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KaleidoKenlyn

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Man, anyone remember when you could edit your profile without it being hidden after that? We didnt know how good we had it.

Given that this is probably the last time I will edit my profile or update my images, you should note that I might not look the same. Maybe Im gross. Or maybe I got cuter.

Im a masochist, not a submissive. Impact play and choking are my jam. I also enjoy fear play, punching, smothering, gags, electrical play, candles, humiliation, dacryphillia, slapping, clothespins.. You probably get the idea.

I sometimes go long periods without logging in.

Find me on Fet PintSizedKraken.

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4/22/2017 12:14:39 AM
It's been a while since my last journal entry. There for a few months, several years ago, I was ALL about my CM journal. (Yeah, it's always going to be CM to me even if they did change the name to CollarSpace.) I don't really have anything new to add about the site or my experiences on here. But I could definitely do with a good chin wag, so I'll do just that.

About a year or so ago, I started having a hard time sleeping. I was still working overnights and was getting super duper burnt out on them, given that I'd been doing that for 5 years. I started watching old Joy of Painting episodes to help me sleep. Man! Bob Ross's dulcet tones can lull me into sleep better than anything else on the planet! Now, it's a habit. I CAN'T go to sleep without watching at least one episode. Well, yesterday I was doing my grocery shopping at Walmart and I decided to get a couple goodies. Perfume and a t-shirt. And there was a t-shirt that had Bob Ross with his palette in front of a galaxy background! I pretty much died. 

Hooray for pointless story, yes? 

8/19/2016 1:56:50 PM
Someone wrote to me who commented on the fact that the site is full of stupid people, or seems to be anyway. I've been away for a little while (3 years). My first profile was in 2008 when I was 18. The site has ALWAYS been full to bursting with stupid people. Crazy people. Assholes. Bitches. The like. But I'm pretty sure it's worse nowadays. I think this place is becoming overrun. When I first joined I would have said 50% of the people I met were d-bags. Now I'd say it's more around 80%. What's happened?

7/25/2013 12:34:32 PM

I can't sleep. I don't feel good and I can't sleep. I was doing it earlier no problem. Now? Well now the universe is saying "Fuck you, Kenlyn. Take this!" I have to work tonight and Thursdays are one of my busier nights, so it'd be swell if I were actually rested, but no. Ah well. Imma go do some laundry and find me a pint of cookie dough ice cream.


5/13/2013 4:14:20 AM

Okay, so it's six months later and I've finally got some viable inets. Except for once in February, I haven't even logged on since I moved. Needless to say, my inbox is far too full for me to respond to all of my messages. Well, actually I could, but I'm not going to. Besides, I think it would be a bit weird to me if I wrote someone and then months later they wrote back. Not exactly conducive to a real conversation. Anywho, that was all to simply say, I'm not writing most of you back. Sorry, but it's just not happening. I will, however, start replying to any new messages I receive. 

 

 


2/7/2013 9:28:13 AM

I miss you! Maybe I'll get the interwebs sometime soon.


11/7/2012 4:27:14 PM

I'm moving. :) Not like.. out of New Mexico or anything. (woe is me!) Just to a new place. Out of my madre's and such. (Yes, 22 and living with mom, it's been hell the past few months.) Anywho, this concerns you why? Because, I'll be going back to only getting online on my phone.And, as that's kind of a pain in the ass, I won't be doing that very often. So yeah, the patience I ask for at the start of my profile? Multiply that a few times for the time being. 

 


10/27/2012 7:48:30 AM

Today, I received message number five commenting on the fact that I describe myself as a bibliophile yet my "Hates" list is made up primarily of religions. ..  Please, people, if you don't know what a word means, open  a new tab and Google it or something. 

Definition of BIBLIOPHILE: a lover of books especially for qualities of format; also : a book collector (The preceding definition was brought to you by Merriam-Webster) It has nothing to do with religion, thanks. I wouldn't be too pissy at someone for not knowing that. But I will be pissy at those who don't try to understand something new when it's presented to them. 

Tsk tsk. 


