|
I notice there are a multitude of fetisheson this site, I honestly would like to dabble in some of them, but how can I trust anyone here if they won't so much as trouble themselves with reading mail that I've spent my valuable time and effort on?
How can any of you come close to proving that you even know what you're doing if you won't even give a girl a chance t prove herself to you as well.
Are there really that many fakes and players on this site?
You decide...if you can even get any respect from those that demand respect.
Word of advice ALL people, respect goes both ways. |
|
|
|
|
For future reference, I am a widower. My wife died on October 9th, 2015 and was buried on my birthday, October 16th, 2015. I really appreciate the constant reminders. |
|
|
|
|
It's really sad when a girl works hard to compose a nice neat carefully written introductory letter to someone. A heartfelt letter mind You, only to have it tossed aside without ever opening it op. Where are the courteous people in the world? |
|
|
|
|
Had the cops comindere all the guns I. The house to keep me from making a major mess and f the house. Blood is so hard to get out of carpet |
|
|
|
|
For those offering advice about calling a suicide hotline, please don't. I volunteered at one such place and helplessly listened to a 16 year old blow her brains out while I was helpless to stop her. I still have nightmares about it. |
|
|
|
|
Someone, anyone...give me one good reason why I shouldn't save the world anooyvof griefcandcend my miserable life? |
|
|
|
|
Okay, I get it. Nobody gives a damn if their fellowman offs themselves as long as it doesn't interrupt their perfect little would. This is what mandkind has been reduced to. |
|
|
|
|
Could someone save me from myself? I am ins desperate need of suicide prevention |
|
|
|
|
I am in desperate need of a friendly voice to talk to in order to keep from doing something exponentially stupid and permanent
And "yes" this is a cry for help |
|
|
|
|
Okay...I admit it. Various aspects of D/s and BDSM scare me. I've been hiding behind the shield of being a domestic servant because afraid of pain, scars, being cut or my skin opened up by canes, floggers, whips, and other disciplinary devices. I've also been afraid that my limits (mostly my hard limits) wouldn't be observed. My main hard limit is men. I don't like them (as most here know full well when I was here under an old profile , before I came out as a trans lesbian).
I'm afraid to do a scene because of being restrained and blindfolded and any Mistress, even those that I've known for years, would look at my vulnerability and ignore my hard limit and bring a man in to...have his way with me (hence it would be rape).
How do I get past this trust issue and take a chance? |
|
|
|
|
I've been told that I should be a Dominant because I'm too much of a challenge for Mistresses. Why? Because, I'm no idiot and too outspoken and strong-willed?
In all the years I've been in the lifestyle, I have yet to meet anyone who claims in their profile that they can tame and control any submissive? So far, none of them have risen to the challenge. I'll probably end up dying of old age before a truly strong Mistress steps up and conquer my.
(Dare I say, "put up or shut up?) |
|
|
|
|
UPDATE: Just because I'm willing to relocate and reach out to people in other states and decide that I would move NEAR them does NOT mean I want to move IN with them. I'm not that stupid or that crazy. I want my own place that "I" will pay for and maintain.
Until a collar is placed around my neck, I don't want to be indebted to anyone. When I decide to move somewhere, "I" will pay for my own moving expenses, my own place to live, I'll pay my own way.
So, don't be arrogant or self-centered in thinking I'm asking for support. Contrary to popular belief, it isn't all about You. |
|
|
|
|
Must I compromise my choices, beliefs, life and soul for others? How much of myself must I surrender to be owned? |
|
|
|
|
Why are chastity devices for men always pointing in the wrong direction? |
|
|
|
|
Just received this in my email:
From: MASTERChina6
Date: 3/17/17 7:33 PM
yeah ur a nutjob man i find u in a ladies bathroom in a store with children ur dead
Must have voted for Trump. |
|
|
|
|
It seems that, yet again, I have to make something perfectly clear to everyone out there.
I am STRICTLY a domestic servant and submissive...I am NOT a slave as I still would like to have my own limits and rights. I am NOT an idiot either. I serve in the only way I know how. I also am NOT a sexual servant. Sex holds no appeal to me, at least not in my current physical form. That THING I've been cursed with between my legs is just that...a curse. Not to get overly graphic, but there are only two times I even touch that THING is when I use the bathroom or to clean the damn thing. If I had the nerve, I'd cut the damn thing off myself.
ENOUGH SAID!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
FYI: There's not a foot, ass, or dick/dildo/strap-on, etc. in creation that will ever come close to my lips/mouth...so, don't even go there. I don't care how Dominant You are.
Oh, did I mention that 'my' ass is totally and forever off limits. |
|
|
|
|
What part of "domestic servant " is so hard to understand? I once thought I wanted more, but when I tried to compete with the younger generation. I found that I would never be accepted buy anyone. Too many sub-drops also contributed to my decision to stick to domestic servitude. Besides, there's just too many things Dominants want that I'm not willing to do. Ignoring my limits (which are vast) is a real turnoff.
