Blurred lines between pleasure and pain

I approached the door of His home and a wave of fear washed over me. He had warned me that this evenings session would be more intense. I didn’t realize the hell I was about to enter into….
He answered the door and took my hand and led me into the hall. “We are taking a field trip” he said. I immediately began to panic, sensing my feeling he handed me a glass of wine….“sip it” he said..I do and he put a blindfold over my eyes and leads me back outside. I feel a hand guide me into a car. I am trembling but am ok at this moment. I sit in the backseat. I know there is another person in the car…..wait until we reach our destination.

We arrive at our destination and I am led out of the car into a house I think, I am instructed to walk downstairs into what feels like a basement. I feel my clothing being peeled off and I am
shivering. I am made to sit on what feels like a table. “Lie down” he says and I feel myself being locked into some type of restraints. I feel them lock around my wrists, ankles, thighs and neck…I start to cry and I feel the hand of him stroking my head. “Shhhhhh baby girl it’s ok…” This is not ok I think to myself….I feel my mind and body separate….I can’t believe what is happening…I am trapped….The sound of footsteps clearly coming from the rest who were involved, meant that my fate was sealed. 

I felt fingers going inside me at first gentle and then gradually harder and faster. I could feel my pussy already dripping wet from the slow foreplay and sensual teasing, being fingerfucked so intensely fast and hard brought me to the edge of cumming. Then it stopped….All of a sudden I felt a sharp whack of the cane to the sole of my foot. The pain was so bad I screamed. “Gag her” I heard a voice say. I felt the ball gag inserted into my mouth. I felt the fingers of a gloved hand ferociously rubbing on my clit being brought to the edge of cumming once again….the cane starts whacking my breasts….I am brought to edge again five times and then having it stop….Soon it started to become unbearable, I could feel juices now collecting in a trickling stream at the base of my ass, and could feel my clit becoming swollen. Then I hear it….the dreaded sound of the love hate relationship with the Hitachi…..I felt it hit against my punished pussy and my hips rocking and I moan and cry for mercy. On and on they pushed me beyond what I thought were my limits. My lower body writhed to entice the orgasm that was being so cruelly held back, my upper body strained to make them have mercy…..“please please can I cum!” I try to communicate to them…I hear laughs and I begin to whimper…… I couldn’t tell how many of them there were all u knew is that I just wanted to cum, desperately….. The vicious pulsation from the hitachi pain and pleasure at once. They took away the hitachi one more time before I came….my body writhed in pleasure I could feel myself squirt….I felt the vibrator again pressed against my already pulsating clit while fingers explored my pussy, and I felt myself cumming again. I felt the feeling of pleasure being replaced by pain…no more I can’t take it…the vibrator was kept in place while the fingers continued pressing inside me….I started to buck and thrash around like a wild animal…“no more no more” I tried to communicate…. I tried desperately to clasp my thighs together, not able through the restraints. The puddle of wetness I was growing. Over and over again it happened, begging them to stop, didn’t faze them. The tears of pleasure and pain didn’t matter. I felt as if I was going to passed out…I felt my mind and body separate again the only sounds I could hear were the wet slapping sounds of being fingerfucked brutally hard, the searing stimulation of the hitachi being pressed against my swollen clit and being told to “cum one more time for us”, before that release came. 

What seemed like hours I was released from my own personal hell and was cleaned up and led back to the car and to His home…he took of my blindfold and smiled kissed me on the forehead and said “You made Daddy very proud, I know how hard that was.” I drove back to my safe reality…..

I arrived at the hotel and I felt a shiver go down my spine. and the egg inside me. I waited in the car as instructed until I felt the familiar  vibration inside me.  I knew this was dangerous meeting a stranger from the internet, but I was so drawn to him...his mannerism, his control, his tone, the way he already infiltrated my mind and body.  I had to meet him...I had no choice, I was drawn to him...I could not resist.  I stepped out of car and immediately felt his sexual energy and my knees almost gave out from under me.

He led me into the hotel room and takes off his sunglasses, he dark eyes pierce mine and I look away...he instructs me to look in his eyes. I do and I feel as if he can read my soul, my heart, my desires....I feel exposed without being naked....He is stern, but kind at the same time.....  He instructed me to keep my hands and my hips and I awaited his approval....I knew I looked sexy, hot...I have always considered myself a sex object...it's what I have been told my whole life, after all...he nodded and I took off my jacket. I trembled not knowing what to expect.....he instructed me in positions a sub/slave/pet should know....1. waiting  an up on wide knees, hands behind back, head up, tits out. 2. rest, a kneeling position , back straight, eyes down hands on lap with palms facing up. 3. Inspection, Standing, legs wide, hands behind neck, eyes on trainer, tits out.

I opened my body to him, awaiting him to feed on it as I have desperately wanted him to since I first encountered him....I wanted to feed him with every aspect of my body and soul...I knew then what me purpose was...to please....him and only him....is waited my punishment in anticipation of the delicious pain I would experience. I stand before him vulnerable awaiting his approval. Keep your hands at your sides. My hair gets in my eyes and I bring them up to move it and I immediately know I am going to get punished. I hold out my hands out and he slaps them.  He instructs me to keep my eyes closed as I undress him. I then explored his beautiful muscular body, with heightened senses I spent every moment feeling with my fingers and tongue exploring every inch of skin and swirling my tongue, occasionally hearing a moan in appreciation....I felt happy that I was pleasing my master/ my Sir...that is all I want....is for him to experience pleasure pouring from my body..I am punished, when needed..he inflicts pain on me for disobeying and I feel the sharp bite of his hands on mine and I cower but am swimming in the deliciousness of the pain...Ahhh the pain...I feel the clamps on my nipples it bites, but I wallow in it....the slaps on my ass....hurts so good, I want more. I am instructed to grind on his leg, for I am his wanton slut, his bitch in heat... The pain and pleasure over come me and I scream. He then takes my panties in ball and shoves it in my mouth.   I am then draped over the bed my hungry mouth awaits he's huge cock he pushes it down my throat. I want to take it all the way down, I gag. I love the feeing of him in my throat. I am a good girl he's says. I am throat fucked by him and he manages to get himself all the way down my throat. I am a natural he says.  I want so much to please him.  He has me lean back on the bed hold my legs back. Seeing him standing before me with his incredible cock, my hungry pussy is aching for it.  I feel his huge cock pound me and I want him to push into me as hard as he can. He thrusts in and out and let out muffled screams part pain part pleasure. He does not cum, I wish he does, but he restrains.  He turns to open a drawer not knowing what to expect he emerges with a  purple double penetrating dildo.  It's starts to push it into my ass and I feel like his hungry little fuck toy, his pet.  He instructs me to fuck myself with it while he watches. He then turns on the shower. He steps into the shower and he instructs me to come in. We bathe, I clean him from head to toe, feeling his ever muscle every inch of his muscular body. He then cleans me, roughly but tender very firm in his instructions, I am made to close my eyes with my awaiting mouth, the warm

stream of urine feels my unsure mouth, I am shocked and immediately spit out the un appealing liquid. I have never been treated this way but am honored to be included in such an intimate event.  I want to please my him in every way I can...he is my reason for existing... Again he calls me his bitch in heat. I flinch in its deragatory meaning, I know that I have been referred to a goddess, as gorgeous, as beautiful...but accept it because my master says what I am and therefore that it what I aspire to be. Does not matter how I am taken, 

only my service and ability to please. I want him to use me in every way. I am like Alice falling down the rabbit hole, I am entering a world where I can please him.   I can and now have the trust where I can be fully in. I look forward to session two....