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Please note that I do not wish to communicate in any way with any males except for my Master. Thank you for your understanding!
I surrendered my mind, my body, my heart, my trust, my love, to My Master, Wolfbythesea -- our souls already entwined -- and He accepted me as HIS slave, as HIS one, and thus dreams and reality converged and became one. I now wear His collar and mark with radiant pride and love, accepting His dominance and all that He is, sharing His desires, hoping to make each of our dreams come true. Every day, every night, He awakens my senses to giddying new heights of love and desireshould i jump? Blindingly trusting i do, and He catches me every single time. So why am I here? perhaps just to chat with other women (only women!), to learn, to make a friend or two ... perhaps one day it would lead to more, perhaps not. It would be great to meet a woman with a rapier sharp wit (oh how i LOVE to duel), a glint in her eye and a penchant for wicked fun. Although i am submissive to my Master, i have only ever been submissive to Him, and only ever will be (unless of course He orders me otherwise, aaaah, the irony of it all!). Please, NO MEN, sorry, but, i repeat, ABSOLUTELY NO MEN. my Master is my ONLY Man, my utopia.
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my beloved Master (WolfbytheSea) pointed out that it has been such a long time since this journal has been updated. We are married, madly in love, filled with passion, and just so very very lucky to have found each other! We need nothing else (it feels so incredible to be so loved!).
He has written about one of our experiences, with a pet, where i learned that i very very VERY much love to watch her being spanked. Who knew it would excite me so much and make me literally jump up and down (while kneeling, quite a feat!) excitedly while watching. Since then i have also had the opportunity to go to a slow dance event, where i could indulge in dancing slowly and sensuously with other women, reminding me of just how much i enjoy the feel of lush breasts pressed against mine, twirling and being twirled, the softness of a woman compared to the hardness of my Master... t'would be nice to have a friend, a pet, to share with, it is something we are open to, and would be lovely, should the occasion arise, should the right person appear or write.
Anyway, it has been a long time since the last update, and perhaps this will give others hope! |
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And things continue to change and grow, and new experiences to be had! i am grateful to now have a sister, petprotegee to explore this wonderful world... |
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Wow, what amazing things can happen! Against all odds, I met my perfect Master here, against all odds we are able to be together, and along with being collared, I will be married! What a wonderful place to be, with limits continuing to be tested, commitments maintained and renewed, and passion ever expanding ...
so happy!!! |
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Who knew that a 50th birthday could be filled with so much joy. Never did i expect that at this age my dreams would have come true, and that i would be able to celebrate with a hot sexy Man who also is my Master, someone i can trust with all of my heart, my soul, and my body. And mmmm, does my body revel in how he makes me feel!!
Even though we seem to have less time to spend alone with each other, no matter, just being together and doing something as simple as watching a football game is so precious. I still get that little squiggle in my tummy when i think of him, when i see him, when i hear his voice, and i still get ahem, excited when i think of other parts, and those things he makes me do ... now, if my arm would only get better (inept medical system here-- grrrrr!) and be pain free, so that i can enjoy that other kind of pain, life would be perfect.... |
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Sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve such a wonderful Master. I trust him so much -- even now not hesitating too much to speak truthfully what is in my heart, and he responds with such love and care. He makes me feel incredibly precious and so well taken care of, always in his control, always ready and willing for him, i am one lucky and proud slave!!!!! |
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my Master has been with me through good times, now through illness, and through it all, all i can say is I love him more and more each day -- it just gets more and more intense, and i cannot imagine what life was like before Him -- i don't want to! Now, I must get better quick so that I can get back to sexy clothes and that lovely new corset!
