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I am a man who seeks a cruel sadistic (but at least partially sane) Master or Mistress who has an overwhelming desire to train and develop a man to become the most submissive, dehumanized, ified, subhuman pain and abuse slave possible. A dominant Master or Mistress who longs with the most ardent desire, to make a man a trembling fearful naked slave who kneels groveling and begging for mercy at your feet, fearing your power and cruelty, and the excruciatingly painful lash of your whips and floggers and other instruments of pain and terror. A Master or Mistress who "lives for" the opportunity to unleash your sick perverted desires and fantasies upon a man, who you will dominate into becoming a slave, where his only purpose in life becomes sating and fulfilling your sadistic needs and desires and giving you the exquisite pleasures and enjoyment that you deserve. I hate and fear pain, humiliation, and degradation, however, I have a deep dark psychological need to be a slave where they are forced (thru domination) upon me. My feelings withstanding, I believe that my Master or Mistress decides how much of these things I deserve and how much I can stand, not me. I have no respect for Dominants who let their slaves "top from the bottom". I have had some experience in a couple of long term relationships. I seek part time slavery at first, maybe more later. Full time is a possibility with the right person. However, I would still need some part time at the very beginning. If you live at a distance from me, then i would need to visit a few times before making any commitments. I have a few limits, concerned mostly with my health and safety and to prevent permanent injury and with my privacy. I would be able to relocate, not so far in the future. I have a very submissive nature. Once I am a slave it is almost impossible for me to break the bond, unless the Dominant breaks our initial agreement. So I have to be very careful to bond with the right Dominant. I know that there are at lot of fakes on collarspace who will waste your time; however, I will need to talk quite awhile, before I turn myself over to a strange Dominant, whom I know nothing about. I have served in real-time in the past, but it was only after I developed an on-line relationship with the Dominant person and visited a few times. I am not a money or financial slave.

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7/26/2017 7:05:42 AM
  I see myself as a naked subhuman slave who serves a harsh sadistic Master or Mistress by suffering pain, humiliation, and degradation to sate his or her  sadist needs and desires.  I have a deep psychological need to be punished and abused.  I don't enjoy pain.  In fact, I hate it and fear it.  However, I have a deep strong need to be forced (through domination) to suffer pain for my Master's or Mistress' pleasure.

I have some had some limited experience as a pain slave where I was tortured and physically abused as the purpose of my slavery.   I would say that my ability to suffer pain at this point in my development as a slave is not extreme.  However, I would expect to be trained and developed to suffer much more than I can now.  A sadistic Master should push and expand the limits of his slave, no matter how much his slave wishes to stay at a lower level.

All slaves have limits, but I believe that it is the Master or Mistress who decides when I have reached my limits of pain and suffering, not me.   It is his or her right to train me to suffer more and more pain over time.   I would hope he or she would start me on the easier side and then slowly develop and train me over time for much more.

10/27/2016 6:52:04 AM
I have recurring fantasies about being kept captive in a real dungeon for long periods of time by a sadist Dominant: sometimes Master, sometime Mistress.  I am kept completely helpless and naked in a dungeon cell, very small with stone walls and floor.  The cold stone is especially uncomfortable on my naked flesh.  The cell is so small that I cannot stand full up or stretch completely out.  The only thing in it is a bucket.   I am kept completely naked and kept in total darkness, except when my owner takes me out of the cell to torture, inflict cbt, and abuse me, or to feed and water me. 

Everything about my captivity is designed to give only pain and discomfort and to deny pleasure and enjoyment of any kind.  My food is rancid and disgusting, so that I can barely eat it.  I am not allowed to masturbate, under threat of  punishment of the most harsh kind on the offending organ. 

10/25/2016 3:27:48 PM
I have shameful fantasies about being the naked slave or captive of a sadistic Dominant who totally and completely dominates me and forces me to live an existence filled with pain, suffering, humiliation, and degradation.   I say shameful, because I find it humiliating just to admit that I have these types of fantasies and desires.  Also, scary and fearful, because I am fairly new and do not have a great amount of experience and even the thought of being such a slave scares me terribly!  Plus,  I am cowardly and am very afraid of too much pain and suffering and too great a humiliation and degradation.   However, I am drawn to it, like a moth to the flame.  I have a deep, dark, very strong psychological need to be such a slave.

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darellasmith
 
 Age: 32
 Texas, Texas