i have posted one new picture of me from a series i took recently. If you'd like more, you should ask. 

Things have changed slightly; i do not know the way forward. i have asked and received no response. i must need to listen better, and/or ask better questions. W/we shall see. 

i have been in chastity for about four weeks, now. Things have been going pretty well for me. =) i had a couple of rough days, but things are going more smoothly now.

<Strike>my cup virtually runneth over. At this point, i think that my "dance card" is basically full. Though i am not currently serving anyone local, i do accept occasional and regular guidance, encouragement, assignments, and orders from a couple of close friends.</Strike> Things have been going well, and i am happy to have in my life the people who choose to be in my life. Please feel free to contact me for any reason; just be aware that i am actually not currently actively seeking anything additional at this time. Please do feel free to leave me a note, though. =)

In other news, i have been in chastity for over three weeks now (since Valentine's), and am feeling pretty good about life in general. ^___^ 

Starting to get a little bit of bruising on muh booty from all the spankings. Thank You so much, Goddess D. ^____^

i have started a new blog to keep track of all the amazingly hot cuckolding stuff i find on a regular basis, as well as to keep track of (and support) my efforts to remain chaste. Please ask for a link if you are interested.

If Y/you have not yet had a chance to read Venus in Furs, please ask for a link to a free publication. If you enjoy erotic fiction, this is a genre hallmark. (Thanks, Irene!)

Speechless.

Some man just approached me (via chat) with his thing in his hand. "Hey you're cute; I have my thing out, want to see?" *skeptical look*  There will be no rant. i'm done talking about it. #tabularasa

The move went well, pretty much everything is settled, and for the time being the cats and i remain in Texas. i have lots of free time but not much inclination to pursue anything outside of house cleaning, studying, and cat naps. ^___^  i realize that sounds boring, but i am actually kind-of excited. <g>

All work and no play makes . . .

All work and no play makes . . .

All work and no play makes . . .

Now that i have graduated, i am strongly considering moving to California. San Francisco would be my first choice; LA would be my second choice. Though i am entertaining employment possibilities, i suppose i would consider a potential relationship and move if someone were to show a stronger interest in making use of me than a potential employer; as such, i would consider service to a potential partner my primary job until such time as i am gainfully employed in my field of expertise. i have sacrificed so many years of love life for the sake of education and employment, and now i realize that stable, healthy love relationships are good for the body, mind, and soul. 

Once i pull my foot out of my mouth, i think i will keep it closed for a while. FML.

i finished my Bachelor's this month. :)  <Strike>If anyone wants to get me something fun or nice or sexy, just because, this is the perfect time. :D (12/21 update: Can i at least get some spankings? Or a cookie? *pouts*)</Strike> 12/25 update: i'm no longer holding my breath for anything from anyone, other than 'nilla stuff from my real fam. i just . . . wasn't expecting to be this underwhelmed. And not just by you--just in general. ~____~ 

i have been taken advantage of and can not afford to pay rent. Granted, i gave the advantage willingly. It was not returned when i asked for it back. i did expect to be taunted--i did not expecting the amount of loss, hurt, and betrayal. i don't usually feel betrayed. i put a lot of faith and trust into someone i knew for a long time, and i am completely destitute as a result. i walked out on the invisible bridge, and the invisible bridge disappeared. i am waiting for the fast stop at the end.

Updated limits:
Hard limits---financial domination.

No. No. No.

i have been in chastity for over three weeks at the discretion of Miss C. i adore Her mind. Thank You, Miss C.  <3

Boys. Guys. Fellas. i have been noticing a lot--a lot--a LOT of guys browsing my profile lately. Okay. So. First of all, that's okay. i don't have to be into you for you to find me attractive. But if you think i am attractive, why not get me something nice? :P  [link redacted]  Srsly. Or if you think i am interesting enough to actually read further in my profile, why not get me something nice? i will model it for a few photos for you, and other boys will want to get me more stuff. It's a beautiful cycle. :P  For what it's worth, nobody has ever ordered me anything from that wish list . . . . i'm beginning to think that the guys on this site offer no value. ~_______~   (find a Mistress to tell you you're worthless. That's not my job.) 

