too much thinking always gets in the way of bliss. Especially Daddy's. And im all about giving Daddy bliss.

ideally, once I've been selected by the right owner, and surrendered completely, He should be doing all the hard thinking for both of U/us.

Then it's "forever yes and free of stress"

❤

a fresh bdsm test for you:

== Results from bdsmtest.org == 

100% Exhibitionist 

100% Submissive 

100% Girl 

91% Degradee 

88% Experimentalist 

84% Ageplayer 

84% Rope bunny 

82% Primal (Prey) 

80% Slave 

69% Brat 

65% Masochist 

58% Voyeur 

42% Vanilla 

37% Pet 

36% Non-monogamist 

0% Switch 

http://bdsmtest.org/r/PyvQrePt

is the journal now back? omG yay.... !!! lolz   ❤

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a good slave is chosen, taken, broken and remade to her owner's perfection... consumed until she accepts her place, sternly disciplined until her owner has taken her body mind and soul to be his. 

"Choice" is only her illusion. Sure, she may be coy, demure, even a little "hard to get" (not on purpose!) but her ultimate owner knows these things and does not relent until he has her. It is HIS choice finally.

she opens herself as a duty and gives him her "keys" so he can climb inside her and truly conquer her everything... so much so she can never be on her own again ~ for he has changed and remade her. Nor would she want to!

she is blissfully blessed to be his beautiful object of pleasure and service. Feeling him constantly pushing deeper and deeper inside her mind dictating her every thought and action... until she is reanimated in his vision. 

She has become now no more than a reflection of his desire...

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"... seeking an older owner above 40, authorative, dominant, yet kind and caring, controlling, strictly a top only, single, has his own home and needs someone special to take care of his home and of him and his needs. i like large men, love bears! well endowed a plus.

Bottom ONLY and tend to get along better with Top men only (sorry i am not versatile at all, so not into men who are versatile lookin for TOP men only!..."

what's in the stars...  ❤

* In ancient Greek philosophy the concept of necessity, Ananke, and the planet Saturn (Kronos) were closely related. Astrological philosopher Robert Schmidt has often suggested that within the Greek conceptualization of fate there were several different "kinds" of fate. With Ananke, or necessity, there were two notions in particular. On the one hand you have events that are in some way fated or "bound" to occur. These are events over which we have no control. On the other hand there are events that occur due to ignorance. These are events that could perhaps be averted or changed with knowledge, enlightenment, or insight. Keeping these two notions in mind, let's look again at the square between Venus and Saturn.

* Venus and Saturn may point toward destined events in relationships, negotiations, and partnerships. Events over which we have no control, events that are in some way "bound" to occur. They are out of our hands. And yet....what kind of universe do we live in, and what kinds of divine presence surrounds us, that we might see, know, and in some way anticipate or "know" that which is inevitable? Half the time what scares us so much about the future is either that it is unknown or that it is in some way inevitable, or outside of our control. But with astrology we are given this incredible gift. We can both know the fingerprints of the events that are bound to occur, and we can have knowledge of the inevitable both before, during, and after the inevitable occurs. This kind of knowledge changes our consciousness and ironically lifts the veil of ignorance, which in turn actually liberates consciousness from many things that ARE within our power to control or change about the future. But this kind of knowledge and this kind of change in consciousness isn't available to us unless we bless our anxieties about the future. A hyper defensive philosophy about "presence," isn't fully present, in other words. To be fully present as beings living with an experience of time, astrology suggests to us that we learn to see and know the future, including its inevitability, which in some sense is the ultimate "symbol" of our death, perhaps the only inevitability we all share! Let's try to keep this in mind as we watch certain destined events in relationships unfold before us in the weeks to come.

* Venus and Saturn may also point toward ignorance in relationships. Taking Saturn as a symbol for ignorance, rather than fate, we might say that this is a month where we may lift the veil of ignorance in our relationships, in the way we relate to others generally. How much pain and suffering in our lives is due to unconscious patterns, ignorant patterns, or patterns of everyday forgetting that are present in how we get along with those we love? Venus and Saturn together are both the consequences of our ignorance in love, friendships, relationships, diplomacy, and allegiances, but it's also the learning, enlightenment, and maturing that we might do together in order to foster long-lasting bonds, bonds that are ready to take a step forward, relationships that are ready to develop beyond the limitations of our ignorance.

