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Welcome to my profile.
I have been lost for a long time now. I did not know who I was; a sub, slave, or switch however, I could become who I needed to be in the situation and setting.
I have been a slave in the past and owned real time, I have been a top/switch, I have been submissive. I never truly knew who I was and not having any one person to help me find that. I was truly lost. To search deep inside of me and draw out whom I truly am.
During my journey I have found many that I have given to and many that I have learned from. Some faded away and some I have to this day as a true friend. I know what situations that I can thrive in and what I would slowly die in.
I am not drawn to ‘kink’ as I find anyone can have kinky sex and it is only physical. I am drawn to the mental side of life. I believe in the total power exchange and when that level can be reached, everything is elevated. To live your life completely for another person draws you closer than any other relationship. When you wrap your life around another person and know that everything you do will either please or displease them, you become who you truly are. Falling asleep and waking with every thought going to that one. Throughout the day your mind constantly is on him and what will please him. That is the place that I am truly myself.
I desire that more than anything to have the one Master that I can give my everything to and know he will take that gift and treasure it. He will keep me safe while pushing me to always better myself and become the perfect slave that he deserves. To have that complete bond that no one can or will every tear away and only few understand. To breath for each other knowing each breath is precious and a gift......
I have found a Master that has taken me under his wing to train me in his ways for ownership. I feel a tight bond with him and long for each moment I get to spend with him. I deeply desire to make him smile every day and one day be able to keel at his feet in full servitude to him.
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