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PLEASE READ JOURNAL ENTRIES! PROBABLY MORE IMPORTANT AT THIS POINT.
WHATEVER I WROTE BELOW WAS WRITTEN IN ONE SHOT AND I'VE NEVER LOOKED AT IT SINCE.
Relocatable...... Oh, and by the way...experience has taught me that I will receive several messages from dommes telling me I have too long a profile....oh well...guess I should make mine sound like so many others here.....unlike some dommes here who seem to be looking forever for a slave....I do not plan on searching forever, and writing a bunch of Oh Mistress. I want to serve you stuff only adds to your years of searching. So if I were you, I'd respect my being honest here, which isn't a 140 character profile type of thing.
Compatibility.....
An intelligent, single female any race, any nationality, any language (I speak some Spanish, in case that helps) she must be in the USA, however, as I'm not interested in spending thousands of dollars in visa's, applications, airfare and stuff like that.
She is seeking a lasting, lifetime relationship...with or without kink, at this point, I could leave all that behind.
Relatively fit, I DO NOT look like the shirtless guys who have posted profiles here who look like they are from the cast of the Jersey Shore. I wish I did have their body all I can do is look OK with my clothes on...that's all I'm looking for in you.
Now for the part of the profile where 95% will hit?delete that's actually good for me, as life is passing me by and I need to connect with those that think a bit like me.
But first a moment about my current situation. I am from NJ, lived for several years in CA where I had a decent job, lost that job, found some survival jobs, one of which required lots of travel, staying in hotels, lots of hours, kinda different, interesting....anyway, that job ended.....but a similar project with the same company needed people.....exactly where I was from. So I went to stay temporarily with family while working at that job....worked there for about a year...stretched it out as long as I could....eventually it ended. So I didn't really know what direction to go now....I don't want to to stay here in NJ....as much as it's part of who I am....living elsewhere showed me that there are much better...and much worse places to live.
But wait, the profile gets even worse....now I will lose 97% of you, that's still cool as I'm looking for a female from a surprisingly small segment of the typical populace.
I've always been an observant guy with regards to world affairs. I assumed I understood the world...boy, was I wrong. After 911, I fell into the black hole that most did...I fell for it, I thought we were attacked by some foreigners. I hated them, I supported the government....what an ignorant fool I was. Until about 2 years ago, I believed that we were the good guys and the government was looking out for us....even writing that last sentence gives me the chills knowing how much I have learned about the world since then. I won't get into it online as now every single thing you do on the telephone or online is saved in Utah, including your profile pics. The country that I loved and supported turns out to be rapidly disappearing or possibly it never even existed as I had believed.
The world has always had a power structure, that's life and will never change. The emergency we face now is that with technology, comes enlightenment...an enlightened populace is harder to manipulate and control so they have become more aggressive and flagrant in their abuse of their power. I have so much I want to say, but sadly online is not the place any longer. If you don't know what I'm referring to...you might not be informed enough for me. I beg you, for your own sake, and possibly your family's sake, start getting yourself informed....that means don't read the newspaper, don't watch the television, and don't listen to talk radio and don't read your news from any mainstream news sources. I'm serious. Also, while you're at it, look up into the sky and ask yourself what are those long white lines coming out of the nacelles of aircraft. Do your homework, keeping in mind that the companies that will profit from the upcoming global carbon tax put out their own tin foil hat websites to confuse the real issues...and they work, because by now, the 3% of you still reading this profile think that I'm a nut. I'm not, you're just not informed. These power hungry, so-called leaders are treacherous, maniacal in their quest to maintain control over the ignorant masses. I don't know everything...but let me tell you....I'm not the low hanging fruit on the topic.
And here's the worst part. They will win, they will maintain their control, we are all going to be slaves to them, we will all pay higher taxes, our freedoms and privacy that we once took for granted will be eroded away slowly enough that most won't care, your children will be totally indoctrinated, the Constitution will be just something you see in a museum on a school trip with no value. We will be living under some creepy unified world government that is easier from them to control and tax. Many sacrifices will be paid by all of us for our ignorance. Truth is the enemy of the state. I mean can you imagine the power these people have....they control all of the news organizations and have created new laws, all under the guise of protecting us and the children to control the internet. Once they finalize that...we're screwed.
