4/2/2024 1:51:58 PM: I'm so fucking conflicted, so I live in a state of self-denial. 

6/10/2022 7:00:07 AM: I am highly orally inclined. Using my moutht to give pleasure to others is my definition of the ultimate gesture of submissive sex.   If I could hit life's reset button I would seek out and live my life in a cuckold relationship.   I get pleasure from giving pleasure.   My thruths.  

6/7/2022 10:52:22 AM: My sexuality is not a choice. My submissive inclinations are absolute and for me to act in any other way is a lie. The pleasure I get from giving pleasure is not contrived. Passing on participation in vanilla relationships is not wrong. My dark needs, desires, and fantasies do not make me damaged goods. These are some of my truths.