To give and receive to receive and give based on shared trust.  The true depth of which goes so much deeper beyond the vanilla society.  Yes, I have grown and so hope to continue down this delightful rewarding path that feels so complete.

Today, I feel loss.  Loss of the connection started but not completed!

Well, I continue to search and still hope to find that special long lasting relationship. 

I have exchanged wonderful mailings with many and it has been wonderful.  Some that I could learn to love and some that I would lust after for ever.  Those on the vanallia only side could NEVER understand.  So much their loss.  What will develop next only time will tell.  Kindness, love, lust, passion, kinky fun, please bring them on.  I want and need them mixed with my upscale vanilla lifestyle.