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03/26/2023 I am old and tired now, my dream of finding a dominant wife is just about over. the last few years I had found playmates to keep a little spark going, but never had much time so even that no longer happens. I finally have some time and thought perhaps I could find a lady to please. this is my profile from about 20 years ago.... but it still describes me pretty well.
I was put on earth for a females pleasure and use.
I'm a perfect gentleman and believe I was put on earth to serve women and make them happy when their happy I'm happy
I'm 58 never married and have no children. my life is not complete without a Dominant mistress in my life, I can only be happy serving a Mistress and making her happy in all ways. I don't care about my pleasure at all. I have served a Mistress for a year some time ago and it was a wonderful life. I like to travel, do day trips see museums. but mostly I need to worship my mistress.. hope I can find her.
worshipping a Mistress is not a game for me. I understand and enjoy doing laundry and cleaning the house is my purpose in life as my Mistress sits back and relaxes. I enjoy doing things that prove and show my Mistress that I will do things for her, that other men might never do. the more humiliating the more proof it shows my Mistress that I am devoted to her
I have a wacky zany sence of humor and like to laugh and make my Mistress laugh. I am always polite and a complete gentleman but also try to keep things fun and lively. I would like to find a mate... 24/7 would be wonderful but I know time and mood may not work that way, I would be totally happy being a boyfriend that would go out dining and dancing knowing that my Mistress could snap her fingers at any time and I would have to kneel and worship. it's the fact of always knowing she is the one with all the power and control that is exciting... even if I'm picking where we go and other things.. it's the fact if I don't do the things she likes... snap she can just snap her fingers and punish me.
I hope to find a Mistress or Dominant Girlfriend or wife that would "train" me to be the perfect slave/mate.
my life long dream has always been to find a dominant wife. where she would have all the power and say in our relationship. I would do as she say's, and if she only wanted this on the weekends or when she snaps her fingers that would be fine also I can look the part of a macho dominant man to the outside world but when I come home I need to kneel before my girlfriend/Mistress/Wife ... I also don't mind the world knowing that my girl rules my world if that is what she wants.. I would not mind kneeling at her feet in front of guests and friends if she deemed it. again if a 24/7 would be too much for her I would be your normal boyfriend/slave/husband and ask things like"would you like to go out to a play tonight ? or would you like to go to dinner and the movies tonight? maybe we could go
Bicycling around the neighborhood? I would be a normal man.. but you would have 100% of all the power and say.
when you were ready to "train" me you just snap your fingers and I would strip and kneel before you.
I hope some woman has a need for me

my dream relationship and things I would like

CBT
I love a woman showing me how weak my balls make me..I want her to snap her fingers and hold out her hand that would be the signal for me to place my balls in her hand for her to show me how easily she can hurt me if she wants.... no man could ever hurt a woman by just squeezing a body part with a finger and thumb. ...I love having it hurt but I fight my pain and think of my love and devotion to my mistress...so instead of pulling my balls away... I gladly give my weakness to my Mistress as a symbol of my submission and devotion.
I also like orgasm control as in my Mistress should have as many orgasms as she wants...but mine would only come for reward... I would like to be in chastity so I can't even get a nice feeling from an erection..all I get is pain if I even get turned on a little.
I also like humiliation and want to lick my Mistresses asshole daily to show my love and respect for her and how I will lick her ass but she would not even let me have an erection.... I also want to orally please her anytime she likes...
I love to do things big strong macho guys would not ever do... just to show my devotion no matter how disgusting or painful things like...
if she pees it's my job to lick her clean.
My Mistress should have all the power in the relationship ...I want her to show me and remind me... the best way to show who wears the pants in the relationship is for her to fuck me with a strap-on ...not for my pleasure but to my humiliation
I will try to buy you a strap-on panty that has nubs on the backside that will rub your pussy as you fuck me
if you think we might be a match please say hello

thank you for you time

also please e-mail me and I'll be glad to tell you about my vanilla life I just keep that private from the world.
9/20/2015 6:38:47 AM
holy cats....I just saw I joined collar me in 2004....I know I've been searching for my dominant mate all my life....but 11 years on here?.... man time flies by
9/1/2014 5:53:22 PM
just noticed I have not written anything for a long long time. not sure what I should write... really busy life right now. but still have the desire to serve a woman.
1/1/2012 9:47:13 PM

wow been over a year since I last made an update. seeing 2012 is here I'll make a new one.

I think I'll start a new hobby.... I think I'll get into scrotum stretching and see how low I can get my balls to hang. I had planned to wait to find a Mistress that would help... i'm a bit too squimish to hang heavey weights on my balls for no reason.... ( lot more fun to have a woman around to laugh at me) but seeing I don't have a Mistress and would love some low hanging balls I'll try to hang some weights on them and do my house cleaning in the nude so I can drag the weights around while I scrub the floor.