These people and security organizations are able to get away with spraying aluminum oxide in the sky creating nightmares for crops, creating droughts, modifying the weather, killing independent journalists, ignore news conferences about the truth that the pres is not even legally eligible to hold the office, delete date from the internet in case you are not quick enough to save copies of the information. They can create poverty, sickness and disparity for millions Africa so they can steal the gold, oil, gas, cobalt etc. And nobody even knows. These sociopaths are not after money, there aren't enough hours in the year to spend what they already have...it's all about maintaining the control they have and playing with the Monopoly pieces (lives, countries, entire governments and economies).
How do they get away with it? Although I am far from alone, in fact there are millions of us who understand what's happening, there simply is not enough momentum and strength in such a small percentage of 7 billion. Most people are either ignorant, misinformed, apathetic, or simply brain dead. This isn't simply something that can remedied by an election....if you only knew what a joke that process is. Presidents are simply marionettes of the power I refer to. It doesn't matter what letter they represent. There are only a handful of decent human beings in any office. It simply is not in the nature of a person who runs for office to not be corruptible....THAT'S WHY THEY RAN IN THE FIRST PLACE.
I hate to sound like a pessimist....I'm just being a realist. History is not linear, it's cyclical...hence the phrase... history repeats itself ?One day, people will revolt and there will be a reset and a new level of freedom will reappear....sadly, the numbers of the informed are too small to even imagine that time being within the lifespan of any living soul alive today. Possibly in a hundred years or so. Not being religious, I say.... what good that does me, I'll be dead in less than 40 years
Living among the growing number of the informed doesn't come without stress..it's quite stressful actually to see the country fall apart right before your eyes. It's not a state of awareness that you can shut off, so once you can see what's going on, you can't not see it.
So here are my options...
#1. Shoot myself in the head.
Self-explanatory as to why that doesn't work
#2. Start taking drugs and numb myself into no longer caring.
I don't even know what a bottle of beer costs, so I can't imagine going down the drug addict route.
#3. Call my congressman and write a letter to the local news editor.
Falling on the floor laughing......no really.....that's funny.
#4. Rise up against the government and save the world.
Results in my death or imprisonment.
#5. Pretend I don't know whats going on.
The first option is easier to pull off.
#6. Detach yourself from the system as much as possible, live efficiently, adapt to the new world order that these psychopaths want for us, don't get into any debt, eat as natural as possible, try to improve myself in some other way, go back to school, try to find some meaningful career, continue to be alert and informed, try not to stress out trying to convince others, for example chemical trails from aircraft...
If you're wired to believe that these are innocent and not part of a multinational arrangement to artificially ruin the environment blaming it on CO2 and taxing us for our carbon footprint, then there simply isn't any hope for you and you are not worth me getting an ulcer for anymore. Accept that, for whatever reason, some people are capable of learning the truth about things and some are not, including my own family. Start watching something funny online, like Mad TV reruns, listen to music....try to accept the fact that most humans are stupid and that's just the way it is.
Find a nice woman who likes museums, bike riding, talking, camping, owing a slave, motorcycles, eating healthy food, cooking..... who......
Now for the grand finale......for the. 05% of you still there.....
A woman who would seriously be interested in pairing up and working and saving together and building a little house like in the pictures, buying a piece of property, having a large garden, maybe even a goat and a few chickens, some solar panels, and live in an area where you can see the stars at night and hear the silence and yet be near enough to civilization and people and events.
I'm not interested in being a hermit I just want to live as efficiently as possible and be as little a slave to the government and finish my remaining days with some level of peace and keep as much of what is ours and not waste it on wastefulness.
Well, that's my profile for now.....if you see something there you like, great, if not, please move on and the best of luck to you. Just don't waste your time writing to me and telling me I don't know what I'm talking about...because, with all due respect to you, even if you hold the keys to my chastity belt, or holding the whip or the keys to my cage around your neck, and have me cooking and cleaning for you, and handing any paycheck over to you....trust me when I tell you, that we are all in the same boat with respect to what I said above, we're all slaves to these people...and I do know what I am talking about.
