by A Perfect Circle
8.) "End Of All Hope" by Nightwish
9.) "Is It You" by Wumpscut
10.) "I Never Told You What I Do For A Living" by My Chemical Romance
I know some are repeats, but that's because I was a dork and forgot to throw one together for last month as well, LMAO! SO! There ya have it folks! New, fresh list comming next month as well ^_^
*Karma* |
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Let me make myself PERFECTLY clear---I HAVE NO INTEREST IN DOMMES OR FEMALE SUBS AND SLAVES!!! |
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Everyone has been asking for other musical recommendations from my iPod of wonders, so here is a small list of the top 10 songs that I am currently in a jam session to.
1.) "Bound and Gagged" by Creature Feature
2.) "Fallen Angel" by Wumpscut
3.) "Is It You" by Wumpscut
4.) "Call Me" by The 69 Eyes (It's a remake)
5.) "Falling Down" by The Birthday Massacre
6.) "Strawberry Gashes" by Jack Off Jill
7.) "Cinnamon Spider" by Jack Off Jill
8.) "The Nobodies" by Marylin Manson
9.) "Living Dolls" by Nox Arcana
10.) "Within Me" by Lacuna Coil
I hope you enjoy them, as the requests come in, I'll give some more. Maybe. Possibly...I can't give the world my lists, lol, otherwise, they aren't mine anymore
:(
*Karma* |
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2. I'm Calling
By Angtoria
When I was a little girl
I called for you
Come and save me from this
Wicked world I'm born into!
Lets play a game of hide and seek
I want my prince to rescue me
From the evil lurking at my door
My destiny, my fantasy
I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery
I called to you, only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
I'm dauntless when I'm with you
Childlike dreaming, I call for you!
When I'm all alone
A damsel in distress
He'll come and save me from this
Wicked world I'm born into!
He rides the night, defeats the storm
We'll sneak away, by early dawn
To his kingdom in the sky!
My destiny, my fantasy
I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery
I called to you, only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
I'm dauntless, when I'm with you
Childlike dreaming, I call for you!
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In the words of Achmed---
"What the fuck is poliosis?!"
LMAO! Greatness! XD
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Is there a doctor in the house?
I need my checkup ;) |
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After all the crap that has happened lately, and a long morning, I can officially say---
"HAPPY FRIGGIN BIRTHDAY TO ME!" WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I lived to be 22!!!! YEAY!!!!!!!!! And my son is 4 months old in 2 days! YEAY!!!!!!!! ^_^
*Karma* |
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7. Six Feet Under's Not Deep Enough
By Angtoria
"You'll twist and turn your spite
'Til you drain the sane
Cover up your tracks with lies
Deceit hides a smile
So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
What lies behind closed doors
Your slaves dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain
Your sheer presence makes my skin crawl
But your stale memory drags on
What goes around comes around
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
We'll spit on your grave until your soul screams
Six feet under's not deep enough
No sleep lost, good things come to those who wait."
*Karma*
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To my friends:
I found out that the family I used to be a live in nanny for lost their little boy last night. Cody was only 6 years old, and got hit by a dodge ram when their stupid mother sent them across the highway in Minnisota to the store to get some milk with his older sister. She came out without a scratch, and he's dead. That precious, fiesty little boy I used to rough-house to sleep is dead. My Cody-Man is dead. I cried myself to sleep last night. So, if it takes me a little while to answer, you know what's up.
*Karma* |
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Well, it's about that time of year where I start getting back on my Nightwish kick, so here's the lyrics for the song that I currently am in love with again! But remember, it's the music of it that really attracts me!!!!
1. Bless The Child
"I was born amidst the purple waterfalls.
I was weak, yet not unblessed.
Dead to the world. Alive for the journey.
One night I dreamt a white rose withering,
a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness.
I dreamt all my future. Relived my past.
A witnessed the beauty of the beast"
Where have all the feelings gone?
Why has all the laughter ceased?
Why am I loved only when I'm gone?
Gone back in time to bless the child
Think of me long enough to make a memory
Come bless the child one more time
How can I ever feel again?
Given the chance would I return?
I've never felt so alone in my life
As I drank from a cup which was counting my time
There's a poison drop in this cup of Man
To drink it is to follow the left hand path
"Where have all the feelings gone?
Why is the deadliest sin - to love as I loved you?
Now unblessed, homesick in time,
soon to be freed from care, from human pain.
My tale is the most bitter truth:
Time pays us but with earth & dust, and a dark, silent grave.
Remember, my child: Without innocence the cross is only iron,
hope is only an illusion & Ocean Soul's nothing but a name...
The Child bless thee & keep thee forever"
Ah, it's wonderful. I started running again. Between the music and my urges to run, Life is great. Everything else sucks, but this makes everything more of a blast ^_^!
*Karma*
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Beauty isn't everything morons!!! You know what is absolutely hysterical to me? I tell people EXACTLY how I am, and they run from it. *sighs* I love it. Sure, I'm picky, but I like being picky with people. Blunt, to the point, no way around telling it like it is. And most can't handle that. Priceless.
*Karma* |
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ItIsMeCA? Whatchya gonna report me for? Memory loss??? Here's one I remember--- Bite my ass! |
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Ever have one of thoes days where you stop to think and forget to start again? Ever forget? Happened to me! LOL!
*Karma* |
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"You know it's gonna be one of THOES days when you wake up to find your back yard full of people that just wanna kick your ass." - *Karma* |
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Ok, as you can tell, my new hangup is Angtoria. SO! Here's my next song that I'm all over and sing on a daily basis for the moment!
Suicide On My Mind
"Did I want to live
Within the empty space
My sleep numbed my pain
Now I'm awake
My sanity has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Did I want to die
Pain consumed me inside
Heaven on my tongue
Drunk down with suicide
Beyond self control
My urge has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Time does not heal
A shame so surreal
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul."
Yanno, This woman has the most AMAZING voice I have ever heard! It's like she's in my head at that. She's as dark minded as I am! (*If you have read my other journals that is.*) Other lyrics soon to come, but it's the music that REALLY makes it pop out! So check them out. She's just badass!
*Karma*
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HEH! Question: How the hell are you even going to REMOTELY attempt something if there is a pissed off lady with a blade in her hand and a child on her hip????? Don't you men know that kitchens are FULL of nice shiny wepons?! Just thought that I would ask.....fun times, no?
*Karma* |
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Ok, the next person that acts even REMOTELY stalkerish is going to get smacked so hard that their great great granny will feel it! IM NOT A HOT COMMODITY PEOPLE! STOP IT! I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!
.....That is all.....
