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9/3/2009 3:53:39 PM
Greetings

It's been awhile since I've posted much here, sometimes life takes you on a journey that is incredible and that is just what is happening in my life times ten. So many doors have open in my life and I am finally with a partner who is caring, understanding, submissive to me and in the scene!  Together there isn't anything that we can't accompolish and we are doing just this! It's an enhancement in my life and a sharing that you just can't explain, this is where I've been, changing lots of things and working on nothing but my web sites and looking for slaves to serve me and my partner.

I am into the poly lifestyle and have decided that this suits me, so if you are also into the same, hit me with a private message as well.

On a side note, most of you know that I run a nationally recognized organization, Club FEM of Maryland. We had an excellent party this past Saturday evening and the infamous Jay Wiseman taught our lovely FEM DOM's How to tie up their submissive play pets. It was truly a night to remember and something that everyone will not forget for a long time.  I have been corresponding with Jay and he is so impressed with our group and the strong bond that the entire group demonstrated, that he is coming back and going to use our facility as his East coast location in training and also giving seminars. So for those that missed our lovely and most educational and informative evening, he will be back very soon!  A special thanks as always to my dear friend, you know who you are who was instrumental in setting this up.

So many things are happening that I can't even begin to write about it, but for those of you who follow me closely, you know a great deal already.  I will try my best to update each and every week!

It is always good to be relieved of any drama, especially to those so called, "fem doms" that just love to talk the talk, but can't even begin to walk the walk!  Gosh, it's amazing how your life turns around once you align yourself with good people who really do care about you and don't bash you behind your back. If some only knew. Well, I know that's for sure.

In addition, I have some new furniture in the dungeon as well along with some new toys too!

Hugs

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
7/31/2009 5:52:01 AM
Hello All,

Haven't been around for about 2 weeks because I am really working hard on all my endeavors and much work on the Sexy Cougar site and the Mean cougars!  It's great and I am really excited about these enterprises. Even though I've had some FEM DOM'S here blog about the fact that they aren't cougars taking every shot they can, it's about DOMINATION Folks!  The mean cougar club is about mature women hunting men as prey. What could be more dominate than that?  I think people that just view things and then judge should just do their research.

All I know is that I've had some unbelievable life changing experiences since June and continue to have much success and meeting new people all the time! It's amazing how your life changes one you "shower" off all the negativity and BS!

More good things all the time happening and will update more after this weekend! 
We are filming and having a blast.

Have a great weekend!

HM Fawn
HMF MD Chapter
7/16/2009 10:42:55 PM

Hello,

I have been so busy this week, it's been very eventful and all for the best. I am getting ready for one hell of a party next week w/lots of current people and new members coming. We have a wonderful dominant coming from the NYC area to do a great demonstration of CBT and then some!  I cannot wait.

On a separate note, I want to make some changes in the dungeon because for my birthday, I've received a beautiful piece, not to mention that my old cross is repaired and gorgeous as ever... back in my possession right where it belongs. 
I need some helping hands before next Saturday.

BTW... Yeah.... I know about the Medical Academy at the Crucible and my answer to this is that we don't COMPETE!  We aren't pansexual, nor do we support that.  We are FEM DOM which means that we are women over men and also FEM, "Females enslaving males"  Therefore the people that are interested in this aren't or might not totally be into what we are doing and vice versa.
I want to say that we do support the efforts of the Black Rose, however and the cruicible

Thanks for you support now and always!  I'll write more, this weekend is more exciting than last.

In Dominance

HM Fawn

7/13/2009 10:35:42 AM

Greetings
"twas a very busy weekend this past one simply because I had a subbie from England who was visiting w/me. I nickname all my subbie men, so Cedric has invited me to come to England next month so I am going to do just that! I was planning to anyway.
The summer is just flying by, I must admit this is the fastest summer to go... lots of changes, both personally and professionally, but things are great and life is good.  I have someone that I am now going to be filming with on a regular basis and yesterday I met a lovely woman who will be a great addition to the lair and is willing to do film work as well. 
She is very, very skilled in Colonics, so I am really excited about this!  I am going to call her the Colonic queen. She is so beautiful as well! I am thinking of having her at one of my parties and give a demo.

Speaking of parties!

I can't wait for this month's Club FEM Event!  We have the wonderful Ms. Crimson coming in from the NYC and I am so happy about this.
She will be here and staying with me for a few days and we will be accepting sessions as well.

Let me know if you are interested and I am certainly happy to give you more information about this.

Have a great Monday!

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter

7/9/2009 7:37:21 AM
Hello,

Well I had a great evening at my house last night with two really special and very talented people.  I just really enjoy the company and thanks for the two murals which I am sure will rock. One of the murals that this very talent individual will paint is going to be in the Dungeon.  A very gothic scene.  I can't wait to see what he has in mind.
The other mural will be painted in my house on the living room wall. I thought this would be interesting to have in both places!
I like murals because they look like big picture windows. 
Also, thanks to that special person who always loves to be in the kitchen cooking up something great!  The food was excellent and by the time I got home from a hard day at the dungeon, I was hungry. 

Our next Club FEM Munch is on July 23rd and we have a crowd.  Word and news of our continued success just grows and grows since we are a International group that is well established for almost 20 solid years.  It takes a long time to build something that is consistent and has a theme that everyone can relate to. 

So... off to another booked day at the dungeon and things are great.  I can't wait to join the fun this weekend, I am counting the hours.


HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
7/7/2009 6:18:08 PM
I want to take this opportunity to thank a special lady that I spent Sunday evening with!  You really helped me and I can see much better!  I enjoyed getting to know you on a more personal level

So...I loved the gardens and look forward to more!