and today, he fixed a bike that hadn't been working for years -- I am so proud to be His slave!! |
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... and the answer is ... oh YES!!!! |
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I wonder if it's a good idea to be spanked, whipped, and cropped the night before going horse-back riding .... h mmmm ... guess I'll find out tomorrow! *grins* |
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A friend of mine posted a reminder not to let the petty things matter, and it is true?they really really don't. The important things are those things that cannot be bought?the things that are remembered and that one longs for when gone are rarely those that can be found anywhere. It is moments when time seems to stand still, like those when I am in my Master's arms, safely nestled there, with clouds and blue sky above preferably with the sound of the waves, feeling the earth, but filling my senses always with him, his scent which i find incredibly erotic, looking deep into his eyes, hearing his voice, feeling his touch, tasting him, those moments, there is peace, and when confusion and the outside world trouble, it's to those moments that I turn and remember ... i look forward to more of those moments this weekend ... smiles |
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A few weeks ago, we were in paradise, away on holiday, together just together, it was so wonderful! Being apart just becomes more difficult and causes more problems (due to me). Seems i write about distance alot here, but it troubles me so. The sun is up, blue is ready, i think of nothing but my Master's arrival tonight with such joy in my heart because i need Him so desperately, need to be in His arms, feel myself safe. For the more overwhelmed i get with work, the more in control i must be here, sometimes, as i see in my journal has happened before, it spills over, and i do not behave as i should with HIm, fail to show Him my heart, pretend to be in control, when what i should do is just be honest, and say that I am scared, terrified, i just want to say please come home, please just hold me, please take me away to that place you have made for us, and us alone, (and other things), but does that make Him feel worse? Is that me topping again? Is it too much pressure? I don't know , i just miss Him so much that it hurts. |
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smiles, distance can be hard, as is juggling lives. Sometimes there seem to be entirely different worlds, and confusion sets in as to which is 'real'. i guess they all are, and thankfully we live in a computer age, which allows the use of a webcam so that i can look into his eyes, and see the love and pride that shines there still, and i can smile again ... |
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Smiling happily, after all this time, still falling more and more in love with my Master. And needing him more. Oddly, private roles are beginning to affect my public ones somehow, and i find myself no longer as comfortable being in charge all the time as i must -- longing more and more just to be with Him, and submit ...
and as i look at pictures of where we have been, look into his eyes, i am just so thankful that we have found each other, i am so very very lucky! |
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After a wonderful trip to paradise (AKA San Francisco) with my Master, 10 days of bliss, somehow, we come back even closer, more intertwined. I seem to write this all the time, but it is true! and being apart comes even harder. Somehow, being a slave seems to mean something very different, and far more profound, than i ever could have imagined.
I still struggle sometimes, and still feel that sometimes i work too hard to ensure that we are not what i perceive to be 'vanilla', but that is just a term isn't it, and besides, it's not up to me, lol! I think too much still, unless i am looking into my Master's eyes, it is there that i find peace, and know that i am home, whether we are in SF or England or somewhere in between worlds... |
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Last night we went to our first party -- it was very interesting, and made us very eager to come home and try out some toys .... Riding back, tucked in tight and safe, blissfully and completely in my Master's control as always, as we raced in the night through forests, with eyes of creatures glowing from behind trees, startled deer wondering at the thundering roar of the road king, riding under the stars, once again, i felt so intensely alive and so just in the perfect place, just where i belong.
Back home, my Master pulled out the flogger, and I learnt that i love its feel on my back, as well as on my bum, and my thighs, but most of all reveling in just letting go, so fiercely in tune we are, like two animals for whom nothing else exists in this world but us...
never will i take this precious gift for granted... |
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After more wonderful time shared, i love all of it, the hot sexy expanding of limits (I never knew my bum could get so incredibly beaming hot after a long long spanking...), the magical rides under blue skies, the warmth of just being in his arms, looking in his eyes, deeper and deeper in love ... now, if i could just learn to say Yes Master, rather than OK! lol! I WILL learn! and coming soon, our first party! i cannot wait to show just how well-behaved i can be, and i will be beaming with pride at belonging to my Master... |
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Being apart just never gets any easier... it seems the closer we get, the harder it is when we are apart, and even a short time feels so very looonnnnnnggggg ..... smiles, thus part of the desire to have another pet, sub-friend (i don't like the word sister, i have plenty of those for real, lol!) to play with here. That probably sounds selfish, and perhaps in part if is, but it is also that i love my Master so much, and know that He is such an adept and wonderful Teacher, Trainer, Dom, and i know He loves to train so much, that i want to show him off, share his abilites, oh, i'm not sure this is coming out the way i meant at all, lol! Words can be so recalcitrant sometimes! :-) |
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Smiling so happily! Another dream and more fantasies fulfilled. Being in Egypt with my Master was an amazing experience -- seeing the sights, camel riding (no, that is not a euphemism for anything, lol!), and now back again to riding our hot sexy motorcycles, treasuring every moment together. When i look at him, i still get that squiggle in my tummy, those butterflies of infatuation, when he kisses me i go fuzzy with love, and when he looks in my eyes, i know that i really am so incredibly lucky ... thank you my Master for taking me as your slave, your one ... |
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Every day, somehow, the bonds between my Master and me grow even stronger, even deeper. He has been training me more, preparing me to be His perfect pet, teaching me how i should stand at a show, how to show myself off best with my pretty new tail, reminding me to instantly obey ... it would be so much fun to have another pet to frolic and play with!