*Karma* |
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Well, things are going better on my end. I know everyone has heard the news that I'm getting divorced. Well, it wasn't my fault believe it or not. The accusations got worse and worse until he finally pulled the number 1 no no.......and I'm not going to flat out say what it was here, but if you wanna know you can message me. Just keep in mind that MY SON COMES FIRST! No matter what!
*Karma*
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For thoes that know me, you know I LOVE my music! And I have a new song, and yes there is a video on youtube that goes with it, it's called "God Has A Plan For Us All" by Angtoria...Creeps me the hell out, but I LOVE IT!
For thoes that have been inquiring about my divorce, just know that I have around 6 people on this site that I have all ready talked to about protecting me. The Top 4 are maui33, daddydommd, MasterWolftank, and his wife dbw713. The others are my dirty little secret And there are quite a few others I can call for backup if that is the case. So please, don't do anything stupid.
Think I'm going to go run around the neighborhood for a while. Lets me think.
*Karma* |
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Damn Demons!
Hostile case right? When it said "Let me F**k her," I couldn't help it...I asked it somewhere down the line if it wanted to drag out the whips and the chains...and then it pinned me down. Oh gods, now the ghosts are wanting me for their own! GRG!!! And I have the EVPs to prove it!
~*Karma*~ |
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Well, Summer is off to a GREAT time! I finally got into the paranormal research group that I've been wanting to get into, and they are working me hard! I'm the research specialist, and basically the secondary case manager for the team! Right now I'm getting us onto Battle Ship Texas, and then I'm working on the battleground for San Jacinto. Horray for the common sense and prosperity of TPRT! The creepy thing is that I haven't been on the Battleship since I was 3...Always wondered what the deal was with that Petty Officer walking the decks when he was damn near completely see through! (*0.0*) weird huh? I'll get answers to thoes questions soon! And my Grandfather is ESTATIC that I'm the only grandchild to go back to it after being to it the first time! All of us grandkids have been on it, that was Pa's thing is taking us to see that battleship...but reguardless of what the rest of the family thinks, I know that he is proud that I am going back to it. Now he knows that I really love him!
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I had a friend just pull a FUNNY!
He told me that he wanted me to dance for him in the bedroom the next time he was in my general location. I told him that he wouldn't do anything about the energy that it worked up afterwards, and he said "All lies!" (*which made me giggle my ass off*) I looked at him through the cam and told him to come over some year and prove it...but in the mean time, I'M CALLING YOUR BLUFF BRIAN!!! *dies laughing!* (*I gotta pick on the man, if I didn't, his momma would get mad at me! XD*)
LUV, Karma |
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"The town's got a doctor and his name is Rendell. Stay away from his house cause he's the doctor from hell. He chopped up his patience, every last one. He cut out their hearts, purely for fun. So if you're from Moorehigh, and should you get sick, you better fall on your knees and pray you die quick."
If someone can tell me what movie that is from, I'll get a kick out of the day! I know what it is, but do you? Gotta gimmie the lead actor as well!
*Karma |
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My son and I are currently jamming out to "Call Me", the remake by the 69 eyes. THEY SO ROCK! And he likes it.....must've been my childhood, XD
*Karma* |
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Would someone like to be used as a babysitting slave so this mother can get some SLEEP?! LOL! Possibly get some class work done for college? Or maybe even some housework!!! WOW, novel concept! XD
*Karma* |
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Well, Daniel was born on June 8th, at 11:24 AM, 8lbs-4oz, 20.5 in long. His head was 14.5 inches!!! He was a big ol' baby boy!!!!
Love, *Karma* |
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6 days left! gods, I hope I'm not overdue :P
*Karma*
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Well, for thoes that are wondering, no, I haven't had my son yet. But goddess alive, it's so close that all I want is to get it over with. It was pretty funny, I kept telling him that I would gladly take 18 years of the title "Glutton for Punishment" if he would just come on out! XD My Master/Husband thought that was just hysterical. BUT! Child's bubble wrap did bust, so now we're just waiting on the water to break so that the contractions can start and I can call my midwife and go "Get over here! I'm in labor!" It was funny...just a little bit.
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Oh, how I love to get emails from accounts that NO LONGER EXSIST! I got one from someone (*Supposedly a Domme*) Named "MissKissMyFeet" asking "I look to have a cyber slave, you look to be the one. What do you think?" I LAUGHED my ass off. I love it how people DON'T read profiles or journals. I think that I am married to my master who doesn't share with ANYone. On top of that, my Master sure as hell isn't going to share his Sub/Wife with Anyone, especially since I'm the one that he has a child with! *laughs* Some people....
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Hello world! Long time no see! Well, the due date is approaching fast for my little one, and I can't wait. Right now, I'm sitting here, typing this, and with the "anemia" and all the other shit that has DISAPPEARED (*!*) I am feeling GREAT! I'm jamming out to The Birthday Massacre's "Falling Down", which I could EASILY dedicate to several idiots. See, people can make fun of me and call me names, but they have NO idea how great life is for me right now. I have best friends (*I LOVE YOU SHMANAISE!*) that couldn't compare to all the money in the world, and I love my situation. I won't EVER leave it!
There isn't a damn thing in this world that ANYONE can do to screw up my day...Come on, I DARE YOU! 
*Karma*
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Question: How can I be a useless baby factory when this is my first child? Just thought that I would ask ^_^
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Tee hee! My midwife can't WAIT for my baby to get here! We have a name picked out, he's going to end up having 4 names, due to the heavy Japanese and Irish hertiage, lol. Master's mother doesn't like the fact that there are 2 irish names in it and only 1 Japanese name, but as far as I'm concerned on that, MOTHER'S CHOICE! As in "I'm carrying this child, it's my choice to name it :P" Muhahhahahha, I love this whole " I'm having a baby and there is nothing you can do or say about it" situation! *dances* Ah, the joys of motherhood :))
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Guess what?!?!?! IT'S A BOY!
He had NO problem whatsoever displaying himself for Mommy and Daddy today! And we even caught a sono of him making devil horns with his index fingers! PRICELESS!
Love *Karma* |
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Ok, here is what I have:: Trying to sell a 1950's Home Entertainment Center, The ONLY thing wrong with it is that it needs the glass tubing to make it work. It's got a couple of scratches, but it's worth about $2,000. If you are interested, email me and I'll send you pics of it. Thanks.
*Karma*
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Well, I have the first Sonos of this demon child, lol. I'm exactly three months along now, and have another sono comming this Tuesday. See, my husband and I have a bet going as to which sex the baby is going to be. We are betting $5.00 that I say it's a boy, he says it's a girl. THIS otta be GOOD XD!
