10/13/2017 9:40:13 AM: Hey a question for you older men. I've been asked on a date by these two guys both over 70 and they've both been incarcerated in Ontario. They've been out for like 10 years and we met on line. I've been sending them sexy photos of myself and they love the little thongs and crop tops I wear and they send me messages telling me how hot I am and they can't wait to tie me up, fuck me and stick their cocks in my mouth. Does anyone think it's safe to go with these guys, especially both at the same time? Advice please?thanks!

10/7/2017 12:03:01 PM: This is an answer I gave to an email I got recently;Wow! So many questions! Well first of all as I probably said before I get urges that I can't control so I give into them for sure. I mostly wait till Eds away for the day or away fishing which is his favourite thing cause when he's around I dress in my little strings and crop tops all the time and he or one of his buddies is always grabbing me or spanking me like if I'm standing in a doorway I know one of them will walk up behind me and slap my ass as they're walking by and maybe touch me between my legs or touch my titties. My crop tops are SHORT!!But when I go out I make sure everything is shaved total smooth, moisturizerall over  then pick a little string and crop top or bikini top and then I look at myself in the full length mirror for a while and kind of shame myself and try to stop myself from going at all but it never works. The urge to be groped by creeps is tooooo strong. It’s my addiction and I’ve been doing since I was like 13 after years of being molested by my step grandpa who tried his best to transform me into a slutty little girl.  So anyways I get my tiny purse, put on some perfume, put on some little shorts that are short but not enough to get arrested and a t shirt and head down to the park which is a 15 min walk. When I get there I try to go into the park unseen cause I need to stash the clothes in the bushes and make it look like I somehow came to the park dressed in nothing but a crop top and thong. (If you’ve seen my thongs you know they’re just a string with no front so everything shows) Then I just start walking around like a little slut hoping some freaks pick up my scent and they do quite a bit. It's scary too cause I stash my cover up clothes so I feel vulnerable and I don't want to run into that weird security guy that comes thru sometimes. I’m not sure he’s really a security guard but the last 2 times I ran into him he threatened to take me to the cops if I didn’t have sex with him so both times he pulled me by the arm into the bushes and violated me which was horrible as he has rotten teeth and deep kisses me ramming his tongue into my mouth and his cock is gross and smells of old cum. He also made me put my hands up leaning on a tree and spanks my ass soooo hard that other men can hear it and hear me whimpering so they come near and peak through the bushes and watch him spanking me. While he’s spanking me he plays with and pulls so hard on my little g string that I think he’s going to rip it right off!! I’m sure the old men watching must love seeing that! This all happened both times I ran into the security officer and of course I run into those men later after he’s done with me. (which is hot!) BTW thank god the actual cops never come here!! Anyways, my favourite thing is being followed and pretending I don't know I'm being followed. I walk sooooo sexy for them like a little girl while they stalk me drooling. Incredibly hot. I love it when they ask my name and I say 'I'm Barbie' They think I'm crazy I think.  I also love it when they ask why I'm walking around like that and tell me I look like a whore walking through the woods touching myself and playing with my little string like a stripper.  What do I want them to do? Really I want them to be rough with me, punish me, and verbally and sexually abuse me. That's what it's all about for me. Dressing and acting like I do just invites this to happen. When men ask me what I like I tell them that I want to be punished and they can do or make me do anything that pleases them. I'll touch myself and play with my g string in front of them while saying 'you can hurt me if that's what turns you on, I deserve whatever I get walking around like this. Do you think I look slutty?' They always are like 'ya you look real slutty bitch!'That's how to talk to the men I meet in the park. And with luck they'll take me home or to their camper or just have sex with me right there in the park. At first I’m always like whimpering like “no... no please no...” at first which always makes the perverted old men snicker and tell me I’m asking for it the way I’m dressed. I actually will start wandering around right away when a man is done with me especially if I have red spanking marks on my ass or I'm covered with oil or anything else that makes it look like I was just having sex with some perv. That way when I run into another creep he's going to notice my freshly red ass and cause he's a creep he'll want to hear all about it and I'll tell him everything. That's what I do...I do masterbate a lot. Probably 2 or 3 times a day. I love it!Ed and I met in a bar near where we live. He invited me home and I'm still there. His little house girl. Love and wet kisses. Barbie

7/22/2017 11:19:00 AM: Ok so here's the latest. last Sunday I hooked up with older guy that works on a construction site at a development out of town. I actually got introduced to him by one of the weird guys I do housework for. He said he would pay me $200 to do a fantasy thing with me! I guess agreeing instantly makes me a whore but it seems the same as housecleaning to me I guess. Anyway, I asked him what I should wear and sent him some pics and he chose my little black string I'm wearing in my profile pic here. What he wanted me to do wasn't the weirdest thing I've done but it was pretty scary. He drove me out to that construction site which was empty of course and as it turns out he was the driver of one of those digger things that has the big bucket on the front. First he had me wander around the site in my little string while he watched and then he started following me. I wiggled my little ass over to his machine and started leaning against it as if I was turned on by it, stroking it with my hands and rubbing my body against it sooo sluttily. I had to tell him how sexy it was and how I loved feeling the metal against my skin. He came over and was groping me and then he put a cloth over my mouth and nose pretending to cholorophorm me and I went along with it struggling for a long time and then passing out in his arms. Then he picked me up all 4'11' of me and laid me down in the diggers bucket which was pretty dirty and I laid there groaning helplessly While he stood over me saying some very nasty things about me And what I was wearing. Then he climbed up on it and started it and lifted up the bucket and turned it towards him which was really scary and was yelling at me calling me a slut and a whore and worse. He made it go up and down a bunch of times and then started to drive it all across the site which bounced me around a lot. Pretty sure this old man has control issues. He controlled my body completely. He stopped at the office trailer and put the bucket on the ground then scooped me up in his arms and took me into the trailer. ill update this shortly.

