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Just some random thoughts of Thanks and they are;
1) The Universe.
2) For Honesty and knowing thyself.
3) Taking Chances and staying strong when life challenges you.
4) Daryl Hall John Oates
5) Great music which is a mental massage.
6) To make one smile and brighten ones day.
7) Being old enough to have wisdom and my hair.
8) And of course to you for caring what I think! |
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Nature is all about an inner core from the sun to the earth to every planet to everything in the universe and we are no different even a drop of water on a pond if you notice it goes within before radiates out. |
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(Smiles, NO, no it's a sex video any kind, it's a concert clip...
sorry you horny lil cunts (God bless yas)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbHmUv_Biec
If a picture is worth 1000 words, then this video is worth volumes of words. |
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbHmUv_Biec
If a picture is worth 1000 words, then this video is worth volumes of words. |
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MoK's finger wrapping theory
Women wrapping a Man around her finger or in our world a bottom topping a Top will lead to that Man becoming nothing more than a mortal man in the woman eyes.
I've finally nailed it, women’s weakness, a kink, God has given women. This kink I refer to is the Mental Domination of your sexual mind, you know the one that if I allowed you to top Me, no matter how hard you use your seductress instinct, I go from being your Man to being any man!
In other words I can never ever let your have you way. As sad as that seems, it’s the truth, that’s your dues you have to pay for the wonderful gifts (sexually, bi and or bi-curious and motherhood). God has bestowed on women.
Think about this and is this not the truth? Women are like kryptonite to Men, you have the power to break us down and then step on us and over us on your way out the door.
So in closing this Superman (smiles) will be standing tall on top of the globe in a sense telling you to give me your best shot, cause it isn’t going to work! (smiles…yea right). For in my mind; I do know what to allow and deny.
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When you are younger you're a fucker, when you are older you're a lover. |
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I would rather practice something than think about something, for when you're thinking about it, you're not practicing it |
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It's a great gift when you teach, it’s an even better reward when the lesson is learned! |
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It is a great thing to make a difference; it's an even more wondrous thing to make differences!
To me confidence is the magnetic field of one's inner core. One must deflect harmful rays.
I never mind speaking of my actions, because when I stop speaking, my actions speak louder. |
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Religion is my believe, spirituality is my practice! |
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I am not a puzzle person. I am a puzzling person. |
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I do not not want to be the only footprints in the KingDom. I seek other footprints walking slightly behind (smiles) mine. |
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Once trust hardens it forms loyalty; Yet when it is broken it forms insecurity |
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When I stop making a difference; it is time to start doing something different! |
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Karma is not a thought, it is a Practice! |
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Why is fasting the slowest thing in the world? |
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If you have to think outside the box; then you might be in the wrong box! |
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Am I The Only Honest Ship in A Sea Of Liars? |
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Manipulation is not leading; it is cheating. |
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An impact whether physically or mentally always leaves a lasting impression. |
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If the mind is the gatekeeper to the soul; then the soul is the vessel to one's core. |
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How can men know what women desire; when most men do not know what inspires them. |
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I live my life believing in what I feel is a way to make a difference in this world. I live everyday not having to defend what I did that day.
If you have seen the movie “Defending Your Life” you’ll understand that statement and for those of you who have not seen “Defending Your Life” I will try to explain.The movie is about when you die and before you move on. You have to defend some days of your life. The more wrong you did in your life the more days you will have to defend or explain your actions.
After I watched that movie it click for me (and I’m only speaking for myself). That I don’t want to have defend anything I ever do, I will have to deal with what I done before, however I won’t have to defend anything I’ve done since.
And that's the point of this story; I don’t want to have to defend my actions. I will always be honest to myself above all others and know that it has to work for me before it can work for anyone else.
Life is about giving forward. It's not about taking! It's about receiving the rewards for giving forward!!. I live each day to brighten ones world than darken it, there are enough dark clouds in our worlds, so i that’s goal and also the man behind goal. |
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Breaking news: I am announcing that to me; that woman can break the physical link between affection not leading to all out sex; while 99.9% of men can not (well speaking for myself anyway).
Affection to me has always led to sex; so over the course of my lifetime, affection has become hardwired into my mind that affection always led to sex. That is why it is so important to have my mental affection! (Dancing in ones mind is a great reward).
