Though I know the truth, I listen to your lies. The woman in me rages, While the little girl cries.
You laugh at my stupidity, When I let you back in. My mind says Hell no, But it's my heart that will win.
Wounded child within, When will you heal? The choices were not mine, Yet the torment I feel.
Blame the mother she wasn't, And will never be. Blame the father, Oh wait, who was he?
Blame the one that left For the wrong reason, The one who came back, For only one season.
Blame the husband that wasn't Strong enough to be all, Blame myself the most, For building that wall.
The time to start over, Has come at last. Heal this child within me, Break free from her past.
Break the cycle of anger, The silence of fear. Push away those who are toxic. Hold close those that are dear. |