Do not browse my profile expecting me to check out your profile and write to you. i never do that. i almost always read-and-let-sit e-mail from men--i know you check for read receipts--i know i do, from time to time--but rarely respond (i find less than 10% of mail from men sufficiently interesting to even respond to). i'm not here to be "your first experience"--you won't be mine--and i'm not here to get boys off.

Now that i am thinking about it, it is not okay for boys to get off to my pictures. What is the difference between masturbating to a woman's picture and walking up to her in public? Put your little thingy away and call your mom, or your wife, or your children, and tell them you love them.

i just want to be pretty. And just like any other girl, you can walk up to her and tell her you think she's hot. Or you can walk up to her in a trench coat and stand there and stare at her. Or walk up to her with a present and tell her in a kind way you think she looks nice. Give gifts at random. Do something meaningful for someone else for once. Don't be a creeper. 

i guess i would be happy to encourage any other boys to explore their own gender fluidity . . . . though i am not terribly motivated to do so (unless they are transboys--i like 100% of the transboys i have met so far, hehe). Basically, for me, it comes down to motivation, and inclination. When it comes to inclination, the Goddess always wins. And when it comes to motivation, it's really pretty simple--if you can't make me care, then i won't care. i hate to be so crass, but i do feel a bit perved. With that in mind, i am taking down my racy pictures. ~____~ 

Thx,

mgmt.

Ladies . . . . any gifts i receive from you will be treasured forever. 

Today is my 19th day of chastity, give or take a day! ^____^  Please write me with encouragement, suggestions, or questions--i am very happy to be locked up, and not afraid to share. This may be a record for me . . . and soon it will be!

Ah, how delightful. ^____^ 

Time waster alert: right here.

If you think that communicating with somebody you won't get to play with immediately is a waste of time, consider yourself warned. i love love love to talk with people with no expectation of direction, plans, or play.

i only write to people whom i find sufficiently interesting: if you've clearly put some time and energy into a profile with multiple pictures, and have written journal entries, i am likely to read all the text and respond to what i think might interest you. After all, if you can be bothered to talk about anything with a stranger, what better than your own stated interests?  That being said, many people here are professionals--myself included, depending upon the weather, though i don't advertise here--i haven't been gifted a single stocking as of yet---so i am mindful that "time is money." Personally, i seek equal exchange of value in all my dealings. i can not really afford any more than that. :) 

i am happy to report that things are going well for me, as i have been in chastity for over 16 days (who knows for sure how many days now?), with only one minor incident to report, and being otherwise obedient to Her wishes.

A minor bit of confusion a few days ago as one Woman whom i chose to engage in conversation wished to groom me for being owned by Her; unfortunately, i can no longer offer my whole self to anyone but Ms. C. Though time will tell what that looks like, i still consider myself "omniamorous" and am not restricted from conversing with anyone whom i wish to speak with. Just be aware--if you want to play with me, i will need to ask permission. If you are patient, perhaps i will be lent out for use. :) 

So, if W/we know one another from previous discussions, it is likely that Y/you are aware that i have been (partly)* claimed by a wonderful Woman Whom i have known for quite some time. She is aware that i have a few close kinky friends, acquaintances, and serve O/others in some ways; and She has at least two relationship-type things which i support in some ways. The practical future remains, for me, uncertain, but having some control in my life is a wonderful feeling.
(Thank You, Ms. C.)

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Wow. So. A friend just linked me to this page which describes kinky people by zodiac signs. Mine is nail-on-the-head. Check out yours here, and then read mine below!