Oh, there's a big reason why I'll only truly submit to a lesbian Mistress. That reason is so that there are no expectations of sex. In my pre-op form, I do not want, need or desire to have sex with anyone and watching does nothing for me either. You heard right, a biological male that hates sex. Bet You didn't see that one coming (at least outside of the Bible-thumping community. |
|
|
|
|
I wish someone would kidnap me and reprogram me via hypnosis, subliminal messages or brainwashing. I would like to completely forget Everything (except for my gender reassignment therapy). Also, I want to either taken from Georgia or completely away from America.
Unfortunately, this will never happen because nobody is brave or real enough to do it. All these years has taught me that most people on here are game players and fakes. I call em as I see em, folks. |
|
|
|
|
It seems funny to me that it's only important to Dominants to not have their time wasted, but not important for submissives having their time wasted. It's getting to where it isn't worth connecting with anyone here. Either they talk to you for a little while before they lose interest or, no matter how much you write to them, they can't be bothered to reply.
Of course, the name of this site might have changed, but the story is still the same. |
|
|
|
|
UPDATE:
If Youre looking for tribute (laughs out loud) You've come to the wrong place, I'm on low income
If You want a submissive male to suck another male's dick (I do NOT use the 'c' word for either gender) there are plenty of fish in the sex...I WILL NOT DO THAT...EVER.
If you want Your name written on any part of my anatomy, keep moving. You don't own me, not yet anyway. I reserve THAT privilege for my Mistress...whenever I get collared.
Oh, and lastly, You will NOT see me naked until You place a collar around my neck, and only then will I bare all in person...no pictures |
|
|
|
|
People that should not contact me:
If You ass hangs over your seat cushion
If You boobs hang down past Your belly or ar larger than a basketball
If Your labia could flap in the wind
If You lips are larger than Angelina Jolie's
If You have to use more makeup than the amount of paint a child uses for finger painting
If Your voice is deeper that Lou Rawls or higher than the Chipettes
If any of these things fit You, move on to the next profile because they do not impress me. |
|
|
|
|
To reiterated: if I view Your profile, it's because I'm interested in You. If I don't write You, it's because either I'm not what You're looking for.
Yes, I am currently still male, in body, but I'm on the road to gender change to become a woman/lesbian. Which means NO MEN, PERIOD!!!
That's the reason I seek only lesbian Dominants, because currently, I am not interested in sex. Never really was, at least not with men. Hell, I even hate myself because I'm male. I can't stand the XY chromosome of the species. Yes, I know they serve a purpose, but not to or for me.
Maybe someday, I'll view men as being useful. But not to me in any sexual capacity. If this upsets you, the line to the next profile is to the right. Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.
Thank you for your cooperation.
Oh, did I neglect to mention that I have no desire to watch others have sex either. I'm saving that kind of thing for after my transition is complete and I can actually participate, if allowed. No sense in torturing myself in my current physical form. That's just far too much torment for my taste. |
|
|
|
|
Who will rescue me from the dredges of the Bible Belt? Who on here is real AND serious enough to want a strictly domestic servant (one without the hangups of being anyone's sex slave)? Those are a dime a dozen and can be found under any rock or crevice You look. |
|
|
|
|
FYI: I do NOT want to see anyone's feet, their ass OR any of Your submissives dick. |
|
|
|
|
I read profiles, hope You pay the same courtesy and read all of mine as well. |
|
|
|
|
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
92% Submissive
68% Vanilla
49% Rope bunny
35% Girl/Boy
32% Slave
31% Pet
23% Primal (Prey)
21% Experimentalist
11% Non-monogamist
10% Voyeur
9% Masochist
8% Brat
5% Daddy/Mommy
5% Exhibitionist
4% Primal (Hunter)
4% Rigger
2% Ageplayer
2% Dominant
2% Degradee
2% Owner
2% Switch
1% Master/Mistress
0% Brat tamer
0% Degrader
0% Sadist |
|
|
|
|
What good is a gift of submission if none will accept it? What use is a submissive without someone to serve? What good is a life it is forever spent alone?
Can ANYONE answer these questions without ridicule, scorn or belittlement? |
|
|
|
|
I've read on many Dominants' profiles "if you're not serious, don't waste My time". Well, the same can be said to Dominants when messaging submissives and slaves. If You're not serious about owning me or aren't in America, don't waste "my" time.
Oh, while I'm at it, read my damn profile. You would expect me to do the same. If anything on my profile doesn't meet Your requirements or expectations, move along. |
|
|
|
|
Yes, I am on disability and receive death benefits from my late wife's SSI. Not that it's anybody's business, I receive a total of $806.00 a month. My disability is depression/anxiety. I am a pre-op m2f transgender lesbian (meaning that, after everything is complete, I will still not want any male touching me). If I can find a place away from Georgia, I am interested in moving. But NOT to Oklahoma. |
|
|
|
|
My limits (things I will NOT do):
NO MEN, PERIOD
No phallic oral (NO DICK OR DILDO ORAL)
NO male ejaculate licking or eating it of ANY kind
No anal
No foot worship
No anallingus
No toilet play
No cutting
No piercings
No tattoos
No breath play
No sex play of any kind (am strictly a domestic servant)
If You have to ask, the answer is probably "NO" |
|
|
|
|
If you don't want to hear the answer, don't ask the question. |
|
|
|
|
I've come to the conclusion that I don't belong anywhere. I can't figure out why. I'm a broken, undeserving, undesired and unworthy domestic servant who hasn't yet found her place in the world. |
|
|
|
|
Once again, I find that I have to clarify myself. Not sure why when some people tend to ignore what I write.