10/1/2012 9:00:35 AM

I just woke up feeling very much how I would imagine the happiest person in the world feels.  He's generally a pretty sweet guy to me (excluding when he beats the shit out of me, of course ^_^), but yesterday hetook his usual level of sweetness and tripled it.

He got me flowers for absolutely no reason (and then apologized because he remembered that I'm not a huge fan of roses,but none of the other arrangements looked decent). He not only ate my cooking, but got a second helping. He didn'tcomplain once that I paused our movie repeatedly to go smoke. And he gave me somewhere around a dozen orgasms in one day. Mmm...

I'm gloriously sore, but craving more. (Ha, I rhymed!) I'm craving a bit of the sadist that I know is in there. I'm longing for the sharp sting of a crop. And I'm wanting to try to repay him just a bit.

Take care of yourselves, sweet hearts. 


9/19/2012 7:00:11 AM

Yesterday was ahhhh-mazing. ^_^
That's really all I have to say about it for right now. 
I was thinking about adding more details as to why it was amazing.
But I'm tired and just don't feel like it.
Suffice it to say that the person responsible should have a bloated ego.
He earned it. 


9/8/2012 1:07:53 PM

Today is overcast and gloomy. Some people love this kind of weather. Sometimes, I'm one of them. Sometimes it makes me feel cozy and content. Today it makes me feel pretty damn nostalgic.. And hungry, but I don't think I'm unique in that. (There's got to be a reason rain makes people want to pig out on chili and cornbread, right?) I haven't got the first clue what to do with myself. It doesn't help that my only opportunities to hang out with friends today are with big groups, which I really just don't feel like.

Since I can't figure out what I want to do, I'm not doing much of anything. Started a brand new game on FFXII, but c'mon, the beginning is just about the dullest shit I've ever had to suffer through. I couldn't stand it after the first couple hours. I think I'm just going to go buy some ice cream and re-read something.
I had this dream involving.. well it involved a lot of things, haha.. but the new part was clothespins. To be honest,I've really never given them much of a thought. Sure, I know it's kind of a big deal in some circles. But I've really never seen the appeal. That dream is making me reconsider my previous assumptions. Maybe I'll see if my guy would like to try it sometime. *Ponders* Still though, any time I think of clothespins I think "Death to nipples."And I happen to like my nipples. They've never done anything to deserve death by clothespins. :/

Anyway, back to the gloominess. I'm already counting down the days to next Summer.

 


8/29/2012 4:11:09 PM

Do I look like a lesbian? Seriously, I'm curious. I've received over three dozen messages from women yesterday and today. Some of them were simply friendly, but the majority were for real trying to pick up on me. (Both Dommes and subs.)Now, my profile says "Straight" so the only reason I can think of for me to get so many messages from women is because I  must come off as a lesbian in some way or another. It also very clearly says "Submissive" on my profile. Not "Switch." So there's really no reason for other subs to be writing me at all except to be friends.

That brings me to something else. There's really no reason for anyone to be writing me at all except to be friends. No one should be trying to get with me at all. My profile isn't very long. How hard is it to read it? It would, in the long run, save so many people a lot of time. They'd read it and say "Okay, she's taken. I'll move along." Instead, they don't bother reading. They just write me right off the bat. 

I know that a LOT of people do that and when I've asked about why, it's always some bullshit about "casting a wider net" or whatever. I think that's kind of bullshit, but what do I know? What bothers me most about people who don't read bios and write first is that their messages always try to sound as if they  did read your bio. They've always got a transparent attempt at some deep insight in to your psyche. 

Just, no. Cut it out.


8/24/2012 12:05:35 PM

So, yesterday was the first day of the Fall semester. I'm trying to get a head start on things. During October, along with my other classes and work, I'm taking this month-long class. It meets twice a week from 6AM to 3:30PM. Whew. I'm exhausted just thinking about it. I'm going to have to be getting out of work early on those days to be able to make it, which sucks, cause I like my hours and have actually been trying to get more. I don't think I'll have much free time at all during that whole month. So, I'm trying to work ahead with my other classes. Maybe if I try, I can get all of October's work done in those classes before it even gets here, which would definitely help a lot. And I think it should be possible. Yesterday alone, I finished everything that would be due before September 10th, though I had already read the chapters needed for those assignments. 