He has also bought me more delightfully kinky shoes (which should make their appearance in photos eventually). I am so incredibly lucky to have Him as my Master -- i wonder if i shall be so kind to my own pet one day! |
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Back from the most wonderful magical trip i ever could have imagined ... from my Master collaring and tagging me as His slave anew at the edge of the ocean ... to hopping off and on cable cars ... a new tattoo ... the super-sexy birthday boots ... sharing food ... sharing love ... sharing time from sunrise through the night. I return ecstatic and with an even deeper understanding of what it means to be His slave, and a limitless submission, trust, and love. I am so incredibly proud to wear the token of our bond -- my collar and tag! |
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We are off to San Francisco in just a few hours!!! Back in a week or so with lots of new toys, pictures, and stories to tell i am sure! :-)
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In less than 2 days, the first leg of our journey across the ocean will start! I am overjoyed and so happy that this, our first long distance trip together, is happening so soon! To be in my Master's arms as we fly (business class no less) high in the sky to explore the opposite edge of the world, is a dream come true... |
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Still no luck on the housemate front,but she is out there somewhere! |
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original main profile pic has now been swapped,due to the vast amount of sleazy, lecherous cretins who cant keep their urges or thoughts to themselves(yes, all male, it has to be said) |
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So excited about an adventure in San Francisco with my Master!!!!! It is going to be wonderful -- something we never expected would come to pass so soon, and now, it's just a few weeks away!
We are still looking for a housemate for me, mine is leaving to live with another end of December, smiles ... it would be wonderful to have another woman here, whether she would like to play with us or not ...
i am too excited now about our trip to think much of anything else! but the past few weeks have seen so many dreams come true, and more than ever i am finding my place as part of His family, as His slave in every way, every day, and every night ... so belonging to him more and more... |
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Housematewanted!! We are looking for a FEMALE housemate to share our home in Swansea from the beginning of the new year. very briefly, we are a male dom/female switch couple (see wolfbythesea). I am slave to him only, but we don't really fit into any pigeonholes! I live most of the time in Swansea, He visits regularly, but lives in Sussex. The person we welcome into our house wont necessarily be expected to be in any kind of relationship with us, although this may be a possibility in the future if all wish it, but she will be expected to pay her way, so she will need to be employed. Of course, she will have her own large, airy and light room and share our home. we will shortly add a profile with more details, in the meantime, just ask. |
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Three years after my Master collared me, and my love, lust, desire, and submission continue to grow. Living together has opened new dimensions to our relationship, and being together, waking safe in His arms, under His control, yielding to His dominance at all times, nothing has ever felt so perfect and so very right! There are adjustments, challenges, and some lessons are hard for me to learn for some reason (have you ever watched words leave your mouth as you struggle to pull them back in, but too late?), but i shall, i am determined. Working hard every day so that i can see that look of pride and desire in His eyes ... yes, dreams can come true! and i am so thankful that He is patient -- i am truly the most lucky of slaves, to belong to my Wolfbythesea. |
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my Master and I are about to set off on a little adventure together, and i am just too excited!! Clinging behind him as we explore our world -- it is everything i ever dreamed of, and more ...