[link redacted]

The Polymorphously Perverse Pisces

Pisces is the most mutable of the mutable signs. Those influenced by this sign are born actors; they can be anything, to anyone, at any time. They can play the top, the bottom, the middle, the outside; one of a twosome, threesome, or fourteensome; the exhibitionist or the voyeur; the boy, the girl, both, or neither — in fact, if you can imagine it, Pisces can do it, and probably has. But … why? The key is that Pisceans derive satisfaction almost solely from giving their partners pleasure. So, you have a Piscean friend who’s suddenly gone from impeccably-clad, black-tie dominatrix to wispy, giggling, pastel ditz? She’s changed lovers. Her entire persona will draw itself subtly around the new partner’s tastes; she’ll morph into the girl of his or her dreams, with very few compunctions or self-doubts. It’s quite natural and it’s almost subconscious. They’re good at it, too. Pisces influences (particularly the Sun, the Ascendant, or Venus) give a kind of intuition that other folks call “psychic.” When a Fish tunes into their lover’s unspoken sexual wavelengths, the result is nothing short of fantasy fulfillment; they take great pride in their ability to extract and enact even the most carefully hidden desires. Most are fundamentally bisexual, and both sexes often remain attractively gender-fluid. One of the few things that tend to remain constant include an enjoyment of heightened sensation; many Pisceans like a little pain with their pleasure, as well as long, drawn-out teasing sessions or sensual play. The Piscean sex drive is very instinctive and often cyclical. When they’re in heat (with Pisces, this is a completely apt description) everyone within a hundred miles knows it; they radiate a kind of deep sexuality that is similar to Scorpio’s yet slightly more dispersed. Small mobs of admirers accumulate overnight, like alley cats when a housebound Persian is feeling frisky.

The past few months have been kind-of a time warp. Some tragedies and illnesses. Some injuries. Some new experiences. The Year of the Snake has been mostly crap for a lot of people, including me, but there have been some highlights and good things, too. :)  i just can't wait for 2013 to be over, lol.

If i never have to take another college class again, it will be too soon. SO CLOSE!  JUST A FEW MORE WEEKS!!

Guys, trans people (and yes, even Women)--please read my profile and/or journal and comment on something relevant to you which you might find there. i do not accept unsolicited chat requests or respond to mail which is not relevant to my interests. The same is true for most people, except for those who simply wish to mess with you. Be careful out there, and be respectful of the rights of others not to acknowledge or respond to such inquiries.

"Thus it was her wish that I might be wrong, and her dream showed that wish fulfilled."

- Sigmund Freud, The Interpretation of Dreams

Humanity
has been sleeping
--and still sleeps--
lulled within the
narrowly confining
joys of its
closed loves.


-- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Happy belated National Coming Out Day (Oct. 11)!!

i am here primarily out of curiosity; interacting with O/others for the sake of T/their pleasure, amusement, and curiosity is considered by some to be a waste of time. If Y/you have no interest in communicating for the sake of communication, please consider yourself warned. i have met a F/few from CollarMe and those experiences have been mostly wonderful, but i also really appreciate the opportunity to read about the lives of so many truly unique and interesting people.

Thank Y/you. :)

i find U.S. politics to be a nightmare. The GOP stands to profit if the Federal government ceases: 200 years of Constitutional law can just be circumvented if we simply cease to have a government. Speaking of slavery . . .

September has been sort-of a suckfest also. Lol.

Guys, i'm really sorry, but the odds of me being interested in you are virtually 0%. [edit: 2/24/14].

i am happy that August is almost over. It has been a rough month for pretty much everyone, it seems. 

Today i received a sign that i should not wade into any deep relationships at this stage in my life .... i sort-of already knew it, but it had not been presented to me in bold-face like this in a while. i have not been in a very deep relationship for about two years, and it looks like i need more time to deal with that. So. Yeah.

If you want to check in with me, please feel free to drop me a line, but am on sabbatical from seeking and/or pursuing anything. i have to concentrate on school to the extent that i would neglect the attention and responsibility necessary for serving and submission. Also, thanks to Goddess D for being such an amazing person, and for .... helping me to finally understand what i have been looking for/missing/needing--and what i need in order to flourish. It means a lot.

Very happy to be under the control of Goddess D .... *blushes* .... will post more updates soon ....