I'll put it this way: I do not need a collar around ones neck; when I have a lock around ones mind! Thoughts are welcome and I again want to thank everyone that took time for great thoughts on answering my questions I posed a while back or in this case down below (OK, pun intended).
The above entry is why I seek the right woman. A local woman is easier in many ways but one, and that is Right. I put it this way, local is easier however is does not make it easier. |
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You can not have compassion if you have not had pain. |
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Can a woman, any woman out there (Yes you) answer my questions from a female mind. Thanks!
- Why when a man tells you the truth? Why do women have to it turn in to a mis-truth?
- When a man wants a strong mental connection, companionship and above all his Best Friend even above a sexual connection? All you want is a sexual connection? What’s up with that?
- If you are telling a man he does not get "it" and he asks what is "it" that he is not getting. Why do you not have the answer with what "it" is?
- And last but not least. Why when a man is strong? Do women try to make weak? Why when he is honest? Do women look for lies?
So please fell free to answer any and /or all or just throw out your thoughts and/or comments.
PS. I'm asking these questions not because I have been hurt. I asked because it makes no sense to me. |
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Some Of My Quotes:
"Opposites Attract If You Don't Like Yourself"
"Once Trust Is Broken; Insecurity Bridges The Gap"
"Often What One Doesn’t Trust In Others Their Guilty Of Themselves"
"A Man Needs To Be Inspired And A Woman
Needs To Be Desired"
"I Don't Want A Woman I Can Walk Over, I Want A Woman To Walk Beside Me"
"A Sex Friend Is One Letter Away from An _ex Friend" (But don't hold me to that one..Smiles)
"Confidence Is The Greatest Gift, While.... Insecurity Is The Worst Gift One Can Give To Oneself"
If you're going to paint a bulls eye on your back, don't gave anyone ammunition to use!
(Hands in weighting scale motion) "Peace Of Mind or Piece Of ass? Hmmm; Peace Of MIND Or piece of Ass?" |
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Life is about giving forward.
It's not about taking!
It's about receiving the rewards for giving forward!!
And
"If you're going to paint a bulls-eye on your back; don't give anyone ammunition to use against you!" |
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Collars?
Who needs a freaking collar when one has lock around your mind!
Smiles, I just saw a sub who was proud of training collar (eyes roll)
So me being me had to add my thoughts on that. |
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A special note to women from Ghana: Good luck on search, but it's not me |
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Just some random thoughts of Thanks and they are;
1) For Honesty and knowing thyself.
2) Taking Chances and staying strong when life challenges you.
3) Daryl Hall John Oates
4) Annie Lennox
5) Great music which is a mental massage.
6) To make one smile and brighten ones day.
7) gas price under $1.50 (who would had have thunk that a year ago)
8) And of course to you for caring what I think!
My hope is that you all have a peaceful and safe holiday season.
BTW: A shower though, to answer the question why have I never been married, my answer to that is, in sense Life has been been my wife. |
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Congrats to my Philadelphia Phillies
2008 MLB World Champions! |
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The only person that can sabotage ones life is thyself. |
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Greeting from Phoenix. Been here just over 3 weeks. The job is a new job, but it seems to be getting better as days turns into weeks.
The condo I rented from Craig-list in Phoenix from back in Philly, turned out to be a NIGHTMARE and and I was forced to move to another unit which was ready to be moved into and is a well maintained property.
The first one was vacated by an 80 yr old women with a dog who pissed on the rugs, so without going into much detail, just imagine what it looked and smelled like after being shut up tight for over 3 months in over 100 degrees heat.
As far finding local a submissive, it seems everyone in Phoenix has a Dom in their life (eyes roll, yeah right), so my advice to subs from around country is to come to Phoenix where every submissive finds a Dom overnight....smiles |
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Well, I'm off Phoenix. I was offer a great position starting on June 11th. After two years of trying to find one here in Philly. Two long distance phone calls later and I was made an offer.
So hopefully I will a meet a nice submissive who lives around and or in Maricopa County |
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"Sometimes a mind changes and another heart flies away"
A great lyric from Daryl Hall |
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Talk about an old soul. Neil Young wrote these lyrics about 40 yrs ago. It rings just as loud now as it did then.