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just put my cat to sleep. he was the only friend i had.
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i need someone to love....
lonliness...plus a collarspace account is probably not a good combination. |
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seeking serious,real time ownership by an intelligent,responsible, and otherwise compatible woman. i want to belong to this woman for the rest of my life.
i am serious about this. this isnt to say that we wouldnt do normal things together like "normal" people. however i crave to know that its made abundantly clear who is in charge and that my life actually belongs to you. its totally cool if you prefer control that some may consider excessive....if not, still cool...just saying.
with this, i feel more important, stronger. without someone to live for, i feel at a complete standstill. not ideal but it is what it is.
a woman that since she was young that seems normal in most ways but just so happens to prefer owning a slave as her mate. a good relationship for the right team.
i dont need anyone but you.
possibly you understand. i know that someone will. |
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hellloooooo.....
anybody whos not a findomme out there ???
im seriously beginning to doubt it. |
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"" Scam #9 - Requests for "tribute"
This scam is typically perpetrated by persons claiming to be dominant women. In many cases the scammer is candid about their identity though it is also common for such persons to be male users claiming to be female and utilizing photos they found on the Internet. In either case the user will claim that they are inundated with messages and that you need to send them "tribute" (money, giftcards, etc.) to demonstrate your sincerity before they will speak with you further. They may request funds via Amazon Gift Certificate or another form of virtual currency. Once the scammer has collected funds from enough vulnerable users they will in many cases delete their account and create a new one. The bottom line is that before you send "tribute" to anyone remember that your only reward is likely to be a lower bank account balance. ""
Now only if tech support could create a filter to eliminate those account creators here asking for money. Then trying to find a partner would be much easier. At that point it would still be 10000 men but then only 100 women left on the site. much improved over the current 10000 men to 50000 profiles claiming to be women from the US demanding money.I've been trying to hide as many profiles as possible to make it easy to find a real woman seeking a real,together relationship, but I can't hide them fast enough. It's like the state of Louisiana hiring Barney Fife and handing him a fly swatter and making him the official mosquito control agent. |
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I often read women complaining about mens expectations. That they want a woman to be walking around with a leather corset and waving a whip all day....i get it, its not realistic....you're a normal human being (not all,some women,like men are just mental cases).
But....
Isnt it sort of the same problem where 75% of the dommes on here seem to holding out for the fantasy of a multi-slave household. Now there are a few drop dead perfect looking women on here that actually might wear a leather corset and carry a whip all day. They might be good candidates to hold out for the blond doctor guy from the TV show, The Doctors, and the next slave being the host from, Dirty Jobs, or something....
But really? Ask yourself, how many men.....REALISTICALLY, want to be living with some other guy licking your feet next to him?
NO POLY......and im sticking to it. Im only seeking a lifelong relationship with ONE woman......(and/or with her lesbian mate) that works to be truthful....lol
Also, hate to break the news, but the concept of female superiority, really is sci-fi, lord of rings, mythical bullshit. If you're a woman reading this, ask yourself,honestly, if the last time you cursed out some idiot female co-worker, a female retail worker, the woman that cut you off in her car.....I guess, being that she shares your anatomy, that she is also superior to half of human civilization?
You do realize that there are submissive women in the world that might believe that men are superior. And let me tell you....sorry, there's a hell of a lot of them not worth a shit as well.
There are females that are superior to others. And I am so attracted to being their property. Unfortunately,I've learned over time, that are quite a few dommes that WAY overestimate how special they are.
I need someone to look up to and belong to and obey so bad. I'm a wreck without her. I don't care how strict she is or how harsh she is so long as she makes my life belong to hers. I'd do well giving my life to this person,existing for her, giving my life purpose,direction. Someone to die for.
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trying to get to know someone online...... sucks. |
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strong desire to truely belong to someone. like seriously belong to them. |
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Really interested in a relationship with someone that can see themselves getting into,the both of us, organic gardening, alternative medicine, healing herbs and spices,food preservation. A woman into learning about,with me,making homemade bread, yogurt,and jams. Dehydrating, canning, solar power,solar cooking ect.