* Venus and Saturn is also the need to eliminate, reject, sever, or abandon relationships that aren't working any longer. In some sense these kinds of events might be both destined and in some ways related to a process of maturation and learning. After all, according to Schmidt, the ancient Greeks saw the above concepts of fate freely mingling with one another all the time. Is it much different today?!

Saw this somewhere and i just thought YES, that's me...

(with a little reordering and adds, lolz)

Need. Base, primal, whimpering and begging.
to be taken, and force-taught to serve my owner
to be abducted, kidnapped...
grabbed by the hair and force collared
surrender and feel him invade my brain and reorder it

i need to be used, rented out, made to please

The need to be transformed, to be trained,
to suffer to bloom, to cry out in ecstasy
to be transformed into his giggly, pretty mindless stepford plaything maybe
and to be hypontized to go even deeper for him
to be his property.

The need to worship, adore and sacrifice...
to clean and lick and suck and make him cum...
to care for his needs and passions and desires
to be trained to clean and cook and be his model companion
to accept anything he wants:
to become what he wants,
how he wants.

i need to fall in love...
but not only that goofy, romantic-comedy kind of love.
but an intensity bordering on obsession,
darkness and his constantly hard cock.
i need to suck until there seems to be nothing in the world but his cock.
to inspire sexual insatiability, to be used
to be overwhelmed, consumed
used for pleasure
to be beneath him...
to serve his desires
to be broken and remade for him:
to become his desires only.
to become his desires so far that i cease to exist.
i need to worship his cock and keep him hard
i will do whatever he chooses to keep him hard
wherever, whenever, however and with whomever he likes

i need...

to be taken in hand, broken, taught and trained,
owned completely:

forever...

Or maybe just for the weekend to start... lolz

❤

cause when i see her
i only wanna be her
stockings and lace and cum
and milk dripping from my tits
sucking cock brings me fits
creamy shiny lipstick on my lips
pantyhose pulled tight up over my hips
i want to dance for you and entrance you
wear my sheer lace robes and stripper shoes
not having a man to tease 'n please gives me the blues
what's my purpose? to be just pleasure for you
to be a pretty mindless treasure for you
So, hurry, please cum trap and capture and develop me
i'm ready to become your perfected property!

❤

Are you the one?

Are you the One that will posses my mind?
Are you the One that will beat my behind

Are you the One to have me kneel at your feet?
Are you the One, i can keep your place neat?

Are you the One to own my body and my soul?
Are you the One who will make my life whole?

Are you the One i have searched for, for years?
Are you the One who i can trust with my fears?

Are you the one who will elicit my smiles?
Are you the One? i will see in your eyes.

💋

❤

The Keys to a Successful Daddy DOM/Little Girl Relationship will clarify and answer most people’s questions about the successful special connection and wonderful lifestyle offered by the Daddy DOM - Little Girl Relationship.

A Daddy DOM is or should be an enlightened DOM. In almost every way, a Daddy DOM is more important to the life and happiness of his girl than the traditional Dominant or Master and their submissive. He interacts with her in the subcategory of “Daddy” within the lifestyle of Dominance and submission (D/s). In this specific DOM/sub subcategory the male dominant is called “Daddy”, and the female submissive (sub) is called “girl”, “little girl”, or “babygirl”, etc. To be crystal clear, in no way does a Daddy DOM or his Little Girl support roleplay incest or encourage pedophilia as part of the Daddy DOM lifestyle. Most Daddy DOMs and their girls prefer to avoid the term “daughter”, which implies incest. Daddy DOMs and their girls have no interest in endorsing this concept in anyway. While in some cases, DOMs and some subs may have been victims of family violence, incest, or other abuse. Daddy DOMs and their girls are represented in these categories at similar demographic levels to the general population. The following is a brief tutorial review of the fundamental characteristics, features, behaviors and responsibilities in the shared Daddy DOM - Little Girl lifestyle.


01. Unconditional Love & Support

As her Daddy, Coach, DOM, Mentor, and number one fan, in many cases, the Daddy Dom usually believes in his Little Girl is more than she herself does, and often uses the wisdom of his age to see her not only for who she is, but also for who she can become. A DOM Daddy’s unconditional acceptance and energy surges when he is in contact with his little girl as does here with him. He expresses his pride in her and praises her for both for what she accomplishes, as well as those things she attempts, and for who she is inside and out as a person, as well as a submissive. He respects and accepts her for who she is and who she aspires to be — supporting her character development, helping her to value substance over superficiality. Because of his experience and concern, he observes and recognizes her faults without judging or criticizing her.