Love, The Karma Queen >:) |
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"OH! What would you do with a drunken Sailor....." |
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Well, I have good news.
Im pregnant! With a little Japanese baby! It is my Master's, and we are really excited. I have had time to hammer out my rules that I have for accepting emails now. #1- NO TELLING ME WHAT TO DO WITH THIS CHILD. I have common sense, I have been through this before with not only myself but various people, and WILL NOT be told what to do.
#2- DON'T GIVE ME ADVICE UNLESS I ASK FOR IT. I have a pretty good handle on what's going on here, so I'll be fine, thanks.
#3- IF YOU WANNA SEND GIFTS, THEY WILL BE SENT TO MY MOTHER'S!!!!! Since I will be making pretty frequent trips to my home town, if you wish to send gifts, my mother has all ready said that they are welcome to be sent there instead of here at my house. That way, I can avoid stalkers finding me and harassing me about my baby! ^_^ Gotta love this stuff!
*Karma* |
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Current Song: "To The End" by MCR. Anyone know a company that could use an outside Research Specialist? I have to work from home at the moment, but I can fly anywhere! XD
*Karma* |
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Strawberry Gashes Lyrics
Artist(Band):Jack off Jill
Turn her over
A candle is lit
I see through her
blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me
Sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
pale white skin with strawberry gashes
all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes
all over
Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said feels fine
it's wonderful wonderful here
Hex me told her
I drempt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with
strawberry gashes
all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over
I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
some things you lose
and some things you just give away
Scold me failed her
if only I'd held on tighter to her
pale white skin
that twisted and withered
away from me away from me
Watch me lose her
it's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take some body else
get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over ME!
My new one of three favorite songs ^_^
If you would like to see an awesome video, you should go to youtube and look up Ginger Snaps and JOJ, You'll see the music video to this song, GREAT JOB!
*Karma*
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Yanno, I brought up an interesting point to this assmonkey today. Maybe he's talking about a different Hamid??? He delete my mail that I sent to him on that without reading it, so I doubt if he saw it.
*Sighs* After nearly a week of seeing what my poor Garden spider is going to do, he finally died last night. The dogs and the kitten were happy, they thought they were going to have a snack, but I just mounted him with the rest of my bug collection (*Which includes MANY different Praying Mantis'*) to let him dry. Poor Garden Spider! And he's HUGE too. SO, what does everyone think the outcome of the DNA tests on that "Chupacabra" Going to come out as????
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This dude is a serious mistake of masturbation   |
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I'M HAMEDS BODY GUARD YOU'LL COME TO HIM OR I WILL TAKE YOU!!!!!!!! MAY A FILTHY CAMEL EXCRETE ON YOUR PILLOW....ALAH HAS SPOKEN....
I'm sorry, but is anyone else laughing their asses off like I am??? All though, this is a little bit weirder since the dude is in Arkansas. What's really funny, is that I have all ready spoken to HAMID, and he doesn't even KNOW this guy XD So what is the reason he would kidnapp me for Hamid???
Here was my response to this looser:::
"Oh yeah? Well may the fleas of a thousand camels infest you since you are trying to screw up my day, and I hope your arms are too damn short to scratch!
KARMA has spoken BITCH! And you don't have the balls or the common sense to "Take me," I would outsmart you before you got here. Only issue is that you have to find me first ^_^ And you only have the pea brain. So go chew in the fields with the camels and shoosh, you're only making your KARMA worse for you. And I am not nice. ;)"
Yeah, needless to say, I don't think this looser has a clue. And again, the same thing I said about Hamid, how many of you KNOW FOR A FACT THAT HE DOESN'T Have a chance in hell?!?!? Not a frelling clue. As I have said since day one::: "You know its gonna be one of thoes days when you wake up to find your back yard full of people that just wanna kick your ass ^_^"
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YOUR ARE A STUPID C**T HAMED IS A BILLIONAIRE.AND YOU BLEW HIM OFF DUMB, DUMB, DUMB....HE OWNS 20000 CAMELS AND 4 GOATS.
Ok, This is what COBRA111 just sent me. This is aparently a friend of that damn stalker I can't seem to get rid of. YOUR GODS BE DAMNED RIGHT I BLEW HIM OFF! I am collared, owned, not for keeps to ANYONE other than the man that I am currently collared to! And Hamid is 21 years old! I doubt he's a millionaire. And If I'm so dumb, then why does EVERYONE want my happy ass! Chew on that a while, go be one of Hamid's camels.
*Karma*
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Man, I need to put a damn tracking device on Simon so I can beat his ass, I'm tired of doing what he says! XD
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Is this fucker a dumbass or what?!?!?!
| From:sunjubaba |
| To: BlackRoseKarma |
| Date: Aug 15, 2007, 10:11 PM CST |
| Subject: darling |
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Well, u r talking about citizenship.
when i get marry with u then i m
atomatically citizen of USA.How
much time do u want to know about
me.u people marry for maximum 2
or 5 moths or 2 years after that u
break.i have seen alot of people like
that.But we r muslim and once we
get marry then till death we donot
break.we give respect to wife we
give rights to wife bcz both husband
and wife have to drive the life cycle.
I love u and i will do everything for u
to make u happy.
And u did not tell me about ur family
i mena ur father mother brothers
sisters.And send me ur telephone
number and complete perminant
address.
I LOVE U
U R THE SEXIEST WIFE OF THE
WORLD
your loving husband
Hamid
OK! Did he not get the fucking
MEMO?!??! IM TAKEN!!!!!! ....GRG!
See, this is why I really, REALLY
Don't like dealing with People in
general....
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Damn, just when you think you're getting rid of the damn stalkers, one of them starts calling you and making the dogs go nuts.
From: sunjubaba
To: BlackRoseKarma
Date: Aug 9, 2007, 9:17 PM CST
Subject: my lovely jade
Hi sweet heart.I m sooo sorry i heart u.i did not mean that.
i love u alot.i need u in my life.plz marry me.i will keep u very happy.and i m sooo sorry
about ur husband.how it happened can u tell me plz.
Jade i m always urs and forever.And i donot like that habit of ur abusing like sucking or
fucking.if u donot mind plz donot these bad words.after marry it can effect our kids.so plz
change this habit.
Jade i want to see that smile again on ur face as it was before on first day of our meeting.
u donot look good when u r sad.i cannot see u like that plz smile.i love u jade.
Be happy.forget the past enjoy the present.
your sincere husband
Hamid
Now keep in mind, how does he know what I look like when I smile or frown if I've NEVER POSTED A PIC?!?!!?!?!?