"I want to live
I want to give
I've been a miner for a heart of gold.
It's these expressions I never give
That keep me searching for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.
I've been to Hollywood
I've been to Redwood
I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold
I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line
That keeps me searching for a Heart of Gold
And I'm getting old." |
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Here’s a post script on my 10 yr reunion with my sister and her family.
The other day I met her, and for the first time in the years, my brother-in-law and my younger niece who is now 28. Everything went well, check comes for the lunch and my brother-in-law says "don't worry about the bill, I got it" and I say “gee thanks and I'll get the tip" when I go in my pocket I get the sick feeling of shit, I just changed jeans at the last minute and never switch my money over to the pants I was wearing. So after my ten year trek for becoming self-reliant and my first time with my family, I had no money and to ask my sister (smiles) for the tip.
Just wanted to share my "Larry David" moment to any and all of you that care in "MoK's world of ironies. |
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Yesterday's reunion went better than I thought. I connected with my sister after a ten year reunion and here's why.
I did this for my own well being. My reward turns out that it helped the well being of my sister and her family. And while I sat miles from my family feeling so alone at times, they sat missing my presence in their life all the time.
What a great reward! |
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Just have to share...my Daily Horoscope
March 16, 2008
Walking In Their Shoes
Sagittarius Daily Horoscope
You may find that you are particularly perceptive today.
A sense of heightened empathy and an ability to understand how others are affected by your actions could prompt you to make more discerning choices. As you interact with others, you may be more understanding of their needs.
You could make the most of the keen sensitivity you feel by using the power you wield in your personal and professional spheres to touch people's lives in a positive way.
And this is the the last thing I read before the 10 yr reunion today... |
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Alright, anyone who enjoys my thoughts, have a seat.
Being a proactive man helps (to me anyway) with ones creditability, it's better to address "it" first before "it" address you. In my journals I post it's about ones inner strength and today I had to address one of the top three things in my "Karma Closet" of life.
Ten years ago when I left Philadelphia I chose not to stay in contact with my older sister*. Today I contact my niece, she contacted my sister...and my gift was that she really missed me and she thought, I left because of her and told her, "it wasn't because of you; it was because of my failure at that time in Philly. And "yada yada" we're all meeting tomorrow.
There is an ironic part of this and that is; the man many of you enjoy reading and you know how deeply I'm committed to my inner core and staying strong and right. Ironically my sister has no clue how much I changed, but she will in time and that will be fine.
There you go, hope you enjoyed the seat.
Regards,
MoK
*she inspired this quote of mine.
"It's better to like someone than to love someone, think about it? You have family members you love but may not like and you wouldn't hang-out with them anyway" |
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Just A Honest Ship Passing Through A sea of liars.... |
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As you can read along everyone who subscribes to my thoughts (journals),
I (and Sir, smiles) am in a writing mood.
I shorten my profile as well. |
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I heard from a submissive that basically she allow herself to be mentally raped by an evil man undoubtedly her submissiveness allow that to go on that’s my biggest concern.
Those strangers to one another allow themselves to think that have too do what does not feel right in their inner core. And that goes for subs on here as well, "Hokey Pokey subs "one day in, one day out" and lets all do the submissive turn around", they get horny and want to play and type or they show-up on a whim and it's like a mental sexual candy store and what woman does not enjoy attention especially in a sexual sense.
I type and talk this statement so often in chats and real life talks: "This Lifestyle and Life as well, is about being honest to yourself above all others and that this has to work for you before it can work for anyone else."No matter how hard bad times are for you, stay strong and righteous to thyself all the time.Why leave one badland for another? |
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Here's "Neil Young's Unknown Legend" tribute to every mother. I talk with many submissive who are blessed enough to be mothers as well;
"You know it ain't easy
You got to hold on
She was unknown legend in her time
Now she's dressin' two kids
Lookin' for a magic kiss
She gets the far-away look in her eyes"
So Moms and or submissive don't think all Men don't get it when it comes to, who comes first in a mom/submissive world. |
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For any Neil Young fans, treat yourself to his movie "Neil Young: Heart Of Gold" from the Ryman Auditorium in Nashville in 2006 by Jonathan Demme filmed live.