On a seperate note, today was another great day spent with a new sub that I met here on Collar me.  He's been talking to some others that are pro's on the site as well which I always encourage, but the one reason why he decided to pick sessioning with me was simply because I am straight forward about my approach and I use my journal in the correct manner, that is to educate, teach and bring forth skill and understanding within the community!  I feel this is my purpose. He was very "green" so I felt it necessary to proceed with care and also the utmost dominance in training him to be submissive and serve.

Fem Dom Ed Resources of Md is gaining increasing popularity and we already have people lined up to teach.  I want to get together with my board of advisors that we will have, but a few key people on our board are vacationing and/or out of town.  I never leave anyone out and like to make everyone feel important to our task at hand.
I've decided to start classes on instructional skill techniques starting in Mid August, I believe this is a more realistic goal as well.  We will provide a link once I do have that together.
Just this week, I've had several people ask me if they could come and learn different skills which is always welcome.  I want to thank all of your for your continued and true support of me. 

On a fun note, I can't wait to be w/some ladies from Club FEM! Some of us are taking a little trip to the Ocean for a girls weekend!  I plan on having a lot of fun this time and really relaxing and letting my hair down!
Last time I went it sucked, rainy, and plain miserable to be stuck inside among other variables! 

Perhaps we can see how many vanilla men we can convert to being total slaves and serve us the way we want to be served!  I love a good challenge.

Oh well... so much to do and so littel time!

IN Dominance

HM Fawn
7/6/2009 9:13:24 AM
Greetings!

New web updates on MzFawn.com, mddcdominatrix.com.

This month we are featuring the infamous Lady Morning Star who is really talented and quite skilled. She is the premier Domina who is practicing the fine art of her skill. 
Be sure to check it out.  Great things are happening on that site and we are going to be linking up to many of the professional and some lifestyle dominas.
Mddcdominatrix.com is a valuable resource guide in which you can find the right domina of your choice with important information.  Many times w/just a listing and pictures it's hard to tell if the Domina shares the same areas of interest that make the true "Power exchange"  With mddcdominatrix.com it takes the guess work out of wondering this because we offer our Dominas a full page ad that enables them to communicate some of their most valuable skills effectively and concisely.

Just another resource in helping our sisters in the community.

Also... there is a blog on this site and anyone can join to communicate!

All the best!

HM Fawn
7/5/2009 11:03:53 AM
ello,

It has been brought to my attention that there is some negative journal entries that are meant for me indirectly.  I know this and have known this all along.  My response to this is "so what".  I am in the clear. I've never said a negative thing about her and I won't simply because it would hurt our mutual friends and put them in a bad position.  Not to mention it's unprofessional.
I am not the "FEM DOM" supreme and nor is anyone else around here.  I am just Mz Fawn and I love what I do; DOMINATION. 
The only comment that I have about the situation is that it's PATHETIC on her part and she needs to get a life instead of trying to dig dirt.  

So, I am not upset or bothered because I have, my things that I love which are my friends, Club FEM (Which by the way is one of the most successful chapters in the country) Fem Dom Ed Resources of MD which is my passion to offer education to the community and gardening. 

No poison will be found here, my advice to those that have their potion or vodoo doll is to let it go, it serves no purpose and only makes you look bad. Besides when people read your journal it will make no sense to them as to what you are talking about.  Why not just come out with it to my face?
I can "woman up", can you? 

As always and ever,

In Dominance
HM Fawn
7/3/2009 11:53:11 PM
Hello,

TGIF!  My favorite day and happy 4th!  It's a great day today.  I am doing the firecrackers on my subbies this weekend! 
Can you guess where I am going to stick the sparklers?  LOL! 
I have to say that this week was the best one that I have ever had. With some lovely people last week that helped me ring in a new B-day and the overwhelming notice of such!  I am deeply touched and celebrate all of you!
As many are writing me telling me that it seems to be a new "air" in Club FEM; yes that is correct. 
We celebrate the D/s Lifestyle and are proud of our members.  I uphold the vision of what the former founders thought about "fem" and my mission is to carry that out.  I think we all do a good job in sharing in that vision. 

On a side note...

Some women and I got together today for some unity in business and promotion! We are currently working on a project that will benefit all dominant women and put the subbie men in their place. (We love our subbies though!) Soon our web project will be launched and it's so exciting!  I was happy to see my friends having some fun with it.  I like working with other women and doing double sessions, sometimes it's so much better with more than one person to share and celebrate the torture!  So... I would like to reach out and say that if anyone would like to be part of our "femdom" internet project, albeit, male or dominant woman, please feel free to contact me and I would be happy to discuss with the others and see if we could make you part of the project.  We are always looking for hot subbie boys and my personal preference is at least 25-30 yrs old!  I also think that some really hot dominant women showing their skills might like to contact us as well. The more the merrier.

So... with all that said, I have nothing but good to say like I always do despite the alligators always chomping away...

Have a great 4th!

HM Fawn
7/2/2009 8:07:35 AM

Greetings

There is a new attitude with Club FEM and I am so excited about it. Seems that a lot of ladies that didn't want to join our group, now are thinking about it!  A step in the right direction in building the true essence of what our group is really about.
I have been getting an overwhelming response to many changes that have been made in celebrating our wonderful D/s lifestyle and I am glad that you are writing me. Sometimes all it takes is change and eye opening experiences to make things work out.  We protect the rights of the privacy of our members and are a completely exclusive group and that is what make people feel safe and able to express their passions so freely within Club FEM.  We meet once per month. WE are NOT A PROFIT organization, dispite what someone recently wrote about.  No, I don't make any money off my "friends" and how very disruptive to say so.  I don't make money on anything but my private sessions.