6/3/2017 11:21:24 AM: Ok so I went to this park yesterday near where I live and laid down on my tummy in this little clearing as if to suntan even though it was cloudy out. I was wearing my tiniest white gstring which is just a string at the front and back so everything shows front and back and there's a sexy little frilly bow at the front. So cute I think👙Also was wearing a super tight incredibly short white crop top that I couldn't even pull down to cover my nipples, in other words I looked like I was asking for whatever I got. It wasn't long before this greasy looking old man started circling around the edge of the woods checking me out and then finally after 20 min of creeping on me he came over and asked me what I was doing. I told him I was just lying there lonely and hoping for the sun to come out. He started telling me he liked my outfit and my ass etc. He said he had hia van nearby and asked if I wanted to hook up and was like 'that sounds hot'. Anyway I stood up and he saw my string covered nothing in the front and was like 'fucking little whore eh?'  Anyway I grabbed my little pink booty shorts but didn't put them on and we walked thru the woods to where he was parked and on the way we saw a few other guys who were like asking me to get with them in the bushes and I just licked my lips and blew them a kiss and wiggled my near naked ass as we walked by. So hot!! Now to the point of this rant! We finally got to his van and it was this long beat up camper van thing and now he was in a hurry to get me inside. I thought it was cause he was talking dirty to me the whole way there and was horny as fuck or he didn't want anyone to see me getting into the van dressed like that. He opened the two side doors then spanked me hard on the ass and said get in there bitch! I said yes mister and when I got in there I was on a mattress but behind the mattress there was another man! He was in a wheelchair that was strapped in and he was really really old like late 80s or older! He had no teeth and was wearing jeans and a jean jacket. There I was on all fours on the matress and this guy was just staring at me. The other guy climbed in and shut the doors and was also staring at me creepily. He told me to stand up and when I did he started groping me right away while the guy in the chair watched. He spanked me in front of him for so long and fondled me and kept asking the guy if he liked that and the guy was just grinning and grunting. He put me on the mattress on all fours with my ass pointed at the oldest man and he spread my cheeks apart so he could see everything! Then he spat on my pussy and started fingering me and that's when the wheelchair guy started making some noise. Boy did I ever feel like a piece of meat! Then he leaned over and started licking my pussy which felt amazing and gross at the same time. After that we turned sideways to the guy and he unzipped his jeans and pulled out his big very veiny cock and slid it between my lips 👄 and fucked my mouth for at least 15 long minutes. I kept glancing over at the guy in the wheelchair and he was groaning as his friend never stopped calling me a whore and a slut and making fun of my outfit. It sounded like he was gonna blow but then he pulled out all of a sudden. He went to his friend and removed the tray that was on his wheelchair and told me to get up. He said c'mere and I went to the guy in the chair. He reached out and pulled on the front of my little string and snickered. He started touching me with shaky bony fingers. He grabbed my little clit really hard and was pulling on it and I was like 'Ow! That hurts!' Then he grabbed my string and pulled me closer and said he liked my tits. I tried in vain to pull my little crop top down and they both laughed as it was as I said before waaay too short to pull down. The other guy was said 'I guess ya cut er a little too short eh?' Anyway I ended up on his lap facing him as he licked and sucked on my tits telling me he wished he could fuck me and I felt bad for him and was like 'please fuck me please??' Then I turned around sitting on his lap (remember how little I am) so that my legs were spread apart and he had his hand underneath my ass fondeling my pussy. Then the weirdest part, he wanted to lick my pussy and I was like I think it's probably time for me to get going and the other guy came and said lean forward and put your fucking knees up on th armrests of the chair and I'll hold you up. I was like 'what?' He practically lifted me up and I put my knees on the chair and now my ass was spread eagle right in the old guys face! At first he touched my pussy and pulled my little string out and snapped it back again like 10 times and I'm like 'youre enjoying this aren't you?'and he just snickered, but soon I felt the end of his gross tongue touching me. I was hanging on to his friends arms so I wouldn't fall and at this point I started asking if I could leave and he was like 'I don't think so whore' and the guy was licking and slurping horribly and his drool was starting to drip,I could feel it. Finally after a long time he tire out but then pushed his finger inside me and slowly was in and out and I couldn't help groaning and both of them were calling me names at this point and I was still saying please let me go...then finally the other guy got tired holding me and pulled me off the chair and I felt his finger exit my wet hole. The guy in the chair spanked my bottom a few times then old me to kiss him.  THAT WAS GROSS!!  He'd just been licking my ass and was so wet and gross with no teeth and he was sticking his tongue deep into my mouth our tongues mashed up and it was gross. Little did I know the guy behind me was staring at my ass and jacking off then walked over and ejaculated all over my ass cheeks. As SOON as that happened he just kicked me out of the van, started it up and took off leaving me standing there like that with nothing to clean the cum off my ass. I then found myself feeling strangely turned on so without putting my shorts on i wandered back through the woods still near naked with cum all over me. I can't type any more now but remember those guys I ran into on the way to the van? Well I ran into one of them and he freaked out when he saw I still had the mans cum on me and what I was wearing and he wanted me to tell him everythin...

2/25/2017 11:37:53 AM: Hi! Looks like I'm getting closer to my goal of having implants done. I've been saving my housecleaning money for a couple years and soon I'll have enough. My BF is still into it. He's 72 now and he and his buddies talk dirty about it a lot which is hot! Also can't wait to cruise the park in one of my little thongs and super short tops (basically topless) and have some old pervs see me standing there with my boy parts showing and my sexy titties! I'll be such a tease too OMG! I just know they're gonna be all over me!kisses. Riki