Moving on, because I think that was plenty on the school subject. 

I'm really, really needing to find a new place to live. I ordered new furniture, which has all come in now, though there are a few odds and ends that I still need to get. The real estate company I'm going through hardly ever has many listings for one-bedrooms. When they do, it's usually out of my price range. And on the rare occasion that there is one I can afford, it gets snatched up QUICK! What I need to do is save up a good $1200 at least. Then when something becomes available I can grab it right off the bat. 

Final note for the day: I have the esteemed pleasure of changing my weight on my profile today. This morning when I got up, I stepped on my scale anddd... I am down to an absolutely glorious 115 lbs. Still not at my goal though. Eating less french fries would probably do me a world of good, but they're just so goddamn tasty. 

That's all for now. I'm exceedingly bored. I'm done with school work for the day and I don't work tonight. Write me.


6/30/2012 11:28:52 AM

I'm not sure anymore. I think maybe I'm overthinking things. I do that a lot. Trouble is, I can't stop. Then I start obsessing about my obsessing. I know I probably just need to calm down and let things happen of their own accord. But that has NEVER been my strong suit. I overanalyze every, single move I make throughout my day. And in the end I think that hinders me more than anything. -_-

I've been in a pissy mood all day. I walked to the store earlier to buy some Skittles. They calm me down and make me happy. I got in the shortest line, thinking (I assume everyone would have thought the same in my position) that it would take the shortest time to get through. The woman in front of me only had 4 or 5 items. But then she had a coupon that she was absolutely fucking positive she had put in her purse before she left her house. But she couldn't locate it in her purse that was roughly the size of your average duffel bag. She probably emptied out the contents of the whole damn bag 2 or 3 times before she finally gave up. And then she took another couple o0f minutes to simply write out her check. As I said, I was already in a pissy mood. She did nothing to help me out in that regard. Rather, she did the exact opposite. By the end of my endless (or what felt endless, anyway) wait, I was all set to tear this old woman limb from limb because she was holding me up from my Skittles. Blast her.

On a different note, I am reading a new series. I don't know how "new" it really is. It's new to me anyway. It's sitting about two feet from me, so I could very well check the copyright on it, but I don't really feel like it. Anyway, it's about zombies. I know, I know. Too many zombie things out these days. But this is actually really good. The zombies are there, yes. But the story isn't really about them. It's more like, they are an inconvenience that occasionally rears it's ugly head when thins get too quiet with the rest of the plot. It also takes the "zombie" theory and changes and tweaks it a bit. Whle I am not generally a fan when authors change the basic rules of a classic horror creature (All I am going to say here is sparkly vampires.), the author of this series does it well and in my opinion, the changes she makes to the classic zombie don't diminish it in the slightest. Rather, her changes seem to add something dynamic to this hitherto one-note nightmare. So, check it out. Thank me later. The Newsflesh Trilogy by Mira Grant.

Now then, I am going to try to make Pandora work (For some reason it hasn't been working properly for me since about midnight last night. Is it just me?). Other wise, I will just pop in one of those things that have somehow become outdated with no one ever having given me the memo: CD's. Music, Skittles, Newsflesh.. Should be enough to keep me from thinking about the thingsI have told myself I will NOT think about. If it's not I will just get back online and talk to all of you darlings. Toodles!


6/23/2012 9:03:04 PM

He came over today. We ate briskit sanwiches and beans. Then we watched Pocohontas followed by War of the Roses. I had a great time and hope that he did too.

It's so difficult to find anyone in this town who is into anything remotely kinky. But he pretty much fell right into my lap. We work at the same place, with the same shift. He's into everything that comes along with me, or so it seems anyway. He even lives about two blocks from me. I'm expecting to wake up at any point because it seems insane that I would be with someone so unexpectedly compatible.

I know exactly how lucky I am. :)


6/15/2012 4:33:35 AM

I'm pretty impressed. There's someone who, so far, seems able to keep up. As a result, as of this moment, I'm not looking any further. I'm content to see what happens with this one. Don't worry, I'll keep you all updated on how it's going. Currently, he says he's waiting for Fed Ex to deliver some things. My curiousity is fully piqued. ^_^


6/10/2012 12:50:27 PM

What is with these people trying to add me to their friends without so much as a "hello" beforehand? Not going to happen, folks.