[B U S T E D] biotch!
Ah, the lovely joys of having blades all over the house for home security ^_^
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Man, ya'll should TOTALLY go read my writings! They just got a WHOLE lot darker! And my best friend Shannon and I are putting a book together for my writings and her drawings. Lookit!
Go to Deviant Art dot, com and look up BlackRoseKarma! We have some kick ass shit up! *dances*
*Karma* |
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W00t! Life is greatness right now! UTA, here I come! College is going to be great, Jewelry sales are up, My dogs are happy, my man is happy, and now my parents are doing better, which makes me VERY happy! My best friend is doin good, Shannon, having to do Damage control, but she's hanging in there. Oh! and I have new writings up for thoes that have my website addresses. It's been about 6 weeks since my Aunt died, haven't heard from my uncle. With any luck at all he'll be leaving Texas and going back to North Carolina with his brother. On a better note! My current music list consists of::: The Birthday Massacre, "Looking Glass", Sinnergod, "The Kings and The Jokers," and "Forsaken",
Kill the Reflection,"Fuck her better", Creature Feature, "Bound and Gagged".
*Karma* |
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PSSSSSSST! If you want jewelry, I've got a ton of it, and it's at BIG discounts! Ya wanna know why? Because I made a BUNCH of it, and it's for sale! LOL!
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If you want jewelry, NOW would be the time to get it! They are selling REALLY well! *Karma* |
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Ah...peaceful, happy, organized life. I am FINALLY achieving this! A good friend of mine has offered to go into a business deal with me, and so I am busting my ass on my chokers and other jewelries, as well as getting college started this comming spring and making my master happy. I swear, I'm the happiest woman ALIVE! I still extend a VERY happy thanks to thoes that have helped me in the past, including the most recent, Karolus. They were very sweet to me, and anyone who disses them will be begging to have their head rammed into a wall several times.
My Master, whom is not on this site, but needs a name, so I am going to call him Mundy. Mundy is a half Japanese guy that is 38 and the sweetest man alive. He's helped me out so much, and restored a lot of the hope that I had lost in the past. (*Obviously thoes that are close to me know his real name, but what can I say, this is the internet, you can't let too much information out about anyone nowdays!*)
Thoes that have known me personally for a long time know how long I've been making the statement "I just want a Japanese guy that can cook, and I'll be happy." Well, Mundy can't cook, but he's learning and doing a very GOOD job at it! And yesterday, (*Ironically enough*) On 7-7-07, we exchanged our first "I love You's," and he asked me to move in and stop looking for a roommate. So I have ^_^.
*Karma*
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,WOW,,you still are on CM,,you are the most spoiled & worthless
piece of female anatomy i have ever witnessed on this site,,i would
have thought after a few years you wood have grown up,,NOT..who ever
your Owner is i pity him,,to have to put up with ur mouth &
intellect.. GOD help the Poor Man,,My thoghts & prayers go to the
Master not you,,screw you,,,,,,,,
OK! This is what I like to call a little bullshit theory named LORAN! Or Loren, or MUD for all I care. Hey bitch, I have two things to say to you. FUCK OFF. If you have to be sooo jealous that I left Karolus on a GOOD note, and that I have a man that is practically perfect for me , that doesn't abuse me and takes care of me and is helping things work out for me, then that is your own damn problem. But know this, and this WILL be the last thing I EVER say to you, I'll be happier than you will EVER be in my current position. And there is a reason they call me Karma, I just hope that when it bites you in the ass, you realize it.
*Karma*
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What fucking part of IM COLLARED do you idiots not understand?!?!?!
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Artist: Asrai
Album: Touch In The Dark
Year: 2004
Title: Whisper
It doesn't matter
How hard I try
Nothing that is has changed
After this long, long time
When the angel closed her eyes
She spread her wings
She tried to comfort you
As she spreads her wings
The truth will find it's way
And all your twisted lies
Beat up against the wind
As The Angel closed her eyes
I hope you feel the same
The force is for us all
Give you all the trust
Close your eyes
And let it go
So lift me up
And fly upon a dream
You've recognised it all
But it's not what it seems
The truth will find it's way
And all your twisted lies
Beat up against the wind
As The Angel closed her eyes
I'm whispering your words
To close this chapter's end
I'm frozen inside
And lost in your different worlds
When the angel closed her eyes
She spread her wings
She tried to comfort you
As she spreads her wings
The truth will find it's way
And all your twisted lies
Beat up against the wind
As The Angel closed her eyes
So lift me up
And fly upon a dream
You've recognised it all
But it's not what it seems
The truth will find it's way
And all your twisted lies
Beat up against the wind
As The Angel closed her eyes
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Come on people, I'm running a business here! Chokers and jewelry still on the market ^_^
*Karma* |
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"ugh...another wanna be sub. ps. i dont give a fuck if u are collared."
OMDFG! What the hell is wrong with you people?!?!?!
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HEY ALL YOU JACKASSES OUT THERE!
Get a fucking life! Stop messaging me expecting me to be your girl and to be everything you want me to be, I'm not going to do it and damn sure don't want you! I HAVE A MAN! DAMNIT PEOPLE! |
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slave.. I have not red your profile realize you need to learn a little about respect. I know that people here have very little but that doesn't give you the right to act all crazy. I would like to speak if you know your place and realize you are the one that should desire to be on her knees.
OK! Who here would like to tell this Jackass what he just did wrong!??!?! HE DIDN'T READ ALL OF MY PROFILE!!!!! And he can't spell worth crap! Yanno, maybe some doms and everyone for that matter should learn "respect" BEFORE judging others on the subject.
MY response to the looser:::
*dies laughing*
Talk about no respect, let me tell you all YOU'VE done wrong.
#1--- you don't call someone a fucking slave unless that is what their profile states,
#2-- just because you're a "wanna be dom" doesn't give YOU the right to judge people,
#3- IM COLLARED, FUCK OFF.
It's people like you that I dispise defending in this country.
Go Army. Hooah.
And btw, I'm short, I don't have the luxury of being on my knees, all though I will take yours out from under you if you ever come near me. Maybe you should be a slave for a while, I could DEFINATELY whip you into shape.
ShatteredKarma
Now, here's a question for ya, for the people that know me on this site::: Do I NOT give respect when the time is right?! I do don't I???? See, the problem with not knowing someone. What an ass.