feel free to ask about the progress. and happy new year

10/29/2010 8:01:06 PM

My CB6000 arrived today!!!! I never thought I would get any chastity device on because of my small scrotum. But I got it out of the mail box and ran into the house to try it on. I could not figure it out??? it had this little tiny ring that no ones testicles could ever slip through??? So I looked around on the net... no luck... I went to the Chastity mansion .com ….I'm a member there... and went to the chat rooms... great bunch of people... had to go on cam with a very nice couple that showed me how it worked... stupid me... it had come all together and I only took half of it apart so of course I couldn't get it on.. It has to come apart first!
So I got it on, I figured I'd have to use the smallest ring.... But I used the 2nd largest ring in the kit... maybe my sack is not so small?? It was extremely difficult to get the cage over my dick because even a little hard and it would not fit... I had to ice my dick to get it in... it's TIGHT! ...no getting hard in that cage and I bought the little cage.... I locked the little paddle lock and have been wearing it all evening... feels AWESOME ...I keep going to mirrors and looking at it to see in it's noticeable in my pants…. No bulge or anything.... I have seen a million pictures of guys wearing them and hundreds of movies of guys wearing them... I always thought it would be plain to see... but I don't think it is... I'll try to go shopping with it soon and see if people stare at my crotch.
it keeps my balls from hugging my body and certainly my balls can't retract inside my body as they like to do.... So this will help to stretch them out a little... so far nothing is falling asleep.
I read how a lot of guys have a lot of chaffing problems and have to keep putting lotion into the cage using a Q-tip... I put some Kerry lotion on it ... the type that is not washed off... so far my dick moves around in it pretty good.
So a life long dream has come true... I’m now locked up and know when I find my Mistress she'll be able to lock me up, so I won't be able to play with myself. I’ll just spend that time caring about her instead of my erection.
My next dream is stretching my balls... so I guess my next toy will be lots and lots of ball weights and ball rings.....
good luck everyone.. and to the ladies that have slaves locked up... I salute you!

10/23/2010 10:52:07 PM

HEY Collarme Chat is BACK!!!! I love it... thank you collar me .com for bringing it back.

also I have new news! I bought another chastity device I bought the CB6000S ...the S is for short... yup I got a small dick... ( I'm so ashamed) I was having a real hard time with all the other chastity devises getting my balls through the rings. the CB6000 has a split in the ring so I should be able to slide it on from the side instead of slipping my balls through... I have not gotten it yet but can hardly wait to get it... I think i'll go to a strip joint when it comes and get some lap dances... and see how badly I suffer... should be... gulp...painful....i mean FUN!

8/7/2010 7:55:39 AM
I was just looking at the BDSM Gear tab on collarme... I like that store... they have some great toys... looks like I'll be spending some more money ... I wouldn't mind if I had a Mistress... but at least I'll be ready when I find her. I like the look of the strap-on that goes inside the woman while she does the guy... and there have been improvements to the chastity devises... like the CB6000S looks pretty good... guess I'll get one.... not happy with my CB-2000
they also have a ball pillory post... that just looks evil!
they also have a new penis-gag dildo holder that I like better than the one I bought a couple years ago... so I may get that too... nothing like a girl putting a penis gag in my mouth that has a dildo on the other side and fucking my face... I like the sleek new black one they have.
5/2/2010 10:43:06 AM
hey how come the chat rooms on collarme are no longer working??? I really liked that.
it was nice chatting with like minded people from all over the world.
oh well I'll get over it I guess.
but collarme...I'm not happy about it!
6/29/2008 11:39:53 AM
hey everyone

well not like anyone is following my life but sometimes things are so wonderful in my life i'll write them down and you can read them if you want to.
stop now you will be bored.

I have had the great honor of chatting with a Mistress!!! well I do that a lot on collarme chat. but this Mistress is one I have dream about for a long time. and we have so many similar interests!!! I could be soo happy living my life trying to make her perfectly happy in all ways. once in a while I'll read a profile that is close to my desires but not many. I read one a long time ago that was great and close to where I live. we e-mailed back and forth and OH MY GOD this woman is a true Goddess!!! but she was also way out of my league!!! the e-mails slowed to a stop ( she was busy and had a slave by then) well guess what she e-mailed me on this site! I was truly honored and i'm blessed with getting to chat with her and try to be her friend... she is of course way out of my league but then again all women are soo far above men I don't know why they bother with us in the first place.
so I'm happy! I may never get to meet her but I hopefully can be a friend and it will make me happy when she has the slave she has always been searching for... I won't be REAL happy it's not me! but I should want to see her happy and have the best slave.
anyway I'm just telling anyone that reads my journal two things.. one i'm happy and two get a life!
7/30/2006 4:06:38 PM

hello everyone hoping to make some great friends and maybe find my Mistress /wife.
latest news is I finally bought a lot of the toys I've wanted. bought a CB2000 but my balls are too small to get it on? maybe with help? I bought a humbler off E-bay it looks awesome but again probably not going onto my little testicles.. but I hope it's fun for a Mistress to try. I bought about 500 bucks worth of stuff from Extreme restraints one thing I always wanted was a penis gag/ dildo holder it looks aweome one side is a 2 inch penis gag that straps on over my face and around my neck on the other side is a ring to hold a dildo. I also bought a small medium and large dildo ( who knows what my Mistress likes) I can hardly wait to find a Mistress to ride my face and torture my genitals at the same time. it will be so wild to have a womans ass slapping my face with her sweet pussy sooo close to my mouth but I can't touch her or taste her for the part in front of my mouth is all leather.. only my nose is open.. all I get is her anus grinding down on my nose. when she wants more stimulation she'll grab my balls and twist causing screams from me making the dildo vibrate! or making me buck my head up thrusting into her even deeper. I had a Mistress years ago that had one and loved it.. we were going to use it on me and we broke up before we got to play with it... I still dream back to looking at it and longing for it... its great to finally own one ( I actualy bought two different types) I also bought a parachute harness for my balls... now all I need is the Mistress to stretch them... it's going to be wonderful watching my balls hang lower and lower as time goes by... I hope my future Mistress will be with me forever and always keep weights on my balls.. it'll be great when I become  an old man and the nurses in the nursing home see my balls hanging down to my knees and ask what happened LOL

twanker
 
 Age: 26
 Zamboanga city, Philippines