Club FEM does not push our own personal view about FEM DOM or dominance on our ladies.  Nor, do I have anyone running around trying to "mentor" with those views. We all follow a constitution, although we help one another, each opinion about Dominance and FEM DOM is different.  We are a great group of women that care for each other and express our views, dominance and FEM DOM the way we choose to. 

I thank everyone for the posts relating to this and I am glad that you now feel comfortable enough to join. You will celebrated, protected and respected as well.

Our munch is coming up very soon, next weekend and I am happy to have you come out for some chat, lunch and fun.

Have a great thursday!

HM Fawn

7/1/2009 8:23:57 PM
I am truly blown away by the show of support in the community and thanks to everyone that came out to the TING happy hour and also the DC Social Club!
I want to personally thank everyone for the nice cake and singing happy birthday... you know this was the best birthday I have ever had. Thanks to all my friends and people in the community!

HM Fawn
6/30/2009 9:44:44 AM
HI Everyone,

Today is my official Birthday although the number won't be given out, I am truly excited to be w/my friends and meet some fresh faces. I am always looking for new members and people that share in the lifestyle that we so love all in celebration of D/s.

I wanted to take this opportunity to once again thank all of you in the support of all efforts to increase and teach awareness to our Dominant women and also teach submissive men how to be better in their giving and submission.

Club FM is an excellent way to come to learn and grow, I can't wait for the special munch this coming month and if you email us at clubfemofMD@aol.com, I will be happy to give you that information, it's going to be great and something different this time as I think since It's on a Sunday, I will invite many people and reserve a rooom. You can never have enough unity bringing all these good people together. I am still blown away from the party on Saturday night... they just keep getting better and better for sure and i foresee that there is no where to go but to the top. Club FEM International tell me that we are one of the top Chapters Internationally! There is a reason for that; first it's about the constitution and the set way that Head Mistress Dee saw a vision and wanted that carried out. She wanted the exclusivity so that everyone could come into the group and feel safe that they wouldn't be "outed". In doing just that, it also created only certain sincere members that are truly in the lifestyle or wanting to explore allowed to join. secondly; she wanted it to be a true fem dom group because she believed in female supremacy and realized that this was the only way for her and her slave to exsist. In creating Club FEM that was the vision, Women in Charge of the entire group, creating a safe place for those to express and celebrate the D/s lifestyle. To this day, her undying vision has worked with proven methods and Club FEM Of Maryland has been able to be a blue print for this in celebration of what HM Dee and Slave Gene so diligently worked for! I love the people, the group and the newest members that we all share.
I don't have to mention any names here, there are too many and that is just not my style as I feel the identities of people and private lives are paramount and shouuldn't be shared with the public. Maybe the respect that you give to that also lends itself to people feeling safe and knowing that they won't be blogged all over the place. Club FEM nor our board mistresses would ever do this!
Know that everyone is welcome to explore and come learn VALUABLE information taught be true professionals!


So.... that is my rant for Club FEM, I guess I live and breath what I believe so I do enjoy writing my thoughts about it.


My latest passion is really taking off, It's the FEM DOM Educational Resources of Maryland which is such a big need. I am swamped and loaded down with calls and inquiries of this. I am going to hold a "board advisees" meeting next week and pick some key people that have proven track records to facilitate this important group!

What This group does is special and so powerful in the community! It educates and brings key people into teach certain techniques such as bondage, single tail art, flogging, medical play.  It's the "physical" aspects of learning how to effectively express dominance. There are so many expressions of this and many varied interests among the community, but what I find is that there aren't a lot of resources to teach our ladies and submissive men.  a few parties are great, but not really addressing the "technical" aspects of really how do do certain things.

This is how FED DOM Educational Resourses was founded! I am really proud of it because it's held in a facility that is condusive to teaching and a learning environment for everyone. Our classes are filling up so if you want to learn more, feel free to contact me directly!

HM Fawn
HMCF Md Chapter
FD Ed Resourse of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/29/2009 4:45:09 PM

Hello Everyone!

WOW, today was a great birthday and thanks so much for all my lovely gifts!  I am so overwhelmed and things couldn't be better now that there is "positive" in my life and all around me.  Considering that I have cut out all the negative and nah sayers in my life things are changing and so is the Karma! 
This June doors have opened and things have totally changed for me, my relationships have stregthened within my circle of friends,  and my professional sessions are better than ever!
 Not to mention that special someone that will be around in my life for a long time.  I am smitten I must admit and that is taking up much of my time.

Tomorrow is the DC Social Club which I am attending along with some lovely people!   Thanks for all the support with all that is good!

on a side note, I want to wish the lovely lady Freya a speedy recovery from her surgery tomorrow, I hope it all goes well and I wish you could come to the social.


In Dominance!
HM Fawn
HM CF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, MF

6/29/2009 2:20:06 AM
Greetings!

I want to thank everyone that attended the wonderful Club FEM Party on Saturday evening.
I do believe it was one of the most memorable events of my life. I was so touched that a surprise birthday party was given, and boy was I ever surprised!
  I am still blown away by this and feel so very special.  I cannot thank each one of you enough who did this for me and I have never felt so touched. You all are very special to me and have certainly shown that Club FEM and all the relationships are so important. It is our people who participate that make us great.  We always have such a good dynamic, the club continues to grow and grow and that in itself is so exciting!
It was so nice to relax and be among true friends that are sincere and want to part of one of the best FEM DOM Organization in the world!  Lots of new positive changes will take us in the right direction. 