LOVE TO ALL! Karma! ^_^ |
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OMDFG!!! I did it! I scared him off! With THIS RESPONSE!:::::
This is the kind of girl that you don't want. This is a kind of girl that is a Druid (Pagan) Priestess and smokes, drinks, is in the army, and is an abomination to anyone who calls himself Christain. My husbands serve me as I am also their slaves to an extent, and I don't think they would welcome you into the family ;) So go find someone else to fall in love with, because it sure as hell isn't me ^_^. Oh, and by the way, you wouldn't want me anyways. I have a catholic priest that studies my religion trying to make me have a baby to bring back a very nasty god. *cocks the M-16* And I am ready to kill! HOOAH!
So, still wanna come to america and track me down??? *gives you a smile and pretty eyes*
*Karma*
ROTFL! He hasn't responded in like 3 days =)) !!!!!!THIS IS GREAT! So, It's one of two things.... Either he's on his way to whisk me away from here, or he's on his way to kill my "Husbands" =)) (Referr back to the first email...) Needless to say all I have is a half Japanese boyfriend who's vanilla and would simply look at this guy and laugh at him. Yeah, my Osaru wouldn't let him even think about touching me ^_^ and he's pretty confident that I can take care of myself anyways XD This is GREAT!-----*Karma* |
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My response to this bozo::: "Yeah, see, I don't think any of my three husbands would like that!"
yesterdays note:: "u have three husbends.how could be it happen.
OOHHH...MY GOD.what king of girl is this!"
My response:::"This is the kind of girl that you don't want. This is a kind of girl that is a Druid (Pagan) Priestess and smokes, drinks, is in the army, and is an abomination to anyone who calls himself Christain. My husbands serve me as I am also their slaves to an extent, and I don't think they would welcome you into the family ;) So go find someone else to fall in love with, because it sure as hell isn't me ^_^. Oh, and by the way, you wouldn't want me anyways. I have a catholic priest that studies my religion trying to make me have a baby to bring back a very nasty god. *cocks the M-16* And I am ready to kill! HOOAH!
So, still wanna come to america and track me down??? *gives you a smile and pretty eyes*
I'm still waiting on the reply, so I'll update when he sends it tonight! XD
Love, Karma ^_^
PS--- To all of my adoring fans, I appritiate all of the awesome "go get 'em"s that I have gotten. At least you seem to know where I'm comming from! XD
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From: sunjubaba
To: BlackRoseKarma |
| Date: June 11,2007, 10:49 PM CST |
| Subject: love |
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It is not important know some one
and then love someone.
It can happen at any place any
where at any time with any one
wheather u that person or not.
I donot know why but some thing
is in ur face that attracted me
toward u.Now its up to u that u
consider it joke or u take it serious.
ur husbend,
Hamid
Ok folks, this is letter number
three. So, here is an interesting
question for ya!!!! Should I
continue to play with this poor
innocent little puppy's head?
Or be myself and have a party
with it?! Hmm....
lemmie think....
PARTY!
Come on! We all know that
I'm not nice :P Yeah, I think he'll
Flip when he reads the message
that I'm married three fold :P
Yeah,That's right, I told him that
all three of my husbands think
he's full of shit! *dies laughing*
"You know it's gonna be one of
thoes days when you wake up to
find your back yard full of people
that just wanna kick your ass! XD"
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| From: sunjubabba |
| To: BlackRoseKarma |
| Date: Jun 9, 2007, 9:16 PM CST |
Subject: not body can stop me
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It may be a joke to u.but it is
true that i love u.Its about to
u that u want to marry me or
not.but at least i can love u from
the core of my heart,and no one
can stop me from loving u. not
even u Karma. i will come for
u, and u will see that i love u.
and then we will be together, and
u will be happy. i will be there soon.
please be ready for me.
ur husbend,
Hamid
I'm sorry, did I just get a memo?!
I am soooo not buying this! You
know what I am saying to this?!
KISS MY ASS!...better yet, stay
away from my ass, lol!
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| From: sunjubaba |
| To: BlackRoseKarma |
| Date: Yesterday, 9:16 PM CST |
| Subject: love |
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Hi,
I hope u will be fine.I m happy
to hear that u r in army but i m
not happy to hear that u r
ignoring me.cannot u see
in my eyes that how much
i love u.i donot want to loose u.
i can wait for u.tell me when u
will be ready for marry.after one
year,5 years,10 years.20 years.
when tell me.i will wait for u.and
if u married someone else i swear
i will kill him.i cannot bear even if
some one looks to u.
plz try to understand me.
i really love u.
your husbend
Hamid |
This, Ladies and gentleman, is my new STALKER! *rotfl* Only thing is, he's in PAKISTAN! You gotta love online stalkers. They talk such big shit, but they never follow through. ^_^ Now, if he shows up at my front door, then I will probably invite him in for coffee and a dainish before I get the cro-bar out. w00t! I am being careful, I don't think he's got the man balls to do anything, but what the hell! A good run will get me back in shape for the ARMY! HOOAH! So what was it that got him this way twards me? Was it my melodic voice? *LOL, I can't carry a tune in a bucket, and he's never heard my voice* or was it my KICK ASS ATTITUDE that this planet loves about me?!?!?!?!?!!(*Cute play on words, no? XD*) If he knows all the sites I'm on like he claimes he did from the last email, then ya know what? I hope you read this you bastard. AKA come and get me, b/c anyone that knows me knows you ain't got a chance in hell! (*Jamming to "Bodies" by Drowning Pool*)Good news is that I'm goin back to the army, so I DARE YOU! Bring it biotch! I got two dogs and currently living with 4 cats that will shred you! Anyone up for that coffee and dainish? 
*Karma* |
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Well, there is good in the world left after all. Life is getting better all ready, I stand a good chance and getting back in the army after a week of REALLY hard work, and my heart is finally able to feel again. Why the good mood you ask? Good music. Mostly the Mortal Combat songs, LOL!
*Karma* |
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AGAIN, NO COUPLES!FRIENDS ONLY! Just because I live with one doesn't mean I'll be involved with one! JACKASS! |
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What part of NO POLY do you not understand? Is it THAT DAMN HARD?!?!?! Just because I live with a couple doesn't mean that I am WITH a couple. GRRRRRRG, which means that COUPLES ARE FRIENDS ONLY! |
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Doesn't anyone just wanna have fun?!?! I wanna friend to go to a club with! Any slaves willing to go and pay my way in?! *dies laughing* |
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ISN'T THERE ANYONE WITH ANY COMMON SENSE ON HERE?!?!?!GRRG!
I'm working on getting my computer Cirtifications so I can get a job ^_^
Gir: "Hurray for Earth!"
Zim:" No, Gir, Earth is our enemy!"
Gir:"Oh, sorry." |
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Blue
By The Birthday Massacre
Plastic blue
Invitations
In my room.