Completed MystressWorld initial training. Thanks very much to Mystress and Mistress A. <3

Honestly, Mistresses is probably the best kinky show i have seen in .... perhaps ever.  i am very curious to see how things progress. Spoiler alert: who is the father of the baby? Mmmmm......

Actively enrolled in MystressWorld, curious and eager to begin training. :)  Thanks to Mistress A. for convincing me to finally get into it!!

Wow. i just finished the pilot of Mistresses with Teri Hatcher on Hulu. It is amazing. @____@ 10/10 - highly recommend.

BOYS--if you are going to use ten words or less in an e-mail to me, please make them "I have purchased a gift from your wishlist, dear." i will even go so far as to pose for you in/with the item(s) i receive. Frankly, i don't receive many gifts which i actually like--i think mainly because i don't yet have a vanilla wishlist--and have never received a gift from CollarMe.* i think have enough good kharma to be a prettier girl-slut, don't you agree? :P

> [link redacted]
* - a material gift, as in, a present. Meeting O/others is a gift. - 7/29/13.

The soul speaks volumes which we muffle with our human understanding. To communicate/understand only to the extent necessary in order to meet our own personal human needs is to reduce others to objects at a fundamental level; to communicate/understand to the extent necessary in order to be receptive to others is to raise others to the level of our self, and exchange at a more intimate level, with fewer filters; subsequent objectification is thus a mode of communication--an art form. 

7 months and my Bachelor's will be complete; therefore i am considering life possibilities which might take me out of Texas .... i consider this to be a fair amount of time to get to know someone. So if You think i might be the perfect pet for You and Your home, please let U/us chat and get to know O/one A/another. (Oh yes, i do like Dom/sub case.)

In other news, the new (wireless) vibrator which i ordered is disappointing--i can barely feel it, and it is not very powerful. Who wants to get me the nice vibrator i really want? :P [link placeholder] (or whisk me away to wield Your vibrators on me? ;)

Also, i have begun chastity today. i have been having some difficulties making it past the two week mark; if You have any recommendations or encouragement, please feel free. <3

It appears that what i was really needing is just someone to listen, encourage, and be excited to hear from.  :)  One of the best things we can do is to compliment, encourage, and be aware of the strengths and beautiful things we observe in others .... it is a positive experience for the other person, but also practice in observing positive things about oneself.  Thank you, dear C.  <3

i am interested in chatting with a cuckoldress or hotwife; i am interested in (and have experienced and enjoyed) cuckolding, and would like to know more about the Female perspective. <3

i have been having fun on CollarMe for the past week or so. Perhaps it is partly related to the fact that i have been locked in chastity for about 10 days now--i lost count, actually, and am noting it here so that i have some concept of the time--but i have been finding some very interesting people recently. No longer bored. :D It thrills me to be a listening ear, a source of amusement, of use, of value.

Oh yes, also i have enjoyed some very interesting turns of events this last week: random, wonderful cuddles with a beautiful soul; a simply delectable interlude with a former lover; a deepening of connection between long-time kinky friends.  So much love, it's like i'm doing something right. ^___^   Mkay kinky peoples, have a nice whatever!  <snooz>

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Blah. I'm becoming mildly annoyed. For the time being, i am not seeking anyone/anything in particular. Please feel free to "wow" me with a thoughtful response to my profile, and/or read my entire journal. i want to meet people as curious about who i am as i am about them. People say they "don't want a mindless submissive" but then fail to acknowledge the mind of the submissive. i have the rest of my life to figure it out, and am not in a hurry to put all my eggs in an unknown basket: while i am sure that You are perfect (which i agree with), i am not, and have no expectation that i will be a good fit for You.  Please be thorough and thoughtful when writing me; i do my best to show these in each letter i write.  Thank You.

Starting today, i have a few weeks of free time between semesters. If you'd like to chat, meet, and discuss future play, please contact me during this timeframe so that i can give you the most/best attention possible. 

i am taking a brief hiatus from the daily femininity and performing daily physical exercise at the whim of a long-time Dominant girl-friend. i have also been in chastity for approximately one week (thanks for the motivation, Miss A).

