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Bigwhitepig

Hello welcome to my world. I am big white Pig My Confession on my view of how the world and women see me. Well to start I was born a fat baby. I have been a fat person my entire life. I believe the picture in my profile it's how the world and woman view me. I don't eat 24 hours a day. I eat like a normal person when I'm hungry I eat but I will confess are you the wrong food when I do I believe food is my addiction battle in my entire life. I do not drink I do not smoke I do not do drugs I am not a diabetic and I do not have high blood pressure talk about amazing I'm just simply fat. I have two jobs one full-time and one part-time. They are nothing glamorous but at least their jobs. I don't have much I've only had my life but what I have is mine. I don't have very much family at all. I've only had 2 girlfriends in my entire life I'm not sure I can really call them girlfriends, I've never been married I have no kids. I've never even had a blowjob.i have never are pussy.i have never paid for sex. I have a very small dick. And I have been alone for 13 yrs. I'm a good person I am responsible I have a good head on my shoulders. But honestly that really doesn't matter I am unattractive and a woman's eyes and that's the truth I'm not good-looking I'm not athletic and I'm not muscular. I feel empty inside all the time. I have no idea what love is I really don't. I've never felt loved. Our love from a woman. Am I not worthy of a woman's love. Am I not worth knowing as a person. I have no friends really I have no friends. I was never bullied in school. But at the same time I was left alone. Yes I played Sports in school and I dealt with other kids funeral on the team. Really had no personal friends I've never have. I can't remember in the fifth grade when kids give each other Valentine's Day cards. I did not get one Valentine Day card from a girl. And yes that is true there are things in your life never forget. I can remember being in high school. I never had a girlfriend in high school. Girls just didn't want nothing to do with me and I'm talking girls of all sizes shapes and colors I tried I really did.i I asked 9 girls to my senior prom I never did go. I remember going to a senior luncheon there I sat at a table by myself. And it was a big table I just felt out of place talk about a memory that you don't forget When I have more to say I will.
10/30/2017 5:06:01 PM
Just a loser when it comes to love.
10/2/2017 7:12:23 AM
Even the fat chicks the BBW's the chunky chubby woman. Want a guy who is tall athletic muscular good looking with a big dick. And I am none of those qualities, so really what Chance do I have????
10/2/2017 7:08:19 AM
There are woman who will fuck animals which is wrong in the first place but won't have anything to do with me. What is that saying? Some thing wrong with me? Or them? I just don't get it. And men keep hitting me up why why?? I'm not bi gay or CUROIUS.
8/22/2017 5:18:40 PM
I'm sorry Suzy. I'm sorry spike. Please forgive me
8/21/2017 8:07:49 AM
I am hordor...
8/21/2017 7:53:35 AM
DO NOT SEND MONEY TO SO CALLED DOMMES, WHO ONLY WANT MONEY.. WE MUST CRUSH THEM!!! USELLESS PEICES OF SHIT WHO ARE TO LAZY TO WORK.
8/6/2017 1:46:16 PM
I sit in a dark corner. Naked, dreaming. My mind is wondering. Hoping. One day.
7/31/2017 7:32:56 AM
There is a prison inside me. Where is the key holder. Will she set me free?
7/29/2017 8:03:55 PM
A lost vessel at sea. Looking for a light of hope in a dark world.
7/26/2017 4:55:12 PM
Walking endlessly in a universe. Waiting..... searching...
7/24/2017 6:43:23 AM
No you can't have my money..i have none to give..37 woman have pretty much asked for money..but they call it tribute..to make it sound better, rather than begging
7/22/2017 5:37:29 PM
As I have up into the stars.i can't help but wonder where you are at? What you are you doing,what you are thinking. Do you think of Me? A warm smile,a soft touch of your skin.
7/21/2017 7:56:29 PM
Where is my shinning star?
7/20/2017 8:03:02 PM
Like a rose in the rain. I want to hold her. I want to kiss her. I want to feel her touch.
7/19/2017 9:13:51 AM
I'm like a human shrek
7/19/2017 8:26:32 AM
I feel like an empty shell. A lost soul.
7/18/2017 6:20:54 PM
Amazing how many woman just demand money from you..they know nothing about you. Never any like this..where people think their entitled to something.
1MISTRESSJEWELS
 
 Age: 29
 Jerusalem, Israel