My Board Mistresses really out did themselves and I cannot thank you enough...you all know who you are!  The gifts that I recieved were overwhelming, but I can assure you that I will cherish each of them.  Words still fail me to express my deepest appreciation and with everyone's support we can only continue to grow.
I look forward to seeing everyone next month... thanks to those who drove very far to get to Club FEM as well. We loved seeing you!

In Dominance I remain as always,
HMFawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of MD.
nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/26/2009 9:11:21 AM
Greetings Slaves and Dominas!

TGIF! It's been one of my busiest weeks ever and more and more people are inquiring about different venues to express their dominance and submission. Something seems to be lacking in the community you know!  That is correct, Women in Charge, on top and totally dominating the male creature (although we love them)
Club FEM of Maryland is better than ever! We are a very discreet and private, exclusive group and this is what makes us so unique.  Our organization is perfect for our couples in exploration of the D/s lifestyle and we have many individuals that cherish their time with us! If you would like more information, just let us know at clubfemofmd@aol.com
I am partuicularly excited about our new members and the fresh and positive attitude.  We are supportive of all expressions of D/s as long as the play is safe, sane and consensual.

I want to take a moment in addition and make it perfectly clear that we are not for profit and we are a lifestyle organization.  We don't require money, but certainly we appreciate any donation that you would be willing to give.  In the recent past there has been some banter and confusion about this and I want to clear up any issues regarding this whatsoever.  Club FEM is a professionally, nationally acclaimed organization with a constitutional agreement, proven track record and outstanding reputation. While one person maybe appointed to oversee the chapter, it is solely the support of it's board mistresses and members that make the organization what it is.  WQe have two web sites; clubfemofmaryland.com and clubfem.com

Let me know if you would like to come and explore, it could change your entire lifestyle! 

In Dominance
HMFawn
MD Chapter



While I cannot add to my journal every day, but I think that I've been doing very well in adding to it, I would like to say that Collar me is proven to be the best site for getting information to the community.  While I moderate on max fisch and enjoy this as well, lifestylers bring a certain flair to my mind set and core beliefs in what I am doing. I just wish that I could figure out how to fit 48 hours in a 24 hour day for sure!  I've met some wonderful people here on Collar me and I've been "pro" for so long that I never really thought of getting involved in a site like this. 
For instance... 
I recently met someone in London and will be traveling there at the end of July after my return from Oregon!  I am going to make contact with some individuals that are in the scene in hopes of doing a documentary about the life and times of a "dominatrix"  I've recently spoken to a producer who has some powerful connections and I am just going to do it!  More positive depiction needs to be realized about just what we do and how we do it. I am also working on a video series along w/the sexy cougar which is coming along great. These things take so much time and I am working on building info structure now.
My book that has been in the process now for about 3 years is also coming to some type of fruition and I should be ready for publishing by the end of December. The title is, "when the leather comes off"

So.. stay tuned, sluts, piggies, friends and fellow domina's, Life is good when you are on this side of the fence!

Ciao'

HM Fawn
CF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of maryland
6/24/2009 12:16:16 AM
Well everyday has been an adventure leading up to my b-day which I am very happy for and excited about. I never knew that I had so many admirers and friends!  I am truly lucky and blessed.  I am really happy too and not much is wrong these days, just fun.  Today I went out with a subbie on a "exposing" shopping trip!  He was completely dressed, we got our hair done, massages, foot rubs and soak and then off to shop. I got 3 pairs of lovely shoes, some fetish clothes and implements for the dungeon!  Then we had lunch at one of my fav restuarants in GeorgeTown. We had wonderful conversation together, I get very turn on-ed  by totally transformation! 
I cut my hair short in the back, but long on the sides, a very progressive "office bitch" Do!

I can't wait to see what tomorrow's fun stuff and sessions bring.  Things are better than ever!

Be sure to ask me about our rocking Club FEM event this coming month!

In Dominance
HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of MD
nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/21/2009 11:14:41 PM
Greetings,

As always I had a rich and event filled weekend with Subs/slaves that came for their sessions.
I love birthdays and mine is coming up, it's a dual edged sword for me because I hate getting older, but I love the goodies. Thanks to Ray he really made my day today! 

We started off with an evil spanking, then onto sensation play to get things stirred up, back to spanking, flogging, then the creshendo of caning!  What could be more yummy on a Sunday morning.  Thanks Ray for the lovely Humming Bird and Lilly Glass Sculpture and also my lovely ruby heart necklace, I will cherish this forever as I will you as well. 

Lately my desire for corporal, bullwhipping and caning is ever increasing. Being on Collar me has helped me and so has this blog!  It's helped me because I can effectively get to know a lot of people and many have the same core interests that I have.  I have to admit it's been fun and I have also picked up many new members for our Club FEM Family which we are all very excited about.  
I am always syked to have potential new members contact me, if you would like more information about our wonderful organization, please email us at clubfemofmd@aol.com.  You can set up a confidential interview and also come to one of our munches will be shared privately with you upon your request.
I would be happy to discuss more about this with you.

Okay, enough, I need some beauty sleep, busy week with Filming, sessions and the week before my b-day.  I cherish all my great friends and people that I've come to know!  I couldn't be happier and thanks to everyone for making all my dominant experiences so memorable.