I've been waiting
Here for you.
Reservations made for two
Sunlight fading.
Black tounges speek faster than a car can crash.
You supply the rumours, and I'll provide the wrath.
Romance is breaking every heart in two,
Casting shadows in a pale shade of blue.
Plastic blue conversations
In my room.
Saving every tear for you.
Trusting every word untrue.
Twilight fading...
Fate changes faster than the death of light.
You supply the envy, and I'll provide the spite.
Reflections cutting every face in two,
Casting shadows in a pale shade of blue.
*Karma* |
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Ok, now here's a playlist for ya!
1.) Sweet Dreams by Manson
2.) Snow White Queen by Evanescense
3.)I Never Told You What I did for a living by My Chemical Romance
4.) Clubbed to Death from the Matrix (*I think it's Rob Dugan*)
5.) Roads by Portishead
6.) A Gorey Demise by Creature Feature
7.)Happy Birthday by The Birthday Massacre
8.) Lover's End by TBM
9.)The Noose by A Perfect Circle
10.)Bad Reputation by Half Cocked
11.) Fat Lip by SUM 41!!!!!
EAT THAT MR. PRESIDENT! ^_^
*Karma* |
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You know what I hate more than pink? STUPID MEN! OMDFG! My ex agreed to take me to my parents' house, his name is Chuck, ok? He messages me at 4 AM and tells me not to bother packing my bag for the weekend. HE CANCELLED ON ME! Does he not fucking understand that my dad is DYING and I REALLY need to make the weekend trip as often as possible to go see him!??!?!? And my mother!!!!
One thing that gets to me is that my parents and I haven't always been close, but we've forgiven eachother on deep levels, and I'm sorry, but if some jackass is going to cancel on me JUST BECAUSE I'm not dating him when we get there, then he's got more KARMA comming to him than he's worth, and it isn't going to be good. I guarentee you he'll not get the perfect girl ever again. He pissed off the wrong bitch!
*KARMA* |
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Well, there is hope for me yet in the process of getting life straightened out.
I just moved in with Karolus, a couple that I have been talking to for almost 4 years. They are both sweethearts and don't mind me really having Diva here with me, and Eventually Lucifer. Life is actually looking up. Hopefully it will last. Looking foreward to getting a job, mainly just organizing and making jewelry right now. Yey for TEQUITOES! ^_^
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Well, so much for that.
It's amazing what telling someone to stop being such a damn baby and be a grown man will get you.
Yeah, that's right, I got kicked out of the house b/c I refuse to do a 51 year old GROWN MAN'S laundry and dishes. AND HE RUNS HIS OWN BUSINESS! I'm sorry, but if you can't do your own dishes and laundry and you aren't handicapped in such a way that you are immobile completely, then you are FUCKED my friend. I'm not a slave, and I refuse to be a slave.
However, I do need someone to volunteer either in Dallas or Arlington to house my dog Lucifer for a little bit. It's not for long, just until I can get another place to stay while I'm staying with a friend. I have Diva taken care of, she's good, but I got told that Lu Dog is too big and he's harmless.
*sighs* America is beginning to suck. Too many stupid people. I almost feel sorry for our military. I really do. Defending stupid people is not really the best idea, but who cares I guess. *sighs* |
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OK! I got moved into my new house, all is good here ^_^ The dogs aren't totally thrilled with it, but it's all good now. SO! Who still thinks they are big and bad enough to try and catch me? :D
KARMA |
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"Who lives in the east 'neath the willow tree?
Sexual Harassment Panda.
Who explains sexual harassment to you and me?
Sexual Harassment Panda.
"Don't say that! Don't touch there!
Don't be nasty!" says the silly bear.
He's come to tell you what's right and wrong.
Sexual Harassment Panda."
A Friend wrote this, and I had to post it! So if you think for two seconds that I am going to appologize for something that a friend wrote b/c "My child watches Sponge Bob! How could you make something this bad out of such an innocent show! You're a Sick and twisted person and a pervert!", Then I gladly accept the title, only it's PROvert and not PERvert. I don't criticize you just because you post a pic somewhere of Tinkerbell getting raped, so I don't wanna hear Jack SHIT about this! I dunno, maybe I just needed to let some steam off about something else or just because I felt like it! :P
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Okies, lemmie make this clear. The only reason I am looking for anything other than male doms is for FRIENDS ONLY. |
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OK! Here is another RANT from the lovely heart of KARMA....muhahhaha!
Ok, you know thoes wannabe GOREAN people that think they are masters of the universe JUST BECAUSE they think they can control someone?! (*yanno, I think they're biggest issue is THINKING! They stop to think and then forget to start again!*) Well, I had one message me here recently, a 42 year old "Gorean Master" message me with I QUOTE!!!! (*" YOU SHOULD BE MY SLAVE BECAUSE I CAN CONTROL YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER THINK FOR YOURSELF AGAIN."*) Ok, THAT is bullshit! FOR STARTERS! #1-- I'm not a gods be damned slave IF YOU CAN READ A FRELLING PROFILE! #2--- Do I look like I don't LIKE to think?! What the holy batshit hell kind of crack are these jokers smokin?! And Last but not least, #3-- I DON'T BOW DOWN JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A COCK! SO, with that in mind, I have to make arrangements to get school finished and get back into the army before someother MISTAKE OF MASTURBATION decides that they want to own what they CAN'T control ^_^
Thank you! Come again! ^_^
KARMA |
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Ok, here is the latest on MEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Song of the moment! "Princes of the Universe" by Queen!
My dogs are doing good, my dad isn't, and my mom is going sane, which is never good. Hoping to start the summer semester and get back on that, still gotta get my DL and car, and some kind of income on my chokers. Damn economy.
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"How much did they pay you to spy on us?"
"Two Dollars and fifteeeeeeen Cents! "
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LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK! LOOK AT MY PRETTY PICS!!! *hint*hint*nudge*nudge*KICK!*
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OK! As soon as they get approved, I have pics up of the jewelries!!! ^_^ Just about any stone you want within reason. For more information, message me! Obviously I can't put all the pics up, so there are the good lookin ones :P
*Karma* |
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We'll carry on!
Yeah, life sucks, what's new. Still selling chokers and all that good shit. Want one? tell meeeeeeeeeeee!
I have a few pics now. I'll post them later.
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I LOVE RAMMSTEIN!