I am strictly a domestic servant, I won't have sex with You or anyone You bring around. I do NOT like feet, asses or cocks (real or imagined). I am NOT a slave, I am a submissive. Look up the difference. I will NOT watch You have sex with others, I don't like that.
If You're still ready AND can understand what I've posted then you have a lot higher intelligence than most on here, congratulations. |
|
|
|
|
Just so that I don't have any more problems with anyone else on here thinking that I'm married and playing around on my wife, she died on October 9th, 2015 and was buried on my birthday, October 16th, 2015. I miss her dearly, but can't morn forever. It's been over a year since she passed and I'm just now starting to move on.
How long should someone morn before it's acceptable to move on? |
|
|
|
|
NO FUCKING MEN NEED BOTHER ME WITH THEIR FILTHY PRESENCE. I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED...PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
FUCK MY FAMILY, THEY CAN ROT IN HELL,!!! |
|
|
|
|
I would like to explore my kidnap fantasy. |
|
|
|
|
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
98% Submissive
94% Girl/Boy
92% Rope bunny
67% Pet
66% Brat
54% Vanilla
51% Slave
50% Experimentalist
43% Ageplayer
32% Exhibitionist
22% Non-monogamist
14% Primal (Prey)
10% Voyeur
7% Masochist
6% Degradee
3% Daddy/Mommy
2% Owner
2% Rigger
2% Switch
1% Master/Mistress
0% Brat tamer
0% Degrader
0% Dominant
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Sadist |
|
|
|
|
It's funny, Mistresses come here posting for a domestic servant, and when one replies, they either ignore them, delete message unread or block them. Even when they (I) fit every criteria they list in their profile.
Obviously, they aren't serious about attaining a domestic servant. |
|
|
|
|
I've decided I wanna be a slutty lesbian bimbo nymphomaniac. Anyone want to try and make that happen? |
|
|
|
|
This place seems to have turned into one of the biggest Brothels/Whore Houses online. So many lazy assed "FinDoms" (A.K.A: online hookers) that only want your money.
Where are the REAL Mistresses? The ones that are in it for the love, caring and meaningful relationships? The ones that give as well as take? Do they even exist anymore? |
|
|
|
|
Since I have a couple of haters/stalkers out there that have nothing better to do with their lives but to follow me around the forums, I'll be making any comments I want to make right here in my journals. If I want to bitch about something, I'll do it here. If I want to make life comments, even list all the different ways I could leave this existence and why, I'll say it here. If I want to post something positive...or negative, I'll do that here.
If anyone wants to respond to what I've posted, feel free to tell me directly.
Those haters/stalkers have been blocked and reported. So I won't have to listen to their bullying anymore. |
|
|
|
|
Aren't there any lesbian Mistresses that approve of trans-lesbians? I feel like I'm being shunned out and wonder how many submissives like me are getting the cold shoulder where the LGBTQA+ community is concerned. Not a very warm welcome to society around here. Makes me wonder if it will be worth all the pain and suffering to reach my goal.
Are trans-lesbians like lepers? Someone to avoid at all costs? |
|
|
|
|
To clarify, yet again: I am seeking only lesbian Mistresses. Nobody else will do. |
|
|
|
|
FinDoms are fake-assed people that exploit others for money because they can't get a real job and are too ashamed to face what they really are: prostitutes, hookers, whores.
"A rose by any other name, is still a rose"
If it looks like shit and smells like shit, calling it a rose won't change what it really is...shit! |
|
|
|
|
I've come to realize that I'm just too much of a challenge to most Mistresses, on this site. I have to laugh and wonder if there's even on real Mistress on this site. If one submissive to remain unclaimed after all these years, I sincerely have my doubts.
Seriously, isn't there just one real Mistress here who can possibly tame one lone submissive? |
|
|
|
|
Quick clarification: please take note of the following deive definitions of me.
1. I am a domestic submissive. This means I am not here to be someone's sex toy, there are a plethora of such all these over the site, not to mention on the web. It also means that I am a submissive, not a slave. There is a difference, look it up.
2. I will tend Your house, Your yard, run Your errands, prepare Your meals, run You bath, do Your laundry, and be of service if You become illl I will not do these things either fully or partially undressed. Not in my job deion.
3. I will only serve Women and only in a domestic capacity. Same goes for Your guests. That will be the only time I will have any dealings with the weaker sex (meaning men, people).
4. I have my pride and my preferences. If these things are not acceptable to You as a Dominant, then we are not suited for each other. No hard feelings, have a nice day and move on to the next profile. |
|
|
|
|
I have returned tentatively, pending any further stalking issues. Will no longer post on the message boards as the troublemakers tend to hide there, waiting to pounce at the first post I might make. |
|
|
|
|
|
