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| After years of searching, I have found my happiness. And I wish you all luck in finding yours.
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== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Rigger
94% Primal (Hunter)
87% Dominant
86% Master/Mistress
86% Degrader
77% Primal (Prey)
74% Daddy/Mommy
71% Owner
60% Sadist
52% Experimentalist
47% Ageplayer
46% Voyeur
43% Submissive
41% Slave
37% Exhibitionist
28% Non-monogamist
27% Pet
25% Switch
13% Rope bunny
13% Brat
11% Boy/Girl
7% Masochist
4% Degradee
3% Vanilla
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Still connecting the dots. I feel foolish to have not already done so. I guess it just took the right series of events to bring about a better understanding. Most of my "issues" in life, stem from my lack of ability to trust others. Hence my feeling that people suck!! That is my true draw to this lifestyle. Not to hold power over another, but to have trust in another. Knowing that it is returned. I love very few people, I mean truly love in the would die for. Will love them no matter what they might do way. And trust even fewer. But I see it is the couple of people that I truly trust. That I love the most deeply, with every ounce of who I am. So in the pecking order of my emotions trust is greater than love? |
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Through actual contemplation, yes thinking about. And not just acting upon my desires. After all these years I have finally realised, dominance for me in my private life. Balances out the entirely unnatural act of servitude I must endure daily. In a world where physical aggression, no longer dictates the pecking order. |
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