3/23/2018 7:54:32 PM: Some Doms ask me why I already didn't submit to anyone through blackmail. The answer is that I don't believe in rushing into something like that, particularly when I am new and gaining a better understanding of this. And I know once I start, with this kind of submission, it is hard to go back. I have started with some less intense experiences.  I am gradually moving towards being able to do this. I plan to submit to a Dom more fully and including blackmail this summer, but it is not a deadline I have set for myself, more like a plan that I have.