02. Primary Protector

The Daddy Dom serves as the primary protector of his Llttle Girl from both psychological and sociological stress, as well as physical or economic threats. Whether these fears are based on perceived or real dangers, or on potential or actual negative people, he takes her concern seriously. In many cases his Little Girl simply needs to feel safe and snuggle in her Daddy’s embrace, and feel his nurturing and support. As her Daddy’s he is her primary protector and he provides safe harbor for her day-to-day life issues, as well as her dreams and fantasy life.


03. Emotional Sanctuary

As her emotional sanctuary and ultimate confidant, she is able to go deeper and open her soul to herself and to him in ways she may never have been able to before with friends or family or in other past relationships. Independent of other friends and relationships, her Daddy is her ultimate confidant. There is nothing forbidden or taboo when she speaks with him there is absolute trust and knowledge that he will keep that trust and confidentiality. Knowing that he will never use this knowledge against her or throw it in her face to contol or manipulate her she never feels the need to withhold the truth from him. She is free to call him 24X7, anytime day or night, to reach out when she needs his support and comfort.


04. Mentor and Teacher

As her mentor and teacher, he demonstrates by example and by explicit verbal communications priorities and perspectives that help her better understand and learn form her past and current life experiences. The informed Daddy DOM is able show his Little Girl new insights, new ways of seeing her options, He is able to nurture her in ways she has never been nurtured, and to be there for her in ways she has never shared or experienced before. He and she know they are especially blessed when they achieve shared joy and happiness when she sees herself and her abilities through his eyes and is motivated in new ways that both inspire her and take her to new levels of self-confidence.


05. Discipline. 

As is true with any DOM/sub relationship, there will be time when the submissive acts out her fears or behaves in ways that she knows are not in her interests and may even be self-sabotaging. She anticipates some form of discipline to bring things back into perspective and learn how to avoid repeating negative behaviors. Daddy DOMs prefer to support and encourage their Little Girls and when possible to avoid the occasional need to impose discipline. In addition to teaching values and demonstrating tough love it is important for the Girl to learn that bad habits like emotional manipulation or not speaking her truth are toxic. The respect for her Daddy DOM is critical to the integrity of the relationship and discipline for these kinds of actions is a necessary part of the growth of a quality relationship. Knowing that there will be consequences provides a form of stability a girl needs. Wise Daddies will not be excessively strict and will generate a punishment that fair and appropriate. They understand that discipline is a form of teaching and avoid the trap SM (sadomasocistic) punishment that can be out of line and inappropriate. Learning to be disciplined is the lesson of the discipline.


06. Tantric Sexuality

The enlightened Daddy DOM intentionally helps to reposition his Little Girl’s understanding of the nature and meaning of sexuality and the practice of submissive sensuality. Through an informed awareness of the chakras and a daily tantric meditation practice Daddy DOM/Girl sub couples are able to achieve and maintain their own ecstatic subspace. An alluring and magnetic aspect of the Daddy DOM/Girl submissive dynamic is her presentation as an innocent or even a “virgin.” A very powerful and touching important dynamic is the act of the DOM symbolically deflowering his Girl on an ongoing basis. The thrill of giving her sexual virginity to her Daddy DOM is very empowering and tender at the same time. Similarly exposing her to new mental concepts and/or cultural worldviews is a form of moving her from a state of innocence to maturity. As her Guide and Advisor he supports his Girl in being able to live a more balanced life. Daddy DOMs are there to give advise, answer her questions, help her keep calm, reduce her fears, increase her sense of security, and keep her grounded.


07. The Rock. 

When the Little Girl’s life experiences are especially challenging and she may be moving through the dark times, her Daddy DOMS is reliable and there for her and able to draw on years of experience to offer advise that is dependable and solid as a rock. For many Little Girls ther has never been some one consistent, steady and receptive available for their moments of doubt and fear. Sometimes physical exhaustion and/or emotional depression can sweep into her life and having access to her Daddy becomes a loving light at the end of the tunnel. He is able to help her face her fears, deal with the challenges and help her find her way back into a place of personal alignment and inner peace.


08. The Art of Living

Learning about how to be her authentic self by living in the “now” and how to maintain a higher quality of life is one of the most important keys to a successful Daddy DOM/Little Girl relationship. Learning that the journey is as important as the destination, and being mindful of the words she uses and actions she takes are valuable lessons learned from her Daddy DOM interaction. Regardless of her age, professional accomplishments and/or financial status Daddy’s Girl is looking for and needs something only an enlightened Daddy DOM can provide. It is an essential element — like air, water, food, shelter — the non judgmental unconditional love and protection provided her Daddy is a primordial need that nurtures her soul and frees her spirit to soar.