In Dominance,

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
 FD ED Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/18/2009 7:58:25 PM
Hello,

Great day today in play and life in general. Good news because tomorrow is friday!
My favorite Day.  My new web sites are ready and Up ! i will fill you in this weekend, but for now I need slvs who can be in videos.  If you are between the ages of 25-35 that is perfect. It's also a great way to get a free session. You must sign a waiver form and a models release.
Let me know

The cougar has finally been let out of the cage!  LOOK OUT!

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD ED Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/17/2009 10:04:50 AM
Greetings

I had the pleasure of getting together last night w/three very lovely dominas!  It was nice to sit and chat w/them about various things and catching up. Sometimes things are so hustle and bustle. I haven't been around very much and I've been focused on my new subbie out west since he has my attention. Really, once I set out to do something and I am interested, there is just no stopping me. He's had such a positive effect on my life and he's the yin to my yang.
I don't have time for anything else these days but my play, my friends, the dungeon and projects I am working on!

It's nice to see the ladies that I am friends with happily doing things that can benefit them, I am just happy to share whatever I have.  I gave two humblers away and it warmed my heart to see them get into them.  By the way, they were wicked electric humbles that my slave made for me to share with my friends. I can't wait to hear their stories of electrifying their slaves balls! 
I love toys, especially a humbler that is electified!

Have a good hump day!

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD ED Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch

PS opps, almost forgot, go check out Virgin Atlantic Airlines, there are flights out of DC to London for $225/00  I am on my way the end of July!  Go check it out!  Never have I seen rate this low
6/15/2009 8:52:47 PM
Greetings All,

I would like the help of the some people on Collar me about a situation pertaining to this site. I emailed the staff at collar me, but they haven't gotten back to me yet, I am very busy and I figure that experienced members could assist. Nothing alarming, but I do need some questions answered.

Can you privately email me or send me a message via this site.  I would greatly appreciate it.

HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/14/2009 10:16:56 AM
Greetings

Hi it's a sunny sunday day and the birds are singing and the weekend was one of the best I've had in the dungeon. 

I played all day yesterday and then into the night and filmed for my Sexycougarclub.com website and the
other site that will be linked to Mz Fawn, AMD World which is hotter than hell.   I am so excited and really plan on this being very good not only for the viewers that join the site, but for the friends that know me in this lifestyle that would like to participate. I already have the plan in progress and it rocks.  AMD is a vision that I had about 1 year ago, it's very similar to the OWK site.  AMD World is almost ready for the unveiling.  I am filming Tuesday for this and other things if interested let me know!  I also found a private farm that will allow us total usage for this project and also to take slaves as well.  I am thinking that it would be a nice retreat for Club FEM Members as well for a get a way and plan to have a party outside so we can have CFNM Outdoors! This will rock now that I have the deal solitified!

Club FEM of Maryland is growing by leaps and bounds so much so that we might be moving our facility, especially this month but not sure.  One thing that everyone can always count on is consistency in the celebration of the D/s Lifestlye each and every month, TOTAL DISCRETION so everyone remains safe! 
The advantages to joining CLUB FEM is the fact that we protect the rights and privacy of it's members and now that rule is even tighter than ever with Club FEM International's Constitution.  Yes, because we are an International group, unlike so many others, we have International attention, so it's important to know that you can come and express your D/s once per month without the fear of being outed which is huge since all have private lives and prefer for everyone NOT to know our personal business.  This is what Club FEM prides itself on, Sharing, caring and protecting people. As the Head Mistress, I uphold these very important issues and don't take it lightly. Those of you who know me also know that Club FEM is my second life and with all the new people joining, friends and fellow sisters it will only get better than ever.  AND IT IS... This works well when you have all good people who truly want to see the success of an organization and their fellow sisters/subs succeed! 
I am all for positive outcome and positive people!  MEAN People just suck and we don't have any, so don't be shy to join our Organization, you might be suprised what you can discover about your Dominance and Submission!  You can't find a lovelier group of individuals who will support you in whatever your roles is.

So...

Friday, I had a wonderful appointment w/someone from Collar me. Since I don't journal and expose names and never will, I just have to say that this individual was a newbie and just had an eye opening experience I suppose because he wrote me and told me how powerful it felt for him to come to know what he's been feeling for years deep inside but didn't know how to express it.
I just love the fact that being a Dominant is so powerful that you can change and impact someone's life!  He loved Nylons and legs. He had the most incredible touch when I asked for a leg massage!
I am thinking that he would be a great personal slave.  I think that he will agree to take excellent care of his mistress.

Have a great weekend and I have to admit, I am learing a lot about Collar me amd I love the slaves, people and new friends that I am meeting her. It's been fun and I can't wait to write more about everything that is going on in the scene.

In Dominance,
HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD Ed Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
6/13/2009 1:35:36 AM
Greetings!

It is early Saturday morning and I am happy that the weekend is here as I will be sprucing up the dungeon and also filming this weekend should anyone like to volunteer to be hunted as prey! 

I've been working on this project for a while and also others, so it's finally coming together. It takes some willing slaves, you will be hooded or identity protected if you so desire, however as all my web sites are totally complaint with the laws, you must be able and willing to sign the 2257 information.  I am working with some notable dommes in the area and would love to share them all with you if you just ask me. They too love to be seen and are beautiful!  :-)

Please contact me also at my mzfawn35@aol.com address as well.