It's on Showtime this month. AND
Finally a Long Ago Shout Out to his album "Unplugged" from the MTV show in 1993.
The song "Unknown Legend" is a Masterful tribute to a woman.
I think he truly fit what a man should be and I sense he understands his connection to the Universe. |
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Has It Dawned On Anyone Else That The Internet does Not Go Hand In Hand With Finding Local?
I believe that is because when you live close to another (like blind date close), you best be who you claim too be and most can't live up to what they create in their mind that they are or what they seek.
My view is, I seek Right, being local does not make it right only makes it easier.
Remember "you can't imagine what you don't know" (DH)...smiles
I welcome your thoughts. I have been doing an unofficial poll and I'm hearing back that I'm not the only one who ponders this thought. |
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A True Master Can Only Truly Master One Person And That Is Thyself, However By Doing So It's Easy For One To Follow." |
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Some Of My Quotes:
"Opposites Attract If You Don't Like Yourself"
"Once Trust Is Broken; Insecurity Bridges The Gap"
"Often What One Doesn’t Trust In Others Their Guilty Of Themselves"
"A Man Needs To Be Inspired And A Woman
Needs To Be Desired"
"I Don't Want A Woman I Can Walk Over, I Want A Woman To Walk Beside Me"
"A Sex Friend Is One Letter Away from An _ex Friend" (But don't hold me to that one..Smiles)
"Confidence Is The Greatest Gift, While.... Insecurity Is The Worst Gift One Can Give To Oneself"
If you're going to paint a bulls eye on your back, don't gave anyone ammunition to use!
(Hands in weighting scale motion) "Peace Of Mind or Piece Of ass? Hmmm; Peace Of MIND Or piece of Ass?" |
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Remember as you mentally stroll through this Mental Candy Store called "c/m"...."You have to be honest to yourself above all others and that it must work for you before it can work for anyone else" |
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Are you sexual masochist? Hmm
I know at times I enjoy being a Sexual Sadist, so if you at times enjoy being a sexual masochist.
Please feel free to inquire within. |
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(LOL) I just read my last few journals and (hmm), well one could say this Man is partly correct ...meaning this man is very well rounded but is still missing the one to complete the circle ...I will say that I got to face and beat a lot of my inner demons away for ever! (AND WOW) that feels good and proud. |
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Ok, My Thoughts Are Thawing...smiles ...When I was on the road I expected to be alone, I never expected to be alone when I at home... (I like that one, very deep and telling) But I teach;...You have to be honest too yourself above all others. |
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Some Darker Thoughts In January:
......An Impact Whether Upon Ones Life Or Land Always Leaves A Lasting Impression!......
......You Know Your World Is Upside Down When You Have More Of Your Angles Upstairs Than You Do Down Here.....
.....If You Ever Get To Part When You Start To Think, If I Can Not Kill A Fly, How Could Kill Myself? It's Not Bad Thing (Although, I still enjoy Good Sexual Sadist Inspiration)
...However, Start Talking To Those You Have Bonds With. (ponder whether to post this one, but I'm doing what best and that's being strong).....
......Ok, So Now You Know Why I Titled This "Darker Thoughts" Even Tho My Thoughts May Be Dark, The Great Part Is I'm Not Blind! |
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For those one or two of you that enjoy my writing, I have just written a new piece called: “Ten Not So Good Things About Being Alone". (A Lighted hearted look at really living by yourself) ....
Ten Not So Good Things About Being Alone:
10) No one around to check on that “weird” noise you hear in the shower/tub.
9) To eat the whole pizza or be disciplined
8) No one to be home to sign for that package.
7) No one to start the coffee in the morning.
6) No one to make that stop you forgot to make on the way home.
5) No one to call the order in for you.
4) No one to fill the paperwork out.
3) Being more comfortable alone that in company of others.
2) No one to care for and brighten their world.