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my first adult lover was a very tall and virile man, balding, a professor in my college, who i just kept seeing everywhere ~ he would smile at me, and it completely disarmed me... he made me blush. Not because he was extra hot ~ he was a bear of a man (just like i love my men!) avuncular, a REAL Daddy.

He was arresting, persistent, friendly ~ he wanted me. And he wanted to keep crossing my path and flirting with me. He made me want him ~ to surrender my body to his hungry glance. i became a little obsessed with being seen... compelled to flirt back with him... feeling like i wanted to make myself extra sexy and find excuses to walk by his office ~ to be cornered...

And one day, i saw his office door open a little, fixed my lipgloss and hiked up my mini a little (smoothing my stockings) and delayed just a little outside his door, reading a bulletin board and blushing wildly. i heard a loud "hi", he came out to speak with me and got my number. And i gave him (he took) a LOT more that first night we went inside and he closed the door...

❤

i am really deeply attracted to caring and attentive, but forceful Daddy Master's. Someone to surrender to, someone to manage me, and push and help guide me and see everything through to polish my diamond into his beautiful object...  ❤

i love to feel compelled, forced, drawn ~ seduced and taken. i really think i am just here presenting myself to be chosen! and i love the feeling of slowly but surely slipping, surrendering, and finally being devoured by a burning compulsion to be pleasing to You! ❤

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i love older, rugged, burly, rough, tall, virile, bearish men ~ beasts! to my beauty... but a handsome man is always welcome too ~ ?

So, if you have a few extra here and there, and a nice cock, and you're a little older... please! don't be shy ~ make your move, write me... and pls do send your picture ~ ?

❤

Looking for a dominant man, not a switch ~ someone who knows what he wants and takes control and moves and goes and gets it...

The choice, beyond a simple exposure, past my initial response to your messages here, after we feel that heat and click, is up to You, Who chooses to pursue and acquire me... break, train and collar me as your property.

That is what i am presenting myself for... if you are serious, and want to take me... the final decision would ultimately be yours. i cherish that surrender.

i will not likely make the first move ~ but if i look at your profile, and "favorite" or "friend" you, that's a definite "flirt" lolz

❤

Borrowed... a story.

The other day while I was home alone, I became very horny and decided to give my self a quick rub to feel some pleasure before Master came home and used me in the way he usually does most night.

I began to run with thoughts of that first night when he collared me and used me in so many ways. Skilled with a bigger than average cock. Somehow I got lost in my pleasure and didn't hear the bathroom door open. There standing with a scowl on his face, was Master. "What the hell are you doing??" I tried to explain how horny I was,yet my answer didn't seem to register. "You have disobeyed me like the horny slut you are"

One of his rules is I'm not allowed to touch my self in a pleasurable way unless he is present or gives permission. 

Before I could say another word, I heard…"Strip."

"Yes, Master," I replied, trying to show him my eagerness to submit.

"Strip and hand me each piece of clothing. 

I quickly removed my dress, bra and panties. When I was finished, standing naked before him, he reached into a drawer and produced a black, silk blindfold.

I turned around and he put the blindfold over my eyes. "Go up to the bedroom," he ordered.

I walked forward tentatively, trying not to trip or crash into anything. Master gave me a big shove, and I slammed into the wall.

"I don't have all fucking night," he whispered into my air.

"I'm sorry, Master," I told him and continued to walk forward, this time quicker so as not to anger him anymore. My ankle caught onto the leg of a table, and I crashed to the ground. I positioned myself on my hands and knees to get back up, but I felt my Master's foot on my back, pushing me down to the floor. "I want you to crawl upstairs, you clumsy disrespectful whore."

"Yes, Master."

Eventually I made it to the bedroom, Master following me all the way there. He ordered me to lie on the bed, with my legs spread like the slut I am. I obeyed. I heard him rifling around in his night table drawers until I heard the clanking sounds of what had to be handcuffs. Indeed, he grabbed my wrist and clamped a cold, metal handcuff around it, as tight as it would go around my tiny wrists. He attached the other part of the cuff to the bedpost, and then did the same for my other wrist. Then I felt the rubbery taste of a ball gag in my mouth. Master fastened it around my head so tight that I was almost choking. I heard his footsteps leave the room and I was left to lie there in fear and anticipation at what he was planning.

