I am a very submissive crossdresser by nature and dream of being tonia in the company of another. I want to experience time as tonia with the right personcouple. I am very easy going and like to make others proud. I still feel new to the lifestyle but have only viewed from afar. I am so willing and eager but still struggle with making the leap to submerse myself into the lifestyle. Deep down I feel that I want to prove myself to someone. I do not want to rush and I am sincere. I am honest and up front and expect the same. I listed my sexuality as bisexual but I have never experienced actual physical contact with a man. My demeanor changes when I am dressed or when near a dominant person. I feel I will submit easily with a trustworthy dominant partner. I also do not want to mislead anyone. As mentioned earlier I am very submissive and very open when tonia and would love to see where it goes. I seek anyone that is willing to be open minded and I am not strictly looking for sexual encounters. I love chattingtalking with anyone that is not closed minded. It is more about serving and pleasing than sex to me. I must be discrete and my professional life is seperate from my desired fantasy life. I do not want to be a woman or get a sex change. I love being dressed and serving. I am still very nervousshy. I have only dressed as tonia with a few women and once with a couple that was a wonderful experience. I would like to venture further. I have a high stress job and always in control. I want to give up all control and serve as a good sub and hopefully slave. Thank you for taking the time to read my profile. If you are real, sincere, and understanding please feel free to contact me.As I believe in honesty and being upfront, I am not single. My spouse disproves of my desire to dress and feels it is non-Christian. I would never force something on her but Ive found it getting harder each year to not think about fulfilling what I think I am slated to be. A good sub for an understanding couple or master mistress. . Thank you again.