I am still trying to figure out how to put 48 hours into 24 hours, if anyone has suggestions, let me know, I would love to learn this. Although I am finding out life is too short for all work and no play!
Just so much to do and my passion is teaching others and spreading the word about our lifestyle, especially FEM, (females enslaving Males) my favorite thing to to!  I love the group that does this which you all know, Club FEM of Maryland. A internationally acclaimed recognized group throughout the world!  Club FEM is sweeping through this nation as well as Europe.  We just recognized a chapter in Hawaii and I am excited about this!  This is something to really be proud of and how many groups out there really can say that every month a chapter is born. We are also totally FEM. 
 If you want more information, I would be happy to send you information, just let me know!
Being totally exclusive group and always are looking for sincere, serious dominants and submissive men that want to explore areas of the D/s lifestyle.  Our parties and the people are great and it's a great expression that happens in a private setting.  Our Web site is www.clubfemofmaryland.com if you would like more information!
Some of the most meaningful relationships you may ever have in your life stem from ClubFEM Of Maryland as so many have expressed to me!   This is better than anything that I could know.

On  seperate note, I do need a painting slave this weekend, some guys that do "heavy" work!  I will explain this when you contact me!  I need things lifted. 

Fem Dom Educational Resources of Maryland is also being formulated for the purpose of education and so far on this site and other sites that I have posted, there is an overwhelming response and I am happy about that. We already have our 1st two instructors for the month of July set and I am looking for other women or perhaps submissives that have skill in certain areas that would like to present.  This should be great!  Once again, give an email and I will see how we can incorporate your skill and knowledge into our classes.
This so exciting as there are many POSITIVE changes...To me change is good!

And since I mentioned POSITIVE, I think I said this a few weeks ago and I will say it again. I will never ever use this "blog" to DIG, RANT or be Catty to others as I have seen so many times.  I want my journal to be a place where you can learn something instead of using it as a weapon to communicate indirectly.  Nor will I also "journal" about my personal rants or day to day mundane issues... I really don't think anyone gives a Sh-t about what Mz Fawn is doing or if she's in her garden or shopping, do you? I would think you want to hear about great sessions, bull whippings and medical enemas!  Which reminds me that I have a few new tubes and bags for those of you who love them. 

So, as you know I am trying to journal in here lately and it's becoming fun as I am developing new friends.

Have a great weekend and see you on Monday!

IN Dominance as always,
M Fawn 
6/10/2009 2:25:56 AM

Greetings
I have been looking at flights as of late, especially to London!  Anyway... I have a freebie on Virgin Atlantic Airways and it expires at the end of July!  I have to use it or loose it, any suggestions?  I think that I need to travel there!  I am planning something in July, but not quite sure when. I will keep you all posted if you are interested in seeing me while in London. I am noticing many slaves are hitting my profile that are from either Germany or London. Since I will be with my group for the October trip to Germany, I have decided that London is calling.

Want to submit and serve?  Contact me, and also GOOGLE ME!

In Dominance

HMFawn
HMCF MD Chapter
FD ED Resources of MD
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch

6/10/2009 2:21:14 AM

6/10/09

Well, I must admit I definitely got the attention of half of the collar me population. I couldn't even keep up with the inquiries about what I wrote about pertaining to Dominance and the definitions.  I am glad that I posted this. 

In addition to being swamped with productive and important things these days, I have started FEM DOM Educational Resources of Maryland.  What this means is that every other week you can be assured that a skilled dominant will be in a position to teach true skill whether your fancy is bondage, corporal or simply medical play.  Our classes are privately held and so is the confidentiality of anyone who enrolls. 
Our first class is so exciting with a notable Domina from NYC coming in to teach the class.  Our first Class begins the week of July 2nd, held on Tuesdays and Thursdays. 

You must inquiry about our classes and how to get involved.  You must also write to me, HM Fawn at mzfawn35@aol.com to find out how you can attend. It is upon my discretion  since the classes and demostrations are held in a private area of town.

Let me know if you are interested in attending as we are filling up now.

  These are exciting times.  Education is paramount within our community and FEM DOM EDucational Resources of Maryland is committed to making all of us more knowledgable about the scene!

Cheers!

HM Fawn

HMCF MD Chapter
Founder, FD ED Resourcces of MD
Nat'l Moderator Max Fisch

5/29/2009 2:10:37 PM

Greetings Everyone

I am reading more on Collar me as the days go by! However, it seems that some women are competing for who is the Dominant one, the fairest of all, or who is the most "Fem DOM" 
Who has the most Dominance!  Wow, just who really does?  Who defines this, The FEM DOMS?  The Women?  The Dominatrix? The Mistress?  Who exactly says it's so??? Inquiring minds need to know and want to know..... Of Course, the supreme power of the women DECIDES it and DEFINES it for her own personal reasons and own gain.  She lives and breathes it, does it make her better than everyone else or give her a special power to use or abuse? To use maybe, but of course not abuse. 
A submissive knows a truly dominant women because she needs not tell everyone, every minute of the day about how dominant she is. She is successful in her teachings of dominance, her private and professional life. The submissive man just will flock to her because she is all that and can exact all her thoughts and actions without revocation.
She walks the walk and can talk the talk. 
She is a secure women who goes through the path of life in which the boundaries that she chooses defines her own being, the very essence of how she practices Sado-masochistic behavior or the D/s lifestyle.
It's an unspoken truth within her and every human being that comes in contact with her knows. She is supreme, she is power, she is strength, she just is.
She needs nothing but her heart to tell her so.... and that is just my account from many years of experience w/many fine relationships of Dominance and Submission of which I have respect for both and show it.  I am Mz Fawn, I am who I am.

But....

Because I am....

Because I believe...

Because I live...

Let ME tell you some Definitions; if you are new to the lifestyle this will help you understand.

Reference:WEBSTERS Dictonary
 
I wanted to give you all history about Dominance, Dominant, Dominate, Dominatrix, Domination.

Okay, My sisters in Dominance and Submissives in waiting.