It seemed like he was gone for hours. My scared feelings gave way to tired ones. I tried and tried to stay awake, but I kept zoning in and out. A loud, sharp SMACK jolted me awake. 

Again I heard another SMACK. I recognized the sound of Master's favorite paddle against the door frame. I heard him walk over to me. "on your belly". I obeyed him.  I felt the cool leather of the paddle tickle against my bottom and I immediately began to feel horny, and my fear about my punishment turned to desire. Before I could think anymore, I heard a loud SWISH in the air, and the paddle came down hard and fast on my ass. I tried to cry out, but the ball gag muffled me.

A violent hand snatched the blindfold away, and I could now see Master hovering over me, a wild, violent look in his eye.

"So, my slave, have I not told you time and time again that you are my slave? You are not allowed pleasure without my permission. Did I not tell you this?"

"Yes, Master, you have," I tried to say, trickles of saliva escaping my lips, and dribbling down my chin.

"But you continue to disobey me, like the slut you are. That is unacceptable. You will have to be punished." He held up his paddle, big and leathery, with holes in it to make it less wind-resistant, so he could cause me more pain. The holes were arranged in such a way to spell "SUB", so whenever he paddled me, "SUB" was spelled out across my body. With his hardest paddlings, the letters didn't go away for days.

"Turn over"  A devilish smile crept across Master's face as he crawled on top of me and straddled me. I could feel him growing hard through his slacks. For once I was glad the gag was in place because it covered my ravenous moans. I could feel myself start to get wet. Master raised the paddle above his head and brought it down swift and fast over my left tit. SMACK! A stifled scream escaped me. SMACK! SMACK SMACK! He paddled my tits over and over. Tears of pain came to face, my screams kept trying to break free from the gag. With a strong grip, Master grabbed the ball gag and yanked it out of my mouth, the leather snapping. Instantly my screams sounded throughout the room.

"Oh my slave, the sounds of your screams makes me so hard," he told me, rubbing his groin up and down my body, so I could feel his ever-hardening cock. He raised the paddle again and continued to go to town on my chest. I looked down and could see "SUB" written every which way across my tits. Small bruises were also starting to form. I was getting numb from the pain. After what seemed like an eternity, Master finally relented.

My rapid breathing finally slowed a bit. The punishment was over. As customary after punishments, I was to thank Master for setting me straight.

"Thank you, Master - ."

He shook his head and stroked my hair. "I think it is so sweet that you think that was your punishment. My slave, it is far from over." He hopped off me and grabbed me, flipping me onto my side.

"Now slave, how many months have I owned you?" he asked, running the freshly-warm paddle over my ass.

"Fourteen, Master."

"Correct. I have been telling you for fourteen months what is acceptable and unacceptable behaviour for you as a slave. Your whorish actions today were beyond unacceptable, so I think it be appropriate that I give you fourteen paddlings, one for each month I have been telling you your place."

"Yes, Master."

I closed my eyes and braced myself. I heard the paddle go into the air and anticipated the beating. It didn't come. I waited and waited. Finally, SMACK! The echo reverberated throughout the room, as did my cry.

"One," I whispered, knowing that I was to count every paddling or else he would start again.

Over and over. Three, four, five. I was in agony, but this is also when I got the most horny, when Master asserted his dominance over me, punishing me mercilessly for my slutty infraction of his rules. My upper thighs were now completely soaked in pleasure. Seven, eight. I wanted him, needed him to take me...

"My slave, you missed number nine," I heard Master say.

"Yes, Master."

He began again, this time harder, which I didn't think was even possible. He changed paces, sometimes going so slowly that it felt torturous, I just wanted him to finish. Sometimes he went so fast, trying to mess me up, so he'd have to start over. My ass burned, and I'm sure it was as red as a tomato. My thighs were quivering with pleasure. Finally, "Fourteen."

Master dropped the paddle on the floor and looked at me expectantly.

"Thank you for my punishment, Master."

He sat down on the bed beside me, and put his hand between my legs. "Slave, you are soaked. Now what kind of a girl gets this turned on by a paddling like that, huh?"

"A slut like me." I knew the answer he was looking for.

"That's right. A slut like you." He began stroking my moist pussy, his fingers softly caressing my clit, making me moan with desire. He sped up and I could feel an orgasm building and building. Then he stopped.

