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tokenmale
| Pan Male Slave, 60, Melbourne, Australia
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I was asked recently to describe my sexual life and it gave me reason to reflect on what I have become.
I was in a vanilla marriage for about 12 years but that all ended about 20 years ago, at which time I learned of BDSM online, and of munches, and play parties, and I began to attend.
Although I have played on both ends of a whip, I quickly learnt that I was a more natural submissive, very much more. With time, I became involved in relationships, some short, some longer, and over the years I was discovering that the more I submitted, the more I needed to submit.
I do not know at what point I realised that my submission had evolved into a need for slavery, but I know that has become the case.
More recently, I was introduced by a Mistress to the delights of sucking cock when she ordered that I lick her lover clean after he had fucked her, and to then continue sucking until he was hard again, and I must say it is a delight to feel a cock becoming hard in my mouth and to know that I am providing that pleasure.
Most especially though, I find as I have aged (born in 1960—I know this site does not maintain the age, and last time I adjusted it, my profile was put on approval again) I am less able to rely on erections but increasingly desirous of providing more practical service, such as housework. It is my great desire now that I have reached financial independence to retire into slavery such as a butler or a housekeeper for my Owner's household. It would be a privilege to serve with chains on my wrists and ankles each day, and to be locked down in those same chains at night, if needed for punishment, or whenever else my services were not otherwise required.
If I may confess, my need to live as a slave has now become, as close as I can describe it, to a spiritual thing that has gone beyond the sexual. Life now would be fulfilling even if I never enjoyed the pleasure of sex for myself again, if only I had someone who would own me to the degree that I know I must submit myself.
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