I enjoy camping, hiking, motorcycles, bicycles,thrift stores, flea markets, geocaching,motorized paragliders,homebuilt aircraft,my pet goldfish....you know, all the things that appearantly nobody here is into.
no pill poppers or Rx junkies. no welfare scam artists. no sociopaths.
Women that actually desire owning a slave....obviously,most welcome. Nothing is more sexy than knowing that I will never belong to or ever touch another woman but you. It's ok if I was never treated as more than a just a slave to you...so long as it's just us. |
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Desire monogamous, intelligent female. Nerdy types are really are really sexy. I need your intelligence and guidance much more than i care about you being dominant at this point. Granted, I'd welcome a locked steel collar and sleeping in a cage. That would simply just be a gift. I've basically given up hope of that though. Im not wanting to be with a woman that finds herself here simply because shes a bitchy, difficult woman that could never have a man unless he was found here, willing to endure her rotten personality. I more importantly crave someone to look up to. I need a god. And she won't be found in an ancient book. Granted,beginning to doubt she'll be found here either. |
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Note to self......next time that you make a profile on a meeting site where the majority of women, justifiably so, speak of all the lying, time wasting men on here.....
Dont title your profile "honestprofile" as rarely will anyone even look at it, let alone contact you.
Maybe i should make a new profile titled "wanttoeatyourpussy" or something. And also maybe i should find some pjctures of male models with thier shirts off as my profile picture.....oh yes, also find some pictures online of 11 inch penises and imply that its me.
Oh and yes, i'll say that "ok, i dont mind being one of the three slaves that you want" even though ive seen them here for years holding out because one slave isnt enough. Meanwhile they've gone from being college aged to retirement age here waiting for three chippendale hunks to sit at her feet.
I'll start working on that because the lonliness i feel right now is taking my breath away.
I mean why would i want to find a real relationship when i could just string women along just so have some online company...
Sounds like a plan.... |
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I'm much better when I have someone to live for. I'd love to have a partner to start a garden with, go bike riding together, learn outdoor skills like camping and survival. |
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Rope skills,tarps,fire making,knife skills, hiking, bicycles, camping, rhib boats, geocaching,campers & RVs, drive in movies,historic sites, national parks, road trips, sleeping at rest areas. sitting at a diner at 2am, soaking wet walking in the rain, generators, solar panels, alternative medicine, gardening, no GM foods, women that actually stay in touch....random key words. |
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only seeking a serious, lasting, live together relationship. Anything from a authoritarian loving relationship or actual true slavery, of which I have experience. no "tribute" bs, no sending you money.
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You know...for all the justifiable complaints that women have on here about men....there are some really messed up and difficult women here with so much baggage and issues that its no wonder they seek here forever. |
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I need someone to think about. I need someone to live for. |
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i'm only interested in a woman that is into or would be interested in topics such as energy efficiency, solar and the like, creating a large healthy garden, maybe buying one of those cheap Harbor Freight greenhouses and having things grow year round.
I'm also interested in bicycles, motorcycles, camping, hiking, real news...ie, nothing mainstream, food preservation......stuff like that.
Big plus if you no longer vote....that means your're smart. Also, highly attracted to very intelligent, nerdy women.
Guess I should mention that It would be a dream come true to find the one that wants to own her own human for life.
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Only looking for a one on one monogamous, permanent, live together relationship. Anything else would just be a fantasy and I'm not on this site for my enjoyment. Im only seeking a woman seeking the same thing. Which apparently is a rarity with dommes, it seems. |
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you got to love these angry,bitchy women that send you unsolicited insults.....and then immediately block you before you've ever even seen their profile. |
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Ideally I would hope to connect with someone that has or is developing an interest in energy efficient homes, home made food, non GMO food, alternative medicine, emergency preparedness, camping, organic gardening, bicycles, hiking,geocaching.
Actually, I just thought of something..... Look up "yurt homes" as an example...if you roll your eyes and say, yuck!, then we're probably on a different sheet. I'm not saying that's a clear focus....I'm just using that as an example..