He stood up, rubbing my sore tits and ass, and began to strip. When he was naked, he rolled me onto my back again and climbed on top of me. He rammed his big wide cock inside me; it went in in an instant, I was so wet for him. As he thrusted, he began to stroke my tits, feeling all the "SUB"s displayed across them. Then his stroking became rougher and rougher, until he started smacking my tits, the sensations of pain coming back.

"You know you love it my little slave."

I did love it, and I felt like I was a sea of pleasure down there. I thrusted upward towards him, and he did it harder and harder. Our bodies made the sexiest smacking noise as we collided with each other. I was going to come any second.

"Please may I come, Master?"

"Slave, you know I need to hear you beg." He sped up his pace, going deeper and deeper.

"Please Master, will you please please let me cum? I am nothing but your slave and I live to make you happy. The only pleasure I have is when you fuck me like the horny slave animal I am. Please Master!"

"Yes, my slave, you may come."

I let out shriek after shriek of pleasure. My entire body was shaking and teeming with exquisite ecstasy. I almost passed out from the orgasmic sensations. I could feel him start to come too. He pulled out and rammed his cock into my mouth. He pumped my mouth hard. I swallowed up his cum greedily. When he finished and I cleaned him off with my tongue, he batted his semi-hard cock against my face lightly, which I now know as his sign of extreme satisfaction. With one final grab of my ass, he got up and began to dress again.

"Good night, my slave," he said as he turned out the lights, leaving me still tied to the bed, tired and spent from pleasure.

About an hour later he came back to the bed room and readied for sleep. When he got into bed he whispered "I love you", then removed the cuffs and then grabbed me by the hair, and guided me to his cock and said "suckle my love" and I did, taking him in my mouth as I drifted off to sleep happy and content.

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Daddy-Dom v. Master

Daddies are very similar to Masters but there are some striking differences. First, Daddies cherish their submissive's little side and encourage her to come out and play. Second, Daddies are strict about different things. Where a Master may be strict about procedure and protocol, Daddies are more concerned with their submissive's goals and needs. Third, a Daddy can be more playful than most Masters. Masters tend to have to be more rigid with their submissive or slaves. Of course, we aren’t saying Masters are unable to show affection or be playful. But as a Daddy, playfulness is practically a part of the job deion. It’s something you would have to do in order to keep up with your little.

NOT INTERESTED in submissives or submissive men or submissive crossdressers... sorry, but i am just NOT a dominatrix! also not into doms who like to "dress" or want to dress with me... sorries!

yes!!

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A submissive woman who needs desires and craves a Dominant man. One who needs to be taken by a Dominant man to feel complete and fulfilled. One who needs a strong, stable, happy, Dominant man to own His cherished pet, take care of his little girl and demand complete control over the submissive of beauty that He owns. One who will be eagerly overcome and totally consumed by her Dominant Daddy ~ slowly, deeply, maybe not immediately, maybe not easily at first, but who desires to slip totally into complete surrender to his complete control. One that will devote herself to her Owner and devotedly follow His guidance and direction. Pleasing Him is her ONLY goal but it ultimately is for Him to decide if she has accomplished this in whatever He asked her to do, and whatever she will be. One who is looking for a Dom that has an intellectual and emotional chemistry and kink to match and envelope and complete hers. One that offers ~ desires and needs to offer full submission to her Daddy in every way. One that is seeking a Daddy Dom that only craves for her total devotion but absorbs her body and mind and will into his simple possession. I'm serious and want a lifetime commitment leading to complete enslavement and/or possible marriage. Let's see where it leads soonest Daddy... pleaseplease?

'i do not want to be the leader, i refuse to be the leader. i want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. i want a man lying over me, always over me. His will His pleasure, His desire, His life, His work, His sexuality the touchstone, the command, the pivot.

i don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically, but as a woman, oh god, as a woman i want to be dominated. i don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I'm capable of doing, but i am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a Male at His time, His bidding'

---- Anais Nin

i read this somewhere recently, and felt it was just like me... 

"the position i seek is one that resonates from my core. there is no trauma or event or circumstance in my life that has awakened or spawned this desire. it is part of me as my essence and has always been there. it is innate, it resides deeply in my center, as one of the purest natural parts of who i am.

 i have known this from a young age and it has been driving me my entire life. always there, always prodding and gnawing at me. demanding satisfaction.

when i find the position i need, this essence will be sated and i will be whole. i know i will need to abandon all i know, in some ways, to take His training and become the best of His pleasure. all i have ever known is this want to be a Man's companion, His servant and His pleasure.

to accomplish this i will do as needed with that very core driving me, to do well and please my master in all things. nothing else will take precedence or be thought of. this is my destiny and my need. it is what has to be for me to be whole."