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Smiling happily, spring has arrived, and who knew that it would be possible to be even more deeply in love with the Man of my dreams, my Master, my Wolfbythesea. He promised we would live together, and as ever, he has made this dream a reality too ... smiling with joy, bliss, and so much pride that i belong to HIM!!!!! |
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It has been over 2 years now, and i still keep learning so much. I thought i knew what being a slave was, but now, how can i say it, i don?t know it, i just AM his. Today, He renewed his ownership of me in no uncertain terms, reminding of our respective places, confirming what we both know deep down, answering the one question i had (one that i didn't need to ask aloud, though out of bad habit i did). Now I am safe and Home again. And every day, i know i am so very very lucky to have found Him! To be His in every way, to feel it grow stronger and stronger. Sometimes, i feel i should doubt -- people often say things are too good to be true. HAH! sometimes, they just really are that good! And still, I revel in the present, in the precious moments shared together, while looking forward to the future with bright and shiny eyes, sometimes, a bit over-excitedly!!! Though i try not to let Him see that, as then He might want to tie me up or restrain me, wait, that's not such a bad idea after all, hmmmm ...
And there is still so much more to explore, so many limits to stretch. YUM!!!! As I offer my body, my heart, and my soul, myself to my Master, for the taking again and again, as He wishes, as He pleases ... |
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I have learned, that it is not just the drama of cuffs and chains, ropes and canes, but just the being with Him, walking hand in hand in the moonlight, riding behind Him in the dark of the night, so proud to be His slave, tucked tight against my Master, safely in His control, truly understanding that it does not matter the time or the place or the situation, whether we are together or apart, that i belong to Him in every way without reservation or boundary ... |
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UPDATE BY WOLF BY THE SEA,KIMBA'S MASTER
it has become apparent that despite what is written in this profile, there are a huge number of males in collarme that either cant read, or fail to respect what is written in a profile.
once again i must make it quite clear that we do NOT want ANY contacts from males for ANY reason so please, show some class and respect this,
and yes, that does include you!
as always we are happy to chat with females but again, please be clear that kimba is owned, and very happily so and is submissive to one only unless i say differently |
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Ten days ago, my Master had my nipples pierced and like every experience that we share, it was unforgettable and so much more wonderful than i ever could have imagined. Yes it hurt! but then everything kicked into slow motion, and i was just there with my Master, and he was holding my hand, just holding my eyes with his,
and all i saw was the love and pride in his eyes. Smiles ....
Now when i feel them, whenever i look at them (and i love the way they look now!), it reiterates how very lucky i am to be His ... |
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mmmm, a week ago, my Master brought me again to the edge of the ocean, took me by the hand, and dived with me into depths we had never been to before. All the week leading up to it, i had been filled with fears, silly embarassement, shyness, worries that i would somehow back away in fear of the unknown. But He told me not to be afraid, to stop thinking, to just trust and enjoy. So i shut my eyes (well, the blindfold helped) and i surrendered all control into His capable hands. And as usual, He was absolutely right! It was a fantastic experience, and before i knew it, we had gone so much further than i had expected, and even when i braved opening my eyes it was all so right, so perfect. We opened a window onto our magical world to another, and now, i look forward to the day she steps through the door ... smiling happily, feeling so proud and free--safe within the bonds of our love .. thank you my Wolfbythesea, my Perfect Master ... |
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More than a year after my Master collared me, he took me back to that magical spot, as always showing me the way, once again igniting our bonds by the light of the moon, with the flashes of silent lightning seemingly echoing our passion, total surrender giving in to ultimate Control, riding with the wind, arms wrapped tight around Him, hoping the moment would never end, and it won't, for it is always deep within us ... |
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How wonderful it is to have found my perfect Master! i had a deep issue, that was bothering me more than it should, but i trusted again and exposed my fear to Him, and with a few firm gentle words, He set things right.
How cool and rare is that! such a lucky slave i am, thinking i must once have done something really really good to deserve to be living this dream, to be so treasured by the love of my life ... |
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... the rush, the exhilaration of the freedom brought by being totally owned and possessed ... of surrending all for His pleasures and desires and whims ... His marks on my body, collar on my soul, His heart enveloping mine ... my trembling lips still burning from His kiss ... |
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My Master, Wolfbythesea, does read all my email, and He often even responds first, but that does not mean that I don't exist. It means that He looks out for me -- yet another thing that i deeply appreciate and indeed adore about Him.
-- kimba |
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wooohooo, just discovered the mail control that blocks all men, so just dont even bother! |
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sighs, the neanderthals are still here, i see
to help them out, NO MEN does in fact include YOU-its really not that hard! |
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| Age: 35 |
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