More updates later. Have a nice day. :)

P.s.: Am i the only one who is addicted to cuckold captions? If you know/enjoy captions and want to share, please feel free to send links! ;) If you don't know, please ask, and I'll help you get up to speed .... <g>  <3

I am a service/sensual submissive, according to Ms. Christina Abernathy's Erotic Slavehood. Has A/anyone else read this? It has so much good stuff about slave contracts!!

.... also, in case Y/you were wondering .... 7 days of chastity, as of yesterday. 7 days seems to be about the time when i need some sort of attention/play/release/punishment/whatever. <nods>

Got a new sundress today, and a pin for mah hair. ^____^  Also, i just noticed something about the "beverage in a packet" packets .... and was oddly aroused. Haha. See if you can see what i'm talking about in my profile pictures ....

If i could change one thing about my body permanently, it would be my complexion. Dark dark hair and pale skin make for having to shave wayyyy too often. Perhaps i should begin waxing! Oooo!!

Submission to the Other is, i think, a number of things:

1. being safe enough to allow oneself obey and be influenced by another person. To give some context, by "being safe" i mean, feeling safe, or having an "intuitive sense" of being comfortable and confident under the influence of a dominant personality--trust, affinity--the ability to let go and accept the will of the Other.

2.  improving the life of the Other--through obedient and eager service, to the extent that there is a value commensurate with a job. In other words, if done properly for a taxable employer rather than a dominant, the same amount of work would earn a wage. This also implies high quality submission. Anyone can wash your car--but wash, detail, and then provide chauffer service requires coordination and mutual understanding with the intent of improving the Other's life

3.  providing the Other with sufficient tools, knowledge, and understanding of the self so that He or She may reward and punish in appropriate ways which elicit eager obedience--a nice-sized carrot at the end of the stick, and a nice-sized stick for ... well, you know.

4.  eager obedience -- a sense of wanting to do what one is told, to be rewarded by giving, and look forward to further opportunities to obey.

This is just a framework-sketch of my view on the purpose of submission .... note that there are no mechanisms for relationship/ownership models: i do not think these are necessary for effective submission. Please feel free to share any thoughts you might have with this model--Agree? Disagree?

So .... excited! Looking forward to an interview, thinking about how to prepare for it. Any recommendations?

Omg .... so, i got a bit carried away .... with the toys. Lol. Yay for play!! And words which rhyme. And chastity. :D

Begin spring break: now.

Started packing today in preparation for my late March move. Still not yet decided on where I shall be staying or whom, if anyone, I shall be serving. Any suggestions? Any takers? Happy Wednesday. :)

What is this feeling?

It is like being alone.

Wanting, but not .... 

for the other shoe, to, drop. 

It is waiting. But why?

Birthdays are hard when it feels like there is nothing to celebrate, and there is no one to celebrate with one.

Sometimes it seems that when i am quiet, nothing in the Universe reaches out to me.  i do not mind most of the time, but i do enjoy sharing mutual interest.  My primary love language is "verbal reassurance," so this place is sort of mostly empty space to me .... it can be difficult for a beta-type submissive to have any positive interaction without offering up-front "value" [comments redacted]. I want some healthy communication, something more real, something constructive/positive. Maybe Someone to serve.

i have been giving a lot of thought to live-in service and submission, slave contracts, and power exchange .... as well as the ephemeral metrics of exchange of value, and how those effect the D/s dynamics which W/we use to relate to O/one A/another.  If these topics are of any interest, please drop me a line; i am bored and would like company/companionship, understanding, and maybe some reassaurance. Thank You.

Okay, i will be quiet, now.  ^_____^

Everything is changing. What happens next?

Taking a hiaitus from searching. Gave up my chastity on Valentine's after a record of over two weeks; started over yesterday. Everything in my life is changing right now. If we have been in touch in the past, please feel free to keep in touch. I am likely going to pursue a mostly androgynous and kink-free period in my life soon, in order to focus on school and prepare for a move. If you would like to send me an e-mail feel free, and I will respond. Just .... tired of this feeling; need something real; need to serve; need to please a real Woman.