Dominance is a noun (plural is dominances)
Says;

1) The Sate of being Dominant, of Prime Importance, SUPREMACY
2) Being in a position of Power, authority or ascendancy over others.
3) The Superior development of Preference for one side of the body or of one pair of organs; such as being right handed.
4) The property of a gene being superior or dominant over another.

Dominant; is an Adjective

Which is Ruling, governing, prevailing, controlling, predominant, as the dominant party, church, spirit, POWER

Dominate; the Etymology is from the Latin term, dominatus, active parciple of dominor ("rule, have dominion") From Dominus ("lord, Master")
It is a Verb
1) To govern, rule, or control by superior authority or POWER
2) To exert overwhelming influence over something or someone.
3) To enjoy a commanding position

DOMINATION; Noun, Etymology From Middle English domynacion < Old French dominaciun < Latin dominātiō (rule, dominion) < dominor (domineer; rule); see dominate.

Domination is the act of dominating, to exercise power,in ruling, dominion, SUPREMACY, authority, often done in an arbitrary or insolent way.

Dominatrix; is a noun  Etymology from English

One Who exudes power by control; the practice of sado-masochistic behavior for her enjoyment or pleasure, albeit sexually, mentally or physically.


Got it!!! 


So next time you read a profile or a article about someone who is "dominant" or a claims to be, you will know what this truly means from the literal sense and a "definition" of term.

However...
 
No matter what a person "spins" themselves to be or calls themselves, all these nouns, verbs and adjectives won't define true dominance.  All of the above "definitions" can be a learned behavior, but the essence of such is in your heart and soul.   
Within these terms are you noticing a few inherent traits? 
POWER, AUTHORITY,SUPREMACY, RULING...GO FIGURE!!!

Just so you all know...

I take my journal very seriously and not just a avenue to "vent"  or "Blog."  If I have something to say it's for a good reason and you will listen.  I will never just "blog" about my idle day events, who really cares, it's annoying to do so!  I am certainly not begrudging someone who does this, I will not judge others, but I am making a statement as to what you can come to know on my journal.

My mission is to educate, teach and mentor those that are truly serious about the lifestyle.
I do it appropriately and with an Internationally, acclaimed group practicing the D/s Lifestyle.
Club FEM, not to be duplicated, not to be confused with any "copy cat" or wanna be group just because they are FEM DOM. Club FEM is the only lifestyle group in the world that practices and expresses "FEMALES ENSLAVING MALES".  We also respect the identity of our members and hold that tightly. We only hand pick the few choosen Dominants and Submissives that are sincere and serious about expressing their passions w/in the D/s lifestyle.

Club FEM supports "sister" organizations who celebrate the Fem DOM lifestyle and can make a difference.  Club FEM will also endorse any FEM DOM group who can seriously enhance the lives of others in support of the D/s lifestyle.

As the Founder of a new organization that is close to my heart and in keeping within the committment of teaching both Dominants and submissives, my latest passion is growing by leaps and bounds.  FEM DOM Educational Resources of Maryland enhances the art of all the practices of B/d S/m and the Lifestyle. It is also a group that stands alone that will enhance and support who ever is interested.

I hope you enjoyed reading my latest journey, endeavors and passions... Keep me close and subscribe, the best is yet to come!

In Dominance I remain,

Head Mistress Fawn
HMCF MDChapter
MF NAt'l Moderator
Founder, FD, ED Resources of MD

5/26/2009 6:50:06 PM
Hello,

So, it was back to work today for most and that was a bummer after a long holiday weekend, although I decided not to go to the dungeon today, but catch up on paper work and all the necessary things that keep a person a true success.

When I am alone in my abode or office-dungeon I begin to think about how wonderful the lifestyle really is and all the people that I have relationships with whether submissive or Dominant.  I cherish most friendships and never take them lightly, especially in the scene.
Do you ladies ever stop to think how many "nilla' women would love to be cherished and have what we have with our boys and our slaves who serve and worship us?  It's so wonderful to be pampered by a foot slave or to have someone take us to dinner, send flowers or buy us fetish clothes; even lend a hand in sickness!
Since I have been on Collar me I am getting more comfortable with the ladies and the slaves and now I am experiencing mostly positive with invites to places overseas and just about all over.

My Domina friends and I are working on many projects to benefit the dominants that want to learn more and have some useful resources, Lady Lj and I are working on several projects, but the biggest one is something that is called, FEMME DOM Educational Resources of Md.  You can find out more about this by contacting either her or myself!  She is one of my closest friends and you all know her on this site. She's the bomb!
On another note, some other Domina Friends of mine have come up with a web site which is completely FEMME DOM and CFNM, it's called the "Femmetropolis" what a name eh?  It's part of another project that will be released soon, but the Femmetropolis is like OWK, but here in the states. We will have galleries, stories and pictures of all your favorite dominant women in action; the best in the world.  A member ship fee is appreciated and expected to get into our totally Femmetropolis!  Awesome.  There is just so much in the "hopper" and a Domina's work is never done spreading the word around about Fem Dom and the true order of the universe!  Sweet!
Write me if you would like to come stay at the Femmetropolis for the weekend.  You must be willing to be photographed and also be our video slave.  This is not a place for the week at heart but a Fem Dom retreat somewhere in MD.

In Dominance I remain,
HM Fawn
HMCF MD Chapter
Nat'l Moderator, Max Fisch
5/25/2009 6:16:25 AM
Greetings,

I have to say that Collar me isn't a site that I've been all that familiar with and it's been a challenge. I have many friends on this site, some I've known for years, some not.
When you are a pro/lifestyle mistress demands of sessioning and taking care of personal slaves keep you from meeting new people and friends, however collar me seems to be a good way of reaching out.   There needs to be just 48 hours in a day instead of 24 and I would like to find out how to do that.  If any of you have that answer, simply email me!  LOL!