❤ ❥♥   And the day came
        when the risk
        to remain tight in a bud
        was more painful
        than the risk it took
        to blossom.   ❤ ❥♥

(anais nin)

❤ ❥♥  i like bondage, crops, sex, mental and emotional control, naughty nasty tasks and dares, and many other things that hurt enough to make me completely yours ~ mind and body!  ;) ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ it makes me feel amazing and fulfilled to be beautiful for (and to) You! ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ Reach into the darkest desires of your mind and express the need within which needs to be fulfilled. Your desires feed Him. His creativity, intuitiveness, sensuality, sadistic nature and ablility to turn your desires into a reality are what sets Him apart.

He will own my dreams...my secrets...my shame...my worship...my tears...my desires...my obedience...my body...my orgasm... my clit... my nipples... my pleasure.... my thoughts... my mind ... my being... ALL HIS.  ❤ ❥♥ 

❤ ❥♥ think I am DEFinitely in heat. must be the beautiful spring weather, but i  wish Daddy would just come  and claim His property; handcuff and put me in his car and take me home with Him... ❤ ❥♥

please read carefully(?!): N.ot I.nterested in M.arried M.en or any man who has or wants to wear women's clothes!  xxxxxooo!

❤ ❥♥ i feel SO much better after He has emptied my head of useless thoughts ;) ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ i don't need to be asked, i crave to be forced ~ this isn't a negotiation.

the slave is here to be consumed, she awaits her chooser ~ she eagerly places her beauty here to attract her destiny.

she comes to the site to show herself, to be chosen. it may not be her choice who is to own her, she must accept her Master as He desires her, WHEN he desires her, she must accept the changes HE desires to make in her, and to strive to empty her mind of "self" as He desires. that is her pleasure ~ knowing she is an  to be chosen, to be molded to His desire.

i won't want anything HE doesn't want. it's not up to me the size of the implants, or whether my body is pierced, branded, tattooed.

Whether he chooses to share me, or use me all for himself ~ all are HIS choice.

i am HIS property, HIS toy, HIS plaything. it is HE who will have choice of all limits ~ and this slave would expect her owner to violate the limits she suggests immediately just to teach her whose desires are important. 

Waiting for the man who understands that i need to be TAKEN, consumed, broken,  forced to my knees to  beg for Your collar, held tight by the hair and facefucked until my reason and person are no more.

i don't want to make plans to come to you, i need YOU to realize you must make plans to come take what is Yours, collar me and pull me by the leash and demand me to follow, to break me, to subdue me, to consume me, mind and body.

the breathless, empty passion of surrender ~ feeling all other thoughts leave but the desperation of knowing i am chosen and now bound to you, and you have forcibly taken and demanded what has always been yours. that i never had a choice but surrender.

that's what my brain needs ~ to surrender to subspace, a place where "i" am no more, where i sense and know nothing but HIS pleasure and desire, where I am nothing but pleasure to be consumed.

Trapped, hunted, caught and taught my true place in the universe... on my knees as His pure pleasure.  this is the dance the slave does for her chooser here ~ to excite his passion to conquer her will.

is it a dream? is it a fantasy? why can't fantasies come true? some of this slave's fantasies and desires have already come true... that's why she is here for You to choose...  ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ i was browsing profiles, and one master said he craved "A true oral slave.  One who has a deep thirst for the pleasure of her man, one who still enjoys sex (as I like to give that to a good girl), but will only ask to have me in her mouth.."  

i know that's definitely me, EVERY way... ;) i adore the feel and taste of a man on my lips and in my mouth, down my throat ~ i focus on it, and every othe thought leaves me but joy. i orgasm!

It turns me on deeply... it's my meditation, my reminder, my reward for being beautiful. Tasting it, feeling it, wearing it, feeling the release, the explosion, O-M-G!!!! it's my reason for being, a joy and pride and a beauty beyond. It thrills and fulfills me and it's one of the most special things i could ever receive! *sigh* ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ a girl needs her man ~ to be pretty for Him, to feel his touch, to be devoured by Him... she is drawn back here to find Him again... is He still thinking of her? does He still want and need her like she craves Him?? ❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥ and sometimes a girl just has to be reminded to relax and let her MAN choose her... and only resist if she knows they will never be a match! i love the feeling of knowing i am here to present myself to be chosen... to have someone choose to take all of my choices away from me except surrender!