What's with these older cats trying to get me to talk with them when I say in my profile I don't want someone over 30? I would think it's just that they haven't read my bio but they usually add something in there indicating that they did.

What's with these dominant women telling me to pay them so they can train me? I'm listed as straight (though I've been known to vary off of my normal path from time to time) and who says I need training?

What's with these people who cannot spell to save their lives? How did you make it past fifth grade?!

What's with these people who ask if I'm into some off the wall malarkey? Trust me, as there's so few people out there who do, if I liked scat (or any other extremes), I would say so somewhere on my profile.

And most of all, what is with these douchebags who feel the need to send me 20 nasty, mean messages after I tell them I'm not interested. I can't tell you how many profiles I've run across that say "If you're not interested, women, just say so. It's better than no reply." But then when I do exactly that (And I'm ALWAYS polite about it), I get bitched out.

Screw CM for the day. I'm going to go get some Red Vines and watch V for Vendetta.


6/2/2012 11:55:07 PM

So, tonight is pretty fucking lame, I got to say. On the bright side, it looks like there will finally be a journal entry that isn't about what you shouldn't do in order for me to like you.

It's my last night off before going back to work tomorrow and all I want to do is dance and drink. I spent all day getting super excited for it. The plan was to go to the river. (That's what we do in New Mexico. Yeah.) Have a cookout. Toss back a few cold ones. Dance the way most people only do in their bedroom. Cliff diving. And swimming. I got tired as hell while waiting and decided to take a nap. No, I am not lazy. I work graveyard shifts. And I didn't hear my damn phone going off when my friends were ready to leave.

Well why don't I go meet them out there? Yeah, can't do that because I don't have a big ass, 4 wheel drive truck. There's even a point where you have to cross the river, in your truck, to get to our spot. Tell them to get there asses back here to get me? Won't work either 'cause it's a REALLY long drive down an unbelievably bumpy dirt road.

So, what am I doing? Taking shots alone, listening to Pandora, and surfing goddamn CM. I'm craving some good conversation. Talk to me.


5/17/2012 3:51:58 PM

*le sigh*

Everyone on this site ends up being a creeper in the end. F'real, I'm considering abandoning CM once and for all.. Maybe I'll find a nice vanilla guy who I'll beg to rough it up once in a while.


3/30/2012 3:14:11 PM

I'm sick of getting the question "so what got you interested in the lifestyle?" So, I will sort of answer it here.

You've already heard the story I'm sure. Growing up I was very different. Always an outcast. Yadadada. When I was very little I'd see those cartoons where a villain ties a damsel to train tracks and I'd get turned on. I was always into kinky porn when I got a bit older. Then there was a point in my life when I found that this wasn't just something I enjoyed watching. I liked doing it too.

The events that triggered the aforementioned kink-epiphany was very personal and a tad embarrassing. So, I'm not going to broadcast them here.

Now then, I never want to see those questions in my inbox again. And no, you're not funny if you send me a message with that very question now along with a winky face or some bullshit.


3/26/2012 2:09:04 PM

These folks piss me off.

1. People with Master/Sir/Goddess in their screen name. Your profile already lists you as Dominant so there is no need for those titles unless you expect to be called that, in which case you shouldn't contact me.  

2. People who choose not to use anything resembling proper grammar. I expect people who talk to me to be intelligent, which means you ought to try to portray yourself as such in your writing.

3. People who get mad when I don't want to add them to my messenger right off the bat. I already have over 100 people blocked on my messenger. This is why I want to get to know you first before adding you.

4. People whose main pic is of a dick or breasts. I can look up porn for that. 

5. People whose main pic is not of themselves or has their face marked out. For Pete's sake, I've heard plenty of excuses for that, none of which satisfied me. Think someone's going to steal your pics? Who cares? Think your boss might track you down? Hello! Based off of what? Your screen name probably doesn't have your name in it anywhere. 


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