Please read all the way through so you don't have any surprises ******* I am 32 years old and am looking for a 24/7 Total Power Exchange.  about myself through my interaction with people here and by reading other profiles and journals. Please look at my interests. To be honest, I am listed as Submissive, I have no interest in topping or being a Domme to anyone. I have been forced to realize that I am Straight, though, if that helps. What I am looking for is someone deep into mental and physical domination, total control and am hoping to explore some of the harsher aspects of bdsm with someone who won't actually kill me... I was in a D/s relationship for a few years and then he graduated OSU and moved to enter a master's program out of state. I went from high school where I had no constraints on me at all to a relationship where I wasn't allowed to have friends or schedules or thoughts of my own and where I was expected to cater to Master Dan and his friends on demand. I am not sure it's normal but I really miss the control and discipline. I was trained in a corner or locked in the closet or the dog cage but I miss it so bad sometimes I want to cry. I've read through a lot of the profiles here and I think I am interested in a total immersion relationship. Master Danny really got into my head with Relyfe Programming and I would really like to find someone else who knows it or is willing to learn about it. It took away all of my secrets and let him change me and I miss that level of intimacy. 

MIND YOU, I AM A MUTE BUT CAN HEAR AT THE SAME TIME....SO IF YOU CAN DEAL WITH MY TYPE, THEN CONTINUE READING.

It is so intense... He often used it to humiliate me and I know its probably kind of sick but I miss that, too. I am open to a 50's style relationship as long as it has those factors and I am actually open to anyone who can provide structure, discipline, control, regular restraint and I was learning to enjoy pain just before he left. I'm not sure my pain tolerance levels are as high as they were before, he spent nearly Couple of years getting me to where I was. What else... I like to be choked... throat pressure and oxy-deprivation is a serious a fetish for me. So are spanking, collars... i love collars, and being displayed. I also kinda like being forced to cry because of physical and/or emotional pain. Limits: I know this isn't exactly PC, but I have given it a lot of thought and I don't think that a girl in a 24/7 TPE should be allowed to have or impose limits on his  Master/Owner/Daddy or Dom. I would prefer not to be involved with anything that will get me put in prison. That's my limit. I can't promise that I will be aroused by everything I read about here, or even that I will be able to control my responses to everything, but I am obedient and I promise to accept and do what I am told. Back on the subject of display - I am willing to share face pictures of myself, no problem, with people I am interested in, but I have to be careful.  They actually cite Fetlife and Alt in their examples, so if we are talking and click I am happy to email pictures of me. I go through a lot of hair colors, but my face and body are always the same :-) 

I am who I am but most people who know me in and out of kink throw me into a little category so why fight it lol.

LESS I FORGOT, IF I AM TOO RELOCATE THEN MASTER SHOULD BE THE ONE TO DEAL WITH THE BILLS, IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO RELOCATE ME SO NO NEED TO WASTE MY TIME, ONLY THE GENUINE MASTER READY FOR TPE.