Again....at this point, I don't even care if you have zero kink in you....I'm seeking a mate firstly. If you enjoy beating the shit out of me, I guess that's cool as well. |
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Seeking ONLY permanent relationship with one female. Unless you happen to be a lesbian and you and your partner see some compatibility and use for a male slave. |
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Only seeking a lifelong relationship with one female. Although I prefer the status of being beneath the woman I am with and living in a servile capacity....at this point, I don't even care if you're dominant or not. I would happily start a new life with the right woman wherever she is. I am very attracted to, and more so as time goes by, to really smart women. Even though they make me feel a bit intimidated, I can only really feel dominated by someone rather sharp. Read the stuff below....if you could care less about any of that stuff, then you're not that sharp...
I don't want to spend our days together sitting around and talking about how fucked up the world is...I'd sort of like it if we already both were on the same page and could lives our lives together working on minimizing the unpleasantness of it all. Working on our own solutions in our own miniscule way. Would I like to be locked in a cage or starved in a basement while chained to the floor?....of course, I'm just as nuts as the rest of the guys here....BUT...I am seeking REAL slavery, PERMANENT, NO OUT slavery and to be frank, I can only fulfill my promise of being your REAL property if I respect you, and I can't respect you unless you're smart, and you can't be smart unless you see what's going on in the macro view.
You can look up the following random phrases for yourself and maybe learn a thing or two..
"Cass Sunstein cognitive infiltration of social media"
"suppressed technology"
"planned obsolescence"
"false flag"
"controlled opposition" ie Occupy Movement, Alex Jones
"limited hangout operation" ie Snowden and Assange
"problem, reaction, solution"
"election rigging software"
"naming names:your real government"
Stan Meyers' car that ran on tap water 20 years ago...sad how he died the day after meeting some "investors" And you are so happy to drive in a vehicle that gets a whopping 38mpg.
"Agenda 21"
"Common Core education"
"Project for a new American Century" written 1 year before 911
"geoengineering"
"EN MOD"
"GMO"
"weather as a force multiplier"
"Fukushima"
"stratospheric aerosol release" aka...the white lines in the sky
"ionospheric heating" steering the jet-stream for financial and political gain.
"cognitive dissonance" It's why you don't want to listen to stuff like this.
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There's no such thing as a superior sex. There are humans that are superior, inferior, leaders, followers, protectors, guiders, servants...and even those like myself that could be made stronger, smarter, more successful if only they had someone to serve and live for.
There are a multitude of women on this site, that believe that, because they are a women that somehow they are superior. If you, as a woman, reads this and already hate me for saying this.....then, trust me, I'm superior to you, because you're a dope.
I'm only seeking something long term. I'm only seeking something with one women, nothing poly, no other men.
I am seeking a highly intelligent woman to belong to, to give my life to. I wish it was as easy as being only interested in kink. I could care less what fancy outfit you wear, or what fetishes you have (other than a heartfelt requirement to own a human being).
If a woman here feels the need to brag about how many slaves she owns or how great she is, then, to me anyway, she isn't what I am seeking.
If it were kink I was seeking, then I guess I could enjoy being locked away in a cage and being whipped to shreds. I NEED someone better than me. Someone that I can never be as good as. How can I serve, other than kink, someone that is no more superior to me?
I am a better human when I can serve someone I love, a woman that loves me, despite me being, in her mind, forever her servile pet, locked at her side, serving her life.
A woman like this can save my life, by giving me something to live for, a God. Someone to be stronger for, smarter for.....
No words I can type here can ever begin to explain, but after some recent dealings with nuts on here I felt it time to hit the keys again.
One important note.......VERY IMPORTANT......
I'm one of those people the govt hates....the ones that have a clue what's going on, even if only on a layman's level. That level puts me, at least on this topic, in a small percentage on top. Which, to this day, puzzles me how such large numbers are still asleep.
A couple of terms/subjects....
Vote rigging software like Diebold...
No difference between either party...
The Aluminum Oxide aerosols (chemtrails) being sprayed above us seven days per week...
Ionospheric heating to move weather systems...