Also, it is my belief that a journal isn't used to "rant" about others or to manipulate to one's own advantage.  I think it's more about education, information and good ole' fashion sharing.
With all the above said, it is my pleasure and such a priviledge to be the Head Mistress of the ONLY and the Most successful complete FEM DOM group Internationally!  Club FEM of course!  The acronym is for "FEMALES ENSLAVING MALES"  We are a social organization that celebrates the D/s lifestyle and in doing so, strenghtening the Dominance within the ladies and teaching submissive men to find the very thing it is he has to offer. 

We are selective in our process of allowing members to join and an interview must take place; this is usually done at a social gathering which is by private invitation only!  We also pride our organization in the fact that we protect the privacy of our members, therefore when you join you will have the peace of mind and security of knowing that your email address and personal information is kept confidential.

Club FEM works because it supports the FEM DOM lifestyle and in doing so we observe certain disciplines that our Dominant ladies as well as submissive men adhere to.  Protocol is one of the things that we believe in.
I am not talking about manners, this is a given if you are in the lifestyle, but I am talking about dress!  It is so much better to celebrate our gatherings in fetish attire to express ourselves.  Each chapter observes this differently and it's up to the head mistress.

 While I will not talk specifically about the events and what takes place, nor will I mention any names ever in my journal in observing proper protocol, I can say that Club FEM has reigned in success for over 12 Plus years nationally and recently one by one adds additional European Chapters in hopes of spreading the FEM DOM lifestyle and friendships that will last a lifetime within the organization. 
I have found that some of my best friends and most important women of my life have been from Club FEM of Houston and MD.

I promote this because I believe in it and I have seen many dominant women become stronger and more confident in their abilities to enslave.  What could be better?

Ciao'

Head Mistress Fawn
HMCF MD CHapter
4/30/2009 4:44:21 PM
4-30-09
Well, here it is the end of April and we've just had another very successful party with almost 40 people present celebrating the expression of the Fem Dom Lifestyle.  Club FEM is the only club that actually practices the "protocol" without any "pan-sexual" involvement.  When you come to our CLlub FEM parties it truly teaches the fine art of total submission to our wonderful ladies.  The ladies are absolutely served and totally worshipped and pampered. No whining or wanna be's are allowed.  This lifestyle is about Female Supremacy, it's not about the snifiling needs of a slave to be "played with" or catered to.  If you want to learn how to be truly dominant or truly practice submission you must be very sincere and present yourself in the form that you are.

Should you want to join our group, there is a waiting list to get in; this is actually how good it really is, enslavement is a discipline, practice and natural skill that not everyone has.  Club FEM of Maryland has perfected this discipline in taking it to the next level.

We have out parties one time each month and a wonderul munch group that meets at a local restaurant to interview and meet prospective new members.

Contact me at mzfawn35@aol.com or clubfemofMD@aol.com for more information about how to be the best you can be, whether dominant or submissive.

In addition, I am working feverishly on my new site, I'd be happy to tell you about it through a private email... I am not ready yet and done
 want to spill the beans so to speak.

Spring has sprung and so has the bounce in my step. I am an avid gardener and I have many projects going on concerning my passion.  I am digging a fish/lilly pond and I need built and robust slaves to dig my hole.  Who knows, I might do a scene with you around this!  Yummy! 

In Dominance to all!

HM Fawn
4/5/2009 10:36:29 PM
Greeting All!

I am happy to be on Collar me, although I am just learing all about this site and have so very little time to post since I run a blog and forum on Max Fisch.com.
I am happy that spring has finally sprung so to speak! I've been so very busy with my dungeon and creating new and exciting impliments of torture! I just had one of my slave make me a "swining bondage" table and it rocks. I have one of the best dungeons ever ! It's like a Disney land for adults. And it's over 3,000 square feet. I have other mistresses that I like to have work with me, but by no means do I run a "house" I am in a safe, discreet area and a lot of people have helped me make this dungeon what it is today. No one slave or single person should take all the credit as all my slaves pitched in!
I am best friends with Lady Lj, Head Mistresses of FEM DOM Tea. She is also a Board Mistress of Club FEM of Maryland. She rocks and is a true FEM DOM! She's a true friend as well and will be there thick and thin, she is like that with her slaves too. I want to acknowledge her as much as I can because she is a great sourse of personal, business and spiritual support for me. I am so glad to have met her at the Club FEM of Virginia meeting when I first became Head Mistress OF Club FEM of Maryland. You can learn more about us at www.clubfemofmaryland.com. We are one of the few chapters who actually practice all the protocol of true FEM DOM! We practice total enslavement where the men are stripped and naked at our parties, totally serve the women. All our Dominant ladies believe in total service and there is no pansexual activity at all. We don't believe in this or condon this. Our Chapter is wonderful because we truly support other FEM DOM'S and help the women realize all their potential. We believe in Female Supremacy.

I feel the need to write about this because i am so very proud of everyone for supporting our chapter and particulary Lady LJ, Princess Lynne and XaladyX!
We are hear to stay and so are all the positive forces that we create.
I'll write more, but for now, off to bed, I have many slaves that need to be trained and an overnight session. I just updated my lovely web site which has beautiful pictures of my dungeon and the Home of our group.
thebaddest1988
 
 Age: 59
 Somers Point, New Jersey