^_^ Current song of favorites is "Sonne"
Have you seen the video for that?! It's a new perspective on how Snow White treated the Dwarfs *giggles* BDSM Style. It's freakin awesome. One way to win me over Gentlemen (*as a friend only*) is the understanding of music, and appritiation for the things I listen to. Tee hee, been playing a lot of Diablo II online lately, becomming really good, right now I have a level 15 Assassin, and a level 14 Sorceress that is going to be KICK ASS! ^_^ I think I'm gonna go work on some Jewelry now, the Website will be up soon ^_^
LUV! *smooches poision kisses everywhere*
KARMA! |
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"You dragging down the collective intelligence of humanity just dropped your IQ by 20 points, Jackass!" |
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I'm still making the seed beaded chokers, stone chokers, and full sets if anyone would like to order them. On top of that... OMG OMG OMG! I'm learning HTML and learning how to do my own profiles! *dances randomly * SHWEET! |
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"No never again,
And never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now...."
- My Chemical Romance
Yanno, it's funny how things work out. I may not be on for a while, I'm in the process of packing and getting ready to move yet again. Wish me luck. (*Before this is over with, how much you wanna bet I'll then be known as the Gypsy Druid? XD
*Karma*
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DO NOT MESSAGE ME ON YOUR SLAVE'S ACCOUNT AND THEN TELL ME NOT TO REPLY ON IT!!!!!!!!!! That is just stupid and I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!
*KARMA* |
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Dancing along again, Again, the rain falling Only the center view
remains to dance with me
Nobody showed me, how to return the love, you give to me
Mom never holds me, Dad love a stranger more than me.
I never wanted to ever bring you down,
All that I need are some simple loving words
You touched my body once, it burns, but still softly
Never forget, never again will be, I cry
I'm out of my head, and I don't know what I've found
Over and over I feel it break me down
On the sidewalk of the city in the streets, Just a whisper,
Busy people, going no where see me soak in the rain,
Not the passion, nothing matters, my resistance is waiting, like a flower, in the basement, waiting for my lonliness.
-From the Silent Hill Soundtrack, "Sidewalk"
*Karma*
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Mostly seeking only friends at this point!!!!! |
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I finally found the one song that I have been looking for since I saw a particular movie. "Roads" by Portishead.
And "BAD REPUTATION!" Come on, ya'll should know this one!!! XD
*Karma* |
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Running hard through devistation
Closing my eyes to this alien nation
He stops me in my path to say
This is the time and the day.
"Come to me Lonewolf," he whispers in my ear
I laugh a bit and shed a tear
Follow this order? I think not
But it's worse to think that I've been caught
"I came around the world to watch you run,
And now it's time to feel the sun.
To feel this longing I have for you,
Die for me and you'll feel it too."
Laughing so hard I hit the ground
I look up at him as hear no sounds
A morbid smile fills my face
I feel my blade from a hidden place.
Comming at him with all full force
Swinging my blade making him dance.
"I don't come to those that chase me, dear,
You know this is true. And I sure as hell
refuse to come to you!"
Blood sprays the land as I step back and close my eyes.
It was you all along I did dispise.
Now we reach our comprimise.
"If you can come back and catch me after this
I'll give in to you and those you dismiss.
I'll cut out my own heart and hand over my child,
Anything you want from this beast of the wild.
But never again will you ever say
"I'll catch you unicorn, this is your day."
*Karma*
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"To The End"
My Chemical Romance
He calls the mansion not a house but a tomb.
He's always choking from the stench and the fume.
The wedding party all collapsed in the room.
So send my resignation to the bride and the groom.
Let's go down!
This elevator only goes up to ten.
He's not around.
He's always looking at men
Down by the pool.
He doesn't have many friends.
As they are
Face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens.
If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?
(So say goodbye) to the vows you take
(And say goodbye) to the life you make
(And say goodbye) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.
She keeps a picture of the body she lends.
Got nasty blisters from the money she spends.
She's got a life of her own and it shows by the Benz
She drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens.
If you ever say never too late.
I'll forget all the diamonds you ate.
Lost in coma and covered in cake.
Increase the medication.
Share the vows at the wake.
(Kiss the bride)
If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?
(So say goodbye) to the vows you take
(And say goodbye) to the life you make
(And say goodbye) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.
(And say goodbye) to the last parade
(And walk away) from the choice you made
(And say goodnight) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.
(So say goodbye) to the vows you take
(And say goodbye) to the life you make
(And say goodbye) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.
(And say goodbye) to the last parade
(And walk away) from the choice you made
(And say goodnight) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank.
To the last parade
When the parties fade
And the choice you made
To the End.
*Karma*
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"Time is the promise
It turns and tells them what to do
It makes them dishonest
They let the suspicion kill the truth
Broken Heart, Broken Mind
When you let me in
Did you not know where I had been?!
And love's what they wasted
A lie that makes their dreams come true
They're hiding their faces
Their smiles can break the heart in two
Broken Heart, Broken Mind
When you let me in
Did you not know where I had been?!"
*Karma*
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Artist: Polaroid Lyrics
Song: So Damn Beautiful Lyrics
What do you think of me?
Are you quite proud of this make-believe
The come down, that hangs around everything
You can admire in that girl
She's so.. damn.. beautiful
What do you see in me?
Are you quite proud of this make-believe
The feelin' that hangs around everything
You once admired in that girl
You're so.. damn.. beautiful
I will see you rise again
And I will feel you fly again
You're so wonderful
I will be there by your side
You're so wonderful
I will be there by your side
You're so damn beautiful
You're so damn beautiful
What do you see in me?
Are you quite proud of this make-believe
The feelin' that hangs around everything
You once admired in that girl
You're so damn beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
I see before the race you've run
And jump ahead too far
Your laughing eye again
You're so damn beautiful
You're so damn beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautifu.
*Karma*
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Oh Gods, I have a deviantart account, I love this thing! BlackRoseKarma is the name on there if you would like to look at the poetry ^_^
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"I want to live in fire
with all the taste i desire
it's all good if you let me dive
with some sharks on the ground
you lose your routine
you lose your routine
cause i found my path
(chorus)
what the hell are you trying
now i know there is something more
what happened to you
still staying on my path
are you still denying
now i know there is something more
that this is the truth
it's all in you
what do you came for; what did you expect to find
what do you life for; what did you expect to find (x3)
so boundless i feel
and boundless all my fears
stop running back to old times
you lose your routine...
cause i found my path
(chorus) x2 "
-Apocalytpica, "Path Vol 2 |
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"Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.
Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming
Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums
Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep."
-"Pet" By A Perfect Circle
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"Promise me to pass the time
Dance with me on plastic tears
Kiss me , we won't feel alone
Until morning when we disappear."
-The Birthday Massacre |
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Ever had one of those moments where you stop to think and forget to start again???