Geo-engineering, not for the cover story (to save the planet), for corporate profit and global food/water/natural resource control...
The fact that what started as a military superiority project decades ago, has long since been taken over by corporations. Blue Gold (water), Green Gold (food)...
Planned obsolescence...
Suppressed Technologies... like the guy that met with govt officials 15+ yrs back after inventing a car that ran on water and ended up dead 3 days later...or the 2 guys that were in popular science years ago that had invented rechargeable batteries, like phone, computer ect that had 5-6 times the run time...technology that just fizzles, like Tesla...
Man made bio weapons like Lyme's disease...
Socialized medical care that is there only for a select fews profit and not for health.
The chemicals being added to our food/water supplies....GMO crops, fluoride ect...
When I was a little kid, I remember the Honda Civic adds in the magazines when it came to the US.....similar fuel economy today....AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.....go figure...
The FACT that our own govt along with Israel, 1000% planned the events of 911...
The fact that a former American Patriot, has nothing to feel patriotic about any longer...
The fact that the whole controversy about the birth certificate (birthers) was a distraction......that it had nothing to do with where he was born....it was sand being thrown in your eyes to have you look the other direction....it's not where he was born, but rather WHO HIS FATHER REALLY IS.
The fact that our govt murders journalists who expose the truth...
Those skinny white cameras atop the traffic lights have NOTHING to do with keeping us safe but is a part of our future economy where you are taxed on mileage driven...
The fact that for several years now, Walmart has installed those facial recognition cameras in their door frames at about breast level as you walk in and out....
There is no profit in curing disease, only in treating it...
Made up mental diseases to fill the pockets of big pharma...
False flag terror...no money in peace...but TRILLIONS to always have a boogieman to fight...
The fact that nobody died at the sandy hook school...one massive psych-ops...
Everything I wrote here.....good luck refuting any of it....by the way...don't get your so-called truther news from govt shills like alex jones or others who have any agenda other than exposing the truth. And no, I don't believe in reptilian people or green eyed aliens. Part of what the govt does is attack the messenger and make us all look like fools by spouting late night radio garbage along with a few facts to make us all look stupid.
It is imperative that I find a woman that understands some of this stuff. If you don't know about it now, I understand, I didn't....how could we? We're all being lied to, but after 911...the truth movement got a big push and it all grew from there...but you must have the capacity to understand this stuff once you look into it otherwise we're not compatible. Keep in mind...I don't want to sit around all day discussing this sort of stuff, it's too distressing to think about, but I've got to put my foot down at this point.....
if you think the topics I've randomly thought to type here are stupid, ridiculous, not true, impossible, or mean that I'm ill....then you're not superior to me, and I respectfully will advise you to start getting informed about the world around you. If you are inclined to write an angry message to me spouting all sorts of hate upon me....then go fuck yourself first and save me time of deleting your rant. It's not my fault you're a fool and tool of the power structure.
.If, however, these topics interest you even if they also stress you out, and are seeking a partner to try to weather the storm with and realize that you can't fix any of it but you can attempt to minimize the effects of mass stupidity on us. Then by all means lets chat.
I'm not keeping my hopes up on meeting anyone here, but figured I'd give it one last shot. Although I can't afford it yet by any stretch, what I am planning for my 5 yr plan, I honestly hope it's not that long, is to build my own small house like home from Tumbleweed Homes, buy a small parcel of land, and have a fantastic organic garden.
Unfortunately, without a domme to be my leader, it may take me much longer on my own.
My two cents for the day after dealing with one nut here....
I can not have any level of meaningful relationship unless we have something in common. If you were catholic, you need someone compatible with your belief system, of you were a lesbian, you need someone that wants you in the same way. So me writing this rant is no different. If we don't think the same, then you can never be above me....and I want you to be. As I said before, I NEED someone better than me to belong to...otherwise, all you have is a whip, a leather cap, and a sexy look. I'd much rather be with a plain librarian type that couldn't hurt a fly....in fact has NO interest in ANYTHING on this kink site....so as long as she loves me, needs me, wants me...
Remember...don't spew your venom my way...all you do is rant about all the fake guys on this site....there, I helped derail some of it...
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