Okay so, I am rather anxious about all these changes in my life, and sometimes not very good at expressing my needs. I am a bit scared to admit that my apartment lease ends at the end of April, and that I am considering all possibilities (including serving a Woman under a live-in contract) .... *blushing* .... I have never done so in the past, but I believe it is time for me to learn to communicate more openly as a slave, and truly serve a Woman. Being in chastity and not bound to the service of a dominant Woman (when that is what one truly desires) can be a very confusing emotional and physical state. So, that is what I was really trying to say.  Oh yes, also, my 30th birthday is coming up on the 1st. Eep!

A few things--first, I am so thankful to all the boys and girls (and of course the wonderful TS/TG people) whom I have been fortunate to meet through CollarMe. It has been a wonderful experience, and has really helped me to understand myself better. It has also provided me with endless opportunities to amuse and please you, which is really why I am here.  :)

Second, I have been seeing a LOT of boys hitting my profile, and have responded to a few .... not that I mind, but if you're going to look, please help me to be a prettier girl. Being a TS subby is spendy, and I can't really afford to buy all the nice things I want. One boy was thoughtful enough to ask about the corset which I ordered. Sadly, it did not fit. I have never ever had a corset which fit properly. If you would like to see me dressed up and happy for Valentine's, please ask for my Amazon wish list. [edit: 2/24/14]

Third, if we have been chatting/e-mailing/talking a lot, please send me pictures!! I am a visual creature, and love to see more of the people whom I meet online (if never in person). <3

Oh yes!! Also!! I have been in chastity for almost two weeks now! :D *dance* (Now what am I supposed to do? Lol.)

(Finally .... seeking the knot once again .... can host, or travel to you if you're local .... please send me a message!)

Successfully avoided doing something which I was dreading, and had naughty fun with sexy friends instead.  <3  Subbies, if someone wants you to do something you're not comfortable with, you should be willing to consider it, but if it's a stated hard limit for you, you don't have to go through with it.  "Safe, sane, and consensual" varies by the individual; negotiation is how you communicate, understand, and respect one another's limits.  Unless you are a no-limit slave, you have a right not to do something that would hurt or be bad for you.  $0.02.

i ordered a new corset, some stockings, a body suit, and a ring gag .... ^___^  Teheheh. Yay naughty. ^___^

i love to take and send pictures for the pleasure and enjoyment of others.  <Strike>This week</Strike> In general, i would like to open up my body as a canvas (for temporary tattoos) to those i know and whom are interested in seeing me covered in their ink.  If you are interested, provide a location (of my body), style (font/size), and whether or not you'd like to have credit in updates to this particular journal entry.  Nothing above the neck, and arms are a 'soft limit' area -- i do have a job! -- otherwise anything is acceptable.  Hope You have fun!!  <3

So long as space remains,

So long as sentient beings remain,

I will remain,

In order to help, in order to serve,

In order to make my own contribution ~

~ om ~

If I wanted a corset for Christmas, how did I get these toys??  o______O  Oh well, the show must go on!! <giggles>  Mmm .... the temptation to open them is only stalled by a book which came along, Erotic Slavehood by Christina Abernathy. Have you read it? Would you like to discuss?

All I want for Christmas is my first waist-cinching corset. Plllllllease kinky Universe?

I have decided to be EXTREMELY naughty this evening, and am wearing both a vibrating egg and a chastity device (with extra-large teeth).  If you would like to torment me (or just chat without tormenting me), drop me a line so that we can get in touch outside of CM .... I am extremely bored on overnights, and must have some distraction.  Please?

If it comes as a shock that i might be excited to talk to you, please don't be weirded out; i've been fairly bored for some time, and am really seeking to replace that with interesting (shiny objects), personal discussion, srs bsns, fantasy, stories, chat, banter, etc.  Waste of time, or worth your while?  Who are you, really?  Do we have a connection?