Yeah, see, I'm finding WAY too many people on here with THAT problem! XD
*Karma* |
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Gods, my dogs woke me up this morning! Lucifer and Diva both! MEW!!!!!! Damn dogs... but they're my kiddos!
*Karma* |
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"You know it's gonna be one of those days when you wake up to find your back yard just full of people that wanna kick your ass. ^_^" *Karma* |
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Ok, lemmie give you a hint about What I may be looking for.
---someone who understands that my limits are because of PHYSICAL issues...
---someone who can understand that I'm fragile where my heart is concerned...
---someone who can appritiate that I have things to do and I'm not going to stop just because they wanna keep me...
---MY ANIMALS STAY WITH ME! I have 2 dogs and my cats are with MasterWolftank for the moment, so there.
Any other questions?
*Karma*
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Phew! Finally out of Texas! YEY! I am traveling now, will be in Georgia on Sunday. Fun times. Tee hee hee! And of course, I have the Diva Dog with me! I love my dog, and she's going with me finally ^_^.
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Here's a hint--- I don't accept chat requests.
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Any chance of a rescue from Texas??? *crawls on the floor* Meh, ugh, blegh! Texas is killing me!!! blick! |
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"Hands cover whispers of the lover's fright,
Fear cloaked randitions of that autumn night.
Digging up roumors of the kids in the park
What aweful things happened in the dark?
Take just one last stare,
Pretend you don't care
Til twilight falls
Wait! There's someone else here,
And I can't stop my tears
I've never been so scared.
In the cellar buried 6 feet deep, the lovers shaken from a dreamless sleep.
Nails clawing splinters from the ceiling and floor, Shrieking like the witches 'til their stitches are sore.
Take just one last stare
Pretend you don't care
'Til twilight falls
Wait! There's someone else here, and I can't stop my tears, I've never been so scared.
1,2,3,4, Underneath the cellar floor.
5,6,7,8, Lover will suffocate."
-"Lover's End" by The Birthday Massacre
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Hey, guess what! I'm sitting at my aunt and uncle's house getting DRUNK! *dances* It's funny, he won't have another drink until I finish mine! XD HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEAR!!!!!! XD And like every year, I'm getting drunk for new years! XD YIPPIE-AYE-YEY! :P:P:P LUV, Jade AKA Karma! ^_^ |
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Yanno, I had the strangest email here while ago. Someone asked me why I had so many hard limits. So I'll tell everyone here. I have too many hard limits because I have a lot of physical mishaps. My spine is the main one, and it's not my fault. Everything else is because of my spine. So yes, I have the limits for my physical health, not just because I'm snooty. Thank you.
Karma
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What do think of me ,
are you quite proud of this make believe
cut time that hangs around everything
you can admire in that girl,
She's so damn beautiful.
You will see me rise again,
You will feel me fly again,
you're so wonderful, and I will be there by your side...
I see before the race you've learned
To jump ahead to fly
You're so damn beautiful.....
What do you see in me,
are you quite proud of this make believe
Feeling that you once admired in that girl
you're so damn beautiful,
You're so wonderful, I will be there by your side
I see before the race you've learned to jump ahead to fly
You're so wonderful, and I will be there by your side....
*So Damn Beautiful* by Poloroid
From Nip/Tuck Soundtrack
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*coughs* Attention!
Waffles....that is all ^_^
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Hi Floor! Make me a sammich! XD!
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Gods, this Job hunting stoof is killing me! To find something that is neither too stressful on my body or Me ending up hurting myself is soooo hard.... *sighs* It's looking like I'm screwed -_-.
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Jammin out to Sinnergod and Apocolyptica! Anyone wanna come jam out with me?! *sings* Fun times here in Arlington! *head bangs*
Karma
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I need a million bucks, anyone wanna help out?! LOL!
Karma
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HEADS UP JERKS!
The next ass that calls me a slave when it clearly states SWITCH is going to get tied up and beaten with a baseball bat! MALE OR FEMALE!
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Time flies when you wanna cry.
Life sucks right now, the job didn't come through and It's looking a bit like I'm screwed, but I might be getting a job at GameStop. *crosses fingers* Gods, I hope so, otherwise, This is REALLY gonna suck.
*Karma*
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From Forsaken---"My body's tingling, my head is caving in, my thoughts are falling fast and I can't reach them...I want the world to see this god's forsaken me, One soul won't set me free..."
From The Kings and The Jokers---
" Oh god I'm begging please, don't make me fall to my knees, I will repent my sin if you'd only just let me in..." *dances*
mmmmmmm......I love my music...so soothing.....
*Karma*
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Okidokie, I'm still stuck on Sinnergod. Forsaken is the main song, and one LUCKY person on here got to see me dance to it! On cam of course, but that is what happens when you've been drinking and feeling good ^_^.
"My body's tingling, my head is caving in,
My thoughts are falling fast
And I can't reach them...."
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Ok, the ass holes that don't wanna read the profiles need to back the hell off.
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Well now! I have GREAT NEWS!!!
I went ahead and changed my profile back to Texas, I'm commin home peoples! Mastertattag has been kind enough to offer me a ride back to Dallas, so I'll be home soon enough.
Soooo college is next. (*Finally*) No more pussy-footing around. Got somethin to say about it? BRING IT BIOTCHES!!!!!!
*Karma*
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OMG, Sinnergod ROCKS! Their songs "Forsaken" and "The Kings and Jokers" Is freakin AWESOME!!! ^_^ If you look on vampirefreaks, and you go to band profiles, click on the gothic groups tag and then scroll all the way down to the bottom left corner and LISTEN!! It's AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Dancing in the moonlit grave
My body curves and swerves to save
The music's destined beat
From Dying in my body's heat
Spinning deep inside my mind
Feel the secuctive but hidden desire......
(*to be continued*)
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You ever get that feeling like something just isn't right, and as the day goes on, you start to realize that maybe your gut wasn't so wrong afterall? Yeah, it's been one of thoes days AAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLL week. And for gods sakes, don't listen to a group called Dabbet-ül Arz , They have some FUNKY shit goin on there, LOL!
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Muhahahhaha! Little Karma just dyed her hair black!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD |
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Cut me once, cut me twice,
we'll just say that it was nice
I knew I would eventually pay the price
for all the wrong I've done.
Topical error, Judgement day
lifeless souls come out to play
shed no tears the end is near
home sweet home.
Rip out my eyes,
take them everywhere
so that I can see the world
all the way out there.
Kiss me, Kill me til I bleed
You are the summit of my dreams
come and save me, set me free
Shatter my soul and slit my wrists,
THAT is reality.
*Karma*
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