❤ ❥♥ ... because, when all is said and done, a girl just craves her DADDY! ;)

i have been away for awhile ~ hiding in this cold cold winter! but i am back for you... where are you? cum and take me, dear master! ❤ ❥♥

i read this somewhere on a profile, and i thought ~ "oooh! this is so me!!" so, with a few changes here and there... this is me!! but, what would You add, Daddy?? tell me! after all, making you happy is my favorite thing and only purpose in life, right?? ❤ ❥♥

To be a collared slave is an intense process, if its for real, the slavery is for life. If the slave is to be internally enslaved it takes a lot of work on the Master's part and the slave's part. Internal enslavement does not come easy. First, the slave owns nothing, not her clothes not her body, not her hair, nothing. Not the collar she wears on her neck twenty four hours a day. She may not even get to contact family or friends for an unknown period of time until he decides she is enslaved enough to let her.

She is his object, his slut ~ and he may opt to share her or rent her out ~ or, he may choose to keep her for himself only. He may choose to have her make money for him in more than just vanilla ways ~ she is his object, and knows that any enhancements he makes in his object are to be earned. She is nothing but his porn star, and he may decide he would like to share that with the world, or keep it for himself. She must know it is her first and only duty to be the best object he chooses her to be for him. She must embrace all of the modifcations he chooses, and know that those modifications are the best reward ~ examples of his love for her!

If she is a working slave, he will manage her money. Even if she does work, she will still be required to do all the chores around the house, all the laundry, cooking, dishes, etc. The mundane stuff, yes that we all have to do to live, he may likely take care of the money, but often she will be in charge of that too once the trust is built. Internal enslavement comes about when she can no longer see herself breaking free, when she can no longer fathom life any other way. Stockholm syndrome and then some. (I.E. lack of discipline, lack of punishment is a kindness?)

If she is not a working slave chances are she will be held in chains and or a cage much of the time, he will make sure she has what she needs to live, i.e. food and water and a place to relieve herself. He may even develop some affection for her and she for him. Perhaps let her sleep in his bed or at the foot of his bed, in chains of course.

She will learn to love him, and will run to him and surrender completely regardless, as she craves only to be a possession, in mind, body spirit. This is her beauty! He would make sure she becomes totally obedient, if she defies him, if she fails to do as she is told, another discipline and punishment, each worse and more gruesome than the last to teach her he is still in control. She feels beauty in his mental control, knows that her goal in life is to give him her very mind, and she desires only to think about what he chooses...

As time wears on she will likely get more freedom, he will learn to trust her more, she will have room to make mistakes, and in so doing he will discipline and or punish her. Too he will use her as he wishes to use her, bodily, mentally, eventually he will own her spirit. She may try to resist, or have some reactant or reluctance before or during the process, this will be addressed by the Master, in the process and still it will go on, until she is mentally incapable of understanding life without him as her Master. He may tell her what to wear, what to eat, when to be dressed when to be naked, when she can eat and how much. Likely a routine would be set down for exercise and sun, display, use, servitude and work.

Yes, this is a lot of work on the Master's part to keep her in her enslavement.

Tell me then, what if HE fails to do these things, what do you think happens to her? I can tell you first hand. The internal enslavement begins to fade...

After a time, it goes away and she is no longer internally enslaved but only ramifications of slavery remain in her. She begins to fathom how she can manage life without him as Master... even without a Master at all.

❤ ❥♥

❤ ❥♥  Seeking those who are serious, with pictures of themselves ready to show me (you have seen mine!!) and also those who are secure enough to understand this is a process by which a person gives themself to you completely.

So, that means, i want to find out who you are before i meet you ~ and, if you like to complain everyone is fake here constantly, and judge me the same way, that's a real turnoff to me.

Why are so many people here insecure and just players? i am looking for a man secure enough in himself to possess me completely, guide me, and shape me into his perfect woman.

as you can see, i have already got the basics going here... just needing that reason for me to be ~ the man who wants to be in a relationship, and knows how it works to form one of those online.

(i.e. honesty, steadiness, good communication, etc etc)

That person then will get my number, come and pick me up for a date (i know you think this may be asking a bit much, but if you are... look away! lol) and then get to know me vanilla before we commit to the real deal, k?

i am not knocking everyone here, just trying to slow down the march of the folks who don't really want the reality!  ❤ ❥♥

i have a big interest in RELYFE PROGRAMMING... does anyone know how, or would be willing to learn how to use that on me?