"sapiosexual" is a word I've seen a few times in the last few days.  I may be partly sapiosexual; I am highly conceptual, and I rarely am as turned on as when I've been thinking about something for an extended period of time .... if we can't discuss what turns us on, what's the point of having these stupid profiles?  Or do those exist in order to pre-define our roles, goals, and pidgeon-holes?  I don't know .... perhaps I should explore more writing for myself and self-bondage .... hmmm ....

Bored at work (overnights). If you'd like to chat, please request my contact info. :)

.... i's wound up .... @_____@  <hides>

Dear boys--

I am not categorically disinterested in you, but unless you wish to donate to my femme side (vis a vis Amazons) or to engage me in an advanced intellectual/psycho-sexual way, the chances of my being interested are really nil. Most boys are not attractive to me, so you need to distinguish yourself somehow. I'm not seeking a Master, a male lover, or anything .... though I would be willing to dress up for anyone providing new outfit pieces! ^___^

Strange week--lost a number of things and then rediscovered them, only to have a loss in the family. Buckling down on school, but would like to open and participate fun, mutually rewarding kink-oriented conversations: a little bit of fun distraction is necessary for sanity amid 40-hour workweeks and 30-hour study weeks.

I feel a strong need to serve .... if you are in need, tell me about it!  I have a short list of ways in which I would like to serve (selfishly), though I can also provide general service (cleaning, chores), massage and grooming.  Win/win?

Happy new moon!

Thank god it's Friday.

I know it's not actually Friday, but it's MY Friday.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.

ad infinitum

One week in chastity so far..... <squirms> .....love being locked up..... ^_____^

Slightly awkward first date.  Nice to be seeing boys again, but I want some retail therapy, haha.  Please?

[edit: 2/24/14].

Thank you for peeking in, Mistress! <3

I love to dance... it's one of the best forms of release... <3

Guys--some ground rules:

1. Be local.

2. Be clean.

3. Between 23 and 40 or so.  Prefer physically fit, powerful, well-built men.

4. Willing to work with a Dominant Woman.

5. Willing to verify STD testing status.

6. Provide your zodiac sign, please.

7. Please write more than three but less than ten lines.  Be sure to describe your experience/interest.

Seeking 2-4 stud/bull types for play primarily with myself, and potentially active involvement with a Lady (individually, of course--at first, anyway..)  Must be comfortable working around a chastity device, being on cam, and using protection. I reserve the right not to respond, block, or ignore any responses; please be considerate.  :)

If you like chastity, check out Dream Lover Labs. <3 <3 <drool> [edit:2/24/14]

I'm not ready for fall semester to start. <sigh> August will be gone so soon!! :(

What a perfect day for play! ^___^ <frolics around the house>

Tentatitvely seeking potential play/life partner(s) .. let's try to communicate! ^___^

CollarMe seems to be dropping sections of text from my profile. Is anyone else having this issue? In unrelated news, I can't wait for the semester to be over ... it's been a long year.

New term: "Third Gender." I don't identify as TV (despite enjoying wearing sexy "female" clothing) and have minimal interest in pursuing anything which would alter my physical "sex." I am, however, quite feminine in many ways, and do not identify strongly as "male." I am at least slightly gender dysphoric.

It's been an interesting, busy, rainy, productive week. :) Also, happy spring break!

"There is no such thing as a problem

without a gift for you in its hands.

You seek problems because you need their gifts."

- Richard Bach

I can only explain my feelings about today with an axiom: "There are two categories of people in this world: people who fit into categories, and people who do not."

I enjoy pretending to be a means to your ends, but in reality, I am an autonomous person, and so are you.  What is a relationship but an exchange of value? Beware dominants who expect abject submission, and submissives who expect you to control every aspect of their lives: the implications are deeper than you may realize.

Trying to decide whether I'm a submissive boy or a frigid, androgynous "me." Sexuality is complex!

Sorry, guys, not interested.