1) And finally; being so alone on a Holiday that I had time to write this list… (and hopefully My reward would be if I made you smile for reading this lighted hearted look at loneliness)
Enjoy and a Happy Holidays to you all! |
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FYI: If you ever want to see if someone is about good or evil, just say this phrase to them and stand back and watch their reply to this saying:...."May you get what you deserve". About 9 out of 10 people will freak and get pissed, which to me shows that person is someone full of evil, because to Me (being about good) I always want what I deserve. Try it and watch the reply you get, it's a great indication about what type of person you're dealing. |
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In response to a question I get asked often, How can I Master "Karma"? and I reply back,,,that the only "Karma" I can truly "Master" is My own. So here is the start of "Master of Karma"...I call this piece,... "The Apt For Rent Sign From Hell"....while living in Miami Beach in early Feb 2oo5...(May you look...smiles) so in case you care here is My story.>>>>>>
Yes I have a new ID; I will attempt to explain my metamorphoses from Sirofsubs to Master_Of_Karma.
Well after 6 great years, Sirofsubs (Sos) ID has been put to rest, along with 2 of my most other prized possessions which within 2 weeks where ripped from me.
First I lost my yahoo groups which was my pride and joy for almost 5 yrs and my big group which had at last count 6511 members worldwide before yahoo blew it up. Let me explain;
On Fri Dec 17th, I get what appears to be a goofy letter from yahoo stating that I had violated their Term Of Service (TOS), but as it turns out it was for real, someone in cyber land had sent yahoo an email and assassinated my character and yahoo doesn't even question it, just reacts by deleting and deactivated my email address that was tried to a prized possession that brought me great pride and joy, it was my yahoo BDSMLifestyle group that was blown-up on Dec 17th,. This was almost 5 years of a labor of love on this group; which had an ending membership at 6511 worldwide, plus the links to other great yahoo groups that would have helped to rebuild my group, but I lost them as well.
And the biggest blow of my life came 2 weeks later when on Jan 6th I lost my dog jessie girl! I lost her within 12 hrs from the 5th to the 6th, she was gone within a day, 11 yrs of my purpose in my life gone, boom!
A week later on Jan 14th, my boss resigned unexpectedly, and this man took great care of me. Also on the 14th I started to file my 04 taxes online (hey after Jan 1st, it's my money. Smiles), and the IRS wouldn't accept it not only once but every time I tried to file it, it kept coming back saying that I was using a bad EIN# (company's SS#), plus my annual raise which was due on Jan 21st, was not there.
I just couldn't understand where all my good Karma went, then it dawned on me, about a week before this hell started for me, my landlady asked if I could help her out and put a "apartment for rent" sign on my balcony (best way to describe my balcony position, would be to say it's the "Hood Ornament" on the front of my building). So the sign goes up, I even do a nice a job to make sure it stayed up.
Well at 4 PM on Wed Jan 19th, I take the sign down, crumple it the best I could and make sure to throw it well away from my place. Within 3 minutes of throwing this "apartment for rent" sign from hell away, I got a page to call my client at work which I did, and I was informed that my contact with them would be extended for another 17 months (understand this uncertainty was hanging over my head since Nov), moral being this was what I had been waiting to hear, within another hour my airfare to Philly for Super Bowl weekend, was $20., lower than it was in the morning and the Eagles won to go there, the IRS accepted my taxes that night, my raise was found and offered to me in advance of my next pay, my company wrote to me and asked if I would like to be featured in a North American manual talking about charitable gifts me and my staff donate to.
So in wrapping up and with all that I lost, my yahoo life, my true life (jessie girl), I just felt it was time to let Sirofsubs go as well. Whew, now maybe you understand why I feel I'm a more a "Master of Karma".smiles well in my mind anyway. Thanks for the read and I hope there is a smile on that face right now.
****Again keep in mind this was written in early Feb 2005. |
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a GREAT line from Roger Waters "Wish You Were Here" written for a close friend and band member (Syd Barnett) who went crazy when Pink Floyd started out in the late 60's. an older soul will understand it...smiles and leaves the lyrics...................................................
"And did you exchange......
A walk-on part in the war...
for a lead role in a cage?" |
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A Man needs to be "Inspired" and a woman needs to be "Desired" That's the key in My mind. (See what a Man can think of with the right inspiration? Thanks for it.) |
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I have to ask this, why is there such (for a lack of a better word) hate towards men from many women out here. There are (eyes look side to side) a few of Us good Men out here! (Turns and leaves My soap box) |
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