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Force me to become a cock sucking cunt.
ill need an Owner full time and in person for a 24 7 365 permanent situation.
Recently,i was exposed to the term Emotional Masochist. It has helped me to realize that the Dominant im seeking will gain sadistic pleasure by making me feel bad.
It helps me to understand why i really do want to be made to feel hopeless, despondent, humiliated and degraded. i know that i would rather be made to cry than to laugh.
Its needs to be made clear that im seeking a full time, in person Owner who WANTS to make me feel forced to become a feminine looking toy for sadistic men to use. Someone who will be amused by the process of taking the masculinity from me will be ideal
My recently awakened feminine side is proving to be a very powerful influence on my thinking and behavior. It really seems to be affecting my body too.
I cant keep these feelings controlled any longer so Im seeking contacts who will help me cultivate this new sexuality and allow me to become the feminine creature that Dominants will exploit.
i copied this list from a Dominants profile because it excited me so much.
asphyxiation, behavior control, body modification, caging, discipline, dehumanization, drunk fetish, forced intoxication, humiliation
One of the reasons that an older Dominant is appealing to me is that he might be a little less concerned about the things he will do to me having negative repercussions for his future. If he is expecting to die of old age in ten or fifteen years, he might take more risks with his treatment of a thing that he possesses.
Experience and maturity are also attractive qualities.
Thank you for looking at me,